"Are you really going to do that?" Zhong Yuze, who was sitting at the dining table, asked curiously. "That's right." He Beifan's voice seemed very indifferent, he seemed to have already planned to go to the piano store to teach singing, and there was nothing to hesitate about.

"A holiday time, Fan, how many things can you do, for example, playing games, watching movies, there are so many things waiting for you to do, you are fine, you put all your time on teaching songs, what do you draw Beifan, then I think, you might as well go to school, maybe it will be a little easier."

Zhong Yuze took a sip of the milk tea placed in front of him, and the young man looked at He Beifan's eyes with an incurable sadness.

"I think it's good." He Beifan spit out casually, "Anyway, I'm disgusted when I stay at home, so it's better to come out and find something to do, so that at least my heart can feel better." ”

He sighed as he spoke, "You know what? She has been ignoring me and fighting a cold war with me all these days. ”

"I don't know how long this cold situation will last, and there's nothing I can do to change it, so I was miserable at home and I started to regret some of the things I had done, whether it was good or bad."

"Now it seems that I was all wrong, if I wasn't so willful, I wouldn't have made my mother angry and let him see me as a liar. So it's all my own doing. ”

The boy was silent again, as if in a sea of misery, and he struggled, but there was no one to help him.

"So, does your mom know?" Zhong Yuze looked at He Beifan's pale face and asked cautiously.

The boy just shook his head indifferently, "She doesn't know, and I don't want her to know." ”

He Beifan said, a wry smile appeared on his cheeks inadvertently, he seemed to be very sad about something, at this time he desperately needed comfort, but there was no one who could comfort him.

"Why don't you say it. Perhaps, as soon as you say it, she will change her impression of you, and the Cold War will end? ”

Zhong Yuze kindly persuaded him, but He Beifan didn't think what he said made any sense, "If that's how she sees me, then what does this matter tell her." ”

He Beifan said, there was a feeling of discouragement.

"No, it's not like that, Beifan. You are her son, and she should believe in you. It's just that something it influences Auntie's judgment, she believes in you, and she just needs a reason, you know? ”

He looked at Beifan's eyes, it seemed that he had never seen him so lost, he was very tired and sleepy, as if he was looking for a life-saving straw.

"You really can't do this, you should tell her that you are helpless now, this is really nothing, Fan. Otherwise, if you go on like this, she will misunderstand you, and she will still feel very cold, what do you think? ”

Zhong Yuze felt anxious for He Beifan, but he didn't know how to help him.

"But what should I say to him?" He Beifan pulled his hair sadly, "I told her that I went to the bar some time ago to be a resident singer, and I earned the money in the tavern." When he said this, he couldn't help but sigh again.

"yes, you just said to her, what's wrong? Any questions? ”

Zhong Yuze didn't think there was anything wrong with this, but he didn't know what He Beifan thought and why he put so much pressure on himself.

He looked at this He Beifan very seriously, and was very eager to enter his heart, but the young man seemed very silent, he sat there without saying a word, as if he was bearing something, but he didn't want to say anything to anyone.

"I can't tell her." After being silent for a long time, He Beifan suddenly came up with such a sentence.

"Why? It's really nothing, you just can't get over this hurdle of your own. ”

He looked into the boy's eyes, as if to give him a kind of comfort, "She really won't say anything about you, but will think that you are very sensible, and you are trying to lighten the burden for her." Zhong Yuze said, his eyes couldn't help but be a little brighter.

"I know, but I don't want her to think so. I don't want her to be so stressed out and make her feel like she didn't give me a better life. He Beifan shook his head helplessly as he spoke.

"But that's the case, she didn't make you feel completely safe, that's why you chose to be a resident singer in a bar, isn't it true?"

Zhong Yuze spit out in a fit of anger, which made He Beifan have an unspeakable resistance. "Don't talk about it, okay? It's all a matter of passing away, is there any point in what you're talking about now? ”

There was uncommon hostility in He Beifan's words, he didn't want to do this, but he really didn't agree with Zhong Yuze's opinion.

"What do you mean, He Beifan, you are in a bad mood, what are you angry at me?"

Yu Ze will inevitably be a little disgusted, the expression on that face is unhappy, and it looks inevitably a little annoyed. "I'm sorry, I've not been in a good mood lately, you can be considerate."

He said, a little helpless. Zhong Yuze couldn't help but start blaming Qi Ji's cautious eyes.

Bei Fan is in need of comfort now, and he shouldn't worry so much about him, but occasionally he is rushed with two words, and he actually has a feeling that he can't control himself.

"Fan, this matter is not as complicated as you think, really, you just tell her directly, why bother to add such troubles?"

Zhong Yuze found that he couldn't see He Beifan's behavior more and more clearly, if this person was him, he would definitely not let himself be misunderstood like this, but He Beifan had his own thoughts, he seemed to be in pain, like a drowning person, wanting to break free, but he didn't know what to do.

"Beifan, if you really can't make up your mind, then let me tell my aunt. I'll tell him where all your money comes from. ”

Zhong Yuze said, seemingly satisfied with the idea of self-counting 2, but as soon as he put it forward on 4, he was denied by He Beifan.

"No, is there anything wrong with telling him myself? Yu Ze, you still don't understand what I mean, I mean, I don't want to tell her what happened, and at the same time, I don't fall to the death and go on a cold war with her, do you understand? ”

Beifan looked at those eyes, and for the first time felt that Dao and Zhong Yuze were talking about it, so wasteful, his hair seemed to have changed, and he didn't know He Beifan anymore, and he didn't want to be like this, but people will change.

Just like their faces, they have gradually become mature from youth to maturity in the passage of time, this is not wrong, what is wrong is that Zhong Yuze still doesn't understand this truth, he is not as responsible as He Beifan, which actually can't blame him.

It was He Beifan, and his thoughts were a little ahead of his peers, so his feelings of pain were much higher than those of Yu Ze.

It's not a good thing, and naturally it shouldn't be taken out to speak, "If you continue to spend like this, you will always be misunderstood by her, so your desire is simply impossible." ”

Zhong Yuze's tone became more and more cold as he spoke, but his eyes were unusually calm, he didn't know He Beifan's temperament, he wouldn't change his mind so easily, it was because he had the kind of stubbornness inherent in him, which was no longer strange to the boy.

has been friends with Beifan for so long, but he can't understand him more and more, but he also understands He Beifan's temper, he is like this, sometimes, it always makes people feel that they are separated by a wall, and they are also impenetrable.

He didn't seem to understand him, but he was trying to understand, even if it was hard to understand, but he didn't mean to stop him, this was the tacit understanding between them, but it was so enviable.

"What's wrong with you now, why do you have to worry about such a simple thing for so long, isn't it good to be simple?" He stared into his eyes, fascinated. "Do you think I don't want to? But I really can't do it. ”

He Beifan's tone was extremely excited, but he didn't know how to express it.

"He Beifan, can you have a little more ambition, you, such a simple matter, have you hesitated for so long? Besides, you don't listen to the advice I give you, even if I want to help you, you tell me how I can help, I don't have any good way, and you don't want to listen to me, I really have no way. ”

Zhong Yuze looked very excited when he said this, his face was very calm, but he would inevitably have some dissatisfaction with He Beifan in his heart.

This seems normal to ordinary people, but for some reason, Beifan today has to argue with him, and his eyes reveal a melancholy that is difficult to understand.

"You really don't have to do this, Beifan, you will be very tired like this, and besides, Auntie will not understand you, which is really unfair to you."

"And you don't know if it goes on like this, whether your mother-son relationship will become more and more stiff or not, so, it's really unnecessary, Beifan, you don't need to make yourself so embarrassed, so, be sober, it's not a bad thing, just tell her, it's nothing." Zhong Yuze's kind persuasion made He Beifan more and more upset.

"Okay, don't talk about it." The boy spit out a sentence a little impatiently, he was not like this in his usual life, but now his temperament was becoming more and more impatient.

I don't know why, his temper is very bad, it's the kind of annoyance that can't be suppressed.

"Okay, okay, I won't say it, you can do it yourself." Zhong Yuze couldn't help but sigh.

"He Beifan, it's really hard for me to understand you now, I don't know what you think."

His eyes slowly dimmed, "You can do it yourself, I don't want to interfere in your affairs anymore, you seem to have become different from before." Zhong Yuze said, with irrepressible disappointment in those eyes.