(Girls' Literature)

watched Jun Mochen's guard of honor go out from the palace gate. He really left a stranger.

In the twilight, Li Mo stood in this world of ice and snow glass. The end is majestic.

Now I don't know what Limo's position is. He hid my whereabouts from Jun Mochen. I hate being my enemy everywhere. However, I am very grateful for his care of Rulan and his loyalty to Jun Mochen. Maybe I was the only one he hated all along.

"Sister." Rulan's voice sounded in her ears.

I looked back. And he saw her standing against the door. There were tears in a pair of bright eyes. "Sister is going to ask him?"

I didn't intend to hide it from her. Get straight to the point. "Naturally, I want to ask him. Who else knows about it now? ”

Rulan's body swayed slightly. The waist is empty. It turned out to be a weak and pitiful person. I stepped forward and took her hand in distress. "I know you're bitter. But it's okay for you to keep avoiding it like this. If it goes on like this. There is always a wall between you and Limo. How sooner or later can we keep together. ”

Rulan lowered her head. The long eyelashes flutter gently like butterfly wings. In the middle of the night, a drop of crystal hung on it. Like morning dewdrops.

"Good. Rulan listens to her sister. ”

She agreed. I said again. "It's getting late today. In the end, it is inconvenient. Then I called him to find out what was going on. You won't have to come and accompany you then. Let's go back to the next break. "Lest there be any heart-wrenching words. I'll tell her a little bit more slowly.

Rulan hesitated for a long time. "It's my business after all. How to make my sister tired. Go and rest by yourself. I'll just be outside serving tea. ”

I nodded. "It's fine."

Looking back at Limo at the palace gate. I have mixed feelings in my heart. I don't know what the truth is. How does Rulan deal with herself in the end.

Such as Landau. "Sister, don't think about it. Go to bed early. I'm afraid tomorrow will be difficult. ”

Isn't. The queen and the queen mother are afraid that they will not have a good time. I don't know what fate is. But he can come back alive.

Break early. But I couldn't sleep well all night. Nightmares keep coming. It's all people who have passed away. The father and the emperor in the dream are still the living concubines. The sound and smile are all kind. He said softly. "Why don't you come to see your father. But I still complain about me. ”

I said. "How dare you complain about your father. It's just that now it's hard to protect itself. Can't get out of the palace. Again. The daughter is not filial. I don't know where Jun Mochen placed his father's tombstone. ”

But I muttered in my heart. Qingming every year. I burned paper money for the dead. Didn't my father receive it?

My father has always been a benevolent lord. Once upon a time there were courtiers who played it. Chen Ling is bound to be unified, it is better to strike first. Get ahead.

The father and Emperor Xianchen fought for a lifetime. In the end, he relented and did not want to spend any more people's power to provoke a war. But I don't want to end up like this.

Since the death of the mother. I was forgotten by my father in Changle Palace for several years. No matter how hot it is, the heart is cold. When the Chen's army broke through Kyoto. I didn't get to see him. I didn't even know about it much later. My father and all my brothers and sisters died tragically.

It's a pity that the heavens were noble. The chosen one. In the end, there was not even a coffin. The mat was hastily buried as soon as it was rolled. I think that the early death of the mother does not have to experience this disaster. Maybe it's good.

What I didn't expect is. Crown Prince Hirofumi, who has never been close. My eldest brother fell asleep. As serious and cautious as ever. I hurriedly knelt down and saluted. At last he called him in disbelief. "Brother Huang."

Hongwen snorted angrily and turned his face sideways. But it was a burst of cynicism. "Brother Huang. Concubine Mi was polite. How can I be your royal brother? ”

Concubine Mi.

In the center of the dream, it was all trembling. I only heard Hongwen again. "Now you only remember your children's affections. Where can I still remember my surname Ling. You have seen Jun Mochen's ruthlessness. The concubines in the palace that day. The princess and princess. Eunuch of the palace. More than 10,000 people. But you can see how many are left today. There was no blood stained on any part of this Miyagi. That's why you don't have a heart or lungs. can have children with this person whose hands are stained with the blood of his relatives. Children are long-term. ”

No cardio. No heart and lungs......

These words seem to have wings. Hovering around your ears. Prolonged. I slumped to the ground.

So many people have died. Bloody. With red eyes, they complained to me about their unwillingness to die in vain. Everyone is dissatisfied with my "lack of heart and lungs".

"Not really. No...... "I moved back step by step." Almost collapsed. I'm scared to death. Panicked. But they don't know what to do.

A clear strip was peeled out of the cacophony of sounds. The voice called softly, "Sister." Sister: "The hollow valley is like an orchid." It's Rulan's voice.

I woke up from a nightmare. In front of him is Rulan. Where are there others. I rolled over and sat up. Look around. There was indeed only one person in the temple, Rulan. There is no one else.

Cold sweat trickled. Wet back. I gasped violently, buried my head in my arms and couldn't hold back my tears.

Rulan saw this. Hurriedly said. "What's wrong with my sister. But I had nightmares. I was scared. ”

I convulsed and cried. It is almost impossible to utter a complete sentence. Intermittently. "Rulan...... I dreamed of ...... Father's ...... And Prince Hongwen ......"

Rulan's fingers on my back stiffened. It took a long time to say. "The emperor and the crown prince."

"Rulan...... They said I had no heart...... ...... recognize a thief as a husband" is sad in my heart. For the first time, I dreamed of these dead people. It was actually accused. These are my former loved ones.

Am I really wrong? It should be restored with Zhuang Yi and Yan Yi.

Rulan ran it on my back one by one. The temple was silent. Only the clear sound of the bell leak rang in my ears. There are no tears in his eyes. Just starved open. Looking at the small candle outside the tent cast on the dark shadow on the bed, he was in a daze. "Actually, you also complain about me."

The voice fell. Even I was shocked.

Today, although Rulan treats me, everything is still the same as before. But we grew up together. I know all too well what her habits are. I know every little change. I've always felt that it was because we had been separated for too long. At this moment, his heart suddenly became clear.

Rulan's hand paused. I'm more sure of what I think.

I said. "I'm a sister to you. If there is something to say, he will open it up. Don't keep it in your heart. On the contrary, there was a suspicion. ”

Rulan seemed to sigh softly. But with resolute and resolute determination. "Rulan is a capital offense. Sister let Rulan say. Rulan dared to speak out. It doesn't matter if my sister kills or chops. ”

Rulan took a deep breath. It was as if a great deal of determination had been made. "What a great humiliation Ling Guo has suffered. My sister has seen it with her own eyes. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as a river of blood. The mediocre can't bear to hear it. My sister is a princess. A person with royal blood in his body. How can it be ignored. Instead, she married the enemy who destroyed the country as a concubine. So reassuring.

Princess Yi Luo is dedicated to the country. Why is my sister even suspicious of her own relatives, but she is relieved of Emperor Chen. Take 10,000 steps back. General Yan's surname is Yan. His hatred of extermination is still aside. He was willing to support his sister. Why did my sister push him away? ”

Rulan's words were intense. The eyes that were once meek are now blood-red. It reminds me of the dead in my dreams. I couldn't help but shudder.

"Who said these words to you. Where did you just go? ”

Rulan's anger has not subsided. "Sister doesn't have to wonder who said this with me. Rulan also thinks so. My sister is indifferent by nature, doesn't love power, gold and silver, and doesn't love thousands of miles of rivers and mountains. But we need it. If you can't clear your grievances for a day. It was a day of death. The people of Ling State will not be able to raise their heads and be human for a day. ”

I looked at Rulan in front of me fixedly. It's like a different person. She's not a cowardly little girl hiding behind me anymore. So assertive.

Rulan sniffed. The tears that I tried to hold back still fell involuntarily. "My sister knows. How did our emperor die? The emperor is so noble. In the end, he was cut by Ling Guobing. It's good to have no place in your body. Such a humiliation. How can my sister bear it. ”

If you can't clear your grievances for a day. It was a day of death.

My heart shook. No one ever told me. My father, the Emperor. My loved ones, how are they...... How to leave this world alone and desperately.

I sat sitting. I just felt like my whole body was frozen. After a long time, he said. "What time is it?"

Rulan stomped her foot. Urgent. "Sister didn't even listen to a word?"

I sighed and said helplessly. "I should let it go down when it's a big deal." Say that. I don't bother anymore. I got up alone to look at the bell leak.

Ugly is two moments. It's still early.

But I couldn't sleep at all. The mind is in turmoil. There are thousands of threads, and I can't find an outlet in my heart.

The temple was dark. Only the candle in front of the tent gave a faint light. But it was not enough to illuminate the entire dormitory.

Shadows outside the window. Criss-crossed branches are reflected on the window paper. Stagger. Like the claws of a demon. In the silence, even the slight sound of snow crushing the branches could be heard vividly.

I walked over and pushed the closed sash open. Suddenly, the cold wind entered. The warmth in the temple was dispelled in an instant. I was wearing only a thin bedgown. I couldn't help but wince, but I still gritted my teeth and stood.

"The cold wind of this winter night is the most deadly. Sister doesn't even want her own body? Rulan walked up from behind. As he spoke, he pulled through the window lattice and closed it.

I clasped the window frame tightly. looked at the red plums in the courtyard. I think it's snowing again. The snow in the courtyard was a little thicker. The red plum that is more lined with it is delicate. There were even a few wisps of dark incense wafting through me.

As far as the eye could see, it was white and miserable. The snow is clean as far as the eye can see. Even though it was night, it was more piercing than day, and my eyes hurt.

Xu was stung. I slowly closed my eyes. "It doesn't matter who told you those words. You remember. I will not shirk my responsibility. But you don't have to put the big hat of the rise and fall of the world on my head. If it weren't for the fact that there were no men in the royal family. Who has ever taken me to heart? ”

It didn't before. Not in the future.