Chapter 133: Have You Ever Loved Me?
"I didn't think you would know this, but I didn't expect you to see through it and let it go simply, but I myself was terrible stubborn and stubborn."
If it weren't for seeing her so open-minded, Mo Lingfeng would really think that she had mind reading skills.
"If empathy can also be regarded as having mind reading, then, my greatest wish is that you only have this special skill for me, only to understand my mind, only to read my heart, I am willing to let you know all my secrets, unreservedly let you know."
Ling Feng almost fell when he heard the touching words, which also meant that Mo Lingfeng admitted that he and Murong Qinghe were just playing on the spot, and there was no love between men and women.
"Is it so hard to make you admit that you love me? Murong Shan ...... "Mo Lingfeng directly called her real name, in this world, few people know this name, at this moment she heard Mo Lingfeng call her like this, she only felt that she had not been seen for a long time, and her heart was deeply touched.
"I've always believed that you love me, just as I love you too, and it's surprising that you can guess that there is no real love between me and Qinghe, I thought you would never know."
Ling Feng warned herself that she must take a firm stand, if she and Mo Lingfeng are entangled, then the consequences must be very serious.
Even she herself couldn't face this devastated face under her human skin mask, how could Mo Lingfeng accept it?
Take 10,000 steps back, even if he can accept it, then, can she face him with a clear conscience?
When the time comes, if Mo Lingfeng really accepts her unrecognizable appearance, maybe even they themselves can't tell whether it's because of sympathy or love.
Too many things have happened in the past two years, causing them to become more and more estranged from each other, with Murong Qinghe by his side, after all, they are living under the same roof, where will Ling Feng figure out what happened between him and Murong Qinghe.
She didn't know much about him, and now she didn't know much about it, and she was going to leave because of the times, so it was better to leave more freely.
"Hahahaha, Mo Lingfeng, you really feel too good about yourself, you think you're the only man in the world? You think I'm going to keep pestering you to the end? ”
Ling Feng seemed to have heard some big joke, laughing loudly, Mo Lingfeng looked at her silently, remembering every word she said, only to feel that her sincerity was trampled under her feet at this moment.
He comforted himself with all his heart, she may just be angry for a while, and what she said was not true, as long as he tolerated it, when she was angry, it would be fine.
However, the more he comforted himself, the more he suddenly realized that he was not as measured as he thought.
Even if he could tolerate everything that everyone else had, he was the only one who was her.
"What do you mean you are willing to let me know all your secrets? Still unreserved? The secrets that you think are secrets are not secrets in my eyes, the acting skills are too poor, I can see it by thinking about it casually, how generous and affectionate you are to talk about yourself! I don't want to know you at all! ”
Although she seems to be ordinary, her words are like a sharp sword, hitting him in the heart.
He endured it again and again, but he was repeatedly slandered, and his heart ached faintly, and he couldn't turn a blind eye.
If she really fights him with open guns and arrows, he may not be hostile to her, but he can always avoid it in time!
But this time he can't avoid the words that can hurt his heart!
Everyone in the world says that hearing is false, seeing is believing, but now he heard it and saw it with his own eyes, but he couldn't admit that she was really so ruthless.
"Murong Shan, don't say these duplicityous words again, I don't believe it, I don't believe a word."
Sometimes what the eyes see is not necessarily the truth, Mo Lingfeng is willing to believe that he knows her very well and understands her thoroughly.
"Mo Lingfeng, stop stalking me, I don't like you, I don't like you at all! You can pretend to be Nan Chu, live in Linxi Valley for half a year, deceive the feelings of Xue Falling City, you can be at the mercy of the Seventh Prince, and you will bring Murong Qinghe into the Mo Mansion to live for two years......"
Mo Lingfeng listened carefully, although Ling Feng didn't finish speaking, he already understood what she meant, but he was just saying that he was abusive.
He was silent, after all, it was all true. It is impossible for him to ask her to forgive and understand because he has a hard time.
If she doesn't love him anymore, is there any need to understand?
"You should understand what I mean, whether it's to Xue Tilt City, or to Murong Qinghe, including me, except for teasing, using, and deceiving, you haven't been sincere at all. Now he is still making a well-intentioned appearance, and he is really self-deceptive! ”
"Don't perform any abuse to the extreme in front of me, it's a drama of love, I don't want to watch it, and I don't want to be your heroine, let's go from now on, you and I haven't been here, and it's not up to you to decide where I come and go."
Ling Feng said these words against her heart, and her heart was even more unbearable, she realized that Mo Lingfeng was very entangled at the moment, but a long pain is better than a short pain, and it is better to be entangled for a while than to be entangled for a lifetime.
"I'm sorry, Mo Lingfeng, you deserve a better woman to accompany you, and I, I'm not the same person as you, and now, it's difficult to even spread out my appearance under the sun, I don't deserve you." Ling Feng thought to himself.
She didn't say this sentence, she would not leave him any more affection, and she would bury all her attachment to him in the bottom of her heart, and spend the rest of her life slowly savoring it until she was old, until she was too old to remember what he looked like.
"Murong Shan, have you ever loved me?"
"No, I was just ignorant for a while, I was too tired to love you, I would rather love Xue Beijie, you also saw it, I came for him, but now I rarely come back like this, in Yangcheng, it is only convenient to see an old friend like you."
Friends? It turned out that they were just old friends.
But at least they can be friends.
"Are you going to make me feel like you've never been in my life? Murong Shan? ”
"Yes, don't even mention my real name, if you don't remember, that's the best, otherwise you will only abuse yourself, I don't care about you at all." She replied crisply.
"I see! Hehe, you are here for Xue Beijie, and now you have got your wish, and you can leave with peace of mind, my concern for the past two years is just a joke, which makes you laugh. ”
"What the girl said, Mo listened to it in his ears, remembered it in his heart, and never forgot it, no matter how clumsy the girl thought she was below, now, she just wants the girl to know, no matter how you are, she has only sincerely loved you alone, and she has never paid so much for anyone, nor has she ever been in danger for anyone, nor has she ever been worried about anyone."
"I thought that the girl was the same as in the next, but in the next thought that the heart had a spirit, and it became a mirror, after all, it was the wrong love, the wrong person, the girl was so self-conscious, in the next ...... Let you be free, I don't want to bind you in the next year. ”
"It turns out that loving someone and thinking about someone will be so obsessed that I will fall into it, which is really a mistake and ignorance......"
Mo Lingfeng's eyes were red, and he turned to leave, and in an instant, two lines of tears burst out of his eyes, blurring his vision.
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