Chapter 146: What Are You Afraid of With Me Raising You?
Mo Lingfeng, why do you always move me so much? I don't even know what to do. I have you in my heart, but I myself hate the feeling of being separated from you, I am afraid that one day when I wake up from a dream, I will leave you, and when the time comes, I will not be able to take you away, and you will not be able to keep me, do you understand? ”
Ling Feng explained.
"I understand, I understood two years ago. Silly girl, didn't you say that you would make me the person you care about the most in this dream? Why, after only two years, don't you count what you've said? Do I believe it too much, or are you so perfunctory that even you think you don't love me......"
After all, there is already a gap between them, they are not people in the same space, but fate arranged for the two to meet and fall in love. Nowadays, it is difficult to give up, and the cutting is still messy.
"I remember when you told me that I was the fate of your dreams, right...... You haven't woken up from the dream yet, and you don't take me to heart? No matter what, I've always had you in my heart and eyes. What you have said, I have heard it in my ears and taken it to heart, and even if I forget myself, I will not forget what you said. ”
Mo Lingfeng said seriously, these words that were too sensational made Ling Feng's heart begin to waver, and she was afraid that she would forget her original intention.
"I just want to get out of here once I've had enough life again. Being entangled with you will only make me inseparable in the future, you know? I can't bring you back to my original world, and I have parents in my original world, and there are responsibilities that I can't shirk, and that's my home. ”
"And you are too complicated, if I fall into your love again, I will harm others and myself."
Mo Lingfeng couldn't help but smile bitterly.
In the past two years, she has changed.
is no longer the Ling Feng who relies on him everywhere and needs his protection, and no longer the weak woman who needs him as a backer.
She was willing to stay, just to find a place to rest, and with a glimmer of anticipation, hoping that he would help her heal the wound on her face.
Anyway, now, he finally has a place for her.
Even if he was used, he was willing.
"I want to give you a home, I want to be all your dependents, it's just my wishful thinking, but I'm just wishful thinking. Even though I can keep you for a while, I can't keep you for a lifetime, you can leave at any time, but ...... Don't let me know, I'll be sad, I'll be reluctant. ”
"I can still find a way to heal the wound on your face now, and it's still a little useful to you, so that's why you stayed, right?"
Ling Feng didn't refute and acquiesced.
At this time, her conscience was condemned slightly, but people are selfish, just like Mo Lingfeng used the snow to fall into the city back then. Mo Lingfeng was right, in fact, she was using him.
"If you want to take advantage of me, I am willing to serve you for the rest of my life, as long as you can afford it, as long as I can help you."
Mo Lingfeng smiled lightly and continued to select medicinal materials, although his heart ached, it did not affect his desire to help her.
"You...... You get busy first, I'll go out and breathe. ”
Ling Feng felt that the atmosphere was very depressing, and at the same time, her heart was full of guilt, she was hurting his heart, and she just hoped that both of them could be relieved.
However, when she asked herself, she seemed reluctant to let go, and he said it so clearly that he was even more reluctant to let her go.
She needs to be quiet.
At night, after midnight, the stars were dotted in the night, Ling Feng sat on the roof, looking at the lights of thousands of homes, there was no sense of belonging in his heart, and even at this moment, he didn't know where to go, so he could only stop and be undecided.
She didn't want to break anyone's heart, she just wanted to be alone, the clouds were light and the wind was light, this time it was to transfer the vitality to Xue Beijie's body, so she returned to her hometown, but now she realized that she was not as free and easy as she imagined.
"you, Mo Lingfeng, why was the old lady confused by your red-mouthed and white-toothed words? Won't you just break up? My single young woman in the 21st century is still planted in your hands? I don't want to be indecisive, and when the time comes, I can't give up and make myself uncomfortable. ”
Ling Feng thought about it in pieces, she was full of alcohol, and slowly lay on the roof, looking up at the stars, still a little depressed in her heart.
Tonight she tossed and turned, and after midnight when her vitality continued, after she regained consciousness, she went out of the house to have a full meal, and she was not happy, and drank some wine.
It is said that borrowing wine to eliminate sorrows, how to solve worries, only Du Kang, but at this moment she understood that it was all a lie, she was dizzy in her head after drinking, and all kinds of memories came like a tide, but it was easy to think too much, and she couldn't calm down at all.
At this time, she was sleepy, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, closed her eyes, and thought back to what Mo Lingfeng said during the day, she always felt that she was a heinous bad person, she didn't hurt his body, but she punished his heart.
Once, she always thought that Mo Lingfeng was her only support in this dream, but now, as he said, he seemed to be of little use to her.
She's taking advantage of him.
"you, it's gone, even if you don't heal the wound on your face, won't I be two years old? I don't want to owe anyone more, I owe too much and I can't pay it back. ”
In the past, she always laughed at her colleagues, and after the breakup, she looked like she had nothing to love, and always thought that if it fell on her, she would be decisive and unprocrastinated. Why should there be no grass in the world, why hang yourself from a tree?
However, now, she has lived the kind of person she originally hated. can afford to take it, can't let it go, and even for his own selfish interests, he really uses his sincerity.
How could Mo Fu trap her. Now, although her martial arts are not the best, her light skills are very good, if she fights with Ling Junze, she is confident that she will never be at a disadvantage. But after all, there are mountains outside the mountains, and there are people outside the people, in this huge rivers and lakes, there are countless capable people, it is better to be modest, so as not to attract the wind.
Mo Lingfeng didn't seem to send anyone to keep an eye on her, so she could easily get out of the mansion, and she was not stopped by the secret guards, and she couldn't stop her.
"What the hell should I do?"
She sat up suddenly, jumped off the roof, landed in the courtyard, saw the candles in the Dan room, and a busy figure was reflected in the candlelight, she pushed open the door and walked directly in.
Mo Lingfeng was still consulting the medical books, and there were stacks of medical books piled high on the table, all of which he had borrowed from his friends today.
Although he is proficient in the art of making pills, he has the ability to never forget, and he has read countless classics, but there is no end to the sea of books, and there are always those who have not read. As long as he can find out that the injury on her face is half related, he will follow the vine and find a good solution.
"It's okay to go out and drink so much wine alone, even if you are a little drunk, you still know the way back to Mofu, and you are willing to come back to me."
Mo Lingfeng smelled a burst of wine, frowned slightly, raised his head, and saw her walking towards him. There was a bit of confusion in her eyes, but she belonged to the kind of person who didn't blush at all after drinking.
"Come and see you, I want to leave, I don't heal my injuries, but I am reluctant to go, so entangled, what should I do? You slap me to death with a brick, I also think that my own indecisive appearance is so hypocritical, so unflat, so bad to break your heart, I don't want to break your heart, Mo Lingfeng. ”
Ling Feng sat across from him, his arms on the table, lying on the table, looking at him seriously. He's still so good-looking, he can't find anything imperfect about this appearance, and he looks better than any modern idol, which is probably the reason why she is so crazy that she is reluctant to leave.
"I know, if you don't want to go, you won't leave, and I won't drive you away."
Mo Lingfeng smiled, reached out and gently stroked the top of her head, her heart warm.
"Oh, by the way, you can help me make a few human skin masks another day, if I stay in Yangcheng, it will be more convenient to change my face, since they are all human skin masks, why don't I make them look like others, right?"
"It makes sense, it's easier to hide from people."
Mo Lingfeng nodded in agreement.
"Then you make me some pretty faces, and I'll wear them for fun."
"For the sake of your lack of skill, I'll do it for you."
"Who do you say is not good at learning? Oh, that's right, in front of an expert like you, I'm playing a big knife in front of Guan Gong, so naturally I'm not good at learning. ”
"It's okay, I'll raise you, what are you afraid of? Even if you're not good at your craft, I won't let you beg on the streets. ”
"I went to your room tonight to get the silver ticket, so I have the money to eat and drink, and you let me drink porridge every day and abuse me."
"Take it casually, you have a big business in the next family, let the girl squander it, if you accidentally squander it all, I will pester you in the next family, and let you support me for the rest of my life."
Mo Lingfeng smiled disappreciatively.
"I can't afford to support you."
"Then I'll reluctantly support you, I can afford to support you."
"Hahaha, you'll make fun of me......"
Ling Feng said with a smile.
"You're happy, I'm happy." Mo Lingfeng felt a little relieved, she was full of entanglement and indecision because of him, at least it showed that she cared about him.
"Remember to make me a human skin mask, make a few more, I'm too lazy to do it, this is your housekeeping skill, it's time for you to behave."
Ling Feng stood up, looking like he was giving you a chance to perform well, and there was a hint of appreciation in his blurred eyes.
"Hmm. Sleep well. ”
Mo Lingfeng instructed softly.
Tonight, although he didn't stop her from going out, he knew everything she was doing.
Long before she returned home, a secret guard reported the news to him.
No matter how perceptive she is, she will always make a mistake when she drinks, otherwise, others will not have the opportunity to follow her. It was this that he was worried about, but fortunately the person who was following her was not another force.
"Well, make the dream girl in your mind and show it to me, it will open my eyes."
Ling Feng opened the door and chattered.
It's already three points drunk, and there will always be some nagging.
"No matter what kind of human skin mask you wear, the lover of my dreams is what you look like under the mask."
Mo Lingfeng said seriously, Ling Feng opened the door, and at night, a cool breeze blew in her face, coupled with what he said, she was instantly not drunk.
"Mo Lingfeng, I don't think I've seen you for two years, you are more good at playing tricks than Xue Beijie."
Ling Feng muttered.
"Really? I used to hide too many words in my heart and didn't say them explicitly, so you left, and now I say them all even if I am cheeky. ”
Ling Feng raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Rest early." ”
Then, walk out of the Dan room.
Back in her room, she slept soundly tonight.
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