039 I'm blind

Su Han squinted his eyes, and a cold aura lingered around him.

He looked at me, but his feet didn't move.

I nodded at him, Su Han shrugged, came over and rubbed my head, turned around and went out.

The room was quiet and I could hear my breathing, and Qin Luo lowered his eyes, as if he was thinking about something.

After a while, he suddenly took my hand and kissed it gently, and there was indescribable tenderness in his voice.

"Anzhi, listen to me, the boy in your belly is the Yin Yang Book Spirit, that is the supreme treasure of the underworld, although I don't know why it is like this now, but he can't die, he will die in chaos."

"And then?" I stared at him blankly, and I just felt ridiculous.

He gave me a complicated look, his hands roaming over my wrinkled face, and though I hadn't looked in the mirror yet, it was clearly not much better.

I wanted to open my mouth to tell him what Shan'er had said in her dream, but when the words came to my lips, I opened my mouth several times and found that I couldn't say anything related to her.

"Anzhi, you don't have to be afraid, I've found a way to help you, you just need to stay well." Qin Luo saw that I opened my mouth but didn't speak, thinking that I was frightened, and licked a little anxiety in his tone, but the tenderness in his eyes was too deliberate.

"What's the solution?"

"I'll seal your soul for the time being, and then you won't have to worry about the rest."

His words were soft, but sharper than a sword, and they pierced my heart little by little.

The doubts that still existed originally, after hearing his words, have been verified, it seems that Shan'er is right, the person Qin Luo loves is not me, otherwise why would you hide it from me like this?

"Hehe, okay. When? ”

I looked at him, if this was his wish, should I be fulfilled.

Qin Luo was stunned, the strength of his palms involuntarily increased, my face was rubbed by him, and my already wrinkled face began to shrug: "After we get married." ”

"Okay."

"Then you..." Qin Luo's eyes were a little misty.

"I want to take a break, can I?" His fingers kept shaking, and at first glance, his heart was no longer here, so why should I force it to stay.

"Then you have a good rest, I'll come to see you when I'm done." Qin Luo said, let go of my hand, and left the ward with an unconcealable smile, looking at the familiar back, I only felt extremely tired.

His body, his soul, it seems that he no longer belongs to himself.

"Anzhi, how can you promise him!" Su Han looked at me helplessly and carefully covered the quilt for me.

I looked at the man's still handsome face, and I didn't know which tendon I was holding onto: "Su Han, if one day, I am not what I am now, can you still recognize it?" ”

Su Han looked at me, and a streamer flashed in his purple eyes.

He didn't speak, but just stood up and hugged me into his arms, the warm breath, like the natural glue, repairing my broken heart little by little.

His hand gently stroked my back: "Anzhi, don't talk nonsense, no matter what, I will be by your side." ”

I raised my eyes to look at him, and said word by word: "But I don't want him to have anything to do, Qin Luo said that as long as my soul is sealed, it's fine." ”

"So, do you want me to come?" Su Han's body couldn't stop trembling.

"Yes, I don't worry about him."

I muttered, calmly scared myself. ,

Could it be that I am really disheartened with Qin Luo?

"Okay, as long as you want, but now, you can sleep again, this is my special nutrient solution, which should still support your body."

"Hmm. Grandpa's side..."

"I'm over there." Su Han said, stretched out his hand to straighten the broken hair on my forehead, and broke a bowl of milky white liquid to feed me to drink. Then he gently closed the door.

In the ward, calm was restored, and I looked at the white in front of me, and let my eye sockets dry to sour, and then fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took. I woke up groggy and dark, unable to see anything clearly.

Could it be that Su Han saw that I was asleep, so he turned off the lights?

I groped in the dark, still soft underneath me, my belly rising high, as if I was still in the hospital.

I raised my hand to rub my eyes, trying to verify that I was having another nightmare, when suddenly a pair of warm hands pulled my arm.

"Ann."

I took his hand and let him hold me in his arms.

"What's wrong? Anzhi, isn't it comfortable there? His voice whispered in my ear, very gentle.

I looked at him and leaned my head over: "No, why don't you turn on the lights?" Isn't my skin the light anymore? ”

"Anzhi?" I obviously felt that Su Han's body was stunned, and he didn't move a bit.

"Huh? What's wrong? I reached out to push his hand, but because of my body, I just lifted it up, and I felt extremely strained.

I noticed that he let go of a hand that was holding me, and there seemed to be wind around my cheek, and I reached for it, but it was empty.

"Ann." Su Han called me again.

I don't understand, when did Su Han become so clingy? "Huh? What's wrong? Turn on the lights, I'm so uncomfortable with this darkness. ”

"Okay, then you wait for me, I'll turn on the lights." Su Han gently put me back on the bed, I heard his light footsteps, heard the switch on the wall make a sound, but it was still dark in front of me.

Broken lights? Or is there a power outage?

"Su Han, take a luminous pearl."

It was exceptionally quiet in the dark, and I couldn't feel Su Han's existence, so I couldn't help but panic.

However, the next moment, I fell into that familiar embrace, and a pair of big hands poured me into my arms, and kissed me in the corners of my eyes: "I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

"Am I blind?" I knew he was reassuring me that it was all my fault, and that it was worrying again.

smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm not afraid of the dark." And besides, there's not you! ”

Su Han let go of me, his two hands gently rubbed on my eyelids, I felt a cold tingling sensation, and it was a little itchy, I wanted to reach out, but Su Han held it down.

"Don't move, Anzhi, I just drugged you."

"Is it a trauma?"

"It's not. I've always been here, and no one can come near you. ”

"What about internal injuries?" I asked again. yes, how could he be willing to let me be here alone.

Su Han paused, and then said: "I can't be sure, but it's not like it, An Zhi, don't be afraid." ”

He reached out and placed his hand on my back, like my mother lulling me to sleep when I was a child.

I was silent, and a bad conjecture haunted me.

The tingling sensation in my eyes continued, and I grabbed Su Han's hand: "Su Han...... Outside...... Isn't it bright? ”

"Don't think about it." Su Han said.

But I know I guessed right!

I'm blind......

No, no matter how seriously I was injured, Su Han could help me heal, but this time, why did the tingling sensation in my eyes last for so long, and I still can't see it.

I grabbed Su Han's hand tightly: "Su Han...... You tell me the truth, my eyes, what's wrong......"

Su Han was silent for a while, and couldn't bear to say, "The soul is damaged." ”

"Is the soul damaged? Is it because of the child? ”

"Yes, so Anzhi, I really hope you can listen to me and beat him down, I really don't want to see you okay."

"But Qin Luo said that this child is very important to him, and although I have lost part of my memory, my intuition tells me that I must keep this child."

"Boom"

I heard the roar of the fist touching the wall, it must be that Su Han couldn't stand my state anymore, but he didn't want to hurt me.

I couldn't see it, but I thought he wouldn't be much easier than I was at the moment.

My nose is sour, what can I do to make a man do this to me, I really didn't see it clearly in the past. So after this incident, will I have a chance to repay it?

"I'm not going to let you have anything to do." The man's words were hovering in my ears one by one, and my aging body was embraced by him, as if something was slowly recovering.

I suddenly remembered that the child I had seen in Fengmen Village seemed to be able to distinguish the direction without relying on his eyes, so what about me, can I also do it.

"Su Han, what color are my eyes?" I mentioned that kid and wanted Su Han to help me.

However, the man's answer made me stunned again.

"I don't know what to say, I've never seen such eyes, with a white mist in the gold, even if it's me, I will surrender, so Anzhi, maybe you're blind, it's not a bad thing."

"Really?" I don't know if it's true or not, but it sounds comforting.

"Well, in this way, Anzhi, if you can walk tomorrow, I will take you somewhere."

"Where?"

"Closed Gate Village." Su Han said, his warm hand stroked my cheek again, wiping away the tears on my face.

"Closed Door Village?" The tide of memories came towards me like a river and a sea.

"Yes, you yourself are the Yin and Yang Eyes, and there is a real fountain of eternal life."

"Fountain of Eternal Life? But the last time the spring of eternal life was destroyed, and I remember that the color of the lake has changed. "My face couldn't stop reddening, and the underwater crackling memories were so vivid that I still remember them vividly.

But with disgust, I was actually beaten by three.

As if sensing the change in my mood, the man held my hand tighter again.

"Alright, I'll go get ready, I'll pick you up later." He tucked the quilt on the bed for me, made me a thick pillow, and told me not to move and wait for him to come back, for fear that I would not be able to see myself and fall.

After all, I'm not just a pregnant woman, I'm also an old man who looks dying.

After a while, I heard footsteps coming from the door, and then the door was pushed open.

"Is Su Han you?"

I can't see, I can only make out by my ears.

"No, it's me, I'll see how my body is!" In the darkness, a silvery sound filled my nerves.