Volume 1 Chapter 100 Sense and Sensibility
Mang kept taking deep breaths, trying to adjust his emotions and not let his thoughts sink into them anymore. He once again began to hypnotize himself, allowing his emotions to be bound to the shackles of his reason once again.
He deeply knew that if he released this emotion, it would hurt Cong Xinyue, hurt the boss, and even hurt himself, so Mang knew that he had to use all his strength to suppress this emotion that should not exist. Gradually, Mang's emotions calmed down, his eyes changed back to calm and sharp, and his expression became calm, only the shallow tears in the corners of his eyes revealed the emotions he had surged before.
Mang felt that he should not stay any longer, and he had to go out to breathe, otherwise he would be brought back in a state that he had managed to adjust so hard. Walking out of the room and standing outside the door, he recalled the situation just now when he pretended to be Xin Yue's cousin and called her Yueyue, and he was still a little embarrassed in his heart, but he didn't know why this feeling relieved Mang from the surging emotions just now, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, revealing a faint invisible smile, he felt that he seemed to have finally found a suitable position for himself.
Just when Mang's thoughts were still drifting, he suddenly heard a slight cough from the room. Mang immediately retracted his mind and turned into the ward, and walked to Cong Xinyue's bedside, "Cong Xinyue, how are you?" ”
Cong Xinyue opened her eyes weakly and saw Mang Zheng staring at herself intently, but Cong Xinyue only opened her mouth slightly, and she couldn't make a sound at all.
Mang saw that Cong Xinyue moved his mouth but couldn't make a sound, so he immediately turned around and poured a glass of water, half-squatted on the side of the bed and fed Cong Xinyue water with a spoon, "You drink some water first,"
"Thank you," Xin Yue felt much better after taking a few sips of water, only to realize that she was no longer at home, "I'm in the hospital?" ”
"Well, you fainted with a fever before, and I gave you a fever-reducing injection and it didn't get better, so I can only send you to the hospital," Mang put down the teacup and sat back in his position, and from Xin Yue's thank you, Mang instantly made Mang clearly realize the distance between himself and Cong Xinyue, "The doctor said that you will have a fever because you are too tired, your immunity is low, and you will only have a fever if you are infected with germs, and the doctor said that you will be hospitalized for a few days to observe and confirm that there is no inflammation in other parts before you can go home,"
"What about Natsu?" Cong Xinyue frowned, thinking that Xiao Xia was also having a fever, "How is she?" ”
"Xiao Xia is fine, Aunt Wen is taking care of her, and I have already called to confirm just now that Xiao Xia's fever has subsided, and it can already be a thing," Mang knew that Cong Xinyue cared about Xiao Xia very much, but at present, it seems that her body is much worse than Xiao Xia, "I think you still care more about yourself, how good do you think your body is?" Do you think that if you don't have a fever or dizziness, your body will be considered a recovery? Your body that you have managed to cultivate with great difficulty like this is going to be damaged by you again,"
"It's just a fever, it's okay," Xin Yue took a few deep breaths to make herself feel refreshed, but she felt that her head was so heavy that she couldn't lift it up as if she had fallen into a thousand pounds of stone.
"Just a fever?" Mang was really angry with Cong Xin Yue this time, and he scolded Cong Xinyue, "Do you know how many indicators you have failed after the blood test!" The doctor thought I was someone from you, and nagged at me, saying that we didn't care about you at all, saying that this person's body was so bad that he didn't know how to take good care of it, from Xin Yue, you don't take your body seriously, you might as well think about it for Xiao Xia, she can't see her father anymore, do you still want her to see her mother! ”
Cong Xinyue frowned slightly, looked at Mang silently, and didn't speak slowly until Mang finished venting, "I'm sorry for worrying you, Mang, I know that you are thinking about me and Xiao Xia, I will pay attention in the future, I feel much better and I should not have a fever,"
Mang felt uncomfortable when he heard Xin Yue's words, as if he had been stabbed by some thorn, looking at Xin Yue's pale face full of apologies, the anger in his heart couldn't be sent out even if he wanted to, and finally just turned into a sigh, "From Xin Yue, what should I do with you, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to take care of you, and I won't be able to explain to the boss when the time comes,"
From Xin Yue saw Mang sitting there, her head down, staring at the floor with her eyes down, her eyes flashing with various emotions. From Xin Yue's heart, I understood why Mang was so angry because of his fever, "Mang, I'm sorry, if I had held on that day, it would have been good if I hadn't called you over, and let you get in between me and Moxi, which would have made you embarrassed, if not, you should at least have a stable job now, and you can have a girlfriend and start a family in the future, but I delayed you,"
"Don't talk about it!" Mang really couldn't listen to it anymore, and suddenly raised his head and shouted to stop Cong Xinyue, "What I want to do is what I want to do, and I said that I do it all because of the boss, not because of you, why can't you figure out the situation?" ”
Cong Xin Yue turned his head sideways and stared at Mang, trying to read Mang's truest thoughts from his eyes, but Mang looked back at Cong Xinyue with anger. Cong Xin Yue could only turn her head again, close her eyes, and sighed softly, "That's the best, you're a good person, Mang,"
"Good guys?" Mang lowered his head and smiled bitterly, he didn't understand why Cong Xinyue thought he was a good person, "Do you think I'm a good person?" I've done those things enough to die several times, how can I be a good person? ”
"I mean your heart, you did that because Moxie, if it weren't for him, you wouldn't have done those things, so I wanted you to stay away from all this, so that you could have a new beginning, but I didn't hold on, and I still dragged you in," Cong Xinyue frowned slightly with her eyes closed, and muttered in a low voice, because her head was still a little dizzy, so she was also weak to speak.
"I see that you still talk less and sleep more," Mangjian frowned slightly from Xinyue, knowing that she still felt uncomfortable, so he opened his mouth to ask Cong Xinyue to stop talking.
"Mang," Xin Yue continued to say slowly as if she hadn't heard it, "When the dust settles on Moxie's matter, you can leave, don't stay in Lanzhou City this time, in case someone finds out, I'm afraid I won't be able to help you or anything with my current ability, you go to a place far away from Lanzhou City, go to live your own life, forget me and Moxi, this is the best,"
"Forgot?" Mang didn't expect that Cong Xinyue would want to forget the boss and herself, Mang shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Am I so unimportant to you?" You hate me so much that you want to drive me away by all means? From Xin Yue, who do you think of me as mang? I won't leave, I won't leave in my life, unless the boss dies and you die, otherwise I won't leave Lanzhou City, even if you drive me away, I will continue to stay in Lanzhou City, if the police arrest me one day, it will be my life,"