Volume 1 Chapter 5 Awakened Consciousness

"I understand," although this is the answer that Luo Sihan could have guessed a long time ago, but when he heard Xin Yue say this, his heart was still pantothenic, and he felt very uncomfortable, "I won't tell you about this again, if there is anything I need in the future, just say,"

"No problem," Xin Yue was busy with dinner, and his heart was also full of gratitude.

When Xin Yue was still busy with dinner, Luo Sihan seemed to hear something, "Sophia, did you hear any strange sounds?" ”

"What sound?" Xin Yue stopped what he was doing, and listened quietly, "It seems that there is some sound, like the sound of something hitting the wall,"

"Knock on the wall?" Luo Sihan didn't understand what could be in this house that made this sound, "What would make this sound?" ”

"It won't be... Cong Xinyue immediately put down the work in his hand, ran upstairs quickly, and rushed into Moxi's room in a few steps.

Sure enough, as expected by Xin Yue, Moxi was kneeling by the wall, holding his head in his hands, and the whole person was curled up in a ball, constantly banging his head against the wall, with a very painful expression.

"Moxi!" From Xin Yue rushed to Moxi's side, hugged Moxi, and tried to stop Moxi's action from hitting the wall, but Moxi's strength was too great, and Cong Xinyue was taken by Moxi and hit the wall together, "Moxi!" Stop it! Don't bump into it! Moses! Obedient! ”

Moxi seemed to hear Cong Xinyue's words, and didn't hit his head against the wall again, but still held his head in both hands, and kept hitting his head with his fist, and said vaguely in his mouth, "Don't speak, don't, I don't listen, I'm not, Yueyue, save me, don't want to listen, Yueyue, shadow, I'm not, Yueyue,"

"Moxie! Look at me! From Xin Yue probably understood what Moxi was going to say, but Cong Xin Yue didn't know what to do, that voice came from another personality, and he had no way to help him eliminate it, he could only rely on Moxi himself, and how could Moxi understand this at this time.

"Don't!" Moxi was still beating his head with two hands, staring at the ground with frightened eyes, looking very scared, "Shadow, shadow, Yueyue, I'm not, don't say it,"

"Rossham!" Cong Xinyue could only ask Luo Sihan to help, "Help me hold his hand!" Don't let him knock himself on the head! ”

"Okay!" Luo Sihan immediately stepped forward and grabbed Moxi's two hands from behind, what Luo Sihan didn't expect was that the crazy Moxi had a lot of strength, and he used all his strength to barely make Moxi stop this action.

From Xin Yue, she saw that Moxi had been repeating the words just now in a panic, obviously because her consciousness had been scattered and had been controlled by that voice, and if she continued like this, Moxi would be swallowed up by that voice. Cong Xinyue felt that Liang Ze couldn't be allowed to appear at this time, which would only make it more difficult to control.

"Sophia, what are you going to do!" Rosham felt that he was about to lose control of Moxie.

"Stun him!" From Xin Yue didn't think of a better way for a while, she could only let Moxi faint first, so that at least Moxi wouldn't hurt herself.

As soon as Luo Sihan heard Cong Xinyue's words, he immediately made a backhand knife, and Mo Xi was knocked unconscious on Luo Sihan's body at once.

"Carry him to the bed," Xin Yue and Luo Sihan carried the fainted Moxi to the bed and let him lie flat, "That Zuo Chang's medical record didn't write this, that bastard doctor,"

"So what are you going to do? If Moxi does this often, you won't be able to stun him all the time," Loshan felt that while stuning Moxi was a solution, it wasn't a long-term solution.

"Let me think about it," Xin Yue hadn't recovered from the shock just now, and she hadn't figured out a clue in her mind.

After the two of them had a good meal for Mo Xi, they went downstairs, and Cong Xinyue continued to be busy with dinner, while Luo Sihan stood aside and looked at Cong Xinyue thoughtfully.

"Sophia, I'm curious to know, why the hell did you bring Moxie here?" Luo Sihan didn't believe that Xin Yue brought Mo Xi back because that Doctor Zuo abused Mo Xi, and besides, Xin Yue had worked hard to get Mo Xi to live with him.

"Si Han," Xin Yue said slowly while busy with the work in his hands, "Actually, that Doctor Zuo is not perfunctory, I know this, but Moxi has not improved, and it is also a fact, I know very well in my heart that the root of Moxi's PTSD is still in me, so I wonder if being with me will make him better, or it will be counterproductive, I also want to gamble,"

"Judging from today's situation, I think it should be going in a good direction," Luo Sihan raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect that taking Moxi from Xinyue was really to treat Moxie's PTSD, "I thought you were just here to live with him,"

"This is also one of the reasons," Xin Yue put down the things in his hand, couldn't help but sigh, and his tone was also a little sad, "He didn't want to hurt me in the end, he was still thinking about me, in order to take into account my feelings, he didn't even meet the child he wanted to see the most, how could I ignore his wishes,"

"Sophia, I can understand your feelings, but you're going to drag down your own future, you know?" Luo Sihan really felt worthless for Xin Yue, she could have a better future and better job opportunities.

"Future?" From Xin Yue turned around and smiled coldly at Luo Sihan, his words were full of helplessness and sadness, "This thing used to be all I had, and I gave up everything for the future, but what did I get in the end?" In exchange for everyone's incomprehension, in exchange for being used by others, only Moxi understands me, and in order to fulfill my future, he does not hesitate to sacrifice his own wishes, so now, for me, it doesn't matter what the future is, Moxi is my most important, his wish is my wish, if his wish is to be an ordinary person, then I will definitely spare no effort to help him complete it, otherwise I will feel that I owe him all my life, and I will never have any future and future from Xinyue,"

"I understand what you mean, I just hope that one day, you can continue to move forward, instead of staying here, I think Moxi will choose that way, and I also hope that you can live happily, do what you like, and keep moving forward," Luo Sihan understands that Moxi is a knot in Xin Yue's heart, this knot is not untied, and there is no way to continue to move forward from Xin Yue, so what he can do is to help her get out of Moxi's knot as soon as possible.

"Of course I understand, but I just can't do it," Xin Yue raised her head, not wanting the tears in her eyes to flow down, but the sourness in her heart made the tears flow uncontrollably, "Si Han, do you know, when Moxi first had an accident, I would dream every night that he was lying motionless in a pool of blood, and my mind was full of what he said to me, and I couldn't get rid of it at all, I didn't know how I came over during that time, and then Moxi woke up, and my emotions calmed down a little, and I knew at that time, If he can't recover, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to my old life,"