050 I just want a couple for the rest of my life
None of us took the initiative to speak.
I lay on the bed, and he just stood like that, and after a long time, he looked back and his eyes were full of light that I couldn't understand.
"Gu Anzhi, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?"
The dim light hit his face, blurring his resolute corridor, and his thin lips were as sexy as usual, but the breath was extremely strange to me.
I suddenly didn't know how to answer this question, and if I wasn't, it would be a lie.
All my firsts were given to the man in front of me, including the two babies who were about to be born.
But I didn't dare to face the feelings between us, I couldn't see the secretion of love in his eyes, it seemed that there was only desire and responsibility.
"Qin Luo, do you love me?"
It is said that if a person loves you, he will not wait for you to ask.
But I was really afraid, so afraid that I would fall into that whirlpool and never be able to extricate myself.
Even though I had already thought of the result, when he said it himself, my heart couldn't help but tug at it.
He said: "An Zhi, you are a pure yin physique, and you are destined not to marry a normal person. ”
He said, "I am Hades, I don't know what love is, but I will protect you and the child." ”
He also said: "Don't worry, I will not miss you for the wedding and dowry that you should have, and even, it is definitely grander and bigger than anyone around you imagined!" ”
"So, why do you care, whether I love you or not?"
"You just need to remember that you are my woman, and it is not good to be the queen of Hades?"
Qin Luo seemed to be the first time to say so many words, and his face was unconcealed panic.
But more of it is rational and indifferent, which punctures all my fantasies about love little by little.
"Okay, you rest, I still have something to do, I've been sleeping in Qibao Mountain for too long, although I have you to supplement, it's still too weak."
After the man finished speaking, he gently touched my ear, and the golden mask that had become an earring returned to his face.
His hair also changed from ink to white, and with the god's red clothes, his temperament became more and more cold.
"I see, you stay safe."
Seeing that he was about to disappear again, I couldn't help but speak.
He paused, looked back at me in a complicated way, and finally answered.
After his figure disappeared completely, I finally couldn't help crying, and covered myself with several layers of quilts, but I couldn't warm my cold heart.
Qin Luo's words echoed in my mind over and over again, I didn't understand why it was me, and I didn't understand, wouldn't the Hades King have love?
Why do I want his so-called substances?
What I want has always been a couple for the rest of my life.
There was a rhythmic knock on the door: "Anzhi, are you asleep?" If you haven't slept, drink the medicine. ”
"Nope." I wiped my tears on the quilt and whimpered.
Su Han walked in with the casserole that my family bought many years ago, and frowned when he looked at me.
Quickly stepped forward and lifted off my quilt several layers, and then said, "Xiao Anzhi, can't you think about it?" Prepare to suffocate yourself. ”
I looked at him blankly, the same alluring face, and the tears that had just stopped fell again.
Then I felt ridiculous, am I three years old? Why do you want to shed tears at every turn?
I don't know if my crying and laughing expression stunned Su Han, but he didn't dislike it and wiped my tears with his close-fitting handkerchief.
The handkerchief was like his man, clean and fragrant.
"What's the matter? Qin Luo bullied you again? Don't be afraid, I'll help you avenge him when he comes back, don't look at him as the king of Hades, but he's just a paper tiger now, and I'll abuse him loosely. ”
"He's really a vegetable now?" I asked subconsciously.
As if to correct my thoughts, Su Han pointed at Hu Youcai, who was made into an ornament by Qin Luo: "He, now he can abuse Old Ghost Hu at that level." It's just that he has a godhead and will suppress all ghosts below his position. ”
"May I ask a question?"
Su Han was so close to me that I could clearly ask about the fragrance of osmanthus on his body, faint, which made people unconsciously let down their guard.
Su Han rubbed my head, picked up the medicine bowl on the side, tasted it himself, and then took the spoon and prepared to feed me.
Although I have been injured by Qin Luo just now, nominally I am still his woman.
I stretched out my hand to refuse his kindness, but I found that I couldn't exert any strength as if I had eaten the soft tendons in the novel.
"Good, you are very weak now, I just helped you take out the impurities in your body, and it will take a day to recover."
He helped me against the head of the bed and swallowed all the soup one bite at a time.
I don't know what was added to it, the Chinese medicine, which was supposed to be extremely bitter, still had a hint of sweetness when I drank it.
"Say, what do you want to ask? Xiao Sheng will definitely know everything. ”
"That, what is the benefit of a pure yin physique?"
Su Han's arm on my shoulder stiffened, and the smile on his face faded a little.
He put down the bowl, got up and closed the curtains, and let the old ghost Hu out, only then did he come back and whisper in my ear: "The so-called pure yin constitution means that the hour, year, month, day, and hour of a person's birth are all in the final tenth of the yin qi. ”
"Such a person is either a spirit fetus deliberately refined by someone, or a character who came into being. If it is a man, his cultivation speed is extremely fast, and the energy obtained by others devouring a ghost can be multiplied several times. ”
"But if it is a woman's words, it is equivalent to an inexhaustible furnace, the more powerful people are entangled with you, the greater the benefits can be, and the more pure the power in the body will be. Women, on the other hand, can prolong their lives by lingering. ”
"Anzhi, I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing for you."
Therefore, Qin Luo is with me so often OOXX is not because of how strong his needs are, or how attractive I am.
Just because he was with me, he could recover his strength faster?
Looking at Su Han's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, I suddenly regretted why I wanted to die on the heart that had already cracked the opening, and stabbed it again.
"Thank you."
Eventually, I slowly spat out two words and slipped back into the cup.
Now that things have happened, before I can't catch Qin Luo back and be ravaged by Xiao Baiyan, all I can do is to accept and make myself stronger, and only when I am strong enough to control my own destiny, can I avoid harm.
"What stupid things are you talking about?" Su Han saw that I didn't cry anymore, and I didn't look for death and life, so he let out a long sigh.
Slender fingers fluttered there, and soon, a delicate mandala flower appeared in his hand.
"Anzhi, send you. I've seen too many partings of life and death over the years, but you don't know that sometimes, living is more terrible than dying. ”
I looked at the man in front of me and suddenly felt a little distressed.
I have my grievances, and the person in front of me will not have his difficulties.
No matter how much he laughed and scolded Qin Luo, this man's kindness to me was sincere, even if he had a plan.
"That, Su Han, can you teach me the spell."
"Huh?"
"I want to protect myself, you also said, my physique is very special, that temptation is definitely not only effective for you and Qin Luo, other ghosts will definitely want to sleep with me. If you don't have me one day, I won't even have the power to die! ”
I've seen too many abnormal things recently, and I now feel that even if Qin Luo tells me that he is actually a woman, I can accept it.
Those real ghosts make a move, even if you want to die, it depends on the mood of others.
I can compromise because of love, but I can't lose the dignity of life.
My state of mind also changed at this moment, as if I realized something, but I didn't seem to grasp anything.
"Okay."
Su Han nodded, stood up and knocked on the wall.
Soon there was a rhythmic knock at the door, and the pit bear boy was standing at the door with dull eyes, saliva dripping silently to the ground, and he changed back to that stupid appearance.
"Xiaobao." I screamed, but the kid walked straight towards Su Han as if he didn't see me, standing behind him like a puppet.
Su Han reached out and patted his head, grabbed a cloak out of thin air, and put it on my body.
"Don't you want to learn? I'll teach you the easiest one first. ”
"Spiritualism."
Because of quadriplegia, I had to go out of the room with his support.
Old Ghost Hu swished and flew in from the outside, picking up the child on the ground.
Once again, we walked through the window and came to an abandoned plaza behind the building.
Today's sky is just like my mood, full of gloomy clouds, and there is not a trace of the moon to be found.
As soon as we walked over, the spirits that had gathered there dispersed.
Most of them disappeared directly, and only a few of them were bold enough to hide aside, dangling there from time to time with their heads exposed.
Under Su Han's instructions, I walked a few steps towards the dense place alone, and sure enough, my arrival made them all excited.
I realized that ghosts also can fight, they will fight.
A few cyan ghosts seemed to be reaching some kind of agreement, and none of them made a move, but the desire in those eyes was difficult to extinguish.
It turned out that I was really popular, and when I saw that they were about to pounce, I hurriedly took a few steps back.
When those ghosts looked at Su Han, they were helpless and annoyed.
A few of them had active brains, and they began to concave and prepare to scare me.
There are people who screw their heads off and throw them as balls.
And keep disemboweling yourself.
Even though I knew that these guys were doing it on purpose, I still couldn't help but feel sick to my stomach.
After all, this picture is too beautiful, and there are always perverts who want to sleep with me.
At this moment, Su Han gently put my hand in his palm and blew.
I just felt itchy, and when I came back to my senses, a traditional Yan character appeared on it.
Immediately after, he took me by the hand and waved it at the ghosts who were still concave, and for a while, the whole playground was dazzling!