Chapter 57: Do You Know What It Means to Be in Love?
"I ......"
The man with the same face as Ji Shisheng opened his mouth, his eyes were red, and he nodded lightly to Mo Nian: "Well, I knew you a long time ago...... I know you. ”
"But I don't know you."
Mo Nian saw that the man was not moving, so she stood up, stretched out her hand holding a tissue, and helped the man wipe the tears on his face, she said calmly: "Can you tell me, what is your name?" By the way, tell me when we met. ”
"I can tell you my name, but ......"
The man raised his hand and grabbed Mo Nian's hand to wipe his tears for himself, with a very light force.
From the moment Mo Nian reported her name, the man's attitude towards her, from words to actions, changed from casual and cold, to cautious, like treating something rare, for fear that it would be broken with a little force.
"I'm not going to tell you when we met."
The man's eyes looked at Mo Nian with gentle and sad eyes, "The word past is not important to me, what I want to know is you now, Mo Nian now...... Of course, if you insist on asking me for an answer, I will not refuse you, Niannian, I will not refuse any of your questions and requests. ”
“……”
Mo Nian couldn't sense the feelings of others, which hadn't changed since fourteen years ago.
It's just that in the past fourteen years, she has learned to analyze the emotions of others from the details of their expressions, but the probability of mistakes is very high.
But at this moment, Mo Nian can be sure that she clearly and clearly saw the emotion called "sadness" from the face of the unknown gentleman in front of her.
“…… I won't ask. ”
Mo Nian spoke, and she said in a tone that didn't change: "Lin Xi and my brother told me that there is no need to force the other party to give an answer when they know that the other party does not want to answer, and the answer is not necessary for me to know. ”
"Well, that's a good point." The man smiled faintly, "So...... Let's reacquaint ourselves on this. First, start by swapping names. ”
"Okay." Mo Nian nodded.
"Hello."
The man put down Mo Nian's hand to wipe his tears, and then stretched out his right hand towards Mo Nian, "My name is Ji Qingmo, and I am eighteen years old this year. ”
"My name is Mo Nian."
Mo Nian stretched out his hand and held Ji Qingmo's dry and warm palm, and the beating of his heart did not slow down in the slightest, "Twenty-five years old this year." ”
"Can I ask you more questions?" Mo Nian said again, "There is more information about your identity. ”
Ji Qingmo nodded without hesitation: "Yes, no matter how much, I will tell you." ”
"Hmmm......"
Mo Nian paused, as if organizing the wording.
After a few seconds, she spoke: "This question may not be the right description - may I ask if the body you are using is Ji Shisheng's?" ”
When Ji Qingmo heard this, he was slightly stunned, and then asked in a slightly surprised tone, "You...... Guessed it? ”
"It's not hard to guess that for some personal reasons, I've read some books about mental illness."
In order to analyze the expressions of others, Mo Nian has read some books on psychology, of course, it is far from a student or scholar who specializes in this area, but he still knows some basic knowledge, including some terms of mental illness.
"D.I.D. – Dissociative Identity Disorder."
Mo Nian said: "Ji Shisheng's illness name, right? ”
Dissociative identity disorder, to use the more well-known terminology to explain is-
Multiple Personality Disorder.
In many film and television dramas and novels, it is often used as a disease as a setting.
People with this mental illness usually have multiple personalities in their body, each of which is intact and has their own independent thinking patterns and memories.
These split personalities can have different genders, ages, races, and even species.
Without the intervention of a third party, these personalities will not be aware of each other's existence and will not possess each other's memories.
If you use a fantasy description, it is: in a person's body, there are several souls.
"Niannian, you are so smart, you used to be ......"
Ji Qingmo was a little emotional, but when he said this, he paused, and smiled apologetically: "Look at me, just now I was still talking about forgetting the past and starting over with you, but I still accidentally compared you with before." ”
"It's okay, I don't mind."
Mo Nian shook her head, she looked at Ji Qingmo, and said, "Can you continue to answer my question just now?" ”
Looking at Mo Nian's calm face, Ji Qingmo felt a trace of strangeness in his heart, and more words and deeds about Mo Nian came to mind.
Nian Nian ......
Isn't it a little weird?
Ji Qingmo was puzzled, but still answered Mo Nian's words: "Well, you guessed right, I do have D.I.D. ”
"No, it's not you."
Mo Nian corrected Ji Qingmo's words: "It's Ji Shisheng, this body is Ji Shisheng's." ”
"But I'm Ji Shisheng." Ji Qingmo said something that Mo Nian didn't expect.
Mo Nian frowned puzzled: "Aren't you Ji Qingmo?" ”
"This is the name I gave myself, because I hate the name Ji Shisheng, and I don't want to use the same name as him." When Ji Qingmo mentioned Ji Shisheng, his tone always carried a vague disdain and rejection.
"I don't understand what you mean." Mo Nian was a little dazed.
"It's okay."
Ji Qingmo smiled at Mo Nian and said, "If you don't understand, I can explain it to you slowly." ”
Unlike Ji Shisheng, who often has a cold face towards Mo Nian, Ji Qingmo is very gentle with Mo Nian.
The smile on Ji Shisheng's face that he had never seen once, Mo Nian had seen it many, many times in Ji Qingmo's place.
Although the two of them use the same body, they give people a completely different feeling.
So much so that Mo Nian deeply understood from the first time he saw Ji Qingmo-
He and Ji Shisheng are two people.
There will be no confusion in any case.
"In general, split personality ......"
Ji Qingmo opened his mouth and explained to Mo Nian.
However, he had just started when on the other side of the living room suddenly sounded the sound of "Di Di Di".
Someone used a key card to swipe open the door of the room from the outside.
Ji Qingmo frowned and looked towards the gate.
But at this moment, he once again experienced the feeling of the world spinning!
Ji Qingmo's eyes widened: "What-"
"Huh."
At the same time, the person who opened the door from the outside with the room card also pushed the door and walked into the room, and when he saw the scene inside the house, the man stiffened in shock.
"Smack."
The door closed automatically, and then fell silent.
The three people in the room had different expressions.
"Nian ...... Read? ”
In addition to being dumbfounded, Ji Qingmo didn't know what expression to use to express his mood at the moment-
He is now being picked up by Mo Nian in the way of a princess!
Mo Nian ignored him, turned to look at the person by the door, and spoke: "Assistant Bai." ”
“…… Well. Assistant Bai looked at the princess hugging Ji Qingmo's Mo Nian with a subtle expression, what kind of play is this?
"Assistant Bai, do you know an idiom?" Mo Nian opened his mouth, but what he said deviated from the current situation by 108,000 miles.
Assistant Bai had an ominous premonition that Mo Nian could bring the words back, he hesitated for a moment, and asked cooperatively, "What idiom?" ”
"I can't help myself."
Mo Nian said: "I really like Ji Shisheng too much, so you can understand this situation now, right?" ”
Assistant Bai: "......"
I can't!