(Girls' Literature)

Never before did the night feel so long. Bit. Soaked in blood and tears. The night is as cool as water. Even the tears on his face were cold.

It has only been half a year since the fall of the Ling Kingdom, but I feel that it is as long as a lifetime. Everything goes by in my head. My eyes dried up when it was getting dark. No more tears flowed out. The skin on the face is tense. It's as if there's a mask.

"Princess...... Oops......" Feilan's sister-in-law's voice sounded outside the tent. Seeing me like this, she couldn't help but blush. Subconsciously turned away.

After a moment, he realized that there was no one in the temple and turned around in embarrassment. "That...... Is the princess going to get up now? ”

Dry and swollen eye sockets. Even a hoarse voice can't be heard. I forced myself to squeeze a few words out of my throat. Thin as a mosquito and a fly. "Sister-in-law...... Water. ”

Feilan's sister-in-law hurriedly went to fetch a glass of water. Helped me to half-sit up. Feed me the water. I drank it little by little with her hand.

The pain has long been numb. The blood stains left a thin line of blood on the skin. A shocking bloody scab on the wound. The bed was also stained with blood.

Feilan's sister-in-law hurriedly brought hot water to clean my wounds. Then apply the medicine. Bandage it finely.

I pursed my lips the whole time. Even though it hurts. But no matter how much it hurts, it can't hurt my heart.

The skin that had been bare all night was cold and cold. In the end, he was hugged by Feilan's sister-in-law. She helped me get dressed one by one. Fasten the buckle with extreme care. This warmth brought tears to my eyes. Tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. "Click" smashed on the back of her hand.

Long. Feilan's sister-in-law sighed heavily. But he said something that seemed to be irrelevant. "Man lives in the world. Who doesn't have a problem. ”

I finally choked up. "Sister-in-law. Am I wrong. ”

Flyland Road. "I'm right if I say princess. But what a dead soldier. What's wrong with the general. Emperor Chen is not a good person. and they had to kill all the people of the city. The daughter of the family on the west side of the city was only fifteen years old. and he was slain by the sword. Maybe in the eyes of the princess, Emperor Chen is not a bad person. But in our eyes, we hate him......"

I stiffened. Although extremely unbelievable. But yesterday's square, which was littered with corpses, is a fact. For a moment, he trembled slightly.

"Princess. The general to save the life of this city. We will see how hard it is. The general's kindness to the princess is also in our eyes. Say something you shouldn't have said. Is the princess's surname Ling or not? ”

I lowered my eyes and said. "Sister-in-law, don't talk about it."

Feilan sighed and stopped. Only help me take care of my appearance before leaving.

I sat in front of the mirror for a long time without moving. The woman in the mirror is obviously still young. Eyebrows and starry eyes. The face is like a peach blossom, but it is the vicissitudes and fatigue in the eyes. But he is like an old man in his twilight years.

It turned out. Tiredness is that the heart in the chest has become heavier.

I always wanted the best of both worlds. But he always fails many people. Is it true that now because I am the princess of Ling Kingdom, I have to give up some things seriously? Just thinking about it like this, my heart throbbed one after another. Jun Mochen's voice and smile all turned into poison at this moment. Get straight to the heart.

Yan Yi. He won't let me go.

For several days. Daling City was silent. The hustle and bustle of the past no longer exists, when walking in it. There were no more enthusiastic people who came forward to ask questions. It's a very polite greeting. What's more, when they saw me, they snorted coldly and walked away.

I know. I'm lost here.

But I was very aggrieved in my heart. I was just in a hurry, and I couldn't hold back and called Jun Mochen. How did so many things come about? As for how he would raid Da Ling. How will not be in the car. I don't know how to ambush at the west gate.

Yan Yi stayed up sleepless for a few days in Daling's confidential place. I am in the past tense. Many of Yan Yi's henchmen were gathered in the room to discuss military affairs. His eyes were already red. There was no trace of fatigue on his face.

As soon as I entered. The tent fell silent in an instant. The corners of Yan Yi's lips pursed tightly. For a long time, he faced a group of soldiers. "Let's move on."

Yan Yi spoke. Others are naturally not good at saying anything. For a while, the discussion in the account was hot. And I was left to the sidelines. Embarrassed.

A gentleman's way. "For example, today it seems to be peaceful, but in fact there is an undercurrent. In front of him, the rest of King Heng was ready to move. Later, there were barbarians eyeing each other. The foundation of the Chen Dynasty is not stable, and it is too much to take care of. It's definitely the best for us to play at this time. ”

"No." The voice fell. Qing Qi on one side spoke out to stop it. "General Li knows that there is the old department of King Heng. There are barbarians outside. How can you rush into battle. It's what if you win. Any one of them made a move. None of us can get out of it all. ”

"Where is the fear of the tiger and the fear of the wolf in the past, but also by the husband. If you don't try, you can't know. ”

General Lee's words were wrong. We don't just have our own lives. We still have thousands of brothers. And so many people to protect. How can you be so reckless. What we want is not a blade, so Mo Chen will stop.

We want to pass it on from generation to generation. Let the people live and work in peace and contentment. No more wars. We can't afford to gamble these days. ”

Their words are at a time when the discussion is lively. Yan Yi always stared at the topographic map on the table without saying a word. It's hard to guess.

There was a pounding and stirring in my heart. Bang bang jump. I heard what they meant to be that they wanted to start something. Finally it came to this.

The ears and eyes of the generals discussed at a time when they were hot. Yan Yi said suddenly. "Now that the princess is here. We might as well ask the princess what she means. ”

For a moment, there was an unusually silence in the room. I looked at it with a brush. I didn't expect Yan Yi to say such a sentence. I was stunned for a while. He knew that I didn't like to fight, kill, and kill, and usually didn't even read military books. Let me say that now. It can be seen that it is deliberately difficult.

I choked with a sigh of air in my heart. He was angry like the man of the world, and he took revenge.

But yesterday's incident, they have already decided that it was the military information that I leaked. Yan Yi didn't explain it to me. I'm at a loss for words. Although she is now the identity of the princess of Ling Guo. But it's not embarrassing.

I can't hide from it. I said. "Dare to ask General Yan. Is this a battle that must be fought? ”

As soon as I asked this question, the faces of the people in the room changed. Yan Yi's lips pursed into a sharp arc. His eyes were deep, and his words were loud. "I have to fight."

It was as if something had cut a small cut in my heart. Bit by bit blood is oozing.

I stepped forward. looked at Yan Yi and said word by word. "I've always lived in the boudoir. I don't know anything about these things. It's hard for the general to look up to me. If I'm not right. You want Haihan. ”

Yan Yi's face became a little sharper.

But I looked at him no more. Turning his head away. "Now you are just annoying the remnants of King Heng and the barbarians. If you want me to say or provoke one of them to kill each other. Or unite one or the other. At least that way, they won't be wiped out when Kyoto is captured. ”

Qing Qi on the side snorted coldly. "The princess is so naïve. Stir up the barbarians and the Heng tribe. They have limited troops. Even if you are careful to deal with Jun Mochen, will you go to deal with the barbarians when you are full. ”

It was also gibberish. Such a reaction was even more expected. He just stood silently.

But for some reason, the generals looked at me with no more hostility than before. Gradually, the room was filled with the sound of heated discussions. There was a desolation in my heart. My eyes darkened. Turn away.

I didn't take a few steps out of the door. I heard footsteps behind me. Follow suit. Follow gently behind you.

Unmoved, I walked unhurriedly. It's almost noon. The sun is scorching. But for a while. A fine bead of sweat appeared on his forehead. I paused in the shade of a tree. The shadow behind him also stopped, but there was no sound.

I slowly closed my eyes. Let the sun shine on your face. It's so hot, so warm, but it still doesn't shine in my heart. It's cold.

I said calmly. "What are you doing out there?"

Yan Yi said. "Don't go to your heart. Clear your mouth and be happy, but not bad. ”

I chuckled. Keep talking to yourself. "As you wish. Blood-stained hands can't be washed after all. ”

I turned my head and saw Yan Yi's eyes flicker, and then quietly calmed down. He said. "I will make peace with the old ministry of King Heng. …… Pour your face. I'm going to hand it over to you after all. ”

I chuckled. For a while, I don't know whether to be sad or happy.

King Heng used to be Yan Yi's pawn. Even I almost lost my life because of it. But now he told me so grandly that he was going to make peace with King Heng's old department. He will give it to me.

But I don't want this. It was never my ambition.

I watched him steadily. "You think. Is this what I want? ”

Yan Yi's voice was calm and could not hear joy or anger. Instead of answering, he asked rhetorically. "You know why Jun Mochen can easily take Da Ling into his territory. But he abandoned the city, and didn't want it? ”

I was stunned. Shake your head gently.

"That's because he's giving me a warning. He could wipe out everyone here at any time. Do you think we'll be able to turn back by now? He paused. Again. "Yesterday's big move. He must have known that you were alive. But did he keep you? Pour your face. He doesn't have the affection you think. ”

He doesn't have the affection you think.

My body shook slightly. As he said. We did come back that day too smoothly. Could it really be that he did it on purpose? He doesn't want me. He let me go.

Something suddenly occurred to me. Said eagerly. "What about the imperial sister and Rulan. They are still in the palace. You don't care about it. Have you ever thought about their safety? ”

Yan Yi's voice was calm from beginning to end. As if I knew I would say that. "The eldest princess and Rulan are both from the Ling Kingdom. Me too. As long as the country is revived. What about sacrificing one's life for the country. ”

I closed my eyes gently. The heartache is overwhelming. "Yilang. You're still you, I'm still me. It's still this day. The country is still the same. But we can't go back. Just like General Yan, who had never disdained these things outside his body, is now going to fight for them. ”

Why do I just want to be a couple for the rest of my life. But it's so hard.

Quietly behind him. It was very hot and there was not a hint of wind. It's so stuffy that people can't breathe. The fish in the water swim to the surface of the lake to breathe. I guess there's going to be a big storm.