332 Accidental discovery
At that time, Yu Fan was absent-mindedly walking on the road, and for some reason, she was always so uplifted all day today, but she didn't know how to overcome such a problem.
just stared blankly at the road, helpless, her state was too bad, it seemed that nothing could make her settle down.
Suddenly, I thought of the strange letter I received in the morning, and I couldn't help but be a little curious, so I hurriedly fumbled in my pocket, but I didn't know when I got rid of her.
The small universe has always been so careless, but I don't think it's a little strange. The schoolbags on both shoulders became heavier and heavier, which made the little universe feel a little breathless.
After taking a few steps, she found that her steps were getting heavier and heavier, and instead of carrying the bag on her shoulder, she took it off. It's heavy on your hands, and it's really tiring.
"You've only walked such a section, and you're tired." The familiar words suddenly came to his ears, and Xiao Universe only felt that as soon as the schoolbag in his hand was loosened, it was taken by the young man standing aside.
He Beichen's tone was still as gentle as ever, "What? Now that school has started, are you not happy? He looked at her face and smiled, a kind of summery brightness.
"Well, what's so fun about this, there's a lot of books piled up there to memorize, and it's annoying." The small universe said with some impatience.
"It's okay, we're not far from graduation anyway, and we'll have time to play in the future."
He Beichen said that this was a little more brisk, and he not only said why he was in such a good state today, perhaps, it was the first day of school, and his studies were relatively easier for him.
As they were talking, Tan Yufan suddenly stood in place and didn't leave. Her eyes were glazed, as if she was suddenly looking at something.
"What's wrong, you? What do you see? I saw Guo Yingying walking on the sidewalk in a thin windbreaker, and at the same time, there was a man walking beside the woman, he was bald, and he looked oily from a distance.
The two of them talked and laughed together, and hooked their shoulders. It looks very intimate.
"Auntie." He Beichen said lightly, and then fell silent. Tan Yufan's tears fell uncontrollably, she cried, she didn't want to cry in front of him, but she really couldn't hold back her emotions.
The voice of the small universe was very small, and she actually didn't plan to let He Beichen hear it, but she was still prepared for him to find out. The boy didn't speak, just patted him lightly on the shoulder.
"Are you alright, are you alright?" At the same time, she felt his warmth again. It's like being gently stroked by someone.
She just shook her head, but didn't speak. She pretended to be calm, as if nothing had happened, but the tears in those eyes kept falling.
As everyone knows, He Beichen can't see her crying like this, because he doesn't often see her crying, so he will have an inexplicable heartbreak when he sees her crying.
But as for the small universe, she held on, not wanting him to see it. He Beichen's face was very calm, more like revealing an indifferent temperament.
"If you want to cry, cry, it will feel better to cry." His dark eyes looked at her very gently, as if he was pouring out something.
The small universe didn't be polite to him in the end, but looking at his eyes, there would be an inexplicable sense of grievance, it seemed that it was not a shame to cry to him.
So when those eyes look at him, it makes him feel a kind of happiness.
"You don't think I'm so fragile because it's sad to do something like this, but that's what I am. I feel sad when I see her now, and I don't understand why she did it. ”
The little universe couldn't help but hide his face and cry as he spoke.
"But you really don't have to be too sad, because everyone has his own life, so this matter is not as difficult to understand as you think."
"You just have to do your own thing, other things, in fact, you really don't need to think about it, because no matter how much you want, you can't change anything."
"If you know that's what is going on, then you don't need to force yourself to do something, do you?
He Beichen's persuasion seemed to have an effect on the small universe, and she began to relax herself, and she didn't seem to feel that crying was such an unsightly thing.
"The reason why you are uncomfortable is because your psychology still cares about her, if, one day, you can look at her a little faster, then you will not make yourself so sad."
The boy's face was calm, and it was the emotion he took into account when he comforted her. It's just that Tan Yufan will also have an inexplicable feeling of warmth in front of him, as if he is surrounded by a cool light.
This feeling will make the girl feel happy. It seems that there is no one in this world who knows himself so well except him.
And her eyes became inexplicably softened when she looked at him again.
"Thank you, Beichen, I can only say this, but sometimes, I really can't control myself, after all, you know, she is the one who gave birth to me, and I don't seem to have any reason not to care."
"But there were times when I was really angry and wanted to treat her like air. It seems like a strange feeling, but I can't help it. And the reason why I cry is because I can't control my emotions. ”
"A lot of the time, I'm a very emotional person, but it bores me and, for a long time, I can't convince myself.
The slightly red and swollen eyes looked straight at her, as if they were pouring out something. It seems that in front of He Beichen, she doesn't often look so fragile.
But I don't know what happened today, she just cried in front of him, and it all seemed so natural, as if everything was reasonable.
So you're not as strong as I thought. You're still going to cry sometimes. He Beichen looked at the appearance of the lieutenant of the small universe, and seemed to be talking to himself.
"People will cry, but some people will hide themselves well, but some people are not like this, and when he can't bear it anymore, he has to give out all his psychological thoughts.
Such a thing may sound ridiculous, but the reality is that everyone will have their own vulnerabilities, but sometimes, living with a mask is not a kind of wisdom.
When Tan Yufan said this, it seemed that he didn't have anything at all.
She just told him, in her own heart, that it was nothing, more precisely, that it was like that, that she would say whatever he thought of herself, and that there was no need to hide anything.
In front of him, she wanted to show her truest side. I'm afraid, she doesn't look so good like this. But so what, no matter what she is, He Beichen likes it.
She knew this mentally, so she wouldn't feel embarrassed when she saw him again.
"Do you still want to go home today? If you don't want to go back, why don't you come to my house. ”
The young man couldn't help but smile on the corner of his mouth as he spoke, "You know, I live alone now, and I'm at home alone, so I only need to do whatever I want." ”
"There's no need to ask anyone, and that's why I feel more happy."
He Beichen's words were very light, but Tan Yufan was silent, and she seemed to be thinking about something.
The teenager decided to take her to the house, although she wanted to go, but she felt that there might be something inappropriate to do so, and such an inappropriate feeling would make Tan Yufan's psychology very uncomfortable, as if she was imprisoned herself.
Although, no matter how good her relationship with He Beichen is, she probably shouldn't do this, but this is the case for her now, so this will make her feel uncomfortable, and the girl didn't speak.
Actually, she wasn't going to say anything, "No need, I'll go home, though, I really don't want to go home, but for me, it's the only way to do it, because only in this way will I make myself feel safe, and this feeling of security is undoubtedly what I need." ”
"Okay, you can go wherever you want, I don't force you." He Beichen couldn't help but smile as he spoke, he didn't have any thoughts of his own, his request for Xuan Fan was like this, and he wouldn't feel very flustered.
"It's okay for me to live alone at home, and it makes me feel very comfortable, as if I have a space that is more than my own, and this kind of space is undoubtedly what I need, and that feeling gives me a sense of ease."
When he said this, his eyes were full of light, and it seemed that communicating with her was the happiest thing that made him feel the most.
"You know what? Whatever you do, I'll know you, because I like to send you, so, Xuanfan, I don't care what happens in the future, as long as you're there, I'll feel very happy. ”
"So, I invite you, you must be good, because, only when you are happy, I will feel very happy, and such a sense of happiness is what I can't ask for."
His words were very warm, as if they had warmed into Yu Fan's heart, she didn't know what He Beichen thought.
And now she can clearly feel that the boy standing in front of her likes herself, and it is this kind of liking that makes her feel full of happiness.
"You know now? That's how I like you. And your presence in my life is like a sunshine presence. Bei Chen's words were very light, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously.