Volume 2 Chapter 25 Myself in the Mirror

Chemistry is fine, as long as it's not that horrible math!

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The roll came down in the evening, and Lin Mengxue actually had a failing score.

It was so unexpected, she sighed, thinking that she had no choice but to accept her fate.

Maybe those high schools and colleges have nothing to do with her.

looked at Ms. Tan again, and the confident smile in her eyes was like a thousand arrows piercing her heart!!

Stimulated by him like this, she thought to herself that she must surpass him!!

Since she had him in the class, Lin Mengxue has been the second in the millennium, no matter how hard she tries, she has never been able to surpass him!

Han Sheng glanced at Lin Mengxue, who was sitting in the last row, and shook his head, why did his grades drop so much?

It's not that Huang Hui reminded her that he also wanted to teach her a lesson.

After commenting on the papers, it was time for the next night's self-study, and Teacher Han said, "The rest of the students can get out of school, that ....... Lin Mengxue stayed. ”

Ge Ye, who was at the front table, turned his head and stuck out his tongue and said, "I didn't pass the exam." ”

Weekend comforted: "Mengxue, don't worry, at most a few words of criticism, let's go first." ”

Lin Mengxue didn't speak, watching everyone leave the background of the classroom one after another, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

The little fairy walked to the door, glanced at her roommate, and said, "I'll go first, be careful when you come back." ”

Lin Mengxue let out an "oh" and nodded.

In the bright classroom, both of them looked very serious.

"Do you have an issue with me!?" Teacher Han walked to Lin Mengxue's desk and asked softly and sincerely.

Lin Mengxue didn't dare to look at Teacher Han more, for fear of being criticized, and denied: "You are a teacher, how can I have any opinion on you!" Don't think about it! ”

Teacher Han raised his gold-rimmed glasses and asked rhetorically, "Then your chemistry has changed from the second level to another second, what kind of chemical reaction is this?" Lin Mengxue, can you tell me? ”

I couldn't help but feel ashamed for a while, and explained: "Alas, this is too difficult, I'm too stupid to learn!" ”

Lin Mengxue is a person whose appearance is justice, if any teacher is handsome and has a good voice, then her grades will definitely not be bad!

He talks about other people's, but in fact, he is also a nymphomaniac!

Although he is not ugly, this chemistry is indeed too difficult, Lin Mengxue, who is suitable for liberal arts, how can he learn these well!

He slowly sat next to Lin Mengxue, opened the scroll with his hand, and began to explain to her the reason for the mistake, why this chemical reaction reacted like this!

Lin Mengxue suddenly felt extremely ashamed, such a good teacher, why can't she study hard!?

After Mr. Han's explanation, it suddenly became enlightened.

Teacher Han said happily: "Look, it's not difficult, aren't you in the plenary!?" ”

A warm current passed through the atrium, and he secretly made up his mind to learn chemistry well, and said: "Yes, Mr. Han, I promise to listen carefully in class in the future, do not doze off, do not desert, and strive to pass the exam!" ”

Teacher Han looked at Lin Mengxue in disappointment and encouraged: "It's not good to pass, at least second!" ”

"Second", Lin Mengxue couldn't help laughing.

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From then on, the periodic table of chemical elements had to be memorized by him; When doing experiments, he will deliberately observe whether Lin Mengxue will do it, and when he can't, he will leave Lin Mengxue until he can do it.

Lin Mengxue is a person who knows how to be grateful, and since then, her chemistry grades have improved by leaps and bounds, and she herself is surprised by her own mental effect!

"Teacher Han has been paying attention to you recently!" Tan Tao, who rarely talks to people on weekdays, suddenly walked over and said to Lin Mengxue.

Lin Mengxue raised her head and looked at this scholar, wondering in her heart: How could this person, who usually said a word like a waste of life, appear by his side for no reason.

She stopped the experiment in surprise and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Tan Tao was stunned for a moment and said, "In this chemistry exam, you are one point away from surpassing me!" ”

Lin Mengxue let out a "hmm" and suddenly realized: "It turns out that there is a sense of crisis!?" ”

I remember that he only came to his class in the fourth grade of primary school, and Lin Mengxue had always been a top student before he came, the first in the class.

The awards at home, those are Lin Mengxue's pride, all of her! But since he came, Lin Mengxue's pride has disappeared, and she has become the second in the millennium, no matter how she stays up late, that mathematics, chemistry, and English will never be able to test him!

Tan Tao smiled and said: "I have never put you on the opposite side, and classmates should help each other." You don't come to ask questions about chemistry these days, come on! In the future, we will go to high school together. I don't think there are many people in our class who can go to college after that! Our achievements here, it is estimated that the mountains are not visible! ”

Lin Mengxue said firmly: "Mmmm, come on!" ”

Lin Mengxue didn't expect that Tan Tao would have such insight and mind. He saw it very clearly, he hadn't thought about these questions yet, and even if he thought about it, he had skipped it, so how could he dare to think about it?

The matter of chemistry grades suddenly made Lin Mengxue understand that many things were not that she couldn't do them, but that she had set too many obstacles for herself in advance! I resist in my heart, this is the real obstacle to my own learning!

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I'm usually too busy with my studies and forget a lot of things, such as being the ugly duckling!!

Even in order to escape this, Lin Mengxue didn't dare to look in the mirror!!

After Ding Hui left, Lin Mengxue really missed her, thinking that she was so good to herself, and she was always reluctant.

Now that she is gone, Lin Mengxue's heart is empty, as if she has been thrown into a boundless black hole, there is no light around, it is all darkness!

She huddled in that corner, shivering with cold, she was about to freeze to death in the night like the little match girl!!

A little light that suddenly flashed in this dark night, a little bit of temperature shone into her psyche, that was Meng Yuan's eyes, his voice!!

But she's just a clown duck, she doesn't deserve his love, and she can't get his love!!

She suppressed this hope in Pandora's box, hid it in her heart, and let it fall asleep!!

Looking at myself in the mirror, tears kept flowing! Lin Mengxue asked herself how she could be like this, shouldn't she be the little cutie who was loved by everyone when she was a child? Shouldn't she be the princess who makes every boy fall in love?

"Why? Why? Why? ”

Lin Mengxue burst into tears at herself in the mirror, roaring heartbreakingly, but she didn't make any sound!!

Because she was afraid that her voice would alarm her mother and make her sick, then I would be a sinner!!

I finally came home from vacation, and I spent it all in tears. Dad and brother are not at home, mom turns on Xianglin sister-in-law mode!

During the day, Lin Mengxue pretends to be strong, and can do farm work, laundry, and cooking...... At night, they choked and screamed by the horns, but they were all silent......

At noon the next day, Lin Mengxue ran in front of the Buddha, knelt down, and talked to her about all her thoughts as before.

"Did you know? I'm having a hard time, and a lot of times I feel like I'm going to be unable to live! Why has all the suffering in the world been met by me!! Can you tell me!? Why? Why? ”

She looked at the Buddha in a daze, and continued to aggrieved: "Do you know? I made a wish to you once upon a time to make me ugly! But I regret it, I met someone I liked, someone I loved, I beg you to make me beautiful! I beg you! ”

Tears flowed in this no-man's land!! It's nice to be able to say it!

After a pause, he continued to choke up: "I told you before that I would not let me change back until I graduated from college, and I regret it now, very, very regretful, I want to be beautiful, please!" ”

No matter how much she prayed to the Buddha, it was silent! She didn't know how long she cried and knelt that day!

"Kid!" A kind voice came into Lin Mengxue's ears!

Lin Mengxue was surprised: "Who are you?" ”

Dizzy, surrounded by fairy mist, I saw a short white-bearded old man, holding a cane in one hand and a wine jug in the other, slowly walking towards herself, she suddenly didn't understand where she was?

"Who are you?"

"Huh...... Silly boy, how about you choose life again? You chose it when you were a kid! As he spoke, he helped Lin Mengxue to sit in his arms, his eyes were extremely kind! Pointing to the three lines in the palm of her right hand, she said: "This is the career line, this is the emotional line, this is the lifeline, what kind of life you want is in your hands!" Look at the people of this world, greed and resentment, the purest people are rare! ”

"You're a god?!" She wondered.

"It doesn't matter, you choose! Do you want to be bitter before sweet, sweet first and then bitter, or bland? He still looked at Lin Mengxue so kindly.

"I want bitter before sweet!"

After that, the old man is gone again!

Lin Mengxue slowly opened her eyes and found that it was another dream! It must be a dream created by myself to comfort myself, it will definitely get better, everything will be fine!!

After the weekend, I went back to school.

There is such a text "Haiyan", I don't know if you have read it or not! But for Lin Mengxue, it means a lot! She relied on this spiritual power to save her life!

How many years have passed, and his voice will always echo in Lin Mengxue's ears:

On the vast sea, strong winds gathered dark clouds. Between the dark clouds and the sea, the petrel flies proudly like black lightning.

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- Tempest! The storm is coming!

This is the brave petrel, in the roaring sea, in the midst of the lightning, flying proudly; Here is the prophet of victory shouting:

- Let the storm come harder!

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The early morning sunlight shined through the glass window, sprinkling on Meng Yuan's face, emitting a charming light.

He read slowly, pacing in the classroom, the sound penetrated the hearts of every student, like a charming symphony, as if there was a magical power, so that Lin Mengxue saw the petrel, flying on the sea, and suddenly he turned into the petrel!!