Chapter 250: A Continuation (I)
From Xin Yue woke up in the hospital room again, only this time she was no longer angry, no longer sad, and so calm that everything outside seemed to have nothing to do with her. From Xin Yue's mind was just staring blank at the ceiling, not wanting to think about anything.
She didn't have to wait anymore, because no one would come to her to lecture her, urge her to rest, and no one would always be by her side, looking at her with worried eyes. She didn't have to expect anything, she didn't have to worry about anything, because that person would just lie quietly in that cold little box and sleep for a long time. From Xin Yue, she only felt that her heart was empty and cold.
"Don't cry, don't shed tears," Cong Xinyue kept saying to herself in her heart, "don't cry, because he doesn't like it." Take good care of yourself, because he cares about this the most. From Xin Yue, he will always watch you, so you must do what you say, this is the only thing you promised him, you must do it,"
Just as Xin Yue fell into her own thoughts, a woman gently walked to her bed, looked down at her and said lightly, "You are from Xin Yue?" ”
From Xin Yue, she heard someone talking, so she retracted her mind and saw a brightly dressed young woman standing in front of her, "Yes, I am from Xin Yue, are you?" ”
"I'm the person next to Mang, I'm the one who wants to be his woman," the woman still said in a light tone, but there was also a hint of sadness.
"Yes, you must love him very much," Xin Yue's eyes couldn't help but reddened when she saw the woman talking, "I'm sorry, I hurt him,"
"Yes, it's all because of you," the woman's voice began to become hoarse, and the more she spoke, the more excited she became, "everything he does is for you, he is sad for you, he is angry for you, he is angry for you, and even he vents his desires on me every night~ Desire, it is also for you." In order not to let you see the feelings he has for you, he can only vent all his suppressed desires on me, you know that every time he is with me, wants me, enters my body to vent, I can feel his unspeakable despair. A few times when he vented to the extreme, his mouth was full of your name. He will always have you alone in his heart, and I am just a tool for him to use. I guess he didn't violate you until the day he died,"
"I'm sorry," Xin Yue never thought that Mang had such strong feelings for himself, and he always behaved lightly, because he vented this emotion on others when he didn't know.
"You think a sorry word is enough?" The woman's sadness turned to resentment, to accusation, and she didn't know why she was saying this to someone she had only met once, perhaps because she was the person she loved the most, and she wanted her to feel the pain of losing that person.
"You know, because he loves you, he didn't even want to touch me in the end, no, not unwillingly, but he couldn't touch me. I didn't know what was wrong with him that day, he was very depressed, he came back to my house and drunk himself, and tried to ask me several times, but until he tossed me all over my body, he couldn't really ask for me. ”
"Later, he told me that he couldn't do it, is it ridiculous, a man who has been playing around in the women's pile for so many years can't do it, do you know why? It's all because of you! He loves you so much that he doesn't even want to touch other women except you. He left me his house and a large sum of money, but he didn't want to leave his heart to me. ”
"He's such a stupid person, he actually left his body and mind to a woman who didn't love him, and now he even took his life. I ask you, did you let him touch you? Do you think it's a gift to him if he kisses you? I really think he's pitiful and hateful, he'd rather be so humble with you than be my man! From Xin Yue! You say you're sorry, it's enough! ”
From Xin Yue's listening to this woman's words, she understood that the night that the woman said should be the night after Mang confessed to herself and was rejected by herself. Later, when he called him, he said that he was drunk, but it turned out that this was the case. From Xin Yue's mind, the sad and desperate expression of being drunk and nostalgic for the woman but not being able to do anything came to mind.
"So what do you think I should do?" From Xin Yue, she endured the grief in her heart and didn't let herself shed tears.
"What to do? Look at you, don't you feel sad and sad when you hear this? Won't you feel heartache when you hear this? Why can you not have a single tear? The woman saw that Cong Xinyue's face was calm, without a trace of emotion, and she felt even more worthless for Mang, "He is dead, are you so stingy that you don't even want to give him a tear?" ”
"No," Xin Yue forcibly pressed the choked throat to prevent the sourness from surging up to her heart and lungs, "I promised him that he would not shed tears again, and I would not hurt my body for anyone to be sad and sad, this is the only thing I promised him in my life, I must do it,"
The woman just snorted coldly, obviously disdainful of Xin Yue's answer, "From Xin Yue, I really can't see where a woman like you is good enough to make Mang so desperate for you, let me tell you, originally I came to give you what Mang asked me to give you, but now I regret it, I won't give you anything from him,"
When Xin Yue heard that Mang had something for her, she immediately sat up and asked nervously, "What is it?" ”
"What are you so nervous about? Since he doesn't matter to you, then you definitely don't care about his things," the woman didn't expect Xin Yue to be so excited when she heard that Mang had something left for her, and a trace of disgust rose in her heart, "You see that you are excited when you hear that Mang has something left for you, it seems that you are just a person who is greedy for money,"
"What? Money? From Xin Yue, she understood why the woman in front of her saw that she was nervous and put on a disgusted expression, "You misunderstood, I don't have money or anything, and I don't need it, I just want to know if the things Mang left me have something to do with his boss, this is very important to me, you can leave money or anything, but you have to give me something that has something to do with his boss, otherwise it will bring you a lot of trouble,"
"I'm not afraid of any trouble, I was originally here to help him, if I was afraid of trouble, I would have left him a long time ago," the woman sniffed, holding back her emotions.
"What exactly is he going to give me?" From Xin Yue, she still wants to know what Mang left her.