Chapter 337: Life is Better Than Death
How much suffering the child suffered, when he was a child, he was very weak because of poisoning, and he often had to suffer from illness, and he didn't live a normal day of life that a normal child should live, and finally waited until the poison was resolved, but he left himself.
In the end, all this is self-inflicted, all this is one's own retribution!
It was as if there was a poisonous insect biting in his heart, and Murong Xun did not blame himself in pain for a day.
"Are you feeling better today?" Zhao Che looked at Murong Xun and asked softly.
Murong Xun raised his eyes and glanced at Zhao Che, he was actually no better than himself, his body had lost a whole circle, the cheekbones on his face were visible, his eye sockets were also deeply sunken, his complexion was very poor, and his chin was covered with cyan scum.
"It's not like that!" Murong Xun said lightly, the wind rose, and a fallen leaf flew to Murong Xun's palm, Murong Xun looked at the fallen leaves and said: "When Zhi'er thought I was dead, you told Zhi'er that I turned into the wind and accompanied him all the time, and now, is Zhi'er also turned into the wind and came to see me for a long time?" ”
"Zhi'er is a filial child, he definitely won't want to see you like this!" Zhao Che said, "Eat something, you have lost weight from the cold poison of the cold pool, and your body has not recovered, if you don't eat or drink like this, your body will not be able to stand it, eat something!" ”
Murong Xun nodded.
Zhao Che was overjoyed, so he ordered someone to bring a bowl of porridge. He took the spoon and fed Murong Xun a breath, but Murong Xun swallowed it and spit it out again, she looked at Zhao Che and said, "I really can't eat it!" ”
Zhao Che looked at Murong Xun's body that had become emaciated, his face was pale, his hair was yellow, and his eyes were full of distress, he said: "Anan, you cry out, it will be better to cry!" ”
Murong Xun glanced at Zhao Che strangely and said, "You are really strange, why should I cry!" She said, her spirit became more and more weak, and gradually she fell asleep.
Zhao Che gently carried Murong Xun to the bed, covered her with the quilt, and accompanied her for a while before leaving. Yingge was guarding the door, Zhao Che glanced at her and said, "Has she always been like this these days?" ”
Yingge nodded and said, "Occasionally he will say a word or two to us, but most of the time he is silent, eating too, eating and spitting!" Yingge said, suddenly knelt down for Zhao Che, she looked at Zhao Che and said: "I hope Your Majesty can take pity on Miss and let Miss leave, maybe, maybe, King Qin has a way to let Miss untie the knot!" ”
"What did you say!" Zhao Che's eyes were furious.
Yingge said fearlessly: "Your Majesty has also seen it, Miss is now sick of her heart, if Miss doesn't eat or drink like this, her body will definitely not be able to hold on, Miss loves King Qin, even if His Majesty keeps Miss by his side, now that the prince is gone, Miss will definitely not be happy, Your Majesty let it go, even if it is for Miss!" ”
Zhao Che's face sank, but he didn't get angry, he just threw up his sleeves and left.
"What should I do now?" Shuying came behind Yingge and helped her up, saying, "It's all my fault, if Miss has three longs and two shorts, I don't want to live anymore!" ”
Yingge patted Yingge's back and said, "Now King Qin is the only hope for Miss to live!" ”
Shuying said: "But I heard that King Qin has returned to the Yue clan with Concubine Chen, how does he know the situation of the young lady, and how can he come in time!" ”
Yingge took a deep breath, "Is it really up to heaven now?" ”
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"Didn't you promise that I would never soar? You are so bold that you dare to come back alone! Zhao Che looked at the man in front of him coldly.
Zhao Ling didn't have a superfluous expression on his face, and said, "How is she?" ”
"Very bad!" Zhao Che didn't hide it either, "Since you can rush back quickly, you must already know the situation here!" ”
"What do you eat?" Zhao Ling was furious, stepped forward and grabbed Zhao Che's collar, and yelled, "Is this how you take care of her?" Look at her now, she can't even protect her wife and children, are you still a man? ”
Zhao Che laughed self-deprecatingly and said: "You're right, I'm really not a man, I can't even protect my most beloved woman, I can't even protect my own children, what kind of ninety-five honor, what kind of emperor is I!" ”
"I want to see her!" Zhao Ling said.
Zhao Che looked at Zhao Ling and said, "When did I allow you to see her?" ”
"Do you really want to watch her wither day by day?" Zhao Ling said coldly.
Zhao Che didn't speak, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and said, "Go see her!" ”
After Zhao Ling let go of Zhao Che's collar, he hurried out of the Houyuan Hall and came to the Showa Palace. Yingge and Shuying were stunned when they saw Zhao Ling's figure, Yingge's face showed a hint of joy, and said, "Lord, it's really you!" ”
Zhao Ling nodded, his face was a little anxious, and said, "What about Xun'er?" ”
Yingge opened the door and said, "It's inside!" ”
Zhao Ling couldn't wait to walk in, only to see Murong Xun lying on the bed, but he didn't sleep, just stared at the top of the bed blankly, his eyes glazed, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Smoker!" Zhao Ling called softly, but Murong Xun didn't respond at all.
Zhao Ling walked in again, sitting in front of the window, he touched Murong Xun's emaciated cheeks, his eyes were full of distress, "Xun'er!" ”
Murong Xun glanced at Zhao Ling, and then said blankly: "I seem to be hallucinating again!" ”
Zhao Ling held Murong Xun's hand, let her touch her face, and said, "You touch, am I hallucinating, Xun'er?" ”
Murong Xun shook his head and said, "It must be an illusion, Zhao Ling, he has forgotten me!" ”
Zhao Ling hurriedly said: "It's not an illusion, I remembered, I remembered everything, everything about us, I remembered it, didn't you say that after I thought about you, you came back to me?" I've remembered you, but how can you still lie here? ”
Zhao Ling helped Murong Xun up, hugged him tightly in his arms, and said in her ear: "I'm back, Xun'er, I'm sorry for letting you suffer too many grievances alone!" ”
Murong Xun broke free, looked at Zhao Ling's face motionlessly and said, "Are you really Zhao Ling?" ”
Zhao Ling pressed his forehead against Murong Xun's forehead and said, "It's really me!" ”
Murong Xun suddenly hugged Zhao Ling and cried, "Zhao Ling, Zhi'er is gone, Zhi'er is gone!" ”
Zhao Ling patted Murong Xun's back and comforted: "I know, I know, cry, cry if you want to!" Murong Xun had been crying in Zhao Ling's arms for a long time, and he didn't stop until his voice was hoarse.
Zhao Ling Kan Ze Murong's red, swollen eyes and despair in his gaze said, "No matter what happens in the future, I will accompany you!" At this time, it was already dark outside the window, and a meteor crossed the sky, Zhao Ling looked at the meteor and said: "Zhi'er is looking at you in the sky, he will be distressed, just now he shed tears!" ”
Murong Xun said: "It's me, it's me who killed Zhi'er, he's still just a child!" ”
Zhao Ling held Murong Xun's face and said: "No one wants this to happen, it's not your fault, if it's wrong, it's God's fault, Xun'er, you've suffered enough!" ”
He held Murong Xun in his arms again, and at this time, he suddenly took out a dagger and made a cut on Murong Xun's wrist, and saw a Gu worm burrow through the wound on Murong Xun's wrist.
Murong Xun looked down at his wound and said, "What is this?" ”
Zhao Ling tore a piece of his own clothing to treat Murong Xun's wounds, and then said, "You know that I was originally in love with me, right?" ”
Murong Xun nodded.
Zhao Ling said again: "This time I returned to the Yue Clan, I just found another love Gu, that is, the one that just entered your body, this love Gu also has a function, we each have a love Gu on our bodies now, if one of us dies, the other will not survive!" ”