Chapter 41: I Don't Want to See Anyone
"Don't be afraid." The doctor comforted, "I'm a doctor, not a bad person." ”
Seeing the white long hexagram worn by the doctor, Wang Miaomiao no longer dodged.
"I'm here to save you, tell me what's going on, okay?" The doctor said softly.
"What happened?" Wang Miaomiao's expression was puzzled, as if she was thinking about something.
Suddenly, she had a breakdown: "They took me away!" Closed in... In a warehouse! And then someone is going to strangle me! He's going to strangle me! Wang Miaomiao collapsed and shouted, "Chenyan! Save me! They're going to strangle me! Chen Yan ......"
Seeing this, the doctor comforted him softly, "Okay, okay, don't cry, it's all over." You see, I'm a doctor, I'm here to save you, and your minister is waiting for you outside, and when I cure you, I'll let you see him, okay? ”
The doctor comforted softly, and Wang Miaomiao gradually calmed down and fell asleep slowly.
"The situation is not very optimistic, but you are her spiritual support, so please cooperate with the treatment" The doctor walked out and said to Gu Chenyan.
"Good!" As long as Wang Miaomiao can be cured, let him Gu Chenyan do anything!
Gu Chenyan watched Wang Miaomiao live in the shadows every day, and a little wind and grass could make her hide in the corner and tremble like fallen leaves in the autumn wind.
He felt a great heartache, and if he could, he wished he could bear it all for her, but it was useless to say anything at this point.
The damage that those people did to Miao Miao has already been done! And she suffered great damage.
If you have to use one word to describe her, it is a little hamster who is full of grass and trees, and she is also trembling in the face of Gu Chenyan, a person close to her, and her spirit is sometimes good and sometimes bad.
Although she often watched him not recognize his identity, and was still very scared of coming, Gu Chenyan would often come over to accompany her.
He has his own insistence in his heart, although she is afraid of him now, she needs her company more, and he can't let her be afraid there.
Every time he went to her room, he buried his head in his knees and clasped his hands around himself, as if that was the only way to give her a sense of security.
He had read in a book that only extremely insecure people would make such a pose, and his heart ached.
Walking slowly to her side, she didn't react, but he suddenly hit the corner of the table and made a "bang",
Gu Chenyan raised his head painfully, and found that Wang Miaomiao's calm face finally fluctuated.
When she saw Gu Chenyan coming, she stepped back until her slender waist touched the cold wall.
Her big eyes were all blue and black, and there was no innocence in her eyes, only a blank and scared.
Gu Chenyan felt as if he had been stabbed by something, and the whole person stood still and didn't move, just looking at her and the woman he loved.
She's the one he wants to protect no matter what! Now it's like this because of some villains.
Thinking of this, a trace of resentment flashed in Gu Chenyan's eyes, those two people, he would not let them go!
He forcibly suppressed the sourness in his eyes, looked up at her, and pulled out a gentle smile.
"Don't be afraid, Miao Miao, I'm Gu Chenyan, I'll come over to talk to you."
Wang Miaomiao watched him approach step by step, and those bad memories poured out of the nest and occupied his head little by little.
She was extremely scared, Gu Chenyan's face in front of her slowly overlapped with that face, she retreated back but there was no way out, she screamed, "You go away, don't be like this, don't come here!" ”
Gu Chenyan slowly approached her and gently persuaded: "It's okay, Miao Miao, I'm Gu Chenyan, I'm here to help you, I won't hurt you." ”
Wang Miaomiao raised her hand and smashed a cup at him, and the cup hit his forehead with a muffled sound.
Wang Miaomiao looked at him a little stunned when she heard the voice, and she asked with some hesitation, "Are you okay?" ”
Gu Chenyan could have caught that cup, but he didn't, he was very guilty in his heart now, and he wished that Wang Miaomiao could beat him up so that she could relieve her anger.
However, that is impossible, Wang Miaomiao doesn't know anything now, and it is impossible to beat him up for no reason.
He touched his forehead and said with a smile, "What can I do, I'm a big man." ”
As he spoke, he looked at Wang Miaomiao's somewhat dry lips and asked, "Do you want to drink water?" I'll pour you a glass of water. ”
Wang Miaomiao pursed her lips and nodded, "Hmm." ”
Gu Chenyan hurriedly picked up the clean cup on the table and poured water for her, afraid that she would not have the strength in her hands, so he fed her water to drink.
Wang Miaomiao seemed very well-behaved and gentle at this time, probably knowing that he had no malicious intentions, so he behaved normally.
After helping her finish drinking water, Gu Chenyan put the water cup back on the table and sat down beside her.
Gu Chenyan said a few words to her, and when she saw that she didn't react, she didn't say anything more.
He looked down in thought.
Wang Miaomiao looked at his sad face, and was a little puzzled why he was so unhappy.
She slowly reached out and touched her forehead, which was red and swollen from her smashing the cup, "Did I smash it?" I'm sorry. ”
Gu Chenyan held her arm, shook his head, and said, "It's okay, Miao Miao, you never have to say sorry to me, you will always be right with me." ”
Wang Miaomiao looked at him and tilted her head, as if she didn't understand.
Gu Chenyan looked at her expression and lowered his head again, and said in a deep voice: "It's all my fault, Miao Miao, if it weren't for the fact that I didn't protect you well, how could you have suffered so many things back, just because I ......"
He grabbed his hair a little painfully, "Miao Miao, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have experienced so many things, I made you suffer so much, and I haven't protected you yet." ”
He looked at her, his eyes were scarlet, like a wounded beast, and it was very distressing to look at.
"I made you what you are now, Miao Miao, you beat me, beat me, it's all because of me."
He picked up Wang Miaomiao's hand and smashed it on himself, Wang Miaomiao didn't know what he was going to do at first, but when he saw his hand pounding on him, he felt that something was wrong.
She took his hand with her other hand, "No, what are you doing like this, I don't want to hit you." ”
Gu Chenyan felt the temperature in her palm, and felt that his barren heart felt a little better, but he still felt very guilty and distressed.
At this point, she still didn't want to hurt him, but he ......
He muttered, "It's all because of me, I'm a broom star, and I shouldn't have dragged you into this troubled water by my side, otherwise you'd be doing a great job now." ”
"I can't even cure you, make you scared every day, I'm not a good man."
Gu Chenyan said directly, he didn't notice that Wang Miaomiao was slowly approaching him.
She knelt behind him and slowly leaned against his sorrow, her shallow breathing staining his back with moisture.
Then she reached out and wrapped her arms around him.