Chapter 102: Poignant Love in a Notebook (5)
After that day, I rarely saw him anymore.
However, this situation did not last long.
Soon I was summoned to bed, which was an incredible thing.
I was a little apprehensive because I didn't know what he meant.
A pretty face would bring me grace, but I didn't want to.
is still that ugly appearance, and even the palace people show compassion in their eyes.
I thought he was just here to make a show, but I didn't expect it to be real.
He was dressed in yellow clothes, and his dignity looked like the first time I saw him.
The pink neck was lowered, and I was afraid of staining his eyes.
But that day he gave me a surprise.
He called me "Tong'er." ”
For the first time, I looked at him in disbelief, and he was thinking of himself?
"What does the emperor call his concubine?"
"Xiao'er."
At that time, I wanted to cry a little.
"Do you remember me?"
has been in the capital for so long, and he has always found out what happened to him in those years, but he is just unwilling.
"Yes."
"I've made you suffer, I've remembered you these days, but I have to protect you."
Only with the highest authority can you be protected.
"Does the wound hurt?"
I didn't react at first, but after a while I remembered that I had been beaten several times.
"It doesn't hurt."
He was weird, as if he was thinking something through me. ’
Love will always make people confused, and I was just confused at that time.
Since that night, my identity, my life has changed dramatically.
I have always stepped on the high and low in the palace, and I have a concubine position and his favor, and I have become the object of envy of all kinds of warblers and swallows.
It's nothing more than what you are uglier than me, and what do you do to win the favor of the monarch.
Since then, my life has been lived in intrigue.
I kept asking myself, did he really love me?
That jade pendant, I have always collected it well, and I will only take it out and rub it carefully in the middle of the night.
The former staff members in his house have also become his right-hand men, and the only thing that remains unchanged is to secretly bring me some food from time to time, mixed with the dishes made by the palace chefs.
He didn't ask me about my appearance, and I didn't mention it, so we got along 'intimately'.
Later, the queen died, and I became the imperial concubine, in charge of the affairs of the harem.
The palace said that the queen's death had something to do with me, and this matter really wronged me, which time did not happen because of the jealousy of a woman?
Although he helped me settle it out.
That position is not stable, and it is particularly painful to live with trepidation.
Until the news came out that he was seriously ill.
One day husband and wife for a hundred days, thinking of the old love, I can't ignore him.
The doctor said that it was heart failure, and if you want to recover, you must have the legendary shark flesh.
I touched my heart and it told me I wanted to save him.
So when I went back, I didn't hesitate to cut off the meat close to my heart.
I didn't know I was pregnant at the time.
Because of the injury, my legs often turned into fishtails, and I had to go into the water frequently.
Walking by the river all year round, how can there be a reason not to get your shoes wet.
I was bumped into, I was caught as a monster, and I was almost burned.
Because he woke up.
I was kept in a water prison, and my body was very weak due to the loss of qi and blood.
He was still the emperor who stood on top of me, and when he looked at me coldly and condescendingly, I knew that he never remembered the past.
"So there really is."
His greedy gaze stared at me nakedly, and the feeling of nausea was present in my body for the first time.
He told me it was all about a game.
He likes the queen, but her body is too weak to fake her death, and with the flesh of a mermaid she can be healthy.
All the calculations are acquiesced in by him, so the care is given by him.
He was just suspicious that night, but he tracked down and picked up the scales I had dropped.