It wasn't until midday that the Medic came to the Overseer's Palace. Because she heard the news that her second aunt fainted suddenly, Cheng Jinyu, as a daughter-in-law, naturally rushed over to take care of her, and she barely took care of her all morning, she only felt exhausted.

The second aunt was lying on the bed, seeing that her face was pale, and there was no blood at the corner of her lips. I couldn't bear it, so I waved my hand.

Cheng Jinyu was tired at this time, and he didn't refuse, and walked out slowly with the support of the maid Xiaoqing. When I sat down on the sofa in the hall, I saw that my mother-in-law had brought the doctor in, and Xiaoqing saw that she was about to stand up again, so she hurriedly said, "Young grandmother, you can rest quickly, the second wife has someone to take care of her." ”

Cheng Jinyu had to sit on the sofa, she was weak, recently there have been a series of accidents in the house, the maids in the house bullied them in the second room and lost power, although Su Huiyi did not lock her up, but the old women in the kitchen refused to decoct medicine for her, making her body much worse than before.

She is also a sullen person, she never wants to tell others about her suffering, and she knows too well in her heart that several brothers of the Su family have been making trouble for so many years, in order to fight for power and profit, those resentments have long taken root, and if one party gains power, it will inevitably eradicate the other.

She was always worried in the past, afraid that Su Qingyang would not recognize his flesh and blood affection, and that he would lose his life after losing power. Now that the day has come, she finds that she is still more worried about him.

She thought about the past, originally she was a down-and-out young lady who was not qualified to marry the son of the patrol envoy, and it was only because her mother's family had some relationship with the aunt of the Overseer's Mansion that she had to come to the mansion. Her mother was a scheming person, and she took the opportunity to come to the mansion to deliberately let her meet Su Qingyang.

She has been very arrogant since she was a child, and she never liked the kind of gentleness of the children of the official eunuchs, but Su Qingyang is a master of all kinds, and when she met him, no one would have thought that she would come to this day, at that time, he could always change his tricks to make her happy, and he would give her any novel things as soon as possible.

At that time, her mother saw the clue and coaxed her with good words, asking her to have a good relationship with Su Qingyang, if she married Su Qingyang, their mother and daughter could live a good life. She is not attached to these, but she understands in her heart that these good things are all in the past, and if Su Qingyang likes someone else one day, he will definitely not bother her anymore.

As the days passed, she heard that he actually pushed Su Dashuai for her to set him a family affair, which was a major event that caused a sensation in the south that year, when she went to see him, but was blocked from the door, and later learned that Su Dashuai was angry that time, and whipped him fiercely, beating him on the back.

It was this time that made her understand that this gentleman was also so sincere. For the sake of this sincerity, she also let go out and did a lot of deviant things. At that time, Su Dashuai thought she was low, and he refused to allow her to enter the door. She didn't know what she thought at that time, but she actually climbed onto Su Qingyang's bed by herself.

In the end, he married her and treated her well. On the wedding night, she sat on the edge of the bed alone in a wedding dress, the bed tent was red, and the top of her head was embroidered with a unicorn to send a child, which was embroidered with satin that was only used by nobles to get married in the past, and the top of the tent was also embroidered with a hundred flowers, densely turned, a ball of joy.

She remembered that the pair of dragons and phoenixes burned like beans, jumping and jumping in front of her. He had drunk a lot of wine that day, and was already drunk when he was helped into the room, and she stood by the bedside alone and watched him fall asleep, and suddenly felt a lot of uneasiness, as if she had suddenly broken into a world that did not belong to her, and she did not know when she would be kicked out.

Her wedding night was spent in worry, watching the pair of candles slowly burn out, and then the sky dawned. The first thing he said to her was, "I drank too much yesterday, did I make a noise with you?" ”

At that time, he often liked to talk to her in a soft voice, and that feeling was really long gone. She didn't remember how she answered him at the time, only that it was raining under the eaves, and it turned out that autumn was coming.

Although it is inevitable that the two of them will be angry when they are together, they will only reconcile immediately, but until that time she secretly heard that he was plotting to harm Su Huiyi, she knew his temperament, and he always did what he said. She didn't have time to stop him, so she notified Su Huiyi directly.

In fact, she has no selfish feelings for Seventh Brother, she just treats him as an elder brother, and now that she thinks about it, she didn't understand what power represented at that time.

That time he hit her, the slap hit her on the cheek, she only felt her ears buzzing, and the corners of her mouth were overflowing with blood, she didn't cry, just looked at him quietly.

He seemed to be crazy, and asked her sharply if she had a personal relationship with Su Huiyi, every sentence was like a knife, and it was stuck in her heart, she was originally a stubborn person, and she refused to explain at that moment, and even paranoid felt that if he really understood her, he would not ask like this.

But in fact, the relationship is the most unavoidable, they are increasingly estranged, he rarely goes home, and often leaves her alone in the empty room. Her heart disease also began at that time, and gradually even her health deteriorated.

She remembered that night she had a terrible fever, and in a trance she smelled a strong smell of alcohol, and she didn't know why her eyes were red, and she even choked up when she spoke, "Is that you?" ”

No one answered for a long time, but a pair of warm hands held her tightly.

She originally just wanted to be a good wife, but things often went the other way, she was calculated again, and when she woke up, she found herself lying next to Su Huiyi, she didn't remember how noisy it was at that time, she only remembered Su Qingyang's soulless eyes.

She had the impression that he had never been invincible, but at that moment she saw a desperate dead silence in his eyes.

She knew they would never go back.

It's such a coincidence that the kid came, how could it be Su Huiyi's? That's obviously his child! That's it...... She felt like her heart was dead.

What followed was his indifference, he didn't want her at all, he didn't look at her again when she was dying in pain, she knew that it was over between them.

From the initial argument to the final ignorance, this is the end.

She lost the child, her body is not as good as day by day, and she is still a familiar little maid who whispered the whole story of this matter to her, it turned out that the boss did something in her food, and then bought the grandmother next to her and sent people to Su Huiyi.

At that time, she realized that the rights she had done had made them hideous, she secretly bribed the maid, and learned that Su Qingyang was going to design Su Huiyi again, how could she not see him make mistakes again and again, regardless of the weakness of her body, she told Su Huiyi again.

It rained heavily that night, and she secretly ran out of the hospital, although she was holding an umbrella, but because her body was too weak, she still contracted a cold, and she did not recuperate well. In the end, the doctor told her with great regret that she would never be able to get pregnant again in her life.

She really wanted to die, but she was rescued. She remembered that he appeared in front of the hospital bed, grabbed her shoulders so hard that his eyes were about to drip blood, and said hatefully, "You want to just leave?" I'm not as good as you like! Cheng Jinyu, don't think about it in this life! ”

She knew he really hated, because when he finished speaking, his eyes were red and his cheeks were red, as if he was drunk. It was raining heavily that day, and the sound of rain on the eaves was louder and louder, and she had never been so desperate, and said weakly, "How did we get to this point?" ”

Her eyes were also red, but she didn't cry.

It was the clearest slice of their past, almost so cruel that it was bloody, so much so that she couldn't help but shudder when she thought about it now.

Su Qingyang has changed a lot over the years, he is no longer emotional, and he can even face her calmly, she knows that it is a manifestation that he no longer loves. She knew that he had raised a lot of outhouses outside, and she had generously said that as long as it was his child, it would be the same if she brought it back to raise her.

But after all these years, he has no children.

There was a time when she thought he was trying to make her feel guilty, but seeing that he had been busy with intrigues, she believed that he had really changed.

I sighed faintly, raised my eyes to look out the window, and saw that the light rain was light and thin, and the bright veils on the window lattices were wet. She got up and went to the window, and saw that the peach and plum in the yard were floating in the yard without knowing when.

In this way, the sky is lined with a little white, mixed with a hint of dark blue, which is indescribably thorough. There was also a sycamore and a drizzle, she watched quietly, and saw a group of maids hurriedly walking towards the yard, she intuitively gave birth to a lot of uneasiness, the door was pushed open, and she saw the housekeeper in the yard Qin Ma said: "The second young grandmother is not good, our second master was arrested by a group of guards, saying that it was the order of the seventh young man, to send people to prison!" What can I do about this?! ”

When she heard this, she couldn't help but feel black in front of her, but fortunately, Xiaoqing helped her and asked anxiously, "Young grandma, are you okay?" ”

Her legs and feet were weak, and she barely leaned on Xiaoqing, only feeling that the world was spinning, but she stabilized herself and said, "I'm fine." ”

She came to her senses for a while, and was helped to the sofa by Xiaoqing, and her intuition was very flustered, and she raised her eyes to see Xiaoqing's hasty eyes, "Young grandma, don't cry first, there will always be a way." ”

Only then did she realize that she was crying, shaking her hands and wiping the corners of her eyes, but the tears were even more turbulent. She tried her best to persuade herself not to think about it anymore, but at this moment, it seemed that she couldn't control it, and Su Qingyang's shadow always flashed in front of her.

He said a lot of heartless words at that time, she thought that she didn't care for a long time, and she had always been so determined, but it was not until now that she understood that this shackle was going to be with her for the rest of her life.

The rain seems to be pouring inexhaustibly, hitting the eaves to make a rustling sound, the door is not closed, in a trance to see, the light rain continues, like a fine needle falling, quietly watching, as if there is no end.