Uncle Lei was lying on the hospital bed, he had been lying like this for many days, the man's expression was very painful, his brows were furrowed, and he looked very weak.

He Beifan had already walked to the door of the ward, but he heard Guo Lei's cry in the room. It's been like this for the past few days, and the young man has long been used to it, he silently pushed open the door and saw Uncle Lei rolling on the bed in pain.

"Dad, are you okay?" Bei Fan's eyes couldn't help but be filled with tears as he spoke. But what kind of character is Guo Lei, his stubbornness is very Lingbeifan. Even though the man was speechless in pain now, he still tilted his head vigorously.

"Dad, I'll peel an apple for you to eat." He Beifan took out the apple from the plastic bag as he spoke, the boy got up, and was about to walk towards the water room, when he was suddenly stopped by Guo Lei, "Beifan, Beifan, don't go, you sit here." ”

Uncle Lei's voice sounded very difficult, which made Beifan feel the urge to cry, but the young man knew that he couldn't cry, especially when Guo Lei was in so much pain now, he shouldn't shed tears.

But why, Beifan looked so fragile again, Guo Lei's expression suddenly made Beifan realize his insignificance, and the young man stood in place and was stunned for a moment.

But in the next second, he walked towards Guo Lei again, "Dad." He shouted, and then came to the side of the bed, but before he could sit and wait, the boy's slightly immature hand was held in the palm of Guo Lei's hand.

"Fan, have you been busy lately?" This was originally an ordinary question, but now it seems meaningful when asked by Uncle Lei, the man's cheeks are pale, but there is tenderness like a father in those deep eyes.

"Well, it's not too busy." Beifan didn't understand what Guo Lei meant, but the young man's sensitivity told him that Uncle Lei needed his company very much now.

Therefore, even if Fan is too busy to have time to breathe, he has not fully revealed his current situation. The man struggled to sit up from the hospital bed, but seemed to be overwhelmed.

Seeing this, Beifan hurriedly bent down to shake the handle of the hospital bed, the young man was very careful, and constantly adjusted the height of the hospital bed, "Is this okay?" He asked cautiously.

And Guo Lei's expression looked very serene, he nodded, looking very satisfied, "Have you been singing in a bar last night?" Uncle Lei's eyes have a kind of father-like tenderness, and the man's cheeks look weak, but they are smiling.

"Well, I go every night." He Beifan pursed his lips and looked at Guo Lei in front of him cautiously, such a sincere look in his eyes made Uncle Lei feel an indescribable distress.

"Kid, go home after school, why make yourself so hard." Uncle Lei has naturally experienced too much hard work at this age, and he naturally doesn't want to see Beifan like himself when he was young, constantly overdrawing his body.

"Dad, I'm fine." Seeing that Uncle Lei was so painful, and he was still thinking about himself, Beifan actually felt an indescribable discomfort, "Besides, I also like to sing, and singing in a bar is also a kind of exercise for me." ”

The young man smiled embarrassedly, he had never revealed his thoughts to anyone, not even his mother, but Guo Lei was a different existence in the heart of this little boy.

It seems that Guo Lei is a light, when Beifan can't find the direction, his kindness and enthusiasm illuminate Fan's path and make him more aware of his direction.

"Whereever, no matter what you want to do, Dad will support you." Guo Lei's voice was very firm, and he couldn't tell that this was a dying man at all.

In fact, since He Beichen came to this ward, Uncle Lei's mental state has improved a lot, just like now, even though his cheeks are not bloody, he still has a little smile.

"Thank you, Dad." He Beifan had a long-lost warmth again, and the young man didn't know that he had chosen a difficult path, but since he planned to go on, some efforts became indifferent.

His eyes looked at Guo Lei, this must be a strong man, even if he endured the torture of illness, he still looked so optimistic.

Even, looking at his mental state, it is difficult for anyone to believe that he is a cancer patient.

It turns out that cancer is not a big deal, and as for death, it is just a ritual. In this way, happiness is the most important thing in this world.

Every day of your life should make your life warm and worthwhile.

"Beifan." Just as He Beifan was thinking, Guo Lei interrupted him again, he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he was a little hesitant, so he didn't say it.

The young man seemed to realize something at this time, and seeing Uncle Lei's embarrassed expression, Beifan opened his mouth first, "What's the matter, Dad?" The boy's eyes were staring straight at him, as if waiting for him to continue.

Guo Lei bit his lip, and as if he didn't have a lot of determination, the man said word by word, "I want to be discharged." Uncle Lei's voice was very calm, and he didn't see any jokes.

This startled He Beifan, who was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, "Huh? He instinctively opened his mouth, looking surprised, Uncle Lei was already terminally ill, but now he told himself that he was going to be discharged from the hospital, which made Fan have no reason not to be surprised.

But He Beifan's reaction was also expected by Guo Lei, so the man's cheeks did not have any expression, and he looked very calm.

"Dad, the doctor said that you can't be discharged from the hospital, you should be treated in the hospital......" The young man's voice had an irrepressible tremor, and he couldn't help but have some worries about Guo Lei's current situation.

But before He Beifan finished speaking, Guo Lei interrupted him, "It's okay, Fan, don't worry, I won't give up on myself." The man's tone was very calm, as if at this age, he should be so calm about death.

"I just...... Just trying to accomplish something that I wanted to do but didn't do. Speaking of this, Guo Lei's voice began to tremble.

His big broad hands were on Beifan's shoulders, giving the young man an indescribable warmth, and Uncle Lei sniffed his nose, "Actually, you don't need to hide it from me, I also know that I have stomach cancer, and I don't have much time left." ”

Uncle Lei's words were very calm, but Beifan's tears flowed down one by one and dripped on the floor of the ward.

Seeing He Beifan's mouth pout, tears also appeared in the corners of the young man's eyes, Uncle Lei actually smiled, and he even began to comfort Fan, "It's okay, child, this matter is not a big deal, this is just a process of life." ”

Speaking of this, the middle-aged man couldn't help but sigh, "This loss of people, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable." Tell me who lives in this world and has never been sick. ”

Uncle Lei's eyes have an indescribable profundity, "Like unfortunate things, anyone will have a few pieces, so there is no child here." ”

Guo Lei said, and put Fan's hand in his warm and generous palm, "I, I just regret it now." ”

Guo Lei said, shrugging helplessly, "You say, why did you care so much when you were young?" At that time, my body was still very healthy, but I never knew how to cherish it, and I didn't think it was a kind of happiness. ”

Uncle Lei shook his head sadly as he spoke, looking at Fan's sincere eyes, the man said slowly, "At that time, I was about twenty years old, and like the young people of your generation, I wanted to have a house of my own, and I longed to have money and status. ”

"But I never got what I wanted, so I felt unhappy with my life, and I was decadent for a long time, and I didn't even feel that it was interesting to live in this world."

"I can't do anything well, I feel like a waste, so I complain every day." Speaking of this, Uncle Lei choked up a little again. ”

"But now." A wry smile appeared on Guo Lei's weak cheeks, "I just found out that there is no happiness in it." To be alive is a kind of happiness. Just do what you love, so why expect too much from yourself? ”

"To force yourself to be recognized by the world, to force yourself to make what kind of achievements, you only feel pain when you look back. I'm really, fan, I feel like I'm so stupid. Uncle Lei shook his head helplessly when he said this.

Look at He Beifan again, his face is very calm, and his eyes are looking at the face in front of him, as if he is thinking about something.

The boy's thin lips moved slightly, "So, you want to be discharged from the hospital because you still have something you want to do?" Bei Fan speculated cautiously.

"That's right, that's right." Guo Lei nodded, his attitude was unusually calm, "For so many years, I have been thinking that in the future, I can take the camera to the place I want to go and record all those beautiful scenery with the camera." It's a pity ......"

He licked his lips, "I don't have the ability to be a photographer, so the idea was shattered." His words were heavy, but Beifan had a calm that he had never felt before.

"But that's okay now." Uncle Lei smiled, as innocent as a child, "I don't have much time left." So, I don't want to lie on the hospital bed and smell the disinfectant water every day, I want to go out for a walk, there are still too many scenery in this world that I haven't seen before. ”

Even though this is a dying person, the current Guo Lei has a kind of happiness beyond ordinary people.

"I want to see the sea, in fact, a few years ago, I wanted to go to Erhai Lake, but I really didn't have time, so I put it off again and again. But now, I figured it out, I'm going to Erhai, I want to listen to the sea breeze, and see the red-headed gulls that I haven't seen before. ”

"Even if the doctor doesn't let me leave, I'm going to go, because in the last few days, I want to live for myself, I think about the kind of leisure that I haven't experienced all along, really, Fan, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital, you take me back to the noodle restaurant."

Guo Lei's eyes are very serious, and at the same time they are overflowing with hope for life.

"Okay, Dad, we'll be discharged from the hospital, I'll go now, and I'll go through the discharge procedures for you." Beifan stood up from the side of the hospital bed as he spoke, and the young man's face was more calm than he had ever been.