"Beichen, what's wrong with you?" Fat Eucalyptus grabbed the young man's arm, but was thrown away by Bei Chen. He had two tear streaks on his cheeks and looked depressed. The cold attitude also startled Eucalyptus, "Why are you in a bad mood?" Is it because of the monthly exam? Eucalyptus speculated boldly.

"Monthly exams?" He Beichen snorted coldly, but he had an urge to cry, "It would be nice if it was a monthly exam, but no, things are not as simple as you think, it's much more serious than this." He looked like he was in trouble, but Yan Yu was taken aback, he had never seen Beichen in such a state.

"So what the hell is going on? What can make you so distressed? The two of them sat on the roof of the teaching building, chatting with each other. He didn't speak, but there was an indescribable frustration in those eyes, "Fat eucalyptus, I want to get out of here." After a long time, the boy couldn't help but vomit.

"Get out of here?" Eucalyptus's expression was full of doubt, "Get out of here, then where are you going?" His chubby eyes rolled and he looked puzzled. Bei Chen seemed to have a lot of words in his heart, but he couldn't spit them out.

"Back to my old home." The young man's tone was very firm, this was by no means Beichen's unintentional words, in fact, he had been thinking about it for a long time, but he had been opposed by his mother.

"No, Beichen." Fat Eucalyptus's first reaction was surprise, "Didn't you go to a new house?" Why are you coming back again? He looked at him in bewilderment. I'm going to say I'm forced, can you believe it? Fat Eucalyptus looked at him directly, his eyes full of sincerity.

"Forced? Why was it forced? He looked at him with a strange expression, clearly not understanding what he was talking about.

"Yes, it was forced." He Beichen looked serious, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his thoughts, "I should go, this home is really not suitable for me to stay any longer." The boy's eyes were full of sadness, "If I stay any longer, I will only be hurt more." His voice was shaking, and he looked very sad.

"Beichen, be happy, don't be so unhappy. Don't forget, we made an appointment to go to the library together today. He pouted, as if to comfort him.

"yes, I'm not happy. But what can be done? The boy shrugged helplessly, his biggest problem was nothing but the fact that he couldn't make himself happy. At this time, he realized that making himself happy was really an ability, and he was successful among his peers, but he was not happy at all.

"I think you should find a way to make yourself happy. Even if you encounter a lot of bad things, you should keep yourself in a good mood. Because it has already happened, there is no need to worry about it. Fat Eucalyptus seemed to be very open-minded, but He Beichen obviously didn't have such thoughts.

Sometimes, the boy will feel that he is the most unfortunate person in this world, he has a lot, but he does not have a sense of happiness, maybe, this is God's punishment for Beichen. He was born with a melancholy face, and there was no light in his godless eyes.

He also hated himself like this, but there was nothing he could do to change anything. "Eucalyptus, if one day, you come home and find yourself in a completely unfamiliar environment. Even, that original place has lost its sense of belonging, and you don't want to go back. Every time you walk to the door, you will have an inexplicable sense of helplessness. The boy's eyes looked up to the sky, and his disappointment could be seen.

"Beichen." Although he had a close relationship with him, Eucalyptus couldn't read what he was thinking, "But you have to go home." That's your home, isn't it? He paused and looked at him seriously, "Chen, no matter what you think, you can't escape." It's a fact, and there's no way you can go against it. Fat Eucalyptus's words were very light, but they were also telling the truth.

"Yes, but, but I ......," the boy said, stammering, "but I really don't feel that way, you know?" Every time I walked to that yard, I could feel an inexplicable depression. He Beichen shook his head helplessly, and then said with a wry smile, "So, Eucalyptus, I sometimes envy you." Bei Chen's eyes became deeper and deeper.

"Envy me?" Eucalyptus pointed at herself and looked surprised, "What do you envy me?" The boy really didn't know what he was worthy of the envy of a star like He Beichen. He was born into an ordinary family, and his parents played the most inconspicuous role in this world. As for Fat Eucalyptus himself, he is not as tall as He Beichen, nor is he as handsome as boys of the same age. Academically, it's a mess, and it's even worse in sports.

"What do you envy me?" He looked at him very seriously, as if he was very curious, he lived such an inconspicuous life, what did He Beichen envy him. If you say that you have the aura on your body, there is almost nothing. I saw Bei Chen move his lips slightly, "I envy you for being happy every day." ”

For some reason, He Beichen's eyes suddenly moistened, "I envy you for having a warm family, and I envy you for being in such a state of contentment." Sometimes, I often feel that my life is not interesting. But I don't know how to change, I want to be you, but I can't. The boy smiled, but bitterly.

"Me? What can I become? Fat Eucalyptus laughed quite self-deprecatingly, "My studies are a mess, and my body is still so bloated, I am often regarded as a schoolyard for my classmates." What can I become like this? He also smiled, "I still want to be you, to be on the podium at every turn, what a beautiful scenery." ”

"What's the scenery there? Such a thing is just a face. There's nothing of value. He looked at the sky not far away.

Maybe this world is like this, what is worthless in the eyes of everyone is cherished by another person.

"Don't complain anymore, Beichen, there are too many people optimistic about your life. I really don't understand, why don't you feel happy like this? ”

He Beichen stopped talking, he felt a little more helpless in his heart, Fat Eucalyptus had no way to understand him, but this was also normal, perhaps, he didn't expect anyone to understand.

Bei Chen turned his face to the side, he looked at the sky not far away, the sky was as blue as ever, but the people who looked at the sky had a lot of sorrow and helplessness in their hearts.