Chapter 064: Love and Hate Are Hard to Understand
Yan Liwu has been avoiding this topic, but he was still asked by Wen Moqing when he found an opportunity, and he was completely sleepy and stammered.
"Do you know you regret it?" Wen Moqing propped her cheeks with one hand and glanced lukewarmly, "What kind of ecstasy did he pour into you, so that you were washed away even the only remaining smart mind?" Didn't you think about the consequences of running away from me? ”
At this point, even quibbling is useless, can you get past it by pretending to be a shrewd fox? Yan Liwu raised his head and licked his dry lips: "The promise he made is similar to what Gongzi Chu said, but now it seems that neither of you can be trusted, and I have to figure out my own way if I want to live a stable day." ”
"Is it a stable life without any quarrel with the world? I thought you'd figure it out after that experience, and sure enough, I looked down on you. ”
Wen Moqing has always scoffed at Yan Liwu's ideal ordinary life, which makes Yan Liwu very unhappy, and there seems to be a nameless fire jumping up and down in his body that has just warmed up, although he did not break out directly, but he also changed his attitude of hiding and hiding coldly: "I am not a hero, nor am I as ambitious as you, no one stipulates that I must sacrifice myself heroically for the country and the people." You can't force me to do something I don't understand at all, let alone point fingers at other people's ideals, this is my life, why do you interfere with anything? ”
"I'll spare your life." Wen Moqing replied fluently and naturally, as if the truth should be like this.
Yan Li glared at him worriedly: "You are the one who wants to kill me, what kind of favor is this?" ”
"What about King Cijun? And King Yongshan, what favor did they give you? Wen Moqing's words turned sharp, and his face turned cold, "If it weren't for you saying goodbye, we would have started investigating the identity of Qinglian King in Anzhou a long time ago." Do you know that because of your insistence on going your own way, the scheduled plan was delayed, and four of my subordinates and the beggar who had met the Qinglian King back then were assassinated in Anzhou, which almost interrupted the clues that were obtained with great difficulty. Do you know how many people's efforts will be wasted if this investigation fails? ”
A series of questions made Yan Li Wu speechless, and when she heard Wen Moqing say that someone decided to die because of her recklessness, her eyes were suddenly tarnished by the warm light of the fire.
"Is anyone dead again......" Yan Liwu muttered worriedly.
The trance memory passed through the fragments of time and returned to the night when Qinglian Palace was slaughtered, with eyes full of darkness and blood, hatred and madness; Without waiting for the warm figure to appear in the memories, the fragments broke through his mind and appeared in Gujia Village, Gu Lianshan's honest smile, the enthusiastic faces of the villagers, and the quiet mountain village that was red with blood at dawn.
Everywhere she went, there were always calamities, and too many innocent lives had been lost to those who were related to her or those who were not related to her.
Suddenly, Yan Liwu, who fell into silence, hugged his knees, buried his whole face in the crook of his arm, Wen Moqing stopped talking, staring at the crackling and burning dead leaves and the remains of dead leaves, and the two of them sat back to back until the fire gradually went out and the cold spread again.
"I didn't think about it that much." In the darkness that slowly descended, Yan Li's sullen voice sounded, hoarse and depressed, "You say that I am the King of Qinglian, so I should be scolded and hunted down everywhere, what can I do?" You can't dodge, you can't push it off, you can only seize any opportunity that might escape from this life. I want to believe you, but you're always pushing me to take responsibility for sins that don't belong to me. I believed in Chu Gongzi, but the result was that he was thrown into the Qinglou; In the same way, Boss Jun gave me the promise I wanted, and I naturally wouldn't refuse, did I want to let myself die inexplicably for the sake of illusory righteousness? I...... I'm not reconciled. ”
"And what are you willing to do? Sacrifice other people's lives in exchange for your own survival, and live an unsightly life with the person you like? Even if you are willing, can you bear it? ”
Wen Moqing's rebuke was cold and direct, and he cut at Yan Li's heart like an axe word by word, without mercy. Yan Liwu slowly raised his head, and the broken silver pendant tied around his neck fell to the outside of his clothes, reflecting a faint red light against the light of the flame.
"I won't live my whole life as the King of Qinglian, no matter what you say, I am me, and I have nothing to do with King Qinglian." Grasping the fox fur cloak as pure as snow, Yan Li's eyes burst out with a stubborn light, "It's up to me to decide what to do, no one can control me, not even you." ”
After saying that, the last bit of fire struggled to extinguish in the wind and snow, and darkness returned.
Yan Liwu didn't know if his words had angered Wen Moqing, and she sat in the darkness for a long time with apprehension before she heard the sound of washing beside her, and a round stone that was boiling hot was stuffed into her arms.
"Sleep in your arms, it will be warmer." Wen Moqing's tone returned to his usual calmness, and he paused, and seemed to be closer to Yan Li's worries, "I don't intend to control your life, but I just hope that you can do your duty—not to mention whether you are the Qinglian King or not, you are destined to bear some responsibilities when you appear in the Qinglian Palace that night." In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't yell at me, before leaving the imperial capital, my agreement with King Yongshan includes one of them, which is to send you to Fox Hill after this matter is over, and then pick you up after a few years of calm in the country, and then you will have nothing to do with the name of King Qinglian. ”
"Can I still believe you?" The good arrangement is only exchanged for words and worries, doubts and questions.
"You can not trust anyone, but you have to trust me."
Yan Liwu lay lightly on the felt, and his voice was so soft that it was almost whispering: "Why do I believe you? ”
"Why ......" Wen Moqing didn't seem to prepare an answer, and after thinking for a long time, a dumb smile suddenly broke out in the dark, "It's just for Bi Xiao, aren't you swearing?" In that case, you won't be a person who has nothing to do with me, and I have to think about Bi Xiao and try to make sure that nothing happens to make her sad. ”
Wen Moqing didn't say anything, Yan Liwu almost forgot the relationship between him and Bi Xiao, and then remembered what Bi Xiao had told her, and regretted that she inevitably had a little curiosity: "Bi Xiao and your eldest brother ...... What is the relationship? ”
The mention of his brother Wen Mohong surprised Wen Moqing slightly, but he didn't avoid it, but his tone was much lighter: "Bi Xiao and my eldest brother have no marriage contract, but no one can deny that she is the eldest daughter-in-law of my Dingyuan Palace." ”
"If you have a chance, can you let me go and see your big brother? To heal the sick and save people, I still know some medical skills—"
"Do you think Big Brother will meet you? He couldn't see or speak now, but as soon as he heard others mention the three words Qinglian King, he went crazy and struggled desperately. Big brother is already bitter enough, I don't want anyone to hurt him again, even if you are a peerless miracle doctor, I will never let you get half a step closer to big brother. ”
Wen Moqing interrupted unceremoniously, and was a little aggrieved when he said goodbye, but he was relieved when he thought about it.
How many people believe that she is not the King of Qinglian? The same appearance, voice, and place where it shouldn't be...... To be honest, Yan Liwu didn't know if the body he was using was the Qinglian King, how could he make others believe it? The blind person's hearing is the most sensitive, if she is really the Qinglian King who was rescued as a stand-in as Yin Junbai said, then Wen Mohong will definitely be able to hear that it will not only be as simple as Wen Mohong's hysteria, everything she has fought so hard for may come to naught.
Wen Moqing's trust, Bi Xiao's friendship, and the agreement with Wen Moshu...... There were many, many more important things than her life that weren't worth the risk.
However, do you want to carry out the identity of the real and the false until you die?
"Warmth." Yan Liwu called out abruptly.
Wen Moqing pillowed his arms, and his eyelids didn't move: "Say." ”
Yan Liwu hesitated again and again, clutched his sleeves and said softly: "Even if I am the Qinglian King, I am not the Qinglian King." ”
This kind of inconsistent words sounded ridiculous, but Wen Moqing magically understood what she meant, and was silent for a long time in the terrible strange sound of the wind and snow, and her voice was low and cold.
"There is a wrong, there is a debtor, and no one can escape."
In other words, if it is determined that this body does belong to the Qinglian King, then no matter who the soul inside is, she still has to bear the sins she has sins, right? This time, Yan Liwu did not refute the struggle, but shrunk her body into a ball and wrapped it in a cloak, gritting her teeth to prevent Wen Moqing from seeing her trembling.
She won't be the Qinglian King, never will.
The wind and snow raged for a whole day and two nights, and when I finally saw the clear sky, it was already the next morning, Wen Moqing took advantage of Yan Liwu not to wake up, and hunted a hare from nowhere, and used the fragrance of barbecue to wake up Yan Liwu from his dream.
"Good craftsmanship!" Yan Liwu tore a piece of rabbit meat and swallowed it, sincerely stretched out his thumb to praise, and inadvertently saw a trace of grass and wood on Wen Moqing's cheek, and helped him wipe it off, but before he put down his hand, he was caught in the palm of his hand by the sensitive and vigilant Wen Moqing.
"What for?"
"It's dirty, kind enough to wipe it for you."
Wen Moqing looked at Yan Li's worries, retracted his hand and continued to stir the fire, but his eyes pretended to pass over Yan Li's worries several times.
has been walking in the rivers and lakes for many years, from the dusty woman to the ladies, who has not seen it? It is not uncommon to sleep with a woman, after all, those who want to achieve great things cannot stick to small sections, otherwise they will achieve nothing. Wen Moqing understood these truths very well, and he had never bothered about this kind of thing, but he found that he was more and more concerned about the distance between him and his worries, and every unintentional touch made him very nervous.
This change occurred after that inadvertent contact of the lips.
Unintentionally, it's not a kiss, but it always feels awkward. Wen Moqing subconsciously touched her lips, but this action happened to be seen by Yan Liwu, who didn't know the truth, and sneered: "What do you think?" Your grumpy fiancée? ”
"It's better to miss her than to miss you—think about what kind of character you are, and you actually attract the famous sick prince."
The lingering feelings of reluctance at the time of separation are obvious to all, and at that time, I didn't feel anything, but when Wen Moqing said it, I blushed: "There is no personal relationship between me and him, and people with the heart of a villain will think crankily." ”
"I used to think that King Yongshan was a man of considerable taste, but now it seems that ......" Wen Moqing shook his head regretfully, "his preferences are really terrible. ”
"Fifty steps and a hundred steps of laughter, is it proud to have a stingy and jealous fiancée?"
"Hurry as soon as you finish eating, and speed up in the next few days, so you can eat dry food to survive."
The two of them were competing with each other in the almost isolated cave, and at the same time, hundreds of exceptions in the imperial capital of the Yuan Kingdom suddenly rose up, and the appearance of a certain person set off another violent turmoil in the Yuan Kingdom's government and government.