Chapter 35: The Scene of the Rape
December 23 is the day before Christmas Eve, a Western holiday. The sky was blue on this day, and there was still a bit of drizzle in the sky at night.
Xiao Xiaoqi began to cry out of hunger when she came out of self-study in H restaurant, but she didn't choose to adapt to local conditions and eat in the cafeteria. The reason why she didn't eat in the cafeteria was because at noon today, just after lunch, she muttered to Li Feng that she was going to eat spicy potatoes at the school gate tonight.
Walk through the library, go south, get off the bridge, and turn left to see the snack street where Xiao Xiaoqi is going.
Li Feng and Xiao Xiaoqi are very familiar with the snack street, not only because it is a shortcut from the school to the off-campus shopping mall, Jing Jin also worked part-time here, and when they participated in the entrepreneurship competition, they also set up stalls here for a while, and the uncles and aunts in the stalls here have basically bought their snacks.
It is not difficult to find a stall for making spicy small potatoes, so turn right at the first stall as soon as you enter.
Li Feng and Xiao Xiaoqi each bought one, and the small potatoes they just made were very fragrant. Xiao Xiaoqi couldn't help but lean in and smell it, and suddenly the appearance of a foodie was vividly displayed.
In addition, Xiao Xiaoqi also bought two roasted sausages and three pieces of red bean roast, and the two of them ate them separately. But Xiao Xiaoqi thought about it again, these are completely enough for himself, but what about Li Feng? For him, eating such a loss is probably not enough to stuff his teeth, right?
After thinking about it, Xiao Xiaoqi still opened his mouth to remind Li Feng that he should buy more, otherwise he would be hungry easily.
Li Feng nodded, and went to other stalls to buy a fried noodles and an egg scramble.
After buying it, the two went to the corner of the second floor of the library, put the book on the ground, and sat on it to eat with relish.
After a while, Li Feng received a message from Xiaoice: "I saw you and your girlfriend!" I also said that I didn't talk about anyone during college! Tut-tut, man! Tut-tut, my sister will also deceive people! β
"W-you're going to hit me! Slightly~"
"I'm going? What the hell? Fell in love so skinny? Do you know you're going a little too far? When I have a boyfriend, believe it or not, I'm going to torture you to death?! Hum! This single aristocrat is not convinced! β
"Then you're still single! After all, isn't there a saying that 'it's cool to be single for a while, and it's cool to be single all the time'? β
", you're not my sister anymore, there's no love. Hum! It's not the same when you're in love, huh? Tsk, that's annoying. β
Li Feng ignored her, and just continued to pull the rice in the bowl. Well, the smell of spicy potatoes became more and more greasy, which made Li Feng suddenly a little unappetizing.
After listening to Li Feng's "appeal", Xiao Xiaoqi said softly: "It's okay, I also think it's a little tired," and turned his head to look at the bowl, which was almost clean, and continued: "Anyway, I've eaten almost enough, just throw it away later!" β
Regarding Xiao Xiaoqi's meal, there is such a characteristic, that is, once he is full, he begins to enter a state of sleepwalking - he is walking unconsciously, his eyes are empty, and he does not speak. If he didn't move, he lazily leaned on Li Feng, his eyes stayed on his round belly, and he kept staring at its slow and rhythmic ups and downs with his breathing.
At this time, Xiao Xiaoqi gently leaned his head on Li Feng's shoulder, put one hand on Li Feng's shoulder, and the other hand on Li Feng's stomach and rubbed it wantonly.
Li Feng was like a cat that was rubbed comfortably, and regardless of what the people around him thought, he gently squinted his eyes and leaned on Xiao Xiaoqi's body with an expression of enjoyment.
A groundhog cried in the hearts of the surrounding people: "Ahhh
Well, that's right, they are very familiar with Li Feng, after all, they are all classmates in the same major......
Soon, Li Feng and Xiao Xiaoqi packed up their things, got up and threw away the garbage, and went to the reading room in the library to study on their own.
On the way back, Li Feng showed Xiao Xiaoqi Xiaoice's "catching rape" records, and Xiao Xiaoqi laughed for a long time, and then his voice stopped abruptly, looking thoughtful.
Seeing her dull look, Li Feng reached out and touched her head, and asked softly, "What do you want?" Uncomfortable? β
Xiao Xiaoqi said: "Speaking of the topic of 'catching rape', I remembered that the scene of my rampage that night seemed to be catching a rape. It was my second rampage in college, and it was much worse than the first, and I tell you, I never remember that I ever fought like this. It's been a long time since I've been doing something so energetic since I came to university. β
Li Feng rubbed his slightly sore head, and said in a bit of a panic: "Don't don't, don't don't, you're energetic, I can't stand it." β
Xiao Xiaoqi laughed for a long time, until he couldn't breathe, and then he put his arm around Li Feng's shoulder and said, "Hahahahaha-you stupid, I'm a little tired and a little aggrieved, okay?" Lao Cui didn't say it at the time, but as soon as she said it, she suddenly felt that she was really wronged, and it was not easy. β
Li Feng opened his mouth, but he didn't say half a word, and only after a long time did he look at the ground under his feet and said in a deep voice: "Of course I can see it." β
"Jing Jin actually saw me that night, and then he didn't see it, and told him that he deliberately ignored me, laughing, and taking the girl away, and pushing people away, I was a little angry at that time. However, now that I think about it, there is actually nothing to be angry about, and I feel that I am really inexplicable sometimes. β
Li Feng chuckled a few times and said, "That's right." β
"Think about the little couple who were visiting me that night, and they must all be looking at me."
"Actually, it's human nature, but it's like catching a traitor."
"yes, it's just a lot like that. If you think about it now, you will be laughed to death by yourself. β
"And that night, you went upstairs in a rageβ"
Xiao Xiaoqi objected: "No-" Then realizing that he had interrupted Li Feng, he hurriedly brushed his hair to calm down his emotions, and said, "You say you say." β
"Jing Jin and I, the two of us, have been sitting downstairs with you for a long time."
Xiao Xiaoqi asked, "What did you two say?" β
Li Feng didn't answer her question directly, but continued to talk to himself: "Actually, he has his ideas, but the thinking of considering the problem is too simple, as long as one of the links goes wrong, the consequences of a total collapse are also very solid." β
Xiao Xiaoqi obviously felt that Li Feng meant something, so he asked, "Is it too idealistic?" β
Li Feng nodded and agreed: "Yes, he doesn't have a complete operating system, and he thinks about problems too idealistically. To put it in layman's terms, he doesn't have a feedback mechanism, so he always takes it for granted that everything is developing according to his plan. β
Xiao Xiaoqi looked at Li Feng: "You mean...... I usually have something I should have said, but didn't I say it? β
Li Feng raised his right index finger, swung a few times in front of Xiao Xiaoqi like a detective in a film and television drama, and said extremely calmly: "NO." β
"It's that his ideas are so naΓ―ve and innocent that they seem to flow on the surface, but in reality β wellβthe main thing is that he's putting his hopes in someone who simply doesn't have time for them," he explains. β
Xiao Xiaoqi suddenly realized: "You mean-Senior Brother Jiang Ming?" β
Li Feng nodded and said, "Yes." β
He gently raised his hand and rubbed Xiao Xiaoqi's forehead, and said softly: "Okay, don't think about it anymore when everything is over!" Go back early and rest early. β
Li Feng returned to the dormitory and reported his safety to Xiao Xiaoqi.
Xiao Xiaoqi was still immersed in the topic just now, and she complained: "It's not good to think about things complicated, it's not good to be simple, it's really too difficult...... If the people around you don't know how to be tolerant, it's really difficult to get along with. β
"That's right, just like before I didn't know you, it's not good to be alone alone, and it's not good to be lively with others, almost the same truth."
Then the two started a discussion about "before I didn't know you" -
"Then everyone wants to find a like-minded confidant!"
Bosom friend...... Li Feng silently recited this word, remembering the scene with Qiqi......
It seems that I have heard someone say recently that a confidant cannot become a lover, and a lover cannot become a confidant......
"Huh? Feed! What happened to you? Xiao Xiaoqi saw that Li Feng didn't reply for so long, so he sent him a message to remind him.
"I want to, but I can't."
"What's wrong? You said that if I didn't confess to you at that time, would you have to keep your feelings in your heart like this and keep contradicting them? β
Li Feng replied: "Actually, I think it's more contradictory to find my confidant than not to find it, hahahahahaha, don't look at me in college, I seem to have a lot of friends, but in fact, there are very few people who are really worth pouring out their hearts from beginning to end." What's moreβ"
Li Feng took a breath and continued: "What's more, that's my only confidant in college, I don't want her to worry too much about herself." As long as I think about it, there are people who are willing to listen to my heart, people who are willing to understand me and accompany me, well, I am not afraid. β
Xiao Xiaoqi knew the name of this confidant, which was the girl in the story he first told her and Xiao Cui - Qiqi.
Later, Li Feng showed Xiao Xiaoqi a photo of Qiqi. It was a group photo of dozens of people from the editorial department of "Rainbow" taken on Christmas Eve in 2017, with Qiqi standing in the front row and Li Feng in the back row.
Xiao Xiaoqi said that she is so beautiful.