252 Showing love

The warm winter light sowed on Beichen's cheeks, and the young man walked slowly towards the playground. It was another physical education class, but it was still as boring as ever for He Beichen.

He looked at the branches of the tree with a thin layer of snow in some distraction, but he did not intend to go any further, but stopped there.

Beichen's injuries made his movements unusually slow. Now he seems to be a weak man, and a small trauma is enough to knock him down.

Of course, the boy needs some time to buffer before he can return to his old heights. Even now, the pain in his back still challenges his forbearance.

But He Beichen is so incompetent, as if he has no way but patience.

"Hey, what are you doing in a daze?" Tan Yufan's soft voice suddenly interrupted his thoughts, and she looked at his figure, and there were some indescribable puzzles.

In fact, He Beichen is not often in a daze, more precisely, he is almost not in a daze. The teenager spent all his energy on his studies, and the word "daze" was too luxurious for him.

"Me?" He Beichen subconsciously turned his face sideways, and smiled slightly politely, "No, I just want to be quiet here for a while." Bei Chen said, the corners of his mouth inadvertently raised.

Xiao Universe looked at the thin cheeks, and felt an indescribable distress, "I know, you must have been scolded by Xie Lan that day, are you okay?" ”

Her willow eyebrows furrowed slightly, and she looked at him anxiously. She could feel the melancholy on the boy's cheeks, but there was no way to get close to his heart.

Unexpectedly, He Beichen has always been very relieved about such a thing, and a wry smile appeared on the boy's face, "I, I'm fine." ”

It seems that the three words "I'm fine" have become Beichen's mantra, which is undoubtedly a strong word disguised, but it also injects too much helplessness.

But this trick is useless for the small universe, she refuses to believe Beichen's nonsense, but looks serious.

"Then tell me, why are you unhappy?" The girl's big watery eyes looked at him quite intently, as if waiting for Chen's answer.

"I, no, I'm not good, am I?" Tan Yufan's repeated questioning made He Beichen a little inexplicably annoyed, he pretended to be very tired, but the small universe had to tear off his protective film.

"Are you alright?" Yu Fan couldn't help but glance at the young man as he spoke, I don't know when it started, He Beichen's reckless appearance made the small universe a little more disgusted.

"Hang this face every day, look bitter and hateful, you tell me you're good?" Tan Yufan saw through him, and seemed to have glimpsed Beichen's wounds, which made him feel caught off guard.

The boy pursed his lips, trying to calm himself, but his voice was trembling, "It's really nothing, maybe it's a little tired lately." ”

He seems to have made a good excuse for himself. "Tired", just these two simple words are enough to express his state of mind.

Tan Yufan grabbed the young man's arm violently, her move was too sudden, obviously beyond He Beichen's expectations.

"He Beichen, can you tell me, what's wrong with you?" The girl shook him off, but there was anger in her eyes that was not usual.

"You know what? The way you do it every day makes me feel tired. Looking at your unhappy state, I have to keep speculating on your mind, don't you think you are selfish in doing this? ”

The small universe was too straightforward to reveal his inner thoughts, although the words were ugly, but Beichen was extremely inclusive.

He has a gentle temper, especially with the girl he loves, and he purses his lips, but he is still polite as usual.

"I'm sorry, Xuanfan, I've been in bad shape lately, I'll try to adjust."

As everyone knows, Tan Yufan didn't feel the slightest sense of comfort after listening to He Beichen's words, on the contrary, she hated his forbearance and politeness.

Tan Yufan felt that it was necessary for her to make it clear to He Beichen today, in fact, her unwillingness had accumulated to the limit.

"You adjust, what do you adjust?" The tone of the small universe gradually became arrogant.

"He Beichen, I want you to tell me, what's wrong with you? You speak. Her brow furrowed, looking anxious.

"Xuanfan." He Beichen is He Beichen, even though Tan Yufan pressed him so much, he still tensed himself very tightly. The boy only sighed.

"There are some things you don't need to know. I'm really fine......" The boy's words hadn't finished yet, but Xiao Universe really couldn't listen to it anymore, she was usually empathetic, but today she wanted to be rude again.

Tan Yufan turned around, but his white hands slapped He Beichen's chest indiscriminately.

"What do you mean, He Beichen? What do I mean I don't need to know? Is it that hard for me to tell me the truth? You say......"

The girl's hand kept beating on the boy's chest. This time, He Beichen finally couldn't help it, and changed his usual polite attitude.

"Tan Yufan, have you made enough trouble?" He Beichen grabbed the girl's white wrist, but it was full of force, making the small universe feel a pain that it had never felt before.

He shook her off mercilessly, but his voice was trembling and unusually excited.

"What do you want to know? Knowing that I was beaten all over my body, so you are satisfied, aren't you? The boy finally spat out, and at the same time, a tear streaked across his cheek.

Standing in the snow in a daze, she naturally didn't expect that what she got was such an answer.

Looking at those eyes overflowing with tears, the girl opened her mouth, but she couldn't say a word for a long time.

He really endured too hard, but he didn't want anyone to see his fragile side, and even he was turned away. However, Bei Chen's doing this really distressed her.

The two stood there in a stalemate, and in the end, He Beichen stepped forward to break the deadlock.

Most of the time, he's like an emotionless machine, and now it's no exception, "Sorry, I just lost my temper." His words were "official" again, and he turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

Loss? What is a gaffe? Showing her your truest self is called a gaffe. Tan Yufan found that she was so tired, and she hoped that she could walk into Beichen's heart.

He can cry uncontrollably, and even spit out two swear words like boys his age.

But he didn't, he and she have always been people of two worlds. He is too diligent and self-disciplined, so that Yu Fan can't understand his joys and sorrows, but blindly admires him.

But what Xiaoyu wants is not such a relationship, in fact, in her eyes, He Beichen does not need to be very good.

He is just like his peers, greedy for food, sleep, and play, at least not like this constraint. His disguise, his pretended to be strong, made Xuan Fan unbearable.

"He Beichen, you stop." Even in pain, she called out to him.

I saw Bei Chen stop, he turned around slowly, and his cheeks were still as calm as ever, as if nothing had happened.

"What's wrong?" He Beichen's calm attitude was the most disgusting to Tan Yufan.

Xiao Universe opened his lips slightly, his little face was flushed, and he seemed to have a lot of courage, "Beichen, let's break up." ”

The girl's tone was very soft, but it was word by word, and it didn't look like she was joking with him.

"Why?" The boy's facial expression became serious, but he listened patiently to her. In fact, He Beichen still doesn't know what he did wrong.

Tan Yufan's tears suddenly overflowed all over his eyes, but he kept spinning in them, "Because." Her voice suddenly became a little choked.

"I've had enough, don't you think we don't have any common language? Are we people from two different worlds? ”

She frowned, the expression on her cheeks looking even more pained, "Every time something happens to you, you never tell me. You're afraid I'm worried. ”

Xiao Universe shook his head helplessly, "But, you don't know, I want to see a real you." There's no need for you to hide anything, and there's no need to pretend that nothing has happened in front of me. ”

As the girl spoke, a wry smile couldn't help but appear on her cheeks, "He Beichen, don't you think you're pretending to be very tired?" How can you make me love you like this. ”

Yu Fan swallowed his throat, and his words were uncontrollable crying.

"Yes, you are excellent. You always look like a decent gentleman, and you are very polite to everyone. ”

"Xie Lan uses you as a punching bag, you can naturally endure her beating and scolding because of the so-called morality." She turned her face to the side and didn't look into the boy's eyes.

"But are you really so submissive? You don't want to be lazy, when you want to be willful? ”

"You know what? Rather than seeing you sit upright at your desk every day, I hope you'll be lazy once in a while. Because of this, you are more real. Did you know Beichen. ”

The voice of the small universe became unusually soft, "I love you, not because of your appearance, nor because of your outstanding grades. ”

"I really don't care, you are excellent or not, I love you as a person."

"I want to know your experience, your feelings, I don't want you to be too supportive, because then I can feel your love, how important I am to you."

Yu Fan shook his head helplessly, "But what about you, you don't want to say anything, but you wrap yourself tightly, I'm like an outsider, so ......"

Tan Yufan hadn't finished speaking, but he was suddenly hugged tightly into his arms. The next second, he touched her lips recklessly.

Xiao Universe felt the boy's body temperature, and his heartbeat inadvertently accelerated, and the heartless words that she was about to say were swallowed into her stomach again.

After a long time, he loosened his mouth, but his arm was warmly tied around her waist, "Xuanfan, don't leave me." This is the real me, do you like it? ”

The young man's deep eyes were more like a spring well, which made her sink deeply.