Chapter 44: Unease

It's been a week since the start of school, and a freshman named Liu Zilan came to the dormitory, wearing a pair of heavy glasses, majoring in ancient literature. Originally, Qin Xiaotian and Tian Li tried their best to keep Hu Xiaojuan's bed, but the beds in the school dormitory were already tight, and as long as there were vacant beds, the dormitory management department would definitely arrange for students to live. Fortunately, although Liu Zilan is a nerd, she is a good person, in Tian Li's words, she doesn't eat fireworks in the world, and she is a bit stupid.

10 o'clock on Saturday night is the time to make an appointment for Hu Xiaojuan's video chat, Qin Xiaotian and Yuan Dutian finished dinner, walked and went back to the dormitory directly, and Tian Li also came back from the date early.

"It's coming, it's coming, it's online." Qin Xiaotian opened the QQ video and asked Tian Li to come over.

A delicate face popped up on the screen, "Xiaojuan! Qin Xiaotian and Tian Li rushed to greet Hu Xiaojuan.

"Hi dear, how are you doing? Did you miss me? Hu Xiaojuan put on her headphones.

"I want to, of course I want to, I don't want to think about it." Tian Li pouted aggrievedly.

"Come on, you, if you don't eat or drink, you can still be so moisturized?" Hu Xiaojuan leaned back in her chair.

"Xiaotian, let me see you." Hu Xiaojuan pointed to the screen.

Qin Xiaotian pointed the camera at herself, and Hu Xiaojuan looked her up and down on the other end.

"Xiaotian, you really haven't improved much, let you dress up well, still like this, Yuan Dutian was bored that day." Hu Xiaojuan shook her head.

Qin Xiaotian stuck out her tongue, thinking that Hu Xiaojuan knew that she had combed her ball hair and applied some lipstick in order to video with her, and she would definitely scold her for 10 minutes.

"Xiaojuan, how are you in Shanghai?" Qin Xiaotian wanted to hear what she had to say about Shanghai, she had been there for more than a month, and she was afraid that she would be too busy, so she didn't dare to video, and she didn't make phone calls, just text messages to chat.

"I'm fine. I'll tell you, I'm so lucky. ”

"What's a good way?" Tian Li was curious.

"Do you know, Mingzhu does not provide accommodation for trainee employees, I originally planned to rent a house, but I didn't find a suitable one for more than a week. As a result, a young man in charge of editing and directing in our column said that he was a local and didn't live in the unit dormitory, and said that if I needed it, I would go to live with him. So that's how I solved the big problem of accommodation. ”

"Really? Xiaojuan, are you sure people are not interested in you? This is really Qin Xiaotian's first reaction, Hu Xiaojuan is extremely lethal to some men.

"Absolutely not, people have girlfriends. I can tell at a glance how men feel about me. ”

"And how are you working over there?" Qin Xiaotian asked.

"It's still in the familiarization stage, I'm now familiar with the business of the director at the broadcast station, take your time!"

"I've studied communication for so long, and I've only been in TV four times, so I'm like you, and now I'm dealing with a bunch of TV people every day." Qin Xiaotian thought that he had really insulted this profession.

"Have you seen any celebrities?" Tian Li couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, Mingzhu is definitely a banner in the domestic TV industry, and there are often stars on various columns.

"Well, I've seen Ah Mei and ***. I'm not good in the news column now, it's not an entertainment program. ”

“***? Mom," Tian Li's exclamation frightened Hu Xiaojuan.

"I also like ***, if only there were live concerts by Tanya Tsai and Penny Tai." Qin Xiaotian also wanted to go and see it.

"When I get acquainted with the backstage, if there is an admission ticket for 'music non-stop', I will get two for you to go in and see." Hu Xiaojuan has always been very righteous.

"But for the sake of these two tickets, a trip to Shanghai is also very expensive, and I can't afford it!" Qin Xiaotian was distressed.

"Qin Xiaotian, I didn't let you come now, you are about to enter social work, and it is not easy to earn money to come to Shanghai!"

Qin Xiaotian nodded, think about it, Shanghai is not so far.

"Tian Li, what about you? What do you think? How is your Chen Shaoyu developing? ”

"Well, the same old way, hehe, anyway, you know that I bullied him."

"By the way, Senior Brother Rong, is there any connection?" Tian Li asked tentatively, in fact, this is also what Qin Xiaotian wanted to ask.

There was a brief silence.

"He called twice, the same old number, and I didn't get it. I also texted him, and I told him that I was fine and that I was going to start a new relationship in a few months. Hu Xiaojuan didn't have the brilliance she had just now.

"Senior Brother Rong asked me for your new number, but I didn't dare to give it to him." Tian Li said.

"Really? Then don't give it, there's nothing to get in touch with. Hu Xiaojuan took a cup to block half of her face, and she couldn't see her emotions.

"Then you take care in Shanghai alone! Also, don't forget to do your thesis when you have time, we still want to wait for you to take graduation photos together! Qin Xiaotian instructed.

"After two months, when I am almost familiar with the work, I will start working on my thesis, and I will definitely try to graduate with you if I can catch up with next year's defense."

"You have to come on!" Qin Xiaotian and Tian Li cheered Hu Xiaojuan up.

Qin Xiaotian was very busy during this time, and during the week of the International Agricultural Expo, she basically returned to school at 9 o'clock every day, receiving large and small exhibitors in the exhibition area every day, and sending them back to the hotel with the car after dinner in the evening. Two days after the exhibition, the organizing committee also arranged to bring large exhibitors from abroad and outside the province for sightseeing, Qin Xiaotian and another volunteer accompanied the exhibitors from Henan, Hebei and Anhui provinces for two days, and directly paralyzed her from exhaustion. Finally, when the agricultural fair ended, the school announced that it would hold a New Year's party, the department announced that it would rehearse a sitcom, and the newspaper also notified that there were several interviews to be done in the near future.

Despite this, Qin Xiaotian and Yuan Dutian used the weekend to look at a few real estate projects and finally decided on Yuexiang. In the Lianshangcheng community, Yuan Dutian took her to sign the house purchase contract in the second week. When writing the name of the real estate owner, Yuan Dutian proposed to write Qin Xiaotian as a co-owner, but Qin Xiaotian refused.

"Uh...... Two, how do you write that? The sales staff of the sales department asked cautiously, for fear that the list in hand would fly.

"Excuse me, wait a minute." Yuan Dutian pulled Qin Xiaotian out of the sales area.

"Xiaotian, what's wrong with you?"

"No, how can this write my name? I didn't pay a penny for this house, so it was not appropriate to write my name on it. Qin Xiaotian was flustered, of course she was glad that Yuan Dutian could propose to write her name on the purchase contract, but how could she accept it so naturally!

"I do, don't you want to be with me? This house is for us to live in together. Yuan Dutian was angry, and Qin Xiaotian could see that the green tendons next to his temples burst out, and his hands were clenched.

Qin Xiaotian couldn't help but take a step back, "I know, I know you want to be good for me, but I can't just accept it." You listen to me, the house will not be moved if it is bought, and if we get married by then, it will not be too late to add my name. Besides, I don't care if my name is on the title deed, I'm glad you have this heart, really, I don't want to embarrass you, but you don't want to embarrass me. I promised you that as long as we got married, you could write your name however you wanted, but not now. If you have to write my name, then I'll leave now. Qin Xiaotian held Yuan Dutian's hand after speaking, she wanted to comfort him and make him calm down and think about what she said.

Yuan Dutian sighed for a long time and said, "I just want to reassure you and give you a guarantee." ”

Qin Xiaotian held back the tears in his eyes, nodded and said in a trembling voice: "I know, I understand." But our relationship doesn't need a house to guarantee, as long as you are good to me, you love me, it doesn't matter whether you have this suite or not, there will always be a house. But if you don't love me anymore, even if you have this suite, it can't change the fact that you don't love me, even if you write a name? ”

Yuan Dutian hugged Qin Xiaotian and asked, "Have you really thought about not writing your name?" ”

Qin Xiaotian nodded: "I've thought about it." Yuan Dutian rubbed her hair helplessly.

So, on that day, Yuan Dutian became a propertied class. Not only that, he also ordered a Honda Accord, he said that it will be convenient for short trips in the future, and if he has a baby, he will also need a car. When Qin Xiaotian heard the word baby, two red clouds flew on his face.

After Tian Li knew that she refused to negotiate her name on the purchase contract, she scolded her for being stupid and lacking heart. "You said that you are not stupid, the house is guaranteed to write your name, and Yuan Dutian will not dare to break up with you easily in the future, otherwise he will have to pull the house to divide the property equally, so even if there is a problem in your relationship, it will not fall apart, you know?"

"But I really haven't paid a dime out of this house, and I don't feel sure when I ask for it! Besides, if you really want to break up, it's not a house that can control it! Qin Xiaotian defended herself, and Tian Li was so angry that she didn't bother to pay attention to her.

Hu Xiaojuan also scolded Qin Xiaotian for being stupid after knowing it on the phone, but she said that Yuan Dutian was buying a house and a car, and it was clear that he wanted to live a stable life, and the person who made him stable was Qin Xiaotian. Qin Xiaotian was very useful when he heard this, and planned to be doubly good to Yuan Dutian, looking forward to living in their new house one day.

The car was picked up a month later, and the house had to wait a year before it could be delivered. On the weekend of the first week of picking up the new car, Yuan Dutian drove Qin Xiaotian to a town more than 100 kilometers away to soak in hot springs. On the way back, Yuan Dutian asked Qin Xiaotian if he had a driver's license, and Qin Xiaotian said that it was the same as not, and he had never used it since he took the driver's license in college. She was never embarrassed to mention it to anyone, and she took the road test three times before passing. Yuan Dutian was very happy to hear that Qin Xiaotian had a driver's license, and proposed to take Qin Xiaotian to the car every weekend in the future, so that she could get started as soon as possible.

"It's okay, don't worry, I'm next to me, and it's an automatic car, which saves a lot of trouble, you just have to drive." Sitting in the driver's seat for the first time, Qin Xiaotian was so nervous that his palms were sweating, but Yuan Dutian was not in a hurry at all, and kept comforting and encouraging her. After practicing a few times, Qin Xiaotian gradually became less afraid of driving. Later, she and Yuan Dutian also took turns driving Tian Li and Chen Shaoyu on a three-day and two-night excursion, going to the city more than 400 kilometers away to climb the mountains and visit the ancient town.

The 300 questionnaires for Qin Xiaotian's graduation thesis were not all sent out until December, and she only went to the rehearsal of the New Year's party sitcom, because the role she played only had three lines, and she played just the cousin of the heroine who came from other places to play. What she didn't expect was that Yuan Dutian was temporarily caught by their academy and went to accompany their academy's chorus playing, Yuan Mutian, who had not touched the piano for a long time, soaked in the piano room to practice music these days.

"Yuan Dutian, is there anything else you know that I don't know?" Qin Xiaotian asked when he went to the piano room to accompany him to practice.

Yuan Dutian thought for a while and said, "There shouldn't be any, mainly because I don't think I know much!" ”

"What other instrument would you play besides the piano?"

"Hmm...... When I was in college, I learned guitar and drums. ”

"What else?"

"It's gone."

"I'm asking about other sports, like dancing, playing chess, and so on." Qin Xiaotian was angry.

"A little bit of chess and chess."

Qin Xiaotian was very annoyed, because she wouldn't. "I won't." Qin Xiaotian was thinking about what he had done all these years, but he didn't know anything.

"Don't you know how to play the guzheng?" Yuan Dutian wanted to make her feel that she was not useless.

"I forgot." Qin Xiaotian was angry.

"Dancing?"

"The body is too hard."

If he asked again, Yuan Dutian felt that he might be beaten. "What's the matter, like me, I picked it up after a period of intensive training. Besides, if you want to do so much, I'll do it, won't this make you rely on me! Yuan Dutian hugged Qin Xiaotian.

"I'm going to learn belly dancing." Qin Xiaotian saw a training advertisement posted in the school a few days ago, and decided to cultivate a hobby and professional skills.

"Good! In the tank! Yuan Dutian encouraged.

"Treat me to a big dinner in the evening."

"Good!"

That day, when Yuan Dutian finished practicing the piano and was on his way to dinner, Qin Xiaotian saw Yuan Dutian take out his mobile phone and stop looking at it for a while. When she saw that he was distracted, she asked, "What's the matter?" Who texted? ”

"It's nothing, a friend who hasn't been in touch for a long time asks about the current situation." Yuan Dutian's expression was very indifferent. But I don't know why, Qin Xiaotian's intuition told her that it wasn't as simple as asking about the current situation. At dinner, when Yuan Dutian went to check out, the mobile phone was forgotten on the table, Qin Xiaotian secretly picked it up and flipped through the text message, and when he saw Luo Qingtian's three words, his heartbeat skipped a beat.

- Twilight, how are you doing, how are you doing? I'll tell you a piece of news, Jingya is coming back, and she will come back for the Spring Festival.

Yuan did not reply to the message. But Qin Xiaotian's brain "buzzed".

"What's wrong with you, what's the fuss?" Yuan Dutian called twice, Qin Xiaotian reacted, and pushed her with his hand.

Qin Xiaotian actually forgot to put the phone back on the table, she looked at the phone and looked up at Yuan Dutian.

"Thank you for helping me get my phone, let's go!" Yuan Dutian pulled her up.

Qin Xiaotian stumbled a little, she followed Yuan Dutian out of the Western restaurant, grabbed Yuan Dutian and asked eagerly, "You really, really have nothing to tell me?" ”

Yuan Dutian was a little puzzled and asked, "What did you say?" ”

Qin Xiaotian took a breath, she couldn't hold her breath, she couldn't hold back her words, and opened her mouth like a machine gun: "I, I just saw your text message, your ex-girlfriend, ex-girlfriend is going back to China."

Yuan Dutian didn't blame Qin Xiaotian for peeking at his phone, but just asked very coldly: "So what?" ”

Qin Xiaotian shrugged his shoulders, a little out of breath, and his tone was a little sad and sarcastic: "What? I don't know what to expect? ”

"Qin Xiaotian, don't think nonsense, her coming back has nothing to do with us, now you are my girlfriend!" Yuan Dutian was a little angry.

"Then you, will you go to see her?" Qin Xiaotian refused to give up.

"I don't know, maybe it's out of the affection of old classmates, maybe not." Yuan Dutian lowered his tone.

"I'm just, just a little scared......"

Before he finished speaking, he was rudely interrupted: "You are just too idle to think about everything, let me tell you: no!" ”

What won't? Won't meet? Won't get back together or won't do anything bad to her? Qin Xiaotian didn't have the courage to ask any more, he had a feeling that the water was over his head when he was swimming, and he couldn't breathe.

Seeing that Qin Xiaotian was silent, Yuan Dutian looked full of worries, and pulled her closer and said softly: "Don't worry, am I the kind of person who will run away with people casually?" The past is the past, and we should all look forward, right? You have to trust me. ”

"Really?" Qin Xiaotian was actually a little numb.

"Of course, if you don't believe in yourself, you have to believe me."

Qin Xiaotian nodded unknowingly, but it was difficult to suppress the uneasiness in her heart, the more she wanted to suppress it, the more that force rushed up. She closed her eyes and said silently: It's okay, it's okay, I want to believe in Yuan Dutian and our feelings.