Chapter 28 Chat History

Li Feng put the chat record in front of Xiao Xiaoqi's eyes for her to see, and when Xiao Xiaoqi saw the chat between him and Xiao He, he was also moved, and began to praise Xiao He's sensibility.

The content of his chat with Xiaohe is actually the story he told Xiao Xiaoqi and Xiao Cui before, when he left "Rainbow".

Time went back to that night, before Li Feng went to bed, he sent a message to Xiaohe with some trepidation, explaining the reason why he said "I want to see you again, but I'm afraid to see you" on the night of his birthday-

"Actually, I'm afraid that when I see you, I will lose control of my emotions, and I can't help but say the reason why I left back then, and I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable when you hear it, this matter can be regarded as a knot that has been pressed for a long time."

"If you're willing to speak, we're willing to listen," he said. The knot is a thing, and everyone will still hope that you will open it as soon as possible. ”

Li Feng was silent for a few seconds and asked her, "Then can you see that I am at odds with the editor-in-chief?" ”

He then added: "Half of the reason for leaving is because of her, half because of you. ”

"Actually, more or less, I can feel it. But," she wondered, "what about us?" ”

Li Feng realized that what he said before was inaccurate, so he added while telling the story of the year: "Ah yes, you guys, I mean these people who didn't pass the internship period. You have a senior sister who was the art editor of the year, and she didn't go through the internship period. Then, in fact, I like her a lot, so I posted a message in the space, saying that I like a little rainbow. When the editor-in-chief saw it, he told me directly - people who haven't even passed the internship period are worthy of being called Xiaohong? When I heard this, my heart went cold. Anyway, it's also people who have stayed here and made contributions. She doesn't deserve a word, how many people's hearts have been chilled. ”

Xiaohe sighed and said, "Alas~ It's really inconsiderate to say this. ”

Li Feng said again: "If she is just targeting me alone, I have no opinion at all, because I can not care, I can not take it to heart." But she's also targeting the people I care about, and you! She also said that I love to complain, I don't work well, and I am irresponsible. If I really wasn't responsible, I would have quit a long time ago. Why am I doing such a thankless job? Why should I? ”

Li Feng stabilized his mood for a while, and saw that the time was not early, and said, "Okay, I just say, you should rest early." ”

It's just that what he didn't expect was that Xiaohe's serious and sensible comfort after that was so intimate at this moment: "I want to open a little, I want to open a little, since the views and personalities can't be unified, then leave that sad place, leave the sad and sad people, do what you like to do, like the people you like, and leave those unhappy things and people in the past." Why care so much about what those people think and delay your own pleasure? Just let it be, live each day freely and happily, and be well. And you still have us, there are so many people you want to care, want to protect, and want to like, you have to leave your time and feelings to those who are worthy, and the rest are all passers-by in life, not enough to worry about, everything will always pass, and the future will definitely be better and better. It's good to say some things, you don't have to keep it in your heart, you have to believe that there will always be someone who will understand you from your point of view. Then you should rest early, good night~ I wish you all the best, everything is fine~"

Li Feng said "thank you" very seriously.

Xiaohe said: "You're welcome, it should be." You are very good yourself, what others think and think is someone else's business, you are good, and getting better and better, is the most real response to people and things that you are not used to. So, don't think about it so much, rest early, I wish you a good dream~"

Li Feng smiled happily and replied, "Well, you're also dreamy." ”

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At this time, Xiao Xiaoqi seemed to understand the meaning of the sixteen words that Li Feng asked him to write in the cake shop - the first eight words, "The mountains and rivers are far and wide, and the world is full of fireworks." Its next sentence reads, "None is you, none is you." "It's like writing to her, expressing love. And the next eight words, "Everything wins, everything is fine." It is not simply a sentence used to express good wishes as I thought at the beginning, but it represents someone who has said this to him and comforted him. Perhaps, he doesn't want to express much, just one more understanding, for him, it is enough.

Xiao Xiaoqi was fascinated by it, and he had to turn it down. There is only one message below, which Li Feng sent to Xiaohe just now: "Xiaohe, I brought you a piece of cake." ”

However, Xiaohe still did not reply.

Xiao Xiaoqi got up from the ground, patted the soil on his body, and went to play with the gym equipment next to him. Li Feng followed behind her, guiding and correcting Xiao Xiaoqi's movements from time to time.

Xiao Xiaoqi said: "I didn't expect you to be quite professional," and gently patted Li Feng's belly with the back of his hand: "But this fat meat is ......."

Li Feng still retorted: "I have gone to the gym and exercise, but I don't go often......" However, Xiao Xiaoqi's words can be regarded as pouring a scoop of cold water on Li Feng from head to toe - he has a hunch that the road back to the army and combat training with his comrades is getting farther and farther away from him.

"That's fine," Li Feng comforted himself in his heart: "To live an ordinary life, there is an ordinary but touchable love." Stay away from those unknown dangers and no longer worry about your life or death. This kind of life should be not bad. ”

He shook his head, trying to continue to seal this layer of memories in the military, although he also knew that it was not an easy task.

At that moment, he heard the singing in the classroom gradually disappear, and then all kinds of voices sounded in it at the same time, and there was a commotion, and then it fell silent again, and from time to time there were a few wisps of talking. Li Feng looked at the time and guessed that the party might be over. Gently pushed open the door, and saw that everyone was taking pictures on the stage as a souvenir, Li Feng turned around and looked at Xiao Xiaoqi with an inquiring eye, and Xiao Xiaoqi shook his head.

Li Feng closed the classroom door. Waiting with Xiao Xiaoqi for everyone to come out and go to the restaurant to make dumplings and eat.

Li Feng was surprised, this was not the way to the cafeteria. Although they had doubts in their hearts, they still followed the footsteps of the large army, and Li Feng and the others came to another restaurant on campus J. In fact, not only Li Feng, but even most of the students in the J campus have never been here, and they have never even heard of a restaurant here.

When the wrapped dumplings came out of the pot and everyone began to line up to eat, Xiao Xiaoqi held the plate and followed closely behind Li Feng. The ration was very generous - in addition to the dumplings that had been cooked in the pot and the flesh was blurred, everyone had chicken thighs, millet porridge, vinegared peanuts, chicken corn, tenderloin, shrimp, and finally the dessert tiramisu......

Li Feng saw that Xiao Xiaoqi had been eating other vegetables and had never eaten shrimp, so he picked one up and asked, "Shall I peel it for you?" ”

"Huh?" Xiao Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment, and then nodded at him, a hint of pleasure and shame on his face.

Li Feng gently stroked the bangs in front of Xiao Xiaoqi's forehead, put his palm up, and was slapped down by Xiao Xiaoqi, and said angrily: "What are you doing?" Then he blushed and did not speak.

Li Feng was sure that Xiao Xiaoqi was just shy and not uncomfortable, so he gently picked up the shrimp on her plate and peeled it for her to eat.

When the cake was divided after eating, the ingenious little seven tore the lid of the packaged cake into a small cardboard box, which contained the cake left by Li Feng for Xiaohe.

After eating, the two walked south to the beach, and the two looked at the sea and fell into memory. It was raining in the sky, and they stood by the sea and watched the tide rise and fall. The careful Li Feng didn't forget to help Xiao Xiaoqi buckle his hat before going out, and Xiao Xiaoqi also wanted to help Li Feng put on his hat, but Li Feng's hand grabbed it lightly, and the soft and boneless little hand was held in Li Feng's hand. Li Feng didn't turn his face to look at Xiao Xiaoqi, but gently put Xiao Xiaoqi's hand into his pocket of his clothes to warm it, and he was still looking at the sea in fascination, distracted.

He looked at the sea, she looked at him, and neither of them spoke.