(Girls' Literature)

"Gongya. Gongya ......, "In my dream, he vaguely called me affectionately. is the only one who can call the word Gongya particularly well. Lingering and compassionate.

He risked the world's disapproval to seek a concubine for me. He went out of his way to save me. He cooks for me. He hugged me happily and was at a loss. Really. I'm going to be a father.

But the child couldn't come out after all, and he called him father crisply.

The screen turns. The protagonists of these things have become Zhuang Yi. He said to her. A lifelong appointment. It is better to tie the knot forever. Qin Se is in the palace. The years are quiet.

I burst into tears. I felt uncomfortable like a knife. That's the oath you say and I make. How can you tell someone else?

When you wake up. The sadness in my heart seems to have happened. The heavy pressure on the chest could not be dispelled.

Seeing that I woke up, Yan Yi hurriedly stepped forward to support me. That's when I found out. The mind is groggy. The eye sockets are swollen and weak. He was only halfway through and fell back on the couch.

"Hey. I still have a fever. Don't move. Yan Yi stopped me anxiously. Concern comes naturally.

Seeing him like this who is genuinely worried about me. It seems to have returned to the former Yilang who was as gentle as jade. I couldn't hold back anymore and threw myself on him and cried. I'm so tired. Why every time you give wholeheartedly. It's all in exchange for such an end.

Yan Yi stroked my back one by one. I was surrounded by a reassuring warmth. I only heard Yan Yidao. "Tilt your face. If you're not happy, I'll make this child disappear. ”

I was shocked. But I can't help but want to put it into action. This child has the blood of Chen Ling Erguo in his body. Neither Chen Guo nor Ling Guo could tolerate him. He knew that he still had to protect the child from being born safely. Jun Mochen. Do you love the truth so far?

What about me. What am I.

Sick in a daze. I saw that I was going to be sick until the end of the year.

As soon as I woke up from this day, I could hear the faint sound of firecrackers and children's laughter outside. Yan Yi is thrifty. The place where he lives is just one more yard than ordinary people. and dwelling with the common people.

When I came to the yard, I immediately felt a little hotter on my body. It's the time of ice and snow. The trees were covered with snow. As soon as the wind blew, it fluttered and fell all over people's heads. It was like it was raining.

Someone outside the hospital was talking. "What are you doing in Kyoto. Now there is a war. General Yan has given an order that no one should set foot in Kyoto, so bear with me. Wouldn't it be good to go again after these days? ”

Another voice said. "Be quiet. Didn't I hear that Emperor Chen was happy with the princess and all the people. Kyoto also gave out rewards. I just want to go back and see. ”

Joy princess. Zhuang Yi gave birth to a princess.

A snowflake fell on her eyelashes. Trembling. The scene in front of him was smeared with snow white.

Two years of proclamation. Emperor Chen loved his daughter. Within 100 days, she was named the eldest princess. Give the name and face of the face.

Resignation. I couldn't help but tremble all over my body when I heard this title.

Yan Yi said. "You're angry with me. I am not allowed to attack Kyoto. Your love is deep. In the end, what did it get? Pour your face. Don't be silly. Where the emperor's family has sincerity, it's just a show. ”

Go along for the ride. Was it supposed to be a joke?

Chinese New Year's Eve. I was alone in bed. Listen to the lively noise and crackling firecrackers outside the window. Suddenly, tears rained down.

From small to large. For the first time, I felt so lonely during the Chinese New Year. Rulan is not around. The mother concubine was not around. Jun Mochen...... Not there either.

I remember last year on this day, he was angry with me. Cold War for several days. The Chinese New Year's Eve banquet saw so many of his concubines. Toast him with a glass of wine on the left and a glass of wine on the right, and I'm so sad that I'm going to die.

I'm drunk. I cried. He even crouched in the snow and refused to get up. The ice and snow are cold, but they can't chill the heart. But he still wouldn't forgive me.

It's always been like this. He is the king of a country. He is the lord of the world. The beauties of the harem are like clouds, and the women under the world are all his. Didn't have me. As long as he wants, he can have thousands of women. But I ...... It's just him.

The charcoal in the charcoal basin burned red. But I still wrapped myself thickly. I've never missed Rulan so much. Only Rulan has been with me the longest.

I was drowsy when Yan Yi came in. When I saw a figure coming in, I was much more sober. Yan Yi was still holding a bowl of something in his hand. When I got closer, I realized that it was a bowl of dumplings. Ling Guo has always had the custom of eating dumplings during the Spring Festival.

Yan Yi put the bowl on the side of the couch and looked back at me, but I was stunned. And then the road. "It hasn't changed at all. There was no one to accompany him. Then he cried his nose. ”

I'm just then realizing it. I'm still in tears. Hurriedly wiped it off with the back of his hand. Fortunately, Yan Yi didn't ask much. Only sighed softly. He brought a crystal clear dumpling to my mouth. "Eat."

I opened my mouth hesitantly. But it seems to pull the long-lost warmth in the memory. Tears are like beads of broken thread. How many tears fell after eating dumplings.

Yan Yi suddenly hugged me in his arms. Like every time before. Tight. He rested his chin on my shoulder. Maybe it's too thin, and it's a bit awkward.

It took a long time for him to say. "Tilt your face. I'm jealous of Jun Mochen. Not because of his power, wealth, status. I envy the tears you shed for him. Jealous of your concern for him. Pour your face. I was mad with jealousy. ”

I listened to him whisper in my ear. But the tears became more and more turbulent. Why shouldn't I?

I'm jealous of Zhuang Yi. to be able to give birth to his child. Jealous Shen Xiaowei. It can help him have a smooth journey. I was jealous of every woman around him. Jealous that they can be his concubines in the open.

But the women around him are too beautiful. It's annoying to me.

He hugged me like this for a long time and didn't let go. There was silence in the room. There was only the "ticking" sound of the melting snow under the eaves hitting the ground.

It's silent.

Sick once. It's as if a layer of skin has been peeled off. It's like being reborn. Quickly emaciated. You can even feel the protruding collarbones and ribs on your body. My heart was full of anger. I can't wait to crush him to the dust.

It's my retribution. In the past, I hurt Yan Yi like that. Now it's the turn of being let down by another person.

After the Chinese New Year. I really started getting involved in the barracks. I'm going to attack Kyoto. Go ask why. Why did he treat me like this. I don't believe he doesn't know I'm alive. I waited for him to come to me. Take me back.

But. But he made my royal sister a concubine. gave birth to their child.

I don't know anything about military affairs. Dig through the books of war every night. Look at the topographic map over and over again. Analyze the situation in the world.

I'm loose by nature. Never done something as desperately and seriously as I do now. It's like making up for all the mental energy that I didn't use before.

When the war started again. I have already stood with many soldiers of the Ling Kingdom. Yan Yi used to be the general of Zhenxi in Ling State. Naturally, it is not a problem to lead troops into battle. Along the way, the banner of "Ling" has been erected in a large area in the Jiangbei area.

It's just when I get to Anyang City. But there was an accident. This time, Jun Mochen seemed to have done everything he could. The small city of Anyang was unexpectedly unable to be attacked for a long time.

Anyang City is the junction of the two countries. It's easy to defend and hard to attack. It has always been a battleground for soldiers. Laid down Anyang City. Kyoto is in jeopardy.

On the eve of the attack on Anyang. Zhuang Yi even sent the news out: Jun Mochen's troops were transferred north. The city of Anyang is empty. You can attack with peace of mind.

A thousand times in my heart. Zhuang Yi: What is this doing. Their affection is so deep and meaningful. Why could she bear to betray him? But that's not something I should be worried about. Even though he was sad and sad. What does it have to do with me?

But now the army is stuck here. Not moving forward. I was anxious. Doesn't it mean that Anyang has an empty army. How suddenly there are so many people. And the firepower is strong.

Now Ling Guo can't afford to fight a war of attrition. And Jun Mochen obviously wants to slowly consume our strength. Good last move.

There is a lot of war ahead. Seriously wounded soldiers were constantly being carried down. I knew that if I couldn't attack it again, I would never be able to enter Kyoto.

At this moment, Qing Qi hurriedly entered. Song Fusheng was intercepted by Jun Mochen's people. The situation is the same as ours. Can't come to the rescue. This is undoubtedly worse.

For a moment there was silence in the tent. Song Fusheng couldn't come. This battle is doomed. But Jun Mochen didn't have so many troops last year. How come there are more troops after a year.

Most of the people confronted us in Anyang City. He even sent someone to deal with Song Fusheng.

Yan Yi suddenly calmed down. "Don't be afraid. We have one more trump card. ”

I turned to look at Yan Yi. Puzzled in his eyes. "What do you say?"

"Xiaoran Wang Jun Murong."

I frowned. When even King Xiaoran came in.

Yan Yi chuckled lightly, and his tone was full of disdain. "It's just a pickled affair in the royal inner court. Even though he is the king of Xiaoran. But there are few people in the world who can escape the temptation of power. ”

I looked at Yan Yi in disbelief. It turns out that the free and easy king in my heart has never been truly free and easy.

After listening to Yan Yi, I knew that Jun Murong had already had a heart of disobedience. The fact that I faked my death was facilitated by him and Yan Yi. In the past, what was in front of Jun Mochen was just a play.

But I couldn't believe it. Jun Murong, who is innocent and harmless in appearance, will harm his imperial brother Jun Mochen. In my eyes, they have always been brothers, sisters, brothers, brothers. Harmony.

Is imperial power really so attractive? can turn family affection into hatred. The human race is lost.

Yan Yi said. "I already told him before the attack on Anyang. If it's an emergency, he'll help me. ”

"Help you." I couldn't help but laugh out loud. "He's so good that he's going to help you. What did you promise him. ”

Yan Yi lowered his head. There was a twinkle in his expression. He ...... I want Princess Yi's life. ”

I was stunned for a moment. The corners of his mouth raised self-deprecatingly.

Although Princess Yi once took him as her face and suffered a lot of insults. But Princess Yi saved him, didn't she? And Wu Yi is not ruthless and unrighteous to him. He had so easily traded her life for it.

Yan Yi. When did you become such a man.