Chapter 141: Pain
Seeing that she finally had some reaction, Su Nianjun silently breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, he moved the body squatting in front of her closer to her, regardless of the difference between men and women, reached out and grabbed her hand, and passed some internal force to her, so that after her stiff body relaxed, he took her hand and brought her to the table to sit down.
Poured a cup of hot tea he brought and put it in her hand, and after watching her take it up and drink it slowly, he reached out to get the messy hair in front of her forehead away, but saw Shen Xianhe dodge, and the hand stretched out in mid-air paused, and then withdrew it in embarrassment.
"Have you recovered?"
Shen Xianhe nodded lightly, but his gaze was fixed on Su Nianjun somewhere.
Su Nianjun didn't care, but continued to talk about the next topic.
"Well, that's good, just come alive, people always have to go through some life and death, let those who go go to let them go with peace of mind, living people should live well, with people's wishes and expectations to live well, this is what they want to see."
Hearing this, Shen Xianhe's tears welled up in her eyes again, and the teacup in her hand was also held tightly by her, as if she wanted to crush the teacup.
"Well, I know, I just can't get past this level in my heart, but thank you for helping me during this time, although it is with a purpose, but I am also very grateful to you for reaching out to help me in my most difficult time."
Su Nianjun lifted the teapot, motioned for her to hand over the cup, and after refilling the teacup in her hand, he put down the teapot and said slowly while sorting out the words in his mind.
"Looking at your current state, you have recovered, there are some things, I think continuing to hide from you will only make things more complicated, so I still think it's better to tell you, after all, you need to face and deal with it."
After hearing him say this, Shen Xianhe frowned, and some bad premonitions surged in her heart, she was already very afraid that something would happen that she couldn't accept, the last time because of such a premonition, her mother would be separated from her forever, so when she had such a feeling, she only had horror in her heart.
"I don't know what it is, though? But I already have a bad premonition in my heart, whether I want to listen or not, or whether I want to face it or not, you will speak? ”
Looking at her pale and bloodless face, her lips were already thirsty to the point of peeling, her eyes were even more red and swollen to bloodshot, and the whole person looked particularly pitiful, his heart moved, and there was a faint distress in his heart, but these feelings of distress still did not make him stop talking, because he was never a person who was willful.
"Whether I open my mouth or not, you will know these things sooner or later, rather than knowing when you are not prepared, it is better to know it early, so that you can have a mental preparation, and you can also know what to do next."
"Well, though I don't know what you're doing all the time around me? But the current situation is nothing worse than this, let's say, as you said, no matter how much you dodge, you have to face it after all. ”
Su Nianjun glanced at her.
"The emperor sent someone to the frontier to check your background and inform the world of the results, you are not the daughter of the eldest princess......
"What did you say?"
Shen Xianhe's eyes widened in shock and he stood up and watched Su Nianjun make a sound.
Su Nianjun raised his eyes and glanced at her lightly, and after pulling her to sit down, he continued to speak unmoved.
"Don't get excited yet, it's not too late to get excited when I finish talking."
Shen Xianhe was so shocked by the news that he couldn't come back to his senses for a while, and looked at Su Nianjun blankly, with a look of disbelief in his eyes.
"Well, you are not the daughter of the eldest princess, the emperor has sent someone to the frontier to find evidence, and said that the eldest princess has never been pregnant, and marrying Shen Junan is also a helpless move to hide people's eyes, your real life experience is the daughter of Miss Shen Wei and Huai'an Hou of the Guogong Mansion, for some reason, your mother Shen Wei was forced to leave Huai'an Hou, and entrusted you to the eldest princess before she died, so that no one knows your life experience, including your biological father Huai'an Hou."
Shen Xianhe stretched out his hand to hold his head in pain, tears kept sliding down, and the whole person collapsed.
"How so? How so? I'm not her daughter, why is she so nice to me, why? I don't even want my life for me, woo woo ......, I haven't even seen her last time, I deserve to die, I really deserve to die, it's all because of me, for me, a person who is not related by blood, she has done so much, I don't even have a chance to repay it? Why? Why did God do this to me? I don't want anything, why didn't I die? What to do? My heart hurts, why didn't I die? I'd rather die than me, mother ....... ”
Looking at Shen Xianhe, who had collapsed to the point of babbling, the whole person was very abnormal, and the hand holding his head grabbed his scalp deeply, as if he was going to tear his head off.
Su Nianjun anxiously took her hand away from her head, looked at the wound where she had been scratched, and blood flowed out, showing a shocked look for the first time, looking at her in disbelief.
"You're crazy, you have to calm down now, I know these truths are too hard for you, but you can't accept this collapse, how are you going to avenge her? You said it yourself, for you, a person who has no blood relationship, she doesn't even want her life, just to save you, how can you be worthy of her good intentions by ruining yourself like this. ”
Shen Xianhe was depressed and kept shedding tears, his whole person was like a broken kite, and he couldn't say a word.
Su Nianjun saw that he had said so much, but Shen Xianhe didn't listen to a word, and after being angry, he raised his hand and slapped her in the face, and after slapping her face away, he saw that she slowly turned her head to look at him, with the blood stains he had used too the corner of her mouth, and couldn't help but regret it in her heart, the hand that hit her trembled slightly, and he held back this regret, and he continued to speak.
"This slap was for the eldest princess and your biological mother, they don't even want their lives for you, and they have done so much to hide your life experience so that you can live well, but what about you? Not only did they not cheer up, but they were willing to hurt themselves like this, if they knew about it, would they be sad? Who are you worthy of? ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Xianhe raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth and the tears on his face, and looked at him with a painful and determined expression.
"You're right, they exchanged death for my life, I can't live up to their expectations, let alone let them down, thank you for waking me up with this slap, I want to cheer up and take them to live well."
Because Su Nianjun knows martial arts, his hearing is sharper than that of ordinary people, and suddenly he heard a noisy sound coming from outside the prison, he frowned, pulled Shen Xianhe to retreat to the wall, and whispered in her ear.
"Someone is coming, I can't stay here any longer, take care of yourself, you must remember your mission, remember, you can't hurt yourself no matter what."
As soon as he finished speaking, without waiting for Shen Xianhe to speak, he quickly opened the cell door and walked out, and soon disappeared, Shen Xianhe's gaze paused for a long time on the completely locked cell door, and only turned away after someone came.
"Yo, isn't this the county lord who is not afraid of heaven and earth? How did you get so embarrassed? Bastard, the county lord is the emperor's cousin, who let you not be hospitable, don't you want to live? ”
Shen Xianhe looked coldly at Chen Han deliberately scolding the servant behind him, looked at him expressionlessly and didn't say a word, and let him play a one-man show.
Chen Han, who had been doing a play for a while, saw that Shen Xianhe was not compatible, and looked at him coldly with an expressionless face, as if he was watching a clown jumping off the beam.
What he hated the most was Shen Xianhe's appearance of looking down on all beings from above, as if he was a level higher than them, so he was furious, and looked at Shen Xianhe with hatred in his eyes and gritted his teeth.
"Don't look at me with your condescending eyes, do you think you're still the county lord that everyone respects you? The eldest princess is dead, there is no support, you are nothing, even if she is not dead, as an impostor, you can't be the county lord, by the way, you must not know yet, the eldest princess is dead, you are not her biological daughter, but the evil seed of Shen Wei and Huai'an Hou, how about it? It's not a good feeling to fall into the dust from a great height, right? Shen Xianhe, I didn't expect you to have today, it's really exciting. ”