Chapter 5 I will be king
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The container truck moved forward slowly. Follow the road that was shoveled out hours ago. It's like a tram through the desert of death. Lonely and small. It was already 5 a.m. Outside the car. Even the wind has gone to rest. And the people in the car were in good spirits. The golden light used to heal wounds in the corner seems to inject people with the vitality of perpetual motion. There's nowhere to vent. In the end, it all turned into a whimsical and chatting interest.
"Brother Ling. How did you convince that dragonman? Xiao Qing's eyes were full of countless admiration when he looked at Luo Ling. Trap out of trouble. I also made a lot of money. What a real heroic deed. The more frightened and frightened I became. The happier and happier it is. It's like bungee jumping. Fall high. It will be very exciting.
"I just tried to use my strengths to beat his weaknesses. It's like a scholar using words to convince a gangster. Tell him that violence doesn't solve the problem. I'm compared to Panjiao. Violence is clearly his forte. Luo Ling explained.
"But I know. Usually if this happens. The ending must be that the scholar was beaten up by the gangsters. Because for the gangsters. Violence is the solution to the problem. As a matter of fact. He didn't care if the issue was really resolved. He's just gotten used to it. It's like a demon. Both trickery and killing are used by them as a matter of course. They only think about how to do it more smoothly. without considering why it was done. ”
Luo Ling nodded. expressed agreement with Xing Juan's statement. He added: "So. The scholar before acting. Need to be clear. The gangsters themselves are aware of the fact that violence does not solve the problem. Moreover. This bastard is not a man who does not listen to persuasion. ”
That is to say. It's not the scholars who really beat the gangsters. It's about messing around with yourself. Xiao Zi also seemed very active.
Luo Ling nodded appreciatively. "That's it. Even if it's more than willpower. The corners are also far above me. I. But he couldn't break through the cage of fate he had drawn by himself. He believed that I was born at my command. ”
"It's all a coincidence. It's too hard to convince. ”
"It doesn't matter if there is a fate or not. Believe it or not is the key. Even if you can't change it. But the soul has never been conquered. The same goes for you. Believe in yourself. Hundreds of millions of acres of forests. But you will never find leaves that are exactly the same on both sides. You are unique. There is no one to replace. Whether it's in the vastness of time and space. Still here. It's all true. Luo Ling said and pointed to the location of his heart.
Luo Ling rarely said such sensational words. Because of the rarity. It's also because it's at the right time. So it seems to make the three girls particularly emotional. Tears. It came out all at once.
Park your car. Luo Ling stretched out his hands and carefully wiped away the tears of the three girls. Said earnestly: "In this world." There are so many things that can shake our will. A simple word of confidence. Self-improvement. How much effort and thinking about it all night will take later. No one can predict. ”
Walk to the bedside. Luo Ling sat back on the bed. Then he beckoned to the three girls. "Come on. We sat together. I'll tell you about who I was. ”
Xing Juan sat down with one of Luo Ling's arms in her arms. Xiaoqing sat on the bed with her legs crossed. Leaning against the wall of the car. His head rested on Luo Ling's shoulder. And Xiao Zi. was held in Luo Ling's arms with one hand.
"Remember. When I was younger. Everything. It's all ordinary. Appearance, family affairs, IQ, emotional intelligence, homework...... Such a person. Naturally, faith is not very strong. I studied hard. But those geniuses with an IQ of over 200. It could easily take a third of my time. Increase the efficiency of learning by 3 times; I also thought about working hard to earn money. But I see that the beauties of the post-90s generation rely on real talent to learn. Money earned in a summer. 30 times more than mine. The list goes on. I have seen a lot. Even if I'm nervous. Got it. Self-righteous self. It's actually really ordinary. ”
"The self that I fantasize about in my heart has all the advantages that are attractive and has no disgusting bad habits. It's getting more and more blurry and fading. I know. Someday. It will lose its color completely. It's like a childhood dream. Become a black and white negative in dusty memory. The future becomes predictable. I will do it for a living. Running for the sake of the family. But it shouldn't be too hard. The days will not be much better than talked. Nor will it be so bad that the atmosphere is unbearable, day after day. Year after year passed. ”
Luo Ling smiled and sighed. "You think. I was at that time. When I was still in school, I already had the idea of eating and waiting for death. Compared to you. How much smarter. ”
Xing Juan smiled. "I think you were wise then. Very open-minded. ”
Luo Ling also laughed. "It's very mediocre, isn't it? Because of their own mediocrity. So the more and more mediocre peace of mind. ”
Luo Ling said again: "Tell the truth." If I were still that Luo Ling. If the world hadn't changed. It's hard for our lives to intersect with each other. I'm like a screw coming up and down a thousand assembly lines. My predestined life is to be piled up in a wooden box. On the pound of sales. What do you say, it's also a middle-class asset. Although a girl with this appearance will not be predetermined by some people who have a heart to observe it early. But it also has a large number of suitors. Dozens of people compete for a position. Even if I have the heart. The chance of success is no higher than 3%. Not to mention my laziness at that time. How can you become a qualified flower protector? ”
"Still. There are not so many ifs in this world. You now have three wives. According to normal logic, they should be jealous of each other. However, the truth is. They are worried that they will be thrown away as a burden. Xing Juan took the opportunity to express the worries in her heart. Luo Ling's identity is becoming more and more mysterious. There are competitors like Raingirl. self-begging didn't make Luo Ling fall in love with them. Naturally, there is a sense of crisis.
"I know." Luo Ling said, "That's why I'm talking to you about faith. Talk about self-confidence. We need each other. It's not just about love. I'm like a merchant. Career and life. Confusing. Welcome to Jiupin Literature, any search engine search "Jiupin Literature" can quickly enter this site, this site permanently provides free high-quality reading and txt format download services without pop-ups! I have a wife who can help me reduce the pressure on my career. It will undoubtedly free up more time for me to run my life. Such. Relationships with each other can indeed be stronger. Do you think so? ”
"Hmm." The three girls nodded one after another. "We'd love to help you, too. But the gap is too big. Too big to be compensable. Xiaoqing said resentfully.
"That's the question." Luo Ling said: "I don't believe in myself. How to make others believe in you. ”
"I'm ......," Xiaoqing bit her lower lip. Clam up.
"I talked about it for a while. Back to the original question. Easier said than done. ”
The third daughter sighed. Oh, yes. It's easy to make it clear. It can be done. It's like everyone wants to be the best version of themselves in their minds. And the final result is 99.7% can only become the real self that does not meet the target.
"Do you know how my confidence came about?" Luo Ling asked suddenly.
"The nightmare started with what is called voluntary blood donation. I was bullied. Unable to resist. I'm angry. I struggled. I beg for mercy. I've also secretly cried. Everything I do. None of the results can change the results. I was still sent to the test bench. Once. Twice...... I was able to survive then. Not because it's strong. It's a fluke. Later. I'm still angry. I continued to struggle. I gave up my dignity in order to survive. Pleading. All. It hasn't changed. So. In the second stage, I was able to survive. It's still not about your own efforts. It's because of luck. Maybe God gave me a golden finger. Maybe the Grim Reaper is napping. ”
"I liken the human will to a magnetic force. Compare self-confidence to iron powder. Liken success to sports. Liken setbacks to an oven. If your desire is strong. The magnetic force increases. It has the possibility of absorbing iron powder. But moving back and forth is the key to absorbing a lot of iron powder. Refined iron is smelted in the oven. This fine iron is faith. There is no strong self-confidence. How to generate strong beliefs. What beliefs can there be. So. I didn't really have any conviction in the beginning. There is only one desire ^H. Survive. Get out. ”
"Lack of self-confidence. There is no skill. I can't live in fear. There was a while. I'm like a lost dog. There is only a crisis in the eyes. Only know to escape. ”
"Countless chases, counter-chases. Desertion. Anti-manhunting. Let me understand it gradually. I want to live. I will do more than my enemies. Not afraid of death. ”
"I tied myself to the dung pit with iron plus to sleep. Because I need to rest. My enemies hate stench. I hate it too. I also want to sleep in a hostel. But the desire to survive outweighs the likes and dislikes. So I slept in the manure pit. My enemies sleep in inns. ”
"At that time. There aren't many people who have a stronger thirst for survival than I do. However. I don't want to die. You have to not be afraid of death. This sounds a bit contradictory. But it is the truth that has been tested. Because. My enemies are afraid of death. They are afraid of death. Afraid. will cringe. Will hesitate. Will be timid. Will leave some strength to protect itself. And I'm not afraid. When needed. I can be fearless. Break your arm to win. Bloody battle to the end. Such. only to survive in death again and again. Only then did he fight hard to defeat a strong opponent. ”
"Escape again and again. Victory after victory. My self-confidence has grown. Until later. I had my own beliefs. I am a strong man for survival. I am in charge of my own future. No one can make me give in. My soul is invincible. Luo Ling said finally. His expression was full of pride from the heart. This moment. He is like the king who stands at the top of all life.
The three girls were thrilled by Luo Ling's momentum. was Luo Ling's words antique. For a while, I was in high spirits. There's a lot of urgency to try. Xing Juan said: "We also have a strong desire now. We have to learn from success after success. Gain more self-confidence. ”
"Yes. Exactly. Luo Ling took the opportunity to agitate from the side. We need to protect ourselves. We have to defeat the enemy. We need to improve our strength. We need to have our own territory and power. A lot to do. We plan. We implement. We reap. We have a lot to do. We're all in this together. Progress together. Create your own home together. ”
"Hmm." The three girls expressed their feelings with a tight hug.
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The container truck left the 'tracks'. Start trying to walk on knee-high snow. There was no shovel training to open the way. This obviously requires some special skill.
Although Luo Ling's application of magic energy is still relatively rudimentary. But there is still a little imagination. Harness the power of Thorn Hell. He turned the container truck into a giant spider. A vine with a rough blue skin. The body was layered back and forth, and it was tightly wound. Eight twisted vine branches. Completely suspend the container truck off the ground. Spider legs move. Hurried all the way to the east.
Initially. Luo Ling's eight-legged vine spider controlled by his consciousness. Walk one foot deeper, one foot shallow. It's quite bumpy. After hours of acclimatization. After mastering the characteristics and rhythm of eight-legged walking. The giant spider had been moving quite quickly and steadily.
In this case. It is impossible for Luo Ling to stay in the carriage leisurely. He is the central nucleus of the thorn vines that turn them into living creatures. The vines move freely. Its roots must be soaked in the energy of the hell marks emanating from him. The power of the Prison Mark is like a super-concentrated plant cultivation liquid. It gives the vine the strength to grow and the possibility to act.
Sitting alone outside the front of the car in the spider head made of vines. It is surrounded by observation openings that have been set aside for purpose. Clear vision. A snowy morning under a hazy sky is just a stone's throw away.
Luo Ling was not in much of the mood to enjoy the desolate scenery. He was thinking about his thoughts.
Overnight. A lot of things have changed. The power of the archdemon Himit. After a layer of exploitation by him. With that violent, cruel bloodline. Gone away together. Completely get rid of the hidden danger that follows you like a shadow. This should be a cause for good news. But Luo Ling was not optimistic. He doesn't have to play sibling cannibalism anymore. But he also lost one that could serve as a deterrent