131, whether it is torment or concentration, only you know (first update)

waited for a few art students who had never seen the world to return to the second middle school to brag to their companions, and followed Wan Changsheng to enjoy a full set of super prayer aura services.

And although it is a countryside, the accommodation conditions of the attraction hotel comparable to the farmhouse are very comfortable.

The art students were boiling.

In such an intense study and intensification, bring a few more back every week to relax!

Wan Changsheng smiled and said yes, okay, but when he immersed himself in the mural painting, he inevitably felt a different feeling.

It's still the mural, it's still the characters he has created, but every color matching mark left on it reminds him that there are still traces of a girl here.

The feeling that although he didn't speak most of the time, he clearly knew that the figure was sketching in tacit agreement on his left and right, so that Wan Changsheng couldn't help but look up at the scaffolding from time to time.

The beautiful woman has gone to take a photo.

Wan Changsheng had never experienced this kind of feeling.

Even when he lived under the same roof at the beginning, after Du Wen left, he didn't feel this way.

Every color is the shadow of Du Wen.

Every red wall tile you see when you look up is Du Wen's handwriting.

Even the middle school students who were standing around to check in couldn't help but ask, "That beautiful sister...... Are you still coming? ”

Wan Changsheng wants to hit people on the head with a palette!

Wan Changsheng, who has always been gentle and elegant, really can't help but be irritable sometimes.

Just like he didn't want to respond to all of Huang Min's inquiries, he had to hold back these chaotic emotions.

Once painting made up for everything.

But now that he paints it, Wan Changsheng doesn't seem to be able to do the printing speed he used to have.

Because of every face, he had to avoid drawing Du Wen's look!

Whenever he immerses himself in painting, Du Wen's figure will always pop up in his mind.

or arrogant, or affectionate, or aggrieved......

Wan Changsheng finally understood that some emotions and some distress could not be completely controlled by his own self-cultivation.

He knew very well in his heart that this was wrong.

Even if it is a baby parent, even if it is the words of the matchmaker of his parents, he already has a loyalty commitment to Jia Huanhuan, although he is unmarried, he must also start to bear marital obligations and responsibilities.

If you let your emotions sway like a wild horse like a wild horse because you admire Du Wen and miss her, it is selfish.

Wan Changsheng repeatedly reminded himself that any noble and innocent excuse was not enough to support the betrayal of the promise to play hooligan.

So he devotes himself to painting with double concentration.

Compete with yourself!

Didn't the dean of Shumei say that when an artist has an emotion, no matter what kind of emotion it is, it will be transformed into pouring into the work!

If you can't forget that face, you can portray a more vivid face!

Wan Changsheng also learned to be like Du Wen, find the headphones connected to the mobile phone, and revel in the music, as if he could isolate himself in another world, just choose and choose, and in the end he couldn't find the foreigner's tune that Du Wen said at the beginning, so he had to find some sound at random, so it was good to isolate himself.

So what everyone saw was the lonely Wan Changsheng, silently standing in front of the wall and painting.

This is a creative experience that Wan Changsheng has never experienced.

forced him to pour his emotions into the paintings.

Where did he need it in the past?

The temple murals of gods and devils in the sky, do not need to pour feelings, the old man Gou has not said, Wan Changsheng's white sketches, with obvious characteristics of the ancient Buddha statues, angry eyes, frightened, crying, laughing and happy, traditional Chinese painting pays attention to the figure modeling is either to the extreme, or it is an indifferent face that sees through the world.

Temple murals don't need emotion.

This time Wan Changsheng is not, all the youthful student baby faces are full of vitality, without that kind of exaggeration of joy and anger, with longing for academics, expectations for adulthood, and thoughtfulness immersed in knowledge.

But everyone is different and different.

In a very small range of expressions, draw small changes full of verve!

It can be said that Wan Changsheng poured his emotions into his painting characters for the first time.

A little bit of a waste of sleep and food to go all out!

In fact, he knew in his heart that he deliberately had little time to paint before, just to avoid Du Wen, to avoid the silent communication between the two of them who became more and more tacit.

We can't let it go on like that.

All kinds of unprecedented chaotic emotions have now been forcibly poured into the faces of the thirteen characters in the work by Wan Changsheng, and even some of the previous paintings have been shoveled by him and restarted!

The students in the art class seemed to feel something, that kind of feeling between peers.

Especially Huang Min couldn't help but question Wan Changsheng in person before, but he didn't get an answer, but used the best blessing luxury package to add a halo to his companions, and now he feels extremely guilty!

Because there are some feelings that don't need to be told to others, maybe only the parties themselves can understand what kind of torment it is.

Wan Changsheng was obviously a little tormented now.

At least from the fact that he stayed there almost all day long to paint, this was completely different from when Du Wen was there before, and all the companions in the art class could see the contrast.

I was deliberately avoiding it before, but now I let myself lick my wounds with painting.

Sensitive future artists think so.

Pulling each other not to disturb Wan Changsheng, they also pooled their own money and went to buy some white sunshade cloths, and took advantage of the night to change all the colored striped cloths to the door, so that the entire pergola was completely closed, and the outside world was prevented from disturbing.

Wan Changsheng didn't even notice this change in the surrounding details, he still went in early in the morning with his head stuffy, and didn't come out until dark, because when the lights were turned on after dark, someone said that the color was inaccurate.

Only Jia Huanhuan went to deliver food to Brother Changsheng at noon.

She didn't have the joy of victory, and she didn't have any special feelings, because Wan Changsheng was like this in the Stele Forest before, didn't this prove that Brother Changsheng had deliberately avoided Fairy Du before.

So she just took advantage of the lunch break to accompany her as when she was a child, but when she was a child, she always fluttered butterflies, chased birds, fished, and climbed trees, and now she has quietly held a book and read it next to her.

I used to doze off when I read the textbook, but now I magically feel that I can read it, and the words and symbols that jump one by one have become much simpler.

Because compared to Du Wen's high mountain in her mind, this is really nothing.

For more than ten days, I didn't even go home to the training class halfway, so I asked my second uncle to pick me up, and Huang Min took a few girls back to do counseling together.

Wan Changsheng finally finished painting the entire mural, stood there as if he had escaped from a dream, and went through all the pictures in a trance, and finally staggered open the curtain door and went out, and now there was only that figure outside.

Because the painting scene was completely covered, both sides were sealed, so the star-chasing high school students gradually dispersed, but the gray-haired guy was still there.

Well, there is also the glasses girl in the third year of high school who is also often there, but Fei Xueyan will go to class at least normally, and will only come over after class.

This guy doesn't attend classes at all.

Wan Changsheng also knew that he was walking with his front feet, and these two back feet would sneak in and look at it for a long time, and today he finally smiled and nodded: "The painting is finished...... If you like it, go and see it, you are a student of No. 2 Middle School, if so, by the way, help to tell Mr. Lin, you can collect the scaffolding, pergola and paint. ”

It's not yet the end of class in the afternoon, and the glasses girl is not there.

The gray-haired guy jumped up, but when he opened the curtain, he couldn't help but look back and ask, "Why is your girlfriend from Qingjing University gone?" ”

Wan Changsheng laughed, shook his head and left.

Unexpectedly, the gray-haired guy turned around and chased after him: "Can you teach me to draw, you can make a price, a few thousand yuan is not a problem." ”

Wan Changsheng smiled even more: "Draw to my extent? ”

Gray hair nodded: "At least you have to be like this to attract girls, right?" ”

Wan Changsheng felt that his previous troubles were gone, laughed hahaha, and reached out to hug him affectionately: "You learn to paint just to attract girls?" ”

The gray hair actually looks quite good, but the pimples on his face are a little pitted, and he nodded seriously when he heard this: "It's so difficult to chase girls, but I think it's all girls chasing you." ”

Wan Changsheng was a little envious of this single guy: "You can't catch up?" ”

Gray hair and hard mouth: "Today's girls, I have to buy bags, mobile phones, and clothes, although I can't afford it, but I think it's ...... You don't seem like that? ”

Wan Changsheng urged narrowness: "Talent, I rely on talent." ”

The gray hair was puzzled: "I am also talented, I can be admitted to Qingjing Ping University every year!" ”

Wan Changsheng admired: "Then I may rely on my appearance." ”

The gray hair looked at him vigorously, and couldn't help it: ", are you losing, are you also called handsome?" ”

Small eyes, big nose......