In the early morning, the summer wind brings a burst of the fragrance of flowers and plants, and the rising sun softly basks on the children's bodies. "It's a nice day." She straightened up her broken hair that had been blown by the wind.

"Alright, Miss, you won't say that at noon." Shi Yuqi muttered on the side.

Cong Fei stood on the training platform, his face was very ugly. "Yesterday, the overall performance of the boys' dormitory was not good, and now a serious warning is issued.

The following is a report to the students who violated discipline yesterday: 102 Xu Yong, 106 Zhang Hao, 203 Yang Ziheng, 304 He Beichen ......"

"How did he ......" Thinking that He Beichen returned late because of himself, Yu Fan felt that it was not a taste in his heart.

"What's wrong with you?" Shi Yuqi couldn't understand Yu Fan's overly serious expression.

"Not really." She pretended to be casual.

"Oh," Yuqi seemed to understand, "you can't be because of him, right?" ”

"Who's because of him? Dislike. As she spoke, her face flushed.

"He? Who is he? Yuqi rolled his eyes at her, "You have a weak heart, what are you blushing?" ”

"Whoever blushes, I don't." Xuan Fan quibbled.

"The above students, please gather under the training table quickly." Cong Fei's voice was terrifying. He Beichen walked out of the team without flinching at all.

"Well, what are you going to do with the clump manure?" Ye Nianyi said helplessly.

"What can he do? He will do nothing but eat and play with students. Song Yiyi echoed on the side.

"He's not going to punish them for doing push-ups, is he?" Yan Yu said worriedly.

"If that's the case, that's fine," Yao Liang pouted, "I'm afraid it's not that simple." ”

"Line up in four, five laps, and run. I'll see who else dares to violate discipline today. As soon as Cong Fei's mouth moved, the boys ran on the playground.

"It's too much. They're just late for their lunch break, right? ”

"Hey, it seems that our He Da class leader is also in there."

"He Beichen? How could he? Are you kidding? ”

"What's impossible, don't believe it." The girls were discussing in that small voice, until the head teacher Xie Lan came over: "It's time to start training, what so much nonsense." He Beichen, count the number of people. ”

Xie Lan stood at the front of the team and saw that no one paid attention to her: "He Beichen, check the people." ”

"Teacher, He Beichen is not here."

"Absent?" Xie Lan looked surprised, "He's not here?" So where did he go? ”

"He's running." Yan Nuo Nuo Yue said.

The woman turned around and looked at the runway not far away, and He Beichen's inverted triangular figure was even more eye-catching in the crowd. She blushed, "Teacher Xie, let's start training." The instructor walked to the front of the group.

"Well, okay, let's get started."

"Step right, one, two, one......" The loud male voice sounded on the training ground.

She was making movements, but her heart flew to the runway of the training ground. Her eyes looked around, looking for He Beichen's figure, and finally found him in the crowd.

Yu Fan's eyes froze, and the boy's dark green military uniform was even more heroic. Unconsciously, Yu Fan's movements slowed down.

"That girl, focused." The instructor's chapped lips moved.

But she stood there stunned, like a wooden stake.

"Tan Yufan," Xie Lan looked at Yu Fan's eyes, "What are you looking at?" What does other people's running have to do with you? ”

The woman's scolding relieved her, and she smiled embarrassedly. "If you want to run, don't train here, go run with them."

Yu Fan hurriedly shook his head.

He Beichen adjusted his breathing evenly, it was very strange, he didn't feel tired, but felt relaxed.

"Cong Fei, that idiot, why didn't he die?"

"For a man like him, I curse him to cut off his children and grandchildren."

The boys gasped and cursed at their head of grade. He Beichen didn't think so, the boy was still more willing to run than to stand in a military posture.

Run up and leave all your complaints behind. He is very happy, he He Beichen can still run, even if he lives in this world, every day is like being pressed by a boulder, and he can't breathe.

Gradually, He Beichen felt that his legs were not his own, and under the wanton blowing of the summer wind, he flew up.

"Disband, rest in place for five minutes." The instructor ordered.

The students' tense nerves relaxed, and a second later they collapsed on the ground in different positions.

"Look, He Beichen is running so fast!" Shi Yuqi patted Xuan Fan's thigh.

In the sun, he flew in front of her like a gust of wind. The powerful muscles on He Beichen's legs relaxed, and he watched him pass through the crowd and run at the front.

"He Beichen is awesome, running so fast." Song Yiyi seems to be a nymphomaniac.

"Alas, the way of this world! It's just that he has good grades, but he doesn't think sports are so good. ”

"He Beichen is an all-rounder, and he has also participated in the city basketball game!"

Tan Yufan didn't speak, sitting quietly on the plastic lawn, looking at his figure running hard. After five laps, He Beichen was like a deflated ball, lying on the plastic lawn recklessly and greedily.

White clouds drifted leisurely in the blue sky, and the summer sun shone on the boy's body, warm. Every muscle of his body stretched, and he lay there like this, feeling more comfortable than he had ever felt before.

Tan Yufan sat not far from him, watching the muscles on the boy's body fall together regularly. "After five laps, he must be exhausted."

Yu Fan originally wanted to go over, but he couldn't bear to disturb him. But she couldn't control herself and walked in his direction.

"Tan Yufan, why are you going? Only resting in place is allowed. Phew! Shi Yuqi kindly comforted. As if she hadn't heard Yuqi's words, she walked straight to the boy on the lawn.

He Beichen lay on all fours, the breeze blowing across his face, and his hair glowing golden in the sun. His eyes were closed, and his long, thin eyelashes rested softly on his lower eyelids.

Seeing him lying there motionless, she dismissed the idea of talking to him, "Let him sleep for a while." Yu Fan thought. The girl turned around rather distressedly.

"You're here." Behind him was his magnetic voice.

Yu Fan looked back in surprise and saw that Bei Chen's eyes were still closed, "How do you know it's me?" ”

"I hear footsteps, who else but you."

The boy slowly opened his eyes, and they were very beautiful eyes, as moving as autumn water.

"You ......," she said, sitting down beside him.

"What, what's wrong with me?" Bei Chen's eyes were full of tenderness.

"I'm ......," she stammered a little, "I want to come and see you." Sorry for the delay yesterday. ”

"It's okay, I have to thank you." The boy said lightly.

"Thank me? Thank me for what? ”

"Thank you for giving me a chance to be free." He Beichen paused and continued:

"You don't have to stand in a military posture in the sun, you don't have to step on the right step, don't feel too good!"

"Really? You're not kidding, are you? You also love to run. Tan Yufan was a little surprised, she didn't know that He Beichen still had this habit.

"Of course." Beichen nodded, "I didn't like it before, but gradually I fell in love with this way of exercising. When I'm in a bad mood, I like to run two laps.

It's more of a vent than a sport. Running may not solve anything, but it can help you figure out some problems.

As I ran, the knots in my heart opened, and some problems were naturally solved. ”

"I can't believe you're quite athletic. So do you run a lot? Yu Fan asked.

"I used to go for a morning jog." Beichen looked thoughtful.

"Not now, though. I don't have that much time anymore, and I can't find the state of mind I used to run again. Every day is like falling into a dead loop, life is like a pool of stagnant water, and a lot of fun is lost.

In the past, I liked to move and be lively. And now, I prefer to sit quietly by myself. On the weekend, I came home from extra classes, tired on the couch, not wanting to move.

Lying lazily for a while, and juggling a lot of exercises, not to mention running. ”

"Do you like this kind of life?" Xuan Fan asked cautiously.

"Disgust. Deeply disgusted. I've always wanted to escape from this life. Even if I am given a day to sleep until I wake up naturally, and let me seriously solve my breakfast, I will be very satisfied.

But no, I was like a person who was choked by the neck, about to suffocate. ”

"Beichen, this is a bit too exaggerated."

"Not an exaggeration at all. But I can't help it. Sometimes, I feel that I am tired, but I have to be myself again and again. ”

He Beichen shook his head helplessly.

"So, what about your ideal life?"

"An ideal life?" He Beichen smiled bitterly, "Ideal life? I don't know what an ideal life is. Perhaps, in my eyes, I can get rid of my mother's control and be free from any control.

To do what you like, to love the person you want to love, this is the ideal life. ”

"It's as simple as that?" Yu Fan questioned.

"Simple? It's not easy at all. In fact, not many people live in this world on their own terms. We are all the same, forced to be helpless, but there is nothing we can do. ”

Tan Yufan looked at his youthful appearance and felt funny:

"Okay, why do you say such sad things. If you have something to do, you can only try to adjust your mindset. Because there really can't be escaped, you can only try to change yourself. ”

He Beichen pursed his lips lightly and stopped talking. He looked silently at the blue sky and stared at it for a long time. "You say, if I don't care about these things, I won't feel bad."

"Perhaps. After all, there are some things that don't stand up to consideration. No matter how sad you are, things are still piling up there, and they won't change.

You always feel that your mother is too forceful, and you feel that your life is full of stress and there is no joy in it. But, I think, you should try to understand her, try to change yourself.

Why do you always feel this way of suffocation? What is the source of your stress? ”

"I don't know, and I don't understand," He Beichen said.

"I'm tired, I'm really tired. I don't know why I'm in such pain. I also wanted to change myself, I wanted to give myself a little motivation, but I couldn't really do it.

In my eyes, everything is just a procedure. Perhaps, when the program is over, my life will be over. ”

Tan Yufan listened to He Beichen's confession, and felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't know how to comfort him.

"Don't think so, be happy. As long as you relax, you will feel happy, trust me. She said and patted He Beichen on the shoulder.