With a "boom", something seemed to explode in my head.

There is no pain in the memory of the past, but the coldness that has been spreading from the heart.

The world in my eyes is no longer color, but black and white.

No matter how beautiful the fairyland is, the color lost can only be as stiff as the old photos.

The trajectory of everything became extremely slow, and the drizzle in front of me was falling little by little as if someone was painting with paint.

I stared at all of this blankly, and Ling'er's words were in my mind.

The Heavenly Dao is dead, and I am the Heavenly Dao?

How can it be?

"Only by being ordered by heaven can you be called a heavenly maiden."

"Otherwise, why did my mother die so many times, and it didn't matter if she jumped into the River Styx?"

"But every time I die, don't I rely on your help, let's just say that the most recent time, didn't you give me the power of yin and yang?"

I looked back at Ling'er, instinctively not wanting to believe all this.

After all, this amount of information is too much, and I don't know what will happen if Tiandao is really gone.

But I know that if I am a representative of the Heavenly Dao.

Then doomed to be alone.

The so-called way of heaven is all the humanity in the world, how can you have feelings and your own will?

"Mother..."

"Ling'er, let me ask you one last time, is what you said true?"

"Yes, my mother naturally knows it in her heart. Although your memories have not all been recovered, apart from the heavens, who can make the four ancient divine beasts of Huaxia recognize themselves as their masters, and who can return to the yang world from weak water with the body of their souls. ”

"For a long time, Ling'er didn't say it, because she thought her mother knew."

"Now it seems that Ling'er is still too late, and it has given her mother a chance to get involved in this turmoil."

"It's fate..."

I sighed softly, and my thoughts gradually calmed down.

As soon as my mind moved, the scenery in front of me began to return to color.

"So my mother is planning to accept her fate?"

The boy walked up to me at some point, his eyes shining brightly.

I looked at him suspiciously, and said coldly, "Don't accept your fate? Do you want to resist? ”

If it's my life alone, then it doesn't matter to you.

But now there are so many people.

I don't know about anyone else, but there is a group of villagers in Fengmen Village who believe that I am a god.

If I go against God, I'm afraid that anything that has anything to do with me will not end well.

"No, we can live in seclusion."

"And then? Procrastinating for time? I curled the corners of my mouth, and my mouth was filled with bitterness.

"The plan to delay the army, my mother will let Xiaoxue get married, and then have another child."

"You mean from generation to generation?"

"Are you kidding?"

The boy did not speak, but suddenly raised his hand to the sky, and a huge roulette wheel rose and hung firmly in the sky.

The runes carved on it are all imprints of ancient times.

I stared at him blankly, unable to believe it.

"This is..."

"Hmm, the epitome of the gears of fate."

Ling'er pointed a finger, and the roulette wheel quickly spun up.

Countless lights and shadows intertwined in my vision, and I felt a little dizzy when I saw it.

The powerful coercion made the whole illusion a little unstable.

Those good things are disappearing with the rotation of the roulette wheel, to be precise, fading.

The development of food is delayed, and the scenery in front of you is reversed.

I watched as the big tree collapsed little by little, turning into the first buds and burrowing back.

I finally saw the meaning of this cog, not just fate.

It also represents time, and at this moment he is reversing, so he cuts the space and clears everything to zero.

A strange thought popped into my head, if feelings could be cleared like this, wouldn't we be in pain anymore.

Unfortunately, this thing doesn't exist after all.

There is also a Tao in the Tao, and human affection is a subjective product...

Finally, after the illusion had turned into nothingness, the roulette wheel finally came to a standstill.

I finally understood why Ling'er said that something happened to Tiandao.

In the center of that wheel, one piece was missing.

A fist version of the hole was bubbling black there.

It's still a scaled-down version, and if it's a real gear, it's hard to imagine.

"What are the consequences of this hole?"

Does time stand still? Or do you want to let something go in an anomalous direction.

I don't think it's large-scale, after all, I've lived in China for all these years, and if there really is a big anomaly, I can't know anything about it.

"Hmm, the consequences?"

The boy narrowed his eyes and muttered for a moment.

"This, mother, you summoned the Book of Yin and Yang."

The Book of Yin and Yang?

My mind was clear at the moment.

I always felt that this thing had a sense of familiarity, and as soon as I took it out at this moment, I saw that the book flew into the air by itself, and swooped towards the huge gear.

Only then did I realize that two things complement each other.

"Fate... What is the fate? ”

I muttered, standing side by side with Ling'er.

watched the Yin-Yang Book turn into a streamer and enter the gear.

Suddenly, there was a loud bang in the air.

The sound of a cassette cassette is amplified several times.

The role of the mother made me subconsciously raise my hand, and directly shrouded Ling'er in the scope of protection.

To my surprise, there was no fluctuation.

Instead, a couple of miniatures of the characters appeared.

It's like a 3D projection in a movie theater, with the sky as the curtain.

In the middle of that was the image of me spreading my wings, and the Yin-Yang Book hovered above my head.

There were a few spots of light in my shadow, but they were all blurry, and I couldn't tell who was who.

I stared at it all and started to make up for it automatically.

The purple one should represent Su Han.

The black and white colors represent Ling'er.

The four meteorological monsters represent the four divine beasts.

The golden one is either Xiaoxue or Qin Luo.

The incomparably bewitching green, needless to say, is also Gongzi Qin.

It's just that I don't understand why there's such a gray mist.

The transparency is also looming, making people scratch their heads.

Who will this be?

Hidden Big Boss?

But why don't I feel anything?

Hasn't this big brother appeared yet?

"Ling'er, do you know what this represents?"

After pondering for a long time, I decisively decided to ask for help from the sidelines.

The young man squinted, and a hint of helplessness flashed in his eyes.

"Mother, I said I don't know if you believe it?"

"Why don't you believe it, I've never believed you!"

I spoke softly, without hesitation, without a trace of turbulence in my calm thoughts.

"But I'm after all..."

The boy's voice suddenly became quieter, and his voice became a little erratic.

I turned my head silently, staring at the familiar face.

He took the initiative to step forward and take him into his arms.

"Ling'er, I don't know what you think in your heart, but I want to tell you."

"You are very important to me, otherwise I would not have left your sister in the Hades Palace back then, and I would have taken you away. Do you really think that I can't explain it to Qin Luo? ”

"I just don't want to, a lot of things, I think especially feelings and family affection, are used to do."

I sighed and said softly.

Feeling the boy's stiff body softening a little bit in my arms, I was suddenly extremely relieved.

It's a pity that I was born too late and can't think too much about what I have.

You can also hate yourself, why until now, all the memories have been destroyed.

But will that day be far away?

Even the gears of fate appeared.

I thought someone was doing it, but now I know when I see this fog.

It's all God playing chess, and we're all pawns.

I even wondered if the biggest loophole was me.

Or do I exist to patch this vulnerability?

"Mother..."

After a long silence, the boy lifted his head from my arms.

In those deep eyes, there was a trace of playful abuse and unwillingness.

A little more uneasiness and affection.

It seems that in my memory, the boy who would be attached to me has returned.

"Don't be afraid..."

My hand gently patted his back, and the sound of a gentle drizzle.

"Did you do everything before because you saw this?"

"It's... Although I have been asleep all these years, I have been studying this thing every day. ”

"Especially the fate of me and you, it's a mess at all."

"Isn't chaos bad?" I like the unknown, at least it's not a dead end.

"Chaos... It's because I don't know if it's going to be good or bad that I'm worried! ”

"And I still don't understand what that gray represents."

"Then don't think about it! The sun will one day dispel the fog! ”

"But..."

"Nothing! Don't you understand? We can't hide from it! ”

I raised my hand and took the Yin-Yang Book back from it.

The gears were slowly collapsing.

The young man in his arms suddenly trembled, and his face became unusually pale.

It can be seen that he is in fear, in fear of fate.

Fear of the future.

After a long time, everything was back to its original state.

We were back in that cozy little room in the United States, the teenager's head resting on my lap, as if asleep, his eyelashes chattering.

"Mother..."

"You're not going to leave me, are you?"

Suddenly, he opened his eyes, and his shining eyes were full of anticipation.

I gently touched his forehead and whispered, "Yes, no, as long as I'm alive." ”

"What about you? Can you spare your sister? ”

"I never wanted to hurt Xiaoxue, I just wanted my mother to take us there."

"Although it is impossible to go against the sky, at least I can spend a lot of time in peace."

The young man's face was slightly red, and he explained very awkwardly.

I didn't blame him, and I didn't want to complain about anything.

Just a gentle patting of his arm, just like when he was a child.

"We can't hide, Ling'er..."

Suddenly, the door to Xiaoxue's room opened.

The tear-stained girl stared at us blankly, her eyes full of shock.

Snow-white fingers trembled and pointed at us, and suddenly screamed.

"You, you!"

I wrinkled and didn't know what was wrong with her.

Looking down, I realized how ambiguous my posture with Ling'er was at the moment.

His head was pressed against my thigh, and my hand was tapping against his head.

It looks so intimate.

Ling'er also seemed to notice the abnormality, and hurriedly sat up from me.

But Xiaoxue is already on the verge of collapse.

Furious, he threw a ball of fire straight at me.

"I said, Brother Ling'er, why doesn't he accept me! I didn't expect it to be because of my mother! ”

"I thought about it all afternoon in the house, and I finally wanted to give up, but I didn't expect my mother to kiss you! It turned out to be the most disgusting person! ”

The girl's face was full of anger, and her eyes were already dyed red.

Those hurtful words were so casual, like a sharp sword, poking hard into my heart.

"Enough! What are you talking about! ”

Suddenly, the boy roared too, and raised his hand to push Xiaoxue against the wall.

That powerful aura instantly extinguished all of the girl's spiritual power.

"Huh!"

Xiaoxue suddenly smiled.

The pink red lips opened slightly.

HE LOOKED AT US WITH GREAT RESENTMENT: "JIAN HUSBAND YIN FATHER!" ”