Meng Miaolin once said to me: "Ten dogs boil, one hundred poisons and one Gu." ”

It can be seen that the path of refining and cultivating this Gu worm is also particularly difficult and cruel, so I am only slightly surprised by the sacrifice of the red dragon that Wu Peiming refines, but I am not too surprised.

But Wu Peiming seemed very sad, and made a small tomb for his red dragon in the flower bed of the community he rented.

I asked him, "Do you still plan to continue raising Gu?" ”

Wu Peiming remained silent and did not answer me.

I continued: "If you're still going to raise it, chances are you've had it happen many times. You yourself know that in order to refine a Gu worm, you need to put it in a desperate struggle between hundreds of poisonous insects, and only those who survive are qualified to become Gu worms. ”

Wu Peiming looked at me, still silent.

This is really rare, Wu Peiming, he is so silent without saying a word? I'm really uncomfortable.

So I cleared my throat and said, "Third Brother Wu, in fact, you shouldn't choose the Gu worm first and then put it in the hundred poisons to survive, maybe you should be like other Gu cultivators, take the hundred poisons, lead them to fight each other, and finally take the only one that survives." That way, there is no need to be sad. ”

"I just want to choose one that I like and that I have an eye for. What I want is that the initiative is in my own hands, not waiting for fate to choose for me. Wu Peiming finally said a word.

"But there is a saying in the world called 'fate is inseparable', but in fact, it ......"

"I understand." Wu Peiming interrupted me, and then took his leave and left.

I am very puzzled by Wu Peiming's abnormality, I can understand that his affection is deep, so he is reluctant to let the red dragon that he picked and cultivated with his own hands leave him, but this kind of performance is a bit too much, right? After all, many things are unwilling, but they can't resist the cruelty of the facts, and this cruelty is what he knew about early on, so he shouldn't be so surprised and sad. At least that's what I think.

Grandma said that Wu Peiming may not be suitable for raising Gu, and for him, refining Gu is more about the experience of his own heart.

I thought I understood what my grandmother meant, and I agreed. However, it was only a few years later that I realized what my grandmother really meant when she said this.

Maybe the past few years have also been my experience.

A week after Chilong's death, Wu Peiming did not come to my house for dinner. Although he occasionally spoke with me on the phone, he never met him.

A week later, Wu Peiming came to our house again in a hurry, hiding his new red dragon in his arms.

That's right, New Red Dragon, he's starting to refine Gu worms again. I still picked a centipede, or the red dragon of this breed, and I still call it a "red dragon".

"You're so affectionate, so single-minded." I laughed at Wu Peiming, in fact, I didn't really want to laugh at him, I was just worried that if this red dragon died again, he would still be so sad.

Wu Peiming's eyes shone like stars, and I was about to speak, when I immediately realized that I had made a mistake. What can I say this, I say this, it is not that I have given him the opportunity to tease me verbally.

"Gotcha! Third brother, don't open your mouth, I know what you will say! I quickly gaged him.

He laughed hehe, and all the teasing and meaty words were accepted, but he still said: "It's good that my sister understands my brother's heart." ”

I gave him a blank look, went back to my room, and ignored him.

I heard my grandmother asking Wu Peiming in the living room, "Don't you really plan to let the last remaining one be your Gu worm?" ”

Wu Peiming said: "I still want to choose what I want to choose. ”

I heard my grandmother sigh deeply, and at that time I just thought that my grandmother was just as worried as I was worried that Wu Peiming would be as sad as she had lost the red dragon before, but it wasn't. It's just that my understanding is too low, and I won't understand it until a few years later. And the past few years that made me understand that I grew up were like a nightmare, and I didn't want to be remembered.

But that's all for later, so let's not mention it for now.

It's just that Wu Peiming has raised seven or eight red dragons before and after, and none of them are really qualified to become Gu worms, let alone start refining Gu well.

However, Wu Peiming seems to have drilled the tip of the horns, and he wants to refine the centipede he chose to become a Gu worm.

By the time he had raised the ninth red dragon, the Golden Silkworm Gu worm in my body and I seemed to have gotten along extremely well.

According to the daily repeated exercises taught by my grandmother, the golden silkworm Gu worm seemed to be able to fully appreciate my efforts, and in my grandmother's experiments again and again, it showed more and more powerful toxicity again and again, and it really did not disappoint my grandmother.

As for the problem of my chest tightness and heart discomfort, I seem to have gradually gotten used to this golden silkworm Gu worm. Sometimes, I can even feel it eating my heart's blood, and I can clearly feel its crawling path in my heart, but my heart is no longer so uncomfortable.

The blood culture from the hospital had already come out, saying that there was indeed a bacterial infection, and the hospital called me to urge me to go back for surgery twice, but I refused.

When the hospital called me for the third time and I refused, they were no longer prepared to convince me, but just asked me to go back to the clinic and sign the medical record that I had given up the operation on my own initiative. I can understand this, after all, the relationship between doctors and patients is so tense now, if something really happens, the hospital is afraid of medical trouble, and my attending doctor is also afraid of taking responsibility.

So not long ago, I went back to the hospital and went to the doctor who saw me that day, and signed the medical record stating that I had given up the surgery myself.

Although they had no hope of trying to persuade me, when I actually met me, the outpatient doctor asked me why I had given up the surgery, and he said that if I didn't treat it, it would be dangerous for the infection to become serious.

He even took a step back and said, even if I am afraid of surgery and don't want to undergo surgery, then I should hang saline or take medicine to fight the infection.

I smiled and said to the doctor, "Doctor, I'm not shy about medical treatment, I'm really fine." ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "When a patient says he's fine, it's a good idea to say he's okay to a drunken person." In fact, you are just avoiding medical treatment. ”

I knew that if I told the doctor about it, the doctor wouldn't believe me, so he transferred me to a psychiatric department. So I was ready to get up and leave, but after thinking about it, the medical report is scientific, and if the blood culture report comes out that I do have a large number of bacteria in the blood, then the probability of infection will indeed be very high. If I can really live in peace with the Golden Silkworm Gu Worm, then there shouldn't be a lot of bacteria in my blood now, so it's reasonable. Otherwise, it will always be a hidden danger.

So, I asked the doctor to prescribe me another blood culture.

The doctor was amazed and said that I had not undergone any treatment, and that it was impossible to treat such a high number of bacteria with my immunity alone.

I ignored him and insisted on another blood culture, but he had no choice but to prescribe it for me.

Five days later, I got a new report and everything was fine, and the doctors were stunned. And this time I was completely relieved.

Wu Peiming's ninth red dragon was really capable of defeating the other ninety-nine poisonous insects, Wu Peiming persevered for more than a month, and finally guarded the clouds and saw the moon. He began to happily practice poison with his Red Dragon Gu Worm.

At this time, my grandmother told me that it was also time for me to choose a Gu technique and start refining. She asked me, what kind of Gu art do you want to practice?

I thought about it seriously for three days.

First of all, the Life and Death Gu is life-threatening for Gu cultivators, and I will not practice it to the death.

Secondly, love Gu, for a single dog like me, how can I betray it, it's not interesting to refine it.

Finally, the puppet Gu, the ghost control Gu, and the Ecstasy Gu are the three Gu techniques that grandma can only use besides the Love Gu.

In fact, grandma said that if I wanted to learn the death Gu, grandma wouldn't be able to teach me, because she wouldn't be able to do it at all.

As for the three Gu techniques, such as the Puppet Gu, the Ghost Control Gu, and the Ecstasy Gu, they all belong to the control system, and they are three Gu techniques of the same branch.

The difference is that puppet Gu and ecstasy Gu manipulate people, while ghost control Gu manipulates ghosts; Puppet Gu and Ghost Control Gu are manipulative behaviors, while Ecstasy Gu is manipulative minds.

The reason why I seriously thought about it for three days was because these three Gu techniques were so close that it was really difficult for me to choose. I asked my grandmother if I could practice the three together, and my grandmother said no.

Alas, it was so close that I made all the obstacles in my choice.

Speaking of which, I'm going to fight to find my brother, and my grandmother is worried that I won't be able to deal with them if I run into dirty things, so she taught me a lot of ghost hunting techniques, but unfortunately my qualifications are limited and my learning is not ideal, so I should choose to control ghost Gu.

To be honest, my first reaction was indeed to choose the Ghost Control Gu. However, my grandmother told me that to control the ghost Gu, I had to have the book to restrain the ghost and contain it in advance, so that I could perform this trick on it and control its behavior.

In this way, doesn't it mean that I don't have the ability to contain ghosts, so it's useless to learn to control ghost Gu!

As for the remaining two Gu techniques, they are both manipulating people, one controlling the body and the other controlling the mind. I feel that these two should not be separated, you said that you controlled other people's bodies, but you didn't control his heart, then he didn't know how to take revenge on me when he turned around!

What's more, grandma said that puppetry, which only works when I am doing it, and once I stop doing it, that person returns to normal. In terms of timeliness, this Gu technique is actually not short, because the timeliness of this Gu technique is calculated like this: those who fall for my puppet technique, as long as they are not released from the Gu poison, will always be under my control. So if you can't get rid of this poison forever, time will be eternal. It's just that judging from the effect, as soon as I stop doing it, the people who are poisoned by Gu are like ordinary people who have not been poisoned.

The key point is that grandma said that it is extremely energy-consuming to manipulate the Gu people.

In other words, even if I stop doing it, the person who is poisoned by Gu doesn't dare to retaliate against me, he will always do it anyway, right? Restore everything I did when I controlled him!

Wouldn't I be wasting my energy?

Then why do I use this Gu technique?

As for the Ecstasy Gu Technique, it means that as long as a person falls for my Gu poison, he can love whoever I want him to love, and he can hate whoever he wants, and all love and hatred can be controlled by me. But I thought about it, what should I do if I want to control other people's love and hatred? What does it matter to me about other people's love and hatred? Even if it is someone I love, but I can't love it, I'd rather give it up.

So, I'm really struggling, which one should I choose for Gu Refining?