Chapter 330: Removing the Disguise (Part II)

"Okay, I'll keep an eye on it," Cong Xinyue nodded.

Not long after Tong Yufei and Mu Yachuan left, Mo Xi woke up, he didn't know how long he had been asleep, but he realized that something must have happened again when he fell asleep when he found that he had been hanging needles on his hand again.

"Did you wake up?" Xin Yue whispered softly in Moxie's ear.

Mo Xi nodded, and smiled apologetically at Cong Xinyue, "I'm sorry, I fell asleep thinking about it, and I still haven't come up with anything that can make you happy after sleeping for so long,"

Xin Yue didn't answer Moxi's words, and didn't seem to be interested in his topic at all, and only after shaking Moxi's bed a little bit did he open his mouth to change the topic, "Doctor Tong said that it's not good to hang the nutrient solution all the time, I thought you couldn't eat anything, so I still got a little rice cereal, you can drink a little,"

Mo Xi sensitively felt that Cong Xinyue's mood was a little not good, maybe something happened when he was asleep, so he stared at Cong Xinyue with inquiring eyes, but Cong Xinyue didn't see it, and only cared about feeding him rice cereal. Waiting for half a bowl of rice cereal to be eaten, Mo Xi saw that Cong Xinyue was still with a straight face, and finally couldn't help but speak, "Yueyue, what's wrong?" Why are you upset? ”

"It's okay, it's just a little tired, don't think about it," Xin Yue knew that her face was not good-looking, but she didn't know why she couldn't adjust it. She took out a book and handed it to Moxie, "You read the book for a while, have a good rest, I'll go eat something, and I'll be back in a while,"

Moxi nodded and watched Xin Yue leave. He could feel that Cong Xinyue had something on his mind, and he could guess what was going on, but asking for such a thing would only increase Cong Xinyue's unhappiness even more.

Moxie looked down at the book in his hand, it was still the 100,000 bad jokes, and he understood that Cong Xinyue had worked hard to keep herself happy in front of him. But she is not a machine, there will always be times when the emotions in her heart cannot be suppressed, and all Moxi can do is act as if she didn't see it.

"Mu Yachuan," Mo Xi called Mu Yachuan to find out what happened when he was asleep, "Did anything happen when I was asleep just now?" ”

Mu Yachuan shook his head, "No, it's just that you had a fever again when you fell asleep, Doctor Tong is very worried about whether you can survive the third treatment, and reminds Cong Xinyue to take good care of you and don't let you have any accidents,"

"That's the case, no wonder," Moxi understood why Xin Yue's mood became so low, "Yachuan, there are some things I can't say, but I hope you can help me follow Xin Yue and say, I know that she has worked very hard, she has studied a lot, she has taken care of me very much, and my lack of physical improvement is not her problem at all, let her not blame herself and be sad,"

"I know, I'll find an opportunity to comfort her," Mu Yachuan nodded. It's not that she hasn't seen Xin Yue's dedication to the boss during this time, but she's afraid that whatever an outsider says, she feels like she doesn't have a backache when she stands and talks.

"What is she doing now?" Mo Xi was a little worried when he saw that Xin Yue hadn't come back yet.

"I guess Dr. Tong's words made her feel that she didn't do well enough, so she hid in her room to vent her emotions," Mu Yachuan said as a matter of course, but as soon as he said it, he realized that he had said something he shouldn't say, and immediately opened his mouth to remedy, "Boss, don't worry, she's just tired and needs to rest in the room, nothing else,"

Moxie raised his hand and made a gesture that you don't need to say anymore, "Okay, you go about your business, I want to take a break too,"

Mu Yachuan nodded, turned around and left the observation room.

Mo Xi closed his eyes, but his heart was not calm at all because of Mu Yachuan's words just now. Of course he knows that Xin Yue can always smile at himself like this, what kind of effort has to be put in behind it, he will not be naΓ―ve to think that Xin Yue will really have no sadness and negative emotions after facing such a self, but now he is powerless to change anything, every day in addition to watching Cong Xin Yue try to smile at himself while racking his brains to make herself laugh, he can only cooperate with her to reduce her burden as much as possible.

Confused, Moxie didn't know how long she had been asleep, and when she was half-asleep, she felt that someone was trying to take the book from her hand. Moxi opened his eyes and saw Cong Xinyue smiling lightly at him, but this smile only made Moxi feel distressed

Moxi finally decided to say what was in his heart, "Yueyue, you said that we are the closest people, you can smile at each other when you are happy, you can yell at each other twice when you are unhappy, and you can cry at each other without scruples when you are sad, but why do you force yourself to smile at me when you are obviously unhappy?" ”

"I didn't, who are you listening to nonsense? I'm not unhappy," Xin Yue was still smiling while putting the book away, but her expression was stiff no matter how she looked at it.

Moxi sighed softly, he understood that if he didn't say it thoroughly, Xinyue, a stubborn woman, would not admit that she was sad, "I know that you are worried about me, and I feel sad." You are afraid that your sad emotions will affect me, so you always vent your sad emotions alone, and then leave me with only a smile. But this smile is just a smile on the lips, and there is still deep worry and fear in my eyes, and when I see you laughing like this, my heart will only be more distressed than seeing you sad. ”

From Xin Yue, she gradually restrained her smile, she knew very well that although Moxi was sick, her eyes were still sharp, and she couldn't hide any emotions from him. Cong Xinyue lowered her head, still stubbornly silent.

Mo Xi gently took Cong Xinyue's hand, put it in the palm of his hand and shook it, "Yueyue, you don't have to disguise yourself so hard in front of me, you can express your emotions in front of me, you don't have to avoid me, I'm not that kind of fragile person." You tell me in front of me that you are sad and let me comfort you, so that I feel that I am still a person who needs you, or I will feel that I am just a dead person who can breathe. ”

Hearing this, Cong Xinyue reflexively raised her head and stared at Mo Xi with a frown.

Moxi just threw a comforting smile at Xin Yue, "Yueyue, promise me, it's a request of mine, don't leave when you're sad, you lean on me as before, so that I can hold you, and you can vent to my heart's content." I don't know how many opportunities there will be, but I really want to be your support,"

"Moxi, I don't know what Mu Yachuan told you, but I really don't have 。。。。。。" From Xin Yue's words before she finished speaking, Moxi reached out and hugged her into her arms, from Xin Yue leaning on Moxi's chest, she looked up and saw Moxi staring at herself quietly.

"In this way, it's better than you alone, okay, although I'm not as strong as before, but it's okay to let you lean on, if one day I can't even be leaned on by you like this, I think it's time for me to leave," Moxi held Cong Xinyue's hand and stroked Cong Xinyue's back.

From Xin Yue slowly closed her eyes, listened to Moxi's steady heartbeat, felt the ups and downs of Moxi's body between exhaling and breathing, and was silent for a long time before speaking, "Moxi, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that after I get used to it, I will lose it again,"

Moxi gently kissed the black hair on the top of Cong Xinyue's head, and whispered softly as if comforting Cong Xinyue and as if comforting herself, "No,"