Chapter 112: Happiness Gives Birth to Sorrow
I walked out of the emergency room crying, not knowing what kind of joke it was.
Inexplicably, I was pregnant.
When I was hesitant to decide whether or not to stay this little life, the B-ultrasound showed that there was not just one, but two small lives.
When I struggled for a long time, I finally respected the two little lives and decided to keep them.
When Xinxin began to dream of being a mother, he suddenly began to bleed profusely, and one of the babies was biochemical.
When I grabbed the remaining baby as all I wanted, I couldn't keep it because he was stunted.
"I want to try again, I want to wait, maybe there will be a fetal heartbeat soon."
"You're almost three months old, and the baby still doesn't have a fetal heartbeat, and you're still bleeding, so you can't stay."
"When I went to the emergency room the day before yesterday, the doctor said that the blood was not too much, and it was not a big problem. And isn't the baby already sprouting! ”
"It's not a lot now, but you're bleeding now, which means it's not stopping. Therefore, it is still very dangerous for you not to terminate the pregnancy now, and when the time comes, there will be a sudden heavy bleeding, and it will be too late to rescue you. What's more, even if your baby sprouts now, it is stunted, and it may not be good to stay. ”
"Do I insist on staying?"
"We can't joke with your life. If you insist on staying, then call your dependents, and both yourself and your dependents will need to sign. Otherwise, you are still in our hospital for prenatal checkups, and if something happens, our hospital will be responsible. ”
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The night was silent.
The sky was pitch black.
No month.
No stars.
The sound of a sewing machine coming from grandma's room rumbled.
According to the Internet, the baby's fetal heartbeat is also rumbling.
But baby, baby, why don't you let your mother hear it?
Mom really longs for it.
A few weeks ago, I was still hesitating, and I never expected that my heart would ache so much when God really wanted to take back this gift.
The sound of the sewing machine in the grandmother's room suddenly stopped.
"Haha, it's done, how cute."
The soundproofing of the old house is not very good, so I can hear every word clearly when my grandmother is talking in the next room.
"It's lovely. Hehe, I didn't expect you to really think about it. Don't worry about your granddaughter being pointed at and getting pregnant before she gets married! Grandpa teased grandma.
"No matter how much. Anyway, I just know that I'm going to be an old lady, haha, the fourth generation, the fourth generation. ”
Grandma seemed to be smiling happily and her voice was getting closer.
"Zicha baby, open the door quickly."
It turned out that my grandmother had come to my room.
It's just that my face is full of tears, how can I open the door and face my grandmother.
"Zicha baby, come and see the little clothes that grandma made for the little great-grandson, hurry."
Hearing my grandmother say this, I became more and more afraid to open the door.
Grandma came to me so excitedly with her clothes, how could I get down and splash cold water on her.
I suddenly felt sad and couldn't help crying. But at the first wow, he covered his mouth firmly and covered himself with a thick quilt.
"Zicha baby, what a sound. Baby, are you uncomfortable? Don't scare grandma! ”
Grandma knocked the door.
"Don't knock, you let your granddaughter sleep for a while. She is now pregnant and needs more rest. ”
Grandpa seems to have come running to remind grandma like this. After that, I didn't hear my grandmother's voice again, and I didn't hear my grandfather's voice again.
Five minutes later, the sewing machine in Grandma's room rumbled again.
I think grandma started making a second little dress again.
I wanted to rush over and tell my grandmother to stop, but I didn't dare.
Suddenly my phone rang.
A strange phone call.
I pressed it.
After a while, my phone rang again.
It's still that number.
I pressed it again.
But it wasn't long before this number called me a third time.
I didn't know who it was, what it was, but I began to hesitate to take it.
After hesitation, I accidentally pressed the wrong key.
The phone picked up.
But I was still whimpering, and I covered my mouth as hard as I could, trying not to be heard.
A familiar voice came from the other end of the line.
"Hey, sister. I'm your third brother Wu, why don't you even solve the phone! ”
Wu Peiming?!
"Hey, sister, what's wrong with you? The sound is wrong! ”
Wu Peiming asked me with concern.
My tears began to burst again, but my hands were covering my mouth harder and harder.
"Sister, why don't you speak! Your third brother, I am resurrected for you! ”
As soon as I heard Wu Peiming say this, I couldn't help but let go of the hand that was tightly covering my mouth and let out a painful sound.
The grandparents next door heard this cry and came knocking on my door and asked me what had happened.
I really don't know how to face my grandparents, I just cry all the time.
Wu Peiming was so anxious on the other end of the phone that he asked me what was wrong, but I never answered.
A few minutes later, the grandparents came in with the spare key and opened the door.
As soon as my grandmother turned on the light, my eyes were white and my head ached.
"Zicha, what's wrong with you?"
My grandparents anxiously came to my bedside.
But I didn't know how to speak, so I threw myself into my grandmother's arms and cried.
My grandmother patted me on the back and kept soothing me.
I don't know how long I cried, but I finally calmed down a little.
However, looking at my grandmother's eyes, my heart was so blocked that I couldn't even beat.
I sobbed again for a long, long time.
Finally, I told my grandmother what the doctor had told me today.
Grandma was silent for a long time and didn't speak.
Grandpa spoke first: "It's okay, it's okay." Didn't you really want it in the first place? Let it be. You're so young, you'll be married in the future. ”
Grandpa seemed to say this very easily.
But the first half of Grandpa's sentence was clearly choked up, and it was only when he cleared his throat in the second half of the sentence that he seemed to speak very easily.
If grandpa doesn't feel heartache at all, I don't believe it.
"It's okay, it's okay, baby. Your grandfather was right. ”
Immediately afterwards, my grandmother began to comfort me.
But her voice was distinctly trembling.
My grandfather and grandmother comforted me for a long, long time, coaxed me to sleep like I had done when I was a child, and tucked the corners of the quilt. In the end, I was advised not to think too much and have a good rest, so I withdrew.
After my grandparents went back to their room, my room was quiet, and I suddenly heard something strange, like the sound of a car honking on the road, but it was very soft.
However, it shouldn't be light or loud. The building we are in is in the very center of the community, and the road is very far away.
At this time, I realized that Wu Peiming had been on the other end of the phone and had never hung up.
I picked up the phone that had been dropped under the covers and looked at it, and the talk had lasted almost fifty minutes.
He just listened to the movement on my side without saying a word, just guarding?
I wanted to say something to him, but I really didn't know what to say.
Then, I actually hung up the phone.
My mind was so confused that I didn't know what I was thinking.
I thought Wu Peiming would fight back, but no.
That night, I had insomnia.
Lying quietly in the bed, crying for a while, weeping for a while, until dawn.
At around 8 o'clock, my grandmother knocked on my door and called me up for breakfast.
I pretended not to hear.
After a few minutes, my grandmother opened the door with breakfast and brought it to me.
I pretended to be asleep.
Grandma didn't say anything, didn't call me again, put breakfast on my bedside table, and withdrew.
At around 10 o'clock, my phone rang.
I saw that it was the number that Wu Peiming called yesterday.
I didn't even think about it, so I picked it up as soon as I could.
But after picking it up, I was speechless, and I couldn't even say "Hey".
The other side was also speechless for dozens of seconds, and then said very gently: "Sister, the third brother has arrived in Shanghai." If you want, come to Hongqiao Airport to pick up the third brother. ”
When I heard this, I was thrilled.
Why did Wu Peiming come to Shanghai?
I suddenly thought about my brother, thinking that I couldn't offend him, after all, Wu Peili hadn't taken me to the grave yet.
Now that Wu Peiming has woken up, Wu Peili has to take me to find my brother's bones.
So he blurted out, "Okay, you wait for me." ”
Then I hung up the phone in a hurry and began to get dressed and washed.
When my grandmother saw that I was in a hurry and looked like I was going out, she asked me where I was going.
I'll be honest and say I'm going to pick up a friend at the airport.
Grandma and Grandpa looked at each other, didn't say anything, didn't ask.
Grandma just said let me have breakfast before leaving, and then hurried into my room and took the breakfast on my table to the kitchen to heat it up.
I was in a hurry to see Wu Peiming and didn't want to have breakfast.
But thinking that my grandparents must have been hurt a lot after they learned about this yesterday, but now they are just worried about me, how can I not let them feel at ease.
I patiently ate all the breakfast in one bite.
Before leaving, I saw my grandmother secretly smiling and wiping away tears.
I didn't know what to say, so I didn't see it, so I hurried out, got a car, and headed for the airport.
When I arrived at Hongqiao Airport, I immediately called Wu Peiming, determined his location, and rushed over to find him.
Wu Peiming dresses very stylishly, although I always call him Wu Sange, and I know that he is not much older than me, but I always classify him as Wu Peili's generation, after all, they are brothers. So in my impression, he should be dressed as an old man like Wu Peili.
Now this light millet hair, a large shirt that seems to fit into two of him, a pair of jeans full of holes, and a pair of snow-white sneakers, really make me a little afraid to recognize him.
It wasn't like that when he was lying in a hospital bed!
"Third Brother Wu." I called him weakly from his side, and I was afraid that I had recognized the wrong person.
Wu Peiming turned around, saw me, and smiled brightly.
I was so amazed that I couldn't do it.
A face that was no longer shrouded in cyan, handsome and fair. The starry eyes and bright teeth, and the pear vortex that is revealed with a smile are really intoxicating.
I've seen him lying on a hospital bed before, and I've never found him so handsome.
"Ah, sister."
As soon as he spoke, he became a little more ruffian, but more and more charming.