Chapter 279: Injuries

After listening to Huo Biao's words, Meng Lansheng lowered his eyes slightly, and his tone was not without sadness, with a heart full of entanglement and helplessness.

"General Huo, you can leave your power and name for Xianhe, this really makes me ashamed, but, you don't have no chance, Xianhe is single now, if you work hard, fight a little, I think, sooner or later, she will agree to be with you, as for me and the bell girl, I don't tell you, I do have a bell girl in my heart, and I also wanted to be with her, but I have a last resort, you know, I didn't rely on anyone to climb to today's position, it took not only time, but also a lot, I don't want to give up all the power I got today, the bell girl is born with sexual freedom, the most unwilling to be restrained, although I like her, but, I don't want her to sacrifice herself to fulfill me, what she wants, I can't give, I want, I don't want her to sacrifice, today, you also heard, she returned to Miaojiang and experienced so many things, I think, now she is not the carefree little girl before, I can't give her enough security, rather than make both of them miserable, it's better to be like this, Separate and pursue your own path and happiness, so that it is good for everyone...... ”

"Bang"

It's just that before the words were finished, Huo Biao punched him in the face.

"Do you know what kind of bastard you're talking about? You don't choose such a good girl as a bell, do you want to choose to follow that brutal Chu Xi, just for this damn power? Are you so reluctant? Before, I thought you were forced to do so, but now it seems that you are indeed like this, for the sake of power, you can do anything ....... ”

Meng Lansheng, who was punched by Huo Biao and lay on the ground, stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, stood up tremblingly, and looked at the indignant Huo Biao viciously.

"Who are you to say about me? What about yourself? At least I'm brave enough to take a step, what about you? You don't even have the courage to confess your heart to her, yes, for the sake of power, I can do anything, but, you are not me, you don't know how much I have paid to get to where I am today, when I was young, I was beaten and scolded by my subordinates at will, I couldn't eat enough and didn't warm up, I suffered how many white eyes, even my own mother, I couldn't protect her safety, so she suffered a lot of humiliation, now, I rely on my own ability to get to the position of prime minister, all by myself, never by anyone, I know, there are many people in the court who look at me, said that I am a villain who slaps sycophants, but I dare to swear to the sky, touch my conscience and say, I, Meng Lansheng, rely on my own ability, not the so-called sycophants in your mouth, the current Daqing Dynasty, except for me to do my best for the people, who can do this, including you General Huo, only I have done my best to die for the people of the world, so, what qualifications do you have to say this about me? It doesn't matter if you say I'm greedy for power, or that I'm a villain, as long as I know what I'm doing, you can see that our majesty is exposed and suspicious by nature, how can I not know, but what can I do, he is the emperor, what can I do? I want the people of Daqing to be able to eat, so that all children like me can go to school, I just don't want anyone to go through such miserable days like me, I am fortunate to have the help of Xianhe to become who I am today, and I also want to use her kindness to help other people who are more pitiful than me...... What's wrong with me? ”

Meng Lansheng broke out the grievances and sadness suppressed in his heart through Huo Biao's gap, and over the years, others have been ridiculing him from time to time, both openly and secretly, but he didn't hear it, or ignored it.

However, this doesn't mean that he really doesn't care, he doesn't feel sad, obviously he has never done anything bad, what he does is for the people of the world, he just because of this obsession in his heart, watching his beloved girl go through so many painful things, he can't step forward to give her a hug.

Tell her.

Don't be afraid, I'm here!

He couldn't fulfill such a simple promise, he could only watch her, suppressing the torture in his heart, and even a simple greeting was extremely difficult, so he could only pretend to be stupid.

Huo Biao was stunned by Meng Lansheng's outspokenness, he didn't expect that Meng Lansheng also had a last resort, and he also had his own last resort, instead of giving up the villain he loved for the sake of power as he despised in his heart before.

"I'm sorry...... I didn't expect ...... I misunderstood you....... ”

Meng Lansheng smiled bitterly, waved his hand at him, and slowly squatted on the ground.

"You're not wrong, you don't have to apologize to me, my tone is also wrong, in fact, what you said is right, I am a greedy ghost, I want to give her happiness, and I don't want to give up my power, but these two conflict, I can't have it at the same time, I persuaded myself not to give myself, don't give her hope, but, seeing her like this, I began to shake again...... I really deserve your punch like this, knowing that I can't give her happiness, and I should want to give each other hope. ”

Huo Biao also smiled bitterly, sat on his knees in front of him, and laughed at himself with a bitter face.

"At least you are better than me, knowing the bell girl's heart for you, I am different, I don't even know her heart, and I don't dare to show my heart, for fear that she will refuse, and I am afraid that in ......the end I won't even be a friend."

"General Huo, in fact, I think you can be braver, for so many years, there is no other person around Shen Xianhe, I think, if you are braver, it may be different, and things will not be as negative as you think...... In case of...... I said what if, Xianhe has you in her heart? ”

"It's impossible, it's not possible, if it had been a long time ago, on the night she left...... I'm brave...... If you dare to give up everything...... Then I might still have some chances...... However, this is no longer possible...... She has someone in her heart...... I'm late....... ”

Huo Biao smiled bitterly, the corners of his eyes were moist, in order not to let his tears fall, he raised his head slightly to look at the night sky with twinkling stars, and his tone was filled with endless regret and melancholy.

Meng Lansheng turned his head to look at him and asked puzzledly.

"How could it not be? You don't even dare to take the first step, how do you know it's impossible? You've always been aggressive, and it's not like your style at all. ”

"Don't try it anymore, do you remember what the bell girl told us today? He said let's not mention the name Su Nianjun in front of Shen Xianhe, even if it's about Su Nianjun, Su Nianjun, I think you should know, he is the person in Shen Xianhe's heart, and today's Xianhe is very abnormal, as if he is deliberately hiding something, and he doesn't want to be asked by us...... The most important reason...... There was no ...... that light in her eyes anymore. ”

How could Meng Lansheng not know about Su Nianjun, in the letter between him and the bell girl, the bell girl had already told him everything about Shen Xianhe's eleventh is Su Nianjun, and Shen Xianhe also told him about Su Nianjun's liking.

However, what he didn't expect was that after so much time, Shen Xianhe still hadn't forgotten Su Nianjun, and the reason why he encouraged Huo Biao so much to fight for Shen Xianhe was because he wanted Shen Xianhe to come out, and he couldn't let her not be able to come out of Su Nianjun's world.

"I'm sorry...... General Huo...... Actually, I deleted you, I hope you can forgive me?"

Hearing this, Huo Biao turned his head to look at Meng Lansheng in confusion.

Meng Lansheng continued to speak.

"Actually, I know that Shen Xianhe has Su Nianjun in his heart, and I persuaded you to fight for it so much, just because I heard your sincere confession before, which made me feel that Shen Xianhe would be very happy with you, not the Su Nianjun who would only make him miserable."

Hearing this, Huo Biao paused for a moment, and then smiled self-deprecatingly.

"It's nothing, in fact, I already knew, when I was in the capital, when I helped her escape from the capital, I sent someone to investigate, and I knew what was going on between them, I knew all this, in fact, I don't blame others for all this, I blame myself, I missed it myself, in fact, I was suddenly so emotional about you, because I messed up the only chance myself, so now, I can't get it back."

"How?"

Hearing Huo Biao's muttering, Meng Lansheng asked with doubts.

"In fact, that year, she took the opportunity to escape from the trap set by Su Nianjun, because I was worried about her, I deliberately asked the subordinates of the frontier to send a message to the capital that the frontier was in chaos, and took this opportunity to come to her, and after finding her, I saw her escape with a very beautiful plan...... I knew that she was very fragile at that time, and I knew that under her strong surface, there was a heart that needed warmth...... I know all of that...... However, at that time, I was just like you, because of some external power and wealth that I couldn't leave behind...... I gave up on her, didn't give her a hug, didn't give her company, didn't accompany her through the most difficult days...... I also have too many bodies that I can't help myself, our Huo family needs me to support it, Huo Fu, and my mother, the subordinates who followed me from birth to death...... I can't leave any of this behind...... So, at that time, I could only watch her leave with a scarred heart...... I didn't even dare to show my heart...... Therefore, today, looking at you like this, I will be so excited, I will start to beat you, I don't want you to go through such regrets...... This time, I thought about it, I wanted to make up for my previous regrets, and I wanted to tell her what I wanted, but, needless to say, her attitude had already shown everything, and I would never have a chance again....... ”