It's November, and the weather is slowly starting to get cooler. Qin Xiaotian didn't sleep lazy, and simply ate early and took the bus to Xiangcheng University.

"Yun Jing, I'm here, where are you?" When Qin Xiaotian was about to arrive, Lu Yunjing sent a text message.

"I'm in the dormitory, come up!" Lu Yunjing replied to Qin Xiaotian.

Returning to the campus he was once familiar with, Qin Xiaotian walked downstairs to the shared house of the three of them and went up to the third floor.

"Xiao Jing!" Qin Xiaotian knocked on the door.

"Here we go!" Lu Yunjing got up and opened the door.

"You guy hasn't come back to see me for two months, it's too much! Is it a handsome guy from Yunshan University who fascinates you? Lu Yunjing opened the door and hugged Qin Xiaotian as soon as she saw her.

"Xiaojing, I'm really embarrassed, I'm too busy at school and I feel tired, so I haven't come back to see you, don't blame me!" Qin Xiaotian patted Lu Yunjing's shoulder.

"What about the others?" Qin Xiaotian saw that Lu Yunjing was the only one and asked.

"Yang Min went out to play with her boyfriend, and another new girl who moved in was named Shen Yuehua, who should have gone to self-study, and she was a very hard-working girl." Lu Yunjing replied in her usual calm and soft voice.

"Sit down!" Lu Yunjing pressed Qin Xiaotian onto the sofa. "What do you want to drink? Tea? Coffee? Burmese milk tea? Lu Yunjing asked.

"Burmese milk tea? What's the matter? Qin Xiaotian was curious.

"He Zhenyu sent it to me?" Lu Yunjing's face was calm.

"And Zhenyu?" Qin Xiaotian looked puzzled, "You ...... with He Zhenyu" Qin Xiaotian couldn't speak.

"It's not what you think, I've always been in contact with Zhenyu, and we haven't officially proposed to break up before, although he hasn't come to see me later, but he still calls me regularly and occasionally sends me something. He brought this milk tea back from a business trip to Yunnan and sent me two bags. Lu Yunjing said while making milk tea.

Qin Xiaotian took the cup handed over by Lu Yunjing and sniffed it, "It's very fragrant!" Qin Xiaotian raised his head and looked at Lu Yunjing. Slowly stirring the liquid in the cup, looking at the light brown swirl in the cup, Qin Xiaotian was speechless for a while.

Lu Yunjing did not break this silence.

took a sip of hot milk tea, the black tea flavor and milk fragrance penetrated into the tip of Qin Xiaotian's nose and tongue, slippery. "It's delicious!" Qin Xiaotian raised his eyes and looked at Lu Yunjing.

"If you like it, you can take some back and drink it." After Lu Yunjing finished speaking, she took 10 bags out and handed them to Qin Xiaotian.

"Not so much. You keep it for drinking. Qin Xiaotian pushed.

"What's polite, I know you like to drink milk tea, take it!" Lu Yunjing took a small bag and packed the milk tea.

"Yun Jing, our little Jing Jing has always been so gentle and considerate." Qin Xiaotian grabbed Lu Yunjing's hand and shook it, looking coquettish.

"Really? Why don't some people think I'm gentle and considerate? Lu Yunjing's voice suddenly became very cold.

"Who? Which villain dares to say that we are inconsiderate, this guy has no eyes. Qin Xiaotian's appearance of opening his teeth and dancing claws made Lu Yunjing smile. In the blink of an eye, Lu Yunjing's eyes dimmed again.

"What's wrong, Yun Jing? Is it He Zhenyu or Nie Yuanfei? Which of them messed with you? He Zhenyu also sent you milk tea, it must be Nie Yuanfei! Qin Xiaotian concluded that Nie Yuanfei was not a good thing.

"I don't know, maybe the two of them are too close and it's easy to hurt each other, and the two of us have quarreled more recently, and sometimes there will be a cold war." Lu Yunjing shook her head, she didn't understand what their problem was.

"He's been good and bad to me, and sometimes I feel like he wants me to be his girlfriend, but you know, I can't pretend to be. I don't even know what he's thinking? Lu Yunjing's face was full of sadness, and she felt a little sad in her heart.

"What does he want you to become?" Qin Xiaotian wondered if Lu Yunjing had fallen under the spell, and was so entangled and sad for such a man. Is there something wrong with this Nie Yuanfei? Is there always a template in his heart, he wants every girlfriend to be what he thinks he is, isn't it that the way he thinks he wants to be denied?

"He said he wanted me to give him more freedom, and he felt that I wasn't outgoing enough to participate in their recreational activities very often. Xiaotian, you know, I don't like noisy places very much, and I don't like to go to entertainment venues, it's okay to go once in a while, I can't stand going often. Lu Yun looked at Qin Xiaotian with a blank eye, in the past, she comforted Qin Xiaotian and gave Qin Xiaotian ideas, but now, Qin Xiaotian also has to stick a knife in the ribs of his sworn friend.

"Freespace? If you want free space, then he's single! It's hilarious! He likes to play and let him play well, why ask you? This kind of man is selfish! keeps saying that he loves you, but he has always had a benchmark in his heart, does he know what love is? Love should be unconditional, and even if not all unconditional, it will not necessarily portray you as he thinks you are. If he really loves you, it should be that no matter what you do, he will accept you and treat you sincerely, I don't think he loves you at all! Qin Xiaotian angrily hugged Lu Yunjing.

"Where is Nie Yuanfei? I'm going to talk to him. Qin Xiaotian looked angry.

"Don't, don't! Otherwise, he will be upset if I speak ill of him in front of you. Lu Yunjing panicked.

"Yun Jing, what's wrong with you? You weren't like this, although you looked weak, but you didn't show such humility in front of He Zhenyu, why are you so afraid of Nie Yuanfei? Qin Xiaotian was puzzled, and he also complained a little in his heart that she was not angry.

"I don't know, I'm just scared! Originally, everyone was very optimistic about the relationship with He Zhenyu for a few years, but because of me, I hurt him. Although Zhenyu said that he was willing to give me time to think and wait for me, how could I still have the face to let him wait, I was also afraid of others gossiping, 'saying that I dumped my heart to be good to me and Zhenyu himself had to follow Nie Yuanfei, but he was dumped by Nie Yuanfei, which was self-inflicted. I'm afraid that Zhenyu doesn't want me, and Nie Yuanfei doesn't want me, and I don't even look down on myself. So I don't want to get into trouble with Nie Yuanfei, otherwise it will be a joke in front of people. Lu Yunjing couldn't bear the pain in her heart anymore, she needed an outlet to vent her inner resentment, sadness, self-blame and fear.

"Yun Jing, don't say it, don't cry, I know, you have a hard time, you are afraid of being said to have dumped Zhenyu for Nie Yuanfei, if you break up with Nie Yuanfei, you are afraid of being laughed at, saying that you deserve it, saying that you are to blame, so you want to work hard to maintain your relationship with Nie Yuanfei. I understand, I understand, don't cry, please! Lu Yunjing was in Qin Xiaotian's arms, her tears were like beads with broken threads, and she couldn't stop it.

Qin Xiaotian knew that Lu Yunjing might have been suppressed for too long and couldn't find an outlet, so if she wanted to cry, let her cry freely, and she might feel better when she cried. "Yun Jing, if you want to cry, cry! It's comfortable to cry! Qin Xiaotian patted her gently.

"Xiaotian!" Lu Yunjing looked up at Qin Xiaotian with teary eyes, looking like she wanted to speak and stopped, as if she was crying and couldn't speak.

"What's wrong, you?" Qin Xiaotian was anxious in his heart. Lu Yunjing obviously has something to hide but refuses to say it, what makes Lu Yunjing so sad?

"I ...... I ......" Lu Yunjing couldn't speak.

Qin Xiaotian didn't keep quiet, and she didn't want to force Lu Yunjing, she wanted to wait for Lu Yunjing to say it herself.

"I'm lost!" After Lu Yunjing finished speaking, tears welled up from the corners of her eyes.

"What? Lost? Nie Yuanfei? Qin Xiaotian almost jumped up from the sofa, Qin Xiaotian was surprised not by the loss itself, but by the fact that Lu Yunjing had not dedicated himself to He Zhenyu before?

"For the first time?" Qin Xiaotian asked in a very light and long tone.

Lu Yunjing nodded. Qin Xiaotian suddenly felt a buzzing in his head, and his brain couldn't turn around all of a sudden. After being silent for a while, Qin Xiaotian speculated in his heart about Lu Yunjing's thoughts, regained his composure, and said slowly: "Yun Jing, I don't think this is the most important thing. Of course, I know that this matter is crucial, at least in your mind and mine. You may feel that the trust is not human, and you think that the first time you should not be confused with someone who you don't see clearly and maybe doesn't love you very much. But at the same time, you feel guilty about He Zhenyu and ashamed of your actions, and you even think that since you have given it to Nie Yuanfei, you should continue to maintain a relationship with him, otherwise you can't face yourself, you can't face He Zhenyu or your future husband. Do you subconsciously think that since you gave this person for the first time, you have to be with him anyway? ”

Lu Yunjing listened carefully to Qin Xiaotian's analysis and nodded.

"Yun Jing, I really want to comfort you and help you out, but first you have to figure it out yourself. The first time is very important for women, and now it's the 21st century, premarital sex doesn't mean anything, everyone has had a time when they were young and impulsive. Besides, the age of marriage is generally late nowadays, and it is unrealistic and inhumane for you to let a man or a woman wait until the night of the candle in the cave room to perform the ceremony of husband and wife. ”

Lu Yunjing didn't speak, Qin Xiaotian continued very calmly: "Yunjing, if you want to kidnap your lifelong happiness for this, it's a big mistake!" You have been staying by a man who is unwilling to change for you but wants you to change will not be happy, even if you and Zhenyu can't go back to the past, you will meet people who are good to you, love you and love you in the future. People who really love you don't care about your past, you are so good, this kind of goodness can not only be known to me, but also to other men. Really, trust me, it's a matter of time, and one day you'll meet a man who will accept you all! ”

Qin Xiaotian comforted Lu Yunjing and sketched a blueprint for her happiness. But Lu Yunjing was still worried.

"I can't get over this hurdle in my heart." Lu Yunjing sighed heavily.

"Yun Jing, don't ruin this, this is self-destruction. They all say persuasion and don't persuade to separate, but according to my observations, as well as Nie Yuanfei's roommate's evaluation of him, I really think you should break up with him. It's not worth it for someone like him! Qin Xiaotian accentuated his tone. Thinking of Nie Yuanfei, he couldn't get angry, this Nie Yuanfei was really ruined. Lu Yunjing is by no means his first and will not be the last.

"I'm in a mess, you let me think about it." Lu Yunjing is so contradictory, so contradictory that she is about to split, who may be to blame, she can only blame herself, she despises herself in her heart, and it is not too much to say that she is water-based poplar, right?

"Yun Jing, you can't look down on yourself, you are also a graduate student, knowledgeable and educated, and you are not afraid of no man. Let's take 10,000 steps back and say, even if you are single for a lifetime, you must be single and have backbone! Qin Xiaotian said this as if he was saying it to himself.

Lu Yunjing's tears were dry and wet, and her face was stained with tears. What should she do? This is the question she has been thinking about the most recently, which makes her uninterested in studying, not wanting to go to class, and afraid of facing her classmates and teachers.

"Yun Jing, breaking up is not cutting off your head, what are you afraid of, it's easy to break up if you really make up your mind, what's wrong with starting a new life. Don't let emotional matters affect your normal study and life. When Qin Xiaotian said this, she remembered that more than a year ago, she looked like she was in lovelorn and heartbroken, where could she listen to other people's words, and even comforting her felt harsh, but now it was her to appease Lu Yunjing. Love is really unclear, always the bystanders are clear, and the authorities are fascinated.

Lu Yunjing washed her face and said, "If I think about it again, I still want to give Nie Yuanfei and myself a chance." ”

Qin Xiaotian didn't say anything, since his friend has made up his mind, let her be, and he will be sober after hitting a wall, just like when she went to redeem Xia Linhan.

"Let's go, let's have lunch, what do you want to eat?" Lu Yunjing suddenly changed the topic.

"Can you get out with these eyes?" Qin Xiaotian looked at Lu Yunjing's eyes that were swollen like walnuts, and he couldn't bear to look at them directly.

"I wear sunglasses, hehe!" Lu Yunjing laughed at herself. "You've finally come here, of course I should treat you to something delicious."

"I want to eat spicy hot pot in Houshan, it just happens to be cold today, and it's just right to eat hot pot." Qin Xiaotian has never had resistance to eating.

"Let's go!" Lu Yunjing really put on sunglasses, it was so strange to wear sunglasses on a cloudy day, which caused many passers-by to look sideways, but Lu Yunjing couldn't care so much. Perhaps, as Qin Xiaotian said, it is easier to make up your mind and let it go. It's just that she really can't be easy right now.

The two of them went to the spicy hot pot restaurant they used to go to and sat down, and casually ordered a few side dishes and a few portions of meat, and ate them while shabu-shabu. Lu Yunjing had just cried, and there seemed to be a thorn stuck in her throat, and she couldn't eat it, and it was difficult to swallow. Qin Xiaotian saw that Lu Yunjing was not in a high mood, so he sandwiched a piece of meat for her and put it in a dipping saucer, and said, "Yunjing, there are some things that can't be rushed, you calm down for a few days, think about what I said, you can also consult other friends, listen to your inner voice and think about the next step." It's like I broke up with Xia Linhan at the time and lost my soul, don't you persuade me to come, but this time I'll persuade you in reverse, there are always times when people can't let go and can't figure it out, so it's okay slowly. You can't be as careless as I am, you're thinner than me, your body matters. Hurry up and eat! ”

Qin Xiaotian persuaded Lu Yunjing to eat more, but the effect was not great, Lu Yunjing always just ate some vegetarian dishes.

The two returned to the dormitory and entered Lu Yunjing's room, they both felt a little tired, so they all lay down on the bed and closed their eyes to recuperate, Lu Yunjing didn't want to think, but her brain didn't listen to the call, one would be He Zhenyu, and the other would be Nie Yuanfei, which made her have a headache, and she frowned. Qin Xiaotian happened to see Lu Yunjing's frowning appearance, a little distressed, and held her hand.

Lu Yunjing shrank and approached Qin Xiaotian, Qin Xiaotian turned sideways and gently patted Lu Yunjing's back shoulder with his hand. He said softly: "Yun Jing, you know, I'm worried about you, as well as Zeng Yi and Song Bo, I guess they're also worried about you, and even if He Zhenyu knows what you look like now, I'll be worried." ”

Hearing He Zhenyu's name, Lu Yunjing's body shook, and she said with a little horror: "No, you can't let him know, he can't know!" ”

"Okay, well, don't let him know." Qin Xiaotian continued to pat her on the shoulder and coax her.

"Yun Jing, people make mistakes, and I have made many more mistakes than you. At the beginning, I often called Xia Linhan and tortured him all day long, but people couldn't stand it and ran away. Later, I wanted to find a chance to make amends, and I wanted to be good to him, but people didn't give him a chance. Whether you are to He Zhenyu or Nie Yuanfei, you are better than me to Xia Linhan, at least when the two of you are together, you really pay, do your best, and there will be no regrets about breaking up, just let everything go naturally. ”

"Xiaotian, I also want to do it without thinking about Nie Yuanfei and the things before and after, but my thoughts are not under my control, as long as I stop all kinds of things and sounds and rush towards me, I am almost out of breath." Lu Yunjing was like a fluttering butterfly, flying over thousands of mountains and rivers, and finally exhausted, wanting to flap her wings but unable to move a minute.

"Yun Jing, you know what? I have always hoped that such a person will appear, appear at the right time, in the right place, needless to say, just like two friends who have not met for a long time, nodding lightly and smiling slightly, you can know that this person is right. But God and fate always love to joke with people, it is not easy to meet the right person at the right time, most people either meet the right person at the wrong time or meet the wrong person at the right time, and you, just meet the wrong person at the wrong time. Qin Xiaotian comforted Lu Yunjing, and he was also confiding his heart.

"I actually don't want to admit that Nie Yuanfei is the one who is wrong." Lu Yunjing closed her eyes slightly and tilted her head to the other side.

"Everyone has unknown contradictions and pains, and if you don't get entangled, it's not life. Before you see his relationship with you clearly, you should be alone and quiet, don't pay too much attention to what you have done with him, don't embarrass yourself too much, and don't worry about your future. Someday the answer will appear. Qin Xiaotian knew Lu Yunjing's inner struggle, and he also knew that any comfort would be pale and powerless for Lu Yunjing now.

Thinking that Zeng Yi and Song Bo hadn't had time to thank him for helping him move things last time, Qin Xiaotian called Zeng Yi and told him that she was here with Lu Yunjing and wanted to invite them to dinner at night, and Zeng Yi readily agreed.

Lu Yunjing cried like a tearful person in the morning, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep, and Qin Xiaotian also took a nap.

When it was about time for dinner, Qin Xiaotian woke up Lu Yunjing and went to a Hunan restaurant outside the school to order good dishes and wait for Zeng Yi and Song Bo. Zeng Yi and Song Bo and Nie Yuanfei are both in the same dormitory, usually Nie Yuanfei is not bad to his friends, but his personal problems, Zeng Yi and Song Bo are not particularly clear, but they both vaguely know about Lu Yunjing and Nie Yuanfei, and these two people have not persuaded Lu Yunjing, they both said that Nie Yuanfei is not something that Lu Yunjing can control.

The four of them sat down after greeting each other, Qin Xiaotian saw that Nie Yuanfei hadn't appeared for a day, and there was neither a phone call nor a text message, so he deliberately asked Zeng Yi: "Where is the handsome guy Nie in your dormitory?" Why don't you see anyone? ”

Zeng Yi glanced at Lu Yunjing's expression, saw that she didn't react, scratched her head, didn't know whether to say it, and didn't know how to say it. After hesitating for a few seconds, he saw that Qin Xiaotian was also looking at him, and then prevaricated: "I don't know, it seems that I went to my friend's place today or where I went to play with my friend!" ”

Lu Yunjing knew in her heart that Nie Yuanfei went out early in the morning and sent her a message saying that he was going to play with friends, who knew who he was with, or that he might be with a certain woman now.

"Don't talk about him, Xiaotian, how are you in Yunshan?" Song Bo immediately played a round.

"Very good!" Qin Xiaotian's chatterbox opened suddenly, and he began to tell them all kinds of things since he entered the school, and Lu Yunjing couldn't help but smile when he heard the highlights.

The night was thick, the cold wind was wrapped in a drizzle, and Lu Yunjing and Qin Xiaotian shied a few colders as soon as they came out of the restaurant.

"Let's go, we'll take you to the station!" Zeng Yi put on the hat on his clothes as he spoke, it was really cold today, and the weather became too fast.

Qin Xiaotian grabbed Lu Yunjing, and the four of them slowly walked towards the bus stop. The wind disrupted her and Lu Yunjing's footsteps, and the two of them were closer together.

"Yun Jing, you have to call me and send me a message if you have anything to do! It's cold today, go back and rest early, don't think about it anymore! Qin Xiaotian ordered.

"Well, it's very cold today, it's only the beginning of November, and it looks like it's going to be cold this winter! Winter came early. Lu Yunjing said unhurriedly.

"Yun Jing, it's the cold winter in your heart, right?" Qin Xiaotian asked silently in his heart.

"Go back quickly, it's going to rain heavily, I have an umbrella, you don't have to worry!" Qin Xiaotian arrived at the bus stop and urged them to hurry back.

"Then be careful on the road, and send me a text message when you get to school." Lu Yunjing instructed.

"Got it, don't worry! Let's go, let's go! Qin Xiaotian urged.

Seeing that the backs of the three of them were gradually engulfed by the night, and the thin Lu Yunjing looked alone, Qin Xiaotian suddenly felt sorry for this back. "It's going to be cold this winter!" Qin Xiaotian muttered to himself.