Dazed, at a loss, he suddenly didn't know who he was, was he Z, F, or T? Each one is him, and each one is not him. But he knew that every one exists because at some stage he wants to be like that.

In his childhood, he wanted to be as innocent as Z at that time, and when his hands were stained with blood, he needed Z's thoughts now, but his heart told him that if he had a choice, he wanted to live the same life as F......

Because he can't become such a person himself, the more he thinks about it, the more he can't get out, so that he can't distinguish between reality and life.

The more you think about it, the more you can't get it, everyone knows this truth, but who can not think about it, human nature is not satisfied.

And what to do now, these people in front of him who are recorded in him seem to be two worlds, and he needs to think.

Deciding to choose is a long-term process, and the choice is indeed a matter of moments.

Since that night, Z and F have not appeared in his life again, and he has an inexplicable feeling that makes him a little sad.

Accustomed to living a normal life, he went shopping, saw the scenery, and went to a lot of places, and he believed that he understood that "the excitement is theirs".

Back at home, there was no one in that position busy working overtime, he sat in a chair and helped him with the rest of the work.

Then turn off the computer and go back to your room to sleep......

He seems to know how to choose, he doesn't want his life to be unclear, what he owes, he will pay back, and if he owes him, don't even think about running.

The clarity of his memory is what makes him wander without a goal, he has unfinished business, he has a reason to live, yes, he has a reason to live.

He began to stop taking the drug for a week, two weeks, three weeks, a month, half a year.

One sleep-deprived morning, his brain was exceptionally awake, and the ringing of his cell phone was a bit noisy, the phone from the hospital.

"Who?"

"Mr. T, you need to come to the hospital for a follow-up In fact, you should have come three months ago, but you said that you are working in the field, and you must come this time, otherwise we have reason to suspect that you are in a state of illness, which will cause damage to social stability, so we will take coercive measures."

"Okay, I got it."

"Who?" Z asked.

"Hospital."

"Which one?"

The two looked at F, because Z was not there, and T's couldn't remember.

"Yes, the beginning of everything, the hospital that brought those children to, was chosen by T himself at that time."

"Okay, I'll get up first, I'll have to come, won't I?"

"I suspect that they know about you, although it has been so many years, but you were hospitalized when you were a child, and if your affairs are exposed, it will not have a good impact on them." Z presents his idea.

"We don't have that right now, and I'm not going to harm the innocent."

"Hmm." Although Z's idea is more extreme than T's, he agrees that others are not wrong and should not be implicated.

"These doctors are saved for last."

"Okay."

F looked at these and suddenly didn't know how to evaluate it, right or wrong?

The law does not give them fairness and justice, they themselves want, saying that they are evil, but they have not thought about harming others, maybe what he has been insisting on is wrong......

T looked at the scenery outside the window, and his thoughts drifted back again.

At the beginning, the hospital received a group of patients one after another, all of whom were the children of the powerful, because they were afraid of being discovered for treatment in the city where they were located, after all, there were many people staring at them in the officialdom shopping mall.

Under pressure from various powerful people, the hospital treated them secretly. Is human nature good or evil at the beginning? They don't know, but these children are like devils for various reasons.

The long-term treatment effect is not significant, and a well-known person in the hospital put forward his theory: natural medicine.

He firmly believed that all unbearable and incomplete minds would be healed and perfected as long as he returned to nature, and that under the circumstances of the time, he had no choice but to try.

The hospital asked the doctor who came up with the theory to go to a village under the guise of a summer camp with several other doctors who supported his theory.

That village was where T was, and the children, the mute, the little animals, and him, all became the test subjects and burial objects for the theory.

The first few days of the month-long summer camp were peaceful.

Then there were animals that kept getting hurt and dying, and the doctors panicked, and the doctor who came up with the theory found that when the children dissected or injured an animal, they became surprisingly calm, so he hid the facts.

Until that day, the group of children disappeared, they searched everywhere and found the mute body, and subsequently stopped the child who had been brutally dissected by T.

Externally, he said that this group of children had improved, and contacted the people in the children's family to deal with the matter, and they didn't say anything when they saw that their children looked quite normal.

Suppressing the matter and losing money is just a drop in the bucket of their assets, and the fifteen-year compensation ends on T's twenty-second birthday, which is also the day when T's parents tried to leave, but they were buried in the cupboard.

The sinister nature of human nature and the temptation of fame and fortune are vividly depicted in this experiment.

Seeing that T's state was wrong, Z patted him, "Don't think about these things, stabilize your emotions." ”

"Okay."

[Author: There is no basis for dividing right and wrong, good and evil, do things with our hearts, we have no right to hurt others, and others have no right to hurt us, never let yourself feel regretful, because when you feel regretful, you must have done something wrong. 】