In the classroom of Bozhi Middle School, Cheng Miao sat in front of the window, his eyes were blank looking at the flying snow outside the window, the white snowflakes were overwhelming, but the thin cheeks of the young man looked a little sad.

And this simple little action was also caught by Qin Li standing on the podium, even if Cheng Miao was just a new student, Qin Li did not let him go.

"Cheng Miao, why are you in a daze? Stand behind and listen. The woman's cold scream startled Brother Miao.

The boy didn't explain anything, just scrambled to get up from his seat, picked up the textbook on the desk, and came to the back blackboard.

Qin Li didn't give him a superfluous look, but picked up her lesson plan, and continued to chant the words in her mouth, "Connect AC, make the middle vertical line between CD and DE......"

The woman said as she scratched on the blackboard. Cheng Miao didn't listen at all, and the young man still looked careless with the book in his hand.

There's been so much going on lately that he can't settle down. Sometimes, turning the corners of a book, a girl's face always appears in front of his eyes.

She seemed to be smiling at herself, perhaps, at this time, she was also thinking about him.

I don't know how long it has passed, Cheng Miao's body has stiffened a little, and there is an indescribable weakness in his legs, yesterday he studied very late, until the lights in the entire dormitory building went out, and he had no intention of going back, but he didn't learn more.

Hundreds of kilometers away, her figure was always floating in front of him, making it impossible for him to settle down.

When he arrives at a new school, a new class, he often questions whether he should come to this place, a place where too many people want to come in, but it is not suitable for him at all.

It's been a few days since he came here, but he's not happy at all. Everyone sitting here is immersed in the sea of questions every day.

Until now, he didn't know a few of his classmates.

"Jingle bells." The bell rang for the end of class, but there was no sound in this huge classroom, and it was even terrifyingly quiet.

Each student sat down at their desk as upright as they had been for a few minutes, as if they were in class.

This made Cheng Miao, who had been standing in the back row for most of the class, a little uncontrollable.

He was anxious to return to his seat, and glanced at the students around him with some humility, who were sitting there like statues, not even interested in moving.

The head teacher, Qin Li, was still standing on the podium, but Brother Miao really didn't want to stand anymore, he moved his legs slightly, and moved forward with some effort.

It seemed that he could still walk, so he tried to walk to his seat, but such a small move caused Qin Li's dissatisfaction, "Cheng Miao, you are standing there, who made you move?" ”

The woman's angry roar surprised the young man, he glanced at Qin Li rather dumbly, and then retreated silently, and sighed a little helplessly.

The math book in his hand tightened, he pursed his lips, and listened to Qin Li's endless counting, "It's only the third class in the morning, are you absent-minded?" Don't you know what you're going to do? ”

Cheng Miao had never endured such a harsh accusation before, but fortunately, he could still listen to it, and his ability to bear it was far stronger than he wanted.

Seeing that the young man didn't speak, Qin Li's next words became even more unpleasant, "Let me tell you, there is no shortage of students in our school, how many people want to be admitted?" If you don't want to go to school, go home, no one will ask you to learn here. ”

Her two words of understatement made Cheng Miao's face blush to the base of her neck.

Growing up, he has always worked hard, so no teacher would reproach him like this.

But now it's different, he came to such a fiercely competitive college entrance examination arsenal, and he was no longer happy. He has no self-esteem and is just a student at the bottom.

Whatever he used to be in his middle school, it's all gone. Whenever he was exhausted, he could see that his roommates were still talking and laughing.

Such a high-pressure environment does not seem to pose any threat to them, learning is a very easy thing for them, and it is even more obvious that they can surpass Cheng Miao.

The young man lowered his head, Qin Li's words to him were nothing more than the left ear going in and the right ear coming out. Cheng Miao had already worked hard, and he didn't feel anything ashamed of, so he chose not to take it to heart.

Qin Li also seemed to see the boy's thoughts, so the thin lips didn't mean to be idle.

"You don't want to look like you don't care. Yes, you're in your hometown, you're pretty good. But now, since you have come to us, please don't think so highly of yourself, and it is better to be humble. ”

The head teacher, Qin, said with an arrogant attitude.

Her words made Cheng Miao even more puzzled, how could she see that she was not weak-hearted? Could it be that he should look like a disgraced face every day, and she would let him go?

But Brother Miao is also a practical person, he didn't defend himself a word, just stood there silently, and let her continue.

"Since you are qualified to go to school in Bozhong, you should cherish this opportunity, otherwise, are you worthy of your parents and your teacher?"

Qin Li's words were vibrant, but in exchange for a cold snort in Cheng Miao's heart, his parents. Why did Qin Li mention his parents?

In such an indifferent family, they rarely ask themselves. Only on the day when the results come out, will they ask themselves twice as usual.

And he's just a roll-making machine, and that's the only thing he can do.

"Cheng Miao, do you think you can do whatever you want when you don't stay at home?" Qin Li said and rolled her eyes at the boy.

Maybe for her, Brother Miao is just a small last student. As everyone knows, it took him a lot of energy to come to the platform of Bozhi.

It was already a very difficult thing for him to get to the score line. And Qin Li's harsh rebuke is really a memory for him, and it is unreasonable.

"I didn't do whatever I wanted." Cheng Miao retorted to her with some uncontrollability, "I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, I was just a little tired." ”

He didn't feel like he had done anything wrong, so he just frowned, looking like he was righteous.

Unexpectedly, Qin Li actually laughed when she heard the young man's words, but her smile was not good-looking, it was a bitter sneer, "Are you tired?" You even say you're tired? ”

The woman pursed her lips, but she looked incredulous, it seems, in such a world, the last thing that should appear is the word "tired".

"What about your parents? They work hard for you to read. You still have the leisure to sit in class in a daze? Qin Li seemed to have heard the words that defied the world's condemnation.

"Cheng Miao, why are you? Do you think you're worthy of their hard-earned money? Qin Li said and rolled her eyes at him a little impatiently.

This time, the boy didn't hold back any longer, "Yes, I'm sorry for them." The boy said, and his thin lips began to quiver slightly.

"But I'm really tired, you know? I really can't listen anymore, I want to take a break. Brother Miao unscrupulously spit out his heartfelt words.

"Are you tired? Do you think you're the only one who is tired? Which of the students sitting here is not tired, are you special? ”

She was stunned for a moment, and his lips, which had just opened, tightened again at this moment.

"Why are so many students the only ones who are tired? Why can others hold on and you can't? The more Qin Li said, the more addicted she became.

"Since you can't endure this hardship, then why do you still want to be a student in Bozhong. You know that this is the arsenal of the college entrance examination, so why do you still come? ”

Her series of words were even more stunned, and she had nothing to say. The expression on the boy's cheeks immediately became complicated, and there was a kind of dead loneliness.

"So, Cheng Miao, I'm not going to say anything more about you. It's light to let you stand for half a class today. The next time, if you look so careless again, you will stand for me for a day, do you hear? ”

Qin Li immediately roared, she had never been so angry as she was now.

"Yes." He replied lightly, as calm as ever, without the momentum of Fang Cai, he seemed extremely obedient.

"Today's matter, that's it, you're seventeen years old, and you should have good self-control, you shouldn't let others force you to do anything, it's not interesting."

Qin Li said, the look on her cheeks became a little kinder, "Okay, you go back to your seat, you've been standing for so long." She finally relented and decided to let him go.

The boy nodded silently, his thin cheeks becoming extremely serious, it was the first time he had been blamed in front of so many people, and it was inevitably a little embarrassing.

His steps were unusually slow, and his eyes looked around consciously or unconsciously, but the students didn't notice him, as if Cheng Miao didn't exist, and they were all doing their own problems.

He came to his seat, sat down a little slumbered, then picked up the black pen on the desk, and helped his homework book, but he didn't know what to write.

Thinking of what the head teacher had just said, Cheng Miao couldn't help but sigh again.

He didn't understand why he had to live so tired when he was only a teenager, and the future was still so worth looking forward to.

He didn't want to know, and he didn't want to know. With a gentle inhalation of his nose, he felt the urge to cry, but he finally held back and buried himself in the boring sea of bitterness again.