Chapter 21: Infatuation

Qin Xiaotian and Lu Yunjing were crammed into the narrow upper bunk, they didn't sleep very well in the first half of the night, and they were probably too tired in the second half of the night to fall asleep one after another, and they didn't wake up until more than 10 o'clock in the morning the next day.

"To eat bread or not to eat bread?" Not long after the two got out of bed, Tian Li took out a bag of toast and shook it, asking Qin Xiaotian if she would eat the two of them.

Thinking that there was no need to go downstairs for breakfast immediately, Qin Xiaotian took the toast and said unceremoniously: "Thank you!" He opened it and took out a piece and handed it to Lu Yunjing, and gnawed it himself.

"Do you drink coffee?" Hu Xiaojuan watched the two of them gnaw on bread dryly, feeling very dry, she only had coffee as a drink, so she asked them if they drank it?

Qin Xiaotian and Lu Yunjing glanced at each other, and then shook their heads at Hu Xiaojuan.

"I don't want to drink coffee early in the morning, Xiaojuan, you love to drink coffee in our dormitory, one cup a day, don't forget it every day, hehe." Qin Xiaotian chewed the bread, his words slurred.

"By the way, I have soy milk powder, can I drink it? Take it out and make two cups? Qin Xiaotian patted his head before he remembered.

"Bubbles!" Lu Yunjing was also polite.

Qin Xiaotian took out a large bag of soybean milk powder from the bottom of the bookcase, and only drank two or three packs after buying it for two months, so he forgot it in the corner. If Hu Xiaojuan hadn't asked them to drink coffee just now, she would have forgotten about the soy milk powder.

The warm soy milk went down to the stomach, and the stomachs of the two suddenly felt much more comfortable.

"I'll go back to school after lunch, there will be classes tomorrow, so I'll go back early today to rest." Lu Yunjing took a sip of hot soybean milk.

"Why are you in such a hurry, let's go after dinner." Qin Xiaotian pouted.

"I've been in the dormitory for more than a day, and I'm disturbing your dormitory, it's almost time to go back." Lu Yunjing smiled apologetically at Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li.

"Xiaojuan, Lily, are you free at noon? Why don't we eat together, I'm in for a treat! Qin Xiaotian shouted.

Tian Li and Hu Xiaojuan looked at Qin Xiaotian at the same time, smiled weirdly, and the two replied in unison: "Okay, yes, there is just no place to eat." He burst out laughing.

Qin Xiaotian rolled his eyes and thought: I'm afraid these two people have already made an appointment.

At noon, the four beauties had a meal in the Sichuan restaurant, talking and laughing, and a few people turned out the past love history and friends' gossip out of funny and classic stories, and talked about the man's character enough, before reluctantly touching the swollen belly and walked out.

"I'll send Xiaojing to the bus stop to take the bus, why don't you go back to the dormitory first?" Qin Xiaotian said to Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li.

Hu Xiaojuan Tian Li held hands, nodded, and waved goodbye to Lu Yunjing. "Welcome to our dormitory next time." Tian Li sent an invitation to Lu Yunjing.

"You are also welcome to come to our Xiangcheng University to play, I invite you to eat in the cafeteria, haha!" Lu Yunjing also invited Tian Li and Hu Xiaojuan back, and when she invited them to eat in the canteen, she was amused by herself.

After separating from his roommate, Qin Xiaotian took Lu Yunjing's hand and slowly walked towards the bus stop on another street.

"Qin Xiaotian?!" He hadn't gone far before a voice came from Qin Xiaotian's left side.

Looking to the left, it turned out to be Yuan Dutian. Qin Xiaotian was a little dumbfounded, he wouldn't leave if he was standing. Sensing Qin Xiaotian's abnormality, Lu Yunjing followed Qin Xiaotian's eyes and saw a tall and thin man standing at the door of the restaurant not far to the left, who could not be said to be thin, but could only be said to have a well-proportioned figure, a resolute appearance and a little sunny boyish temperament.

"Who?" Lu Yunjing asked in a low voice, gently pushing Qin Xiaotian.

"That's him." Qin Xiaotian was incoherent.

"Who?" After asking this word, Lu Yunjing had a hunch in her heart, he couldn't be ......

"That Teacher Yuan." Qin Xiaotian squeezed out a few notes.

"Huh? Is it really him? Such a coincidence? Lu Yun observed secretly, and also marveled in her heart, how lucky she was, and once she came to Yunshan University, she took a look at the men around Qin Xiaotian.

Yuan Dutian walked over to Qin Xiaotian and Lu Yunjing. Qin Xiaotian was nervous for a while, her palms were oozing sweat, and Lu Yunjing obviously felt that the palms she was holding became wet.

"Classmate Qin Xiaotian, is it so coincidental?" Yuan Dutian deliberately lengthened his voice.

"Well, I'm coming to dinner with my friends." Qin Xiaotian pretended to be calm.

"Oh, that's a coincidence, I'm also having dinner with a few friends." Yuan Dutian looked at the thin and tall girl beside Qin Xiaotian, with fair skin and a very delicate appearance, but compared with Qin Xiaotian, Yuan Dutian thought that her face was not as rosy as Qin Xiaotian, nor as cute as Qin Xiaotian.

"Don't you want to introduce me?" Yuan Dutian spread out his finger and pointed at Lu Yunjing.

Qin Xiaotian cleared his throat, "Uh...... This is Lu Yunjing, my friend from college, Yunjing, this is our law school teacher Yuan. Qin Xiaotian politely introduced each other to Lu Yunjing and Yuan Dutian with his hand.

"Teacher Yuan, hello, I'm Lu Yunjing." Lu Yunjing took the initiative to stretch out her right hand to shake hands with Yuan Dutian.

Yuan Dutian obviously didn't expect Lu Yunjing to shake hands with him, so he hurriedly handed his left hand up and gently shook Lu Yunjing's hand. Lu Yunjing's hands are very soft, the skeleton is small, and it feels weightless to hold.

Lu Yunjing took the opportunity to take a closer look at Yuan Dutian, Yuan Dutian cut a short inch of hair, very energetic, with clear facial features, eyes are not big, but very spiritual, high nose bridge, lips are not thick or wide, with a well-defined face just right, if the corners of the mouth are not curvature, it will feel a little cold, making it difficult to approach, but if the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, it feels both sunny and a little charming. Yuan Dutian has a healthy complexion, a cleanly shaved beard, and looks like a person who loves sports.

"My name is Yuan Dutian, and in private I don't like people calling me a teacher, especially her." Yuan Dutian glanced at Qin Xiaotian with slanted eyes, and Qin Xiaotian's face instantly flushed.

Could Yuan Dusky be joking like this? Qin Xiaotian's heart stirred up countless ripples.

Lu Yunjing saw the expressions of the two in her eyes, a little funny and a little worried in her heart.

"Teacher Yuan, I'm going to send my friend to the station, let's go first." Qin Xiaotian really didn't know what else to talk about, so he made an excuse, lowered his head and wanted to pull Lu Yunjing away quickly.

"Just leaving?" Lu Yunjing was still a little unwilling.

"Let's go, let's go, hurry up." Qin Xiaotian grabbed Lu Yunjing's hand and dragged it forward.

"Teacher Yuan, welcome to our Xiangcheng University to play!" Lu Yunjing was dragged forward by Qin Xiaotian, and turned back to say goodbye to Yuan Dutian.

Yuan Dutian nodded and responded, "Okay, I will definitely go if I have the chance." ”

"Xiaotian, this is the teacher you said likes you and you also like him?" Lu Yunjing's curiosity was bursting.

"Don't talk nonsense about what you like. Especially what does it mean that I like him, and who says I like him anymore? Qin Xiaotian pouted and denied it.

"That's his unrequited love for you!" Lu Yunjing smiled evilly.

"What kind of unrequited love?!People just have a little bit of a crush on me." Qin Xiaotian quibbled.

"Good feelings are likely to turn into love, don't people want you to think about it? You still have a hard mouth, don't you like what he blushed just now, what kind of head he lowered, what to hide? Lu Yunjing asked Qin Xiaotian in one breath.

"Oh, where am I hiding, it's just how embarrassing it is to meet like this!" Qin Xiaotian shook off Lu Yunjing's hand and walked forward angrily.

"Look, what are you excited about!" Lu Yunjing chased after Qin Xiaotian and grabbed him.

"I think he's pretty good-looking, you can consider it." Lu Yunjing's eyes were full of smiles.

"What are you thinking about, people are teachers, I am a student, do you want me to be in love with teachers and students?" Qin Xiaotian is not angry, in fact, this is a problem she has been struggling with.

"What are you afraid of, who rules that teachers and students are not allowed to fall in love? You are not a middle school student, you are already a graduate student, you have passed the legal age of marriage, and now graduate students can get married, okay, what is so strange about teacher-student love. In the past, our school's English teacher was not looking for her students. Lu Yunjing saw that Qin Xiaotian was worried about whether to have a teacher-student relationship, so she wanted to comfort her and cheer her up.

"That's someone, I'm afraid of being pointed at behind my back." Qin Xiaotian looked worried.

"Finger and point, who will be okay to point you out! As long as you have a clear conscience and have a good time, you don't care what others say! People can't live for others all the time, and live in a world created by others, so it's better to be yourself. If you like it, you will fight for it, and if you don't like it, you will pull it down. "Lu Yunjing really understands more and more she lives.

"Xiao Jing, you can really be a philosopher, everything is a set, why are you still trapped in the emotional whirlpool?" Qin Xiaotian pouted and thought: Your own ass hasn't been wiped clean yet, what are you doing with your heart.

"My business is different from yours, one yard is one yard, don't mix it up. I see that you obviously want to get close but don't dare to get close, what are you afraid of, you shouldn't dare to love after being hurt once, right? It's not like you anymore! "Lu Yunjing continues to educate Qin Xiaotian, what is a friend? It is to express what you think no matter what, try to think about the other party, and tell the truth even if you are arguing.

"You're embarrassed to talk about me, aren't you also hurt, and you don't dare to mention emotional matters until now, hum!" Qin Xiaotian looked unhappy and retaliated with Lu Yunjing's sad story.

"Oda, I said one yard to one yard. I'll slowly adjust and solve my own affairs, don't you want to have a good relationship? Even if it doesn't work out, if you really like him in your heart, why do you have to suppress your feelings, not to mention that he also likes you? Lu Yunjing's voice became louder, and she was anxious to wake up Qin Xiaotian.

"But I don't dare. I don't dare to think, I don't dare to get close, I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of being misunderstood, and I'm even more afraid that there are too many girls who like him one day, and he may not want me. Qin Xiaotian also roared out, her voice was sad, she was really afraid.

"Do you think everyone is Nie Yuanfei? Believing in yourself and trying to trust others is something we both need to learn now. Don't sentence yourself and others because of what happened before and the outside world, don't try how you know. Isn't there still me when you're hurt, and isn't there still you when I'm hurt? Lu Yunjing held Qin Xiaotian's shoulder and shook her.

"Really? You don't even know how popular he is with girls. Qin Xiaotian raised his head and looked at Lu Yunjing in confusion.

"I don't know if it's okay, I just know that you should listen to your inner voice." Lu Yunjing regained her gentle voice.

"Okay, I'm leaving, the car is coming, think about it, don't drill the horns, and don't look like you're rejecting people." Lu Yunjing let go of her hand and looked at the bus entering the station, a little reluctant, but had to say goodbye.

"Xiaojing, be careful on the road, be sure to contact me again. You're going to be good too! Qin Xiaotian pretended to be uncomfortable and rubbed her eyes, not wanting Lu Yunjing to see her tears. She always can't control her tears, she loves to cry since she was a child, emotional, and easily moved and infected.

Sending Lu Yunjing away, Qin Xiaotian walked back with a heavy heart, thinking about her and Lu Yunjing's past, those injuries, and the growth brought by injuries. What she has always cared about is: what is Yuan Dutian's attitude towards her, and can she put aside the eyes of other teachers and classmates in the school? If she doesn't like Yuan Dutian, it would be against her will, but can she and him really be together? Can she promise not to be hurt again? She has no answers right now, and she doesn't know if she's ready for the problems and situations that may arise in the future.

His mind was too nervous, which made Qin Xiaotian feel dry in his mouth. She walked to the cold drink shop and asked for a glass of honey lemonade, wanting to quench her thirst and calm her mood. Just as he was about to pay, a hand stretched out from the back of his neck, and a familiar voice came out, which startled Qin Xiaotian.

"Boss, the money is here!" Yuan Dutian said steadily behind Qin Xiaotian.

The boss glanced at Qin Xiaotian hesitantly, Qin Xiaotian turned his head with a look of surprise and confusion, and saw Yuan Dutian's unsmiling face.

"Teacher Yuan, why are you here?" Qin Xiaotian's voice trembled a little, why was he here? She had been thinking about this man in her heart just now, why did he show up?

The shopkeeper saw that the two knew each other, so he did not hesitate to take the money from Yuan Dutian and find the money to give to Yuan Dutian.

"I happened to pass by, and I saw you walking down the street alone, I don't know what you're doing?" Yuan Dutian said coldly.

"Oh." Qin Xiaotian didn't care about how Yuan Dutian could appear here, her mind was spinning around what she should be looking for.

Yuan Dutian was secretly annoyed in his heart, he actually turned back to find Qin Xiaotian after sending his friend, watched her send Lu Yunjing away, and followed her to the cold drink shop. He didn't know what Qin Xiaotian was thinking all the way, and he didn't notice him at all. Seeing his surprised and frightened expression made him feel very unhappy. What makes him even more unhappy is himself, why should he follow her, he is not crazy! No, maybe he is really a little crazy, because he will miss her, since he revealed his heart to her that day, he has actually been looking forward to it, expecting Qin Xiaotian's answer, he wants to know her mind. But Qin Xiaotian has been hiding himself, leaving Yuan Dutian at a loss.

"What are you thinking?" Yuan Dutian saw that Qin Xiaotian didn't say a word, holding the lemonade in both hands and sucking it constantly, he couldn't understand what Qin Xiaotian's head was thinking.

"I'm wondering how to talk to you." Qin Xiaotian didn't raise his head, and blurted out. The more nervous I became, the more I made mistakes, and I accidentally told the truth.

Yuan Dutian was stunned when he heard this: "What do you mean how to talk to me?" "She doesn't want to see herself, she doesn't want to talk to me? Yuan Dutian secretly sneered, he turned out to be a fool, how much trouble he gave to other students, and he wanted to hide from others, and he even had to think about the wording of the meeting for a long time.

Qin Xiaotian drank the lemonade in the cup violently, and held it until he burped, and suddenly felt the resentment held in his stomach, worried, and afraid that there should be a source to vent it. But she didn't know who to vent to, it was all Yuan Dutian's fault.

Qin Xiaotian couldn't care so much, she only felt that she was going to yell and vent, and suddenly turned around and yelled at Yuan Dutian: "It's not all because of you!" The plastic cup in his hand was suddenly pinched.

Yuan Dutian didn't know why Qin Xiaotian suddenly became angry, and he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

"You are a university professor, why do you have nothing to do with me, why do you disturb my normal life, I now, I really don't know how to face you and get along with you now." Qin Xiaotian was afraid that he would be too conspicuous on the street, so he lowered his voice and roared, and tears almost overflowed the corners of his eyes.

It seems that he guessed correctly. Yuan Dutian thought to himself: Sure enough, his behavior has caused trouble to Qin Xiaotian, it seems that Qin Xiaotian doesn't need this feeling, and he should also take care of it.

"Classmate Qin." Yuan Dutian concealed his frustration and deliberately used this title to distance the two. "I'm sorry, I didn't know I had caused you so much trouble, and if you do feel that I have caused you a burden, I will not bother you again in the future." Yuan Dutian pretended to be calm and coldly wanted to clear up the relationship.

"Hahahaha" Qin Xiaotian suddenly laughed, tears streaming down his cheeks. This man is about to end before it starts, he only cares about himself, doesn't he know the bitterness in her heart at all? "Qin Xiaotian, you're still so stupid, look, Yuan Dutian said that he won't bother me anymore in the future, what else do I need to worry about?" Qin Xiaotian cursed himself in his heart.

Yuan Dutian saw that Qin Xiaotian was desperately trying to hold back his tears, the corners of his mouth were trembling, he didn't know why, but he knew that he was also sad and sad, and he was even more sad when he saw Qin Xiaotian like this. The feeling of pity, pain, and wanting to try to like it but not knowing if it can be accepted by the other person drove him crazy in an instant, and his brain went blank, but his body reacted before his brain. Yuan Dutian pulled Qin Xiaotian over and hugged her in his arms, and the moment he just entered Yuan Dutian's arms, Yuan Dutian's hand was too hard, Qin Xiaotian couldn't help coughing twice, tears burst out, and soon wet a large piece of the clothes on Yuan Dutian's chest. When Yuan Dutian came back to his senses, he found that Qin Xiaotian was already in his arms, and regret it was useless, so he simply hugged her gently and let her sob.

Yuan Dutian wrapped his arms around Qin Xiaotian's shoulders and sighed softly in her ear: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you sad. I just don't know that I'm causing you so much trouble, I don't want you to be unhappy because I'm unhappy, you deserve to live your own life. It's that I didn't think it through. ”

Qin Xiaotian's heart completely collapsed the moment she leaned on Yuan Dutian's body, she smelled the unique smell of his body, a faint manly smell full of sunshine, and her heart melted. Tears flowed like that.

She glanced at Yuan Dutian's face embarrassedly, buried her head and asked vaguely, "Do you really like me and want to be with me?" ”

Yuan Dutian didn't know why Qin Xiaotian suddenly asked him like this, but nodded heavily and said yes.

Qin Xiaotian's heart tightened, if Yuan Dutian really liked her, would she be able to accept it?

"I'm sorry, Mr. Yuan, I just don't know how to express my inner thoughts." Qin Xiaotian still buried his head. Yuan Dutian didn't say anything, he wanted to listen to Qin Xiaotian's thoughts.

"When I knew you might like me, my heart was in turmoil, not without expectations. However, I was also afraid, afraid that I didn't know how to accept it, afraid of other people's eyes, afraid that I would be hurt. Qin Xiaotian took a breath and confessed the words that he was holding in his heart.

It turns out that this little guy doesn't have a good impression of himself, but he is just afraid. Yuan Dutian stroked Qin Xiaotian's back, stroked her hair again, and comforted Qin Xiaotian funny and angry: "Xiaotian, in fact, I am also afraid, I have not hesitated, but every time I see you, that kind of thought strengthens in my heart once, I want to try, I want to be close to you and be with you." Anyone is afraid of getting hurt, and so am I. As for other people's eyes, those who should understand will understand, and if you don't want to understand, people will never understand, so let's learn how to face other people's eyes together. Also, I hope you have a normal life of your own and don't want to burden you, and I will respect you if you have any ideas. ”

Qin Xiaotian didn't speak, she was struggling in her heart, she was already in someone's arms, she didn't refuse, she even liked this embrace very much, if they were together, they would have to bear the burden of facing many problems in the future, could she do it?

"Are you telling the truth?" After a while, Qin Xiaotian asked this sentence.

"Of course, I hope it's for your good." Yuan Dutian's tone was firm.

"Actually, I don't believe in myself very much, I don't know if I can be someone else's girlfriend, I don't know if I have the ability to face some problems, and I'm afraid what will I do if you don't like me one day?" Qin Xiaotian muttered to himself.

"Fool!" Yuan Dutian felt that he really didn't know Qin Xiaotian, but he also wanted to know more about her.

"No one can say what will happen in the future, I just hope that you are happy when you are with me, and we will face and carry problems together!" Yuan Dutian hugged Qin Xiaotian tightly.

"Can you help me with the problem? Can you keep me going? "Qin Xiaotian's love princess is sick again.

"Xiaotian, the problems I can block for you must be blocked for you, but there are some problems in life that others can't solve, only to face them yourself, you must know this. As for Jean, I'll be gentlemanly, as long as you're not too excessive. Yuan Dutian smiled.

"Well, I ask that our relationship not be made public for the time being, because I haven't thought about it yet. Also, in front of outsiders and in school, we still have to pretend that we don't know each other well, and we can't get too close, and I don't want others to talk too much behind my back. Qin Xiaotian raised his head and looked at Yuan Dutian with tears in his eyes.

"Of course you can, I didn't want to tell the whole school about my relationship with you in public right now, now is not the time. When you feel that you can fully trust me and believe that we can have this relationship, you can announce the relationship when you want, this is up to you. Yuan Dutian tapped Qin Xiaotian's nose with his finger.

Qin Xiaotian sneered.

"Does that mean that from today, we're going to start an underground romance? Alas, you can't hold hands in public, which is unpleasant. Yuan Dutian laughed and hugged Qin Xiaotian tightly.

"Cut, who's going to hold your hand!" Qin Xiaotian tried his best to push Yuan Dutian away, but he was so restrained that he couldn't push it away.

"Then you have to promise me one thing." Yuan Dutian also wanted to play a scoundrel.

"What?" Qin Xiaotian asked vigilantly.

"In private, when you are alone together, you are not allowed to call me Teacher Yuan, call me Twilight. Otherwise, it's as if I'm taking advantage of the little girl. "Yuan Dutian is serious.

"Hmm." Qin Xiaotian nodded.

Yuan Dutian wiped away the tears on Qin Xiaotian's face and wanted to pull Qin Xiaotian away, but his hand was gently pushed away by Qin Xiaotian.

"No, I'll be at the school gate in a while, and people are coming and going, maybe someone will see it." Qin Xiaotian's cautious character in this regard was exposed again.

Yuan Dutian had no choice but to keep a little distance from Qin Xiaotian side by side and walk in the direction of the school. Qin Xiaotian couldn't hide her smile all the way, and the sudden new relationship surprised her too much, which opened her expectations for the future and made her happy in her heart. In fact, she really wants to tell everyone that she can start falling in love again, but this excitement and excitement can only be suppressed in the bottom of her heart, because now is not the time. She has to give herself time to give their relationship a stable and smooth stage. Then, on that day, she generously announced her new love to the world.

Yuan Dutian wanted to pull Qin Xiaotian's hand several times, but he held back, Xiaotian was unwilling, and he was not completely sure to explain their relationship to others, so it would be good slowly.

When sending Qin Xiaotian to the vicinity of the dormitory, Qin Xiaotian motioned for Yuan Dutian to leave. When it was just a simple teacher-student relationship before, I simply felt that it was nothing for the teacher to send the students, but now suddenly the relationship has changed, and there is a ghost in my heart, but I am more and more intentional to cover it up, thinking that Yuan Dutian will be found to be adulterous if she sends her downstairs. Yuan Dutian could only wave his hand goodbye and ask her to have dinner together in the evening. Qin Xiaotian nodded and ran away quickly, as if he would stay for a second longer, and the people who came and went would see through the relationship between the two.

Back in the dormitory, Qin Xiaotian's face turned red, and she couldn't calm down in her heart for a long time, and the emotions that were about to burst out were about to burst out, but she had to hide it, including Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li. Once people fall in love, they will be different, and even Qin Xiaotian feels that he is completely two people before noon. She didn't expect that she would accept Yuan Dutian into a new relationship so quickly, and she fell into it before she could even see the way forward. With new feelings, in fact, they can't hide anything, such as the smile on the face, the crimson cheeks, and the bright eyes, all with pink peach blossoms.