352 Waste Son
"Miss, your coffee." Xie Lan sat in front of the window of the café, his eyes casually looking outward, as if waiting for something.
"Hmm." Xie Lan seemed to be disturbed, and responded softly, and the cup of hot coffee was immediately placed on the table. She was waiting for someone, waiting for the man to come, but she didn't know if he would go to the appointment.
"Do you need to add sugar?" The waitress looked at her and asked politely.
Xie Lan didn't speak, the woman just shook her head, she still looked very weak now, and there was a newborn baby boy on the seat next to her.
He was wrapped in swaddling clothes, the child did not cry or make trouble, and his eyes were slightly closed, looking like an inexplicable sense of peace.
Xie Lan casually shook the coffee in his cup, and a hot breath hit the woman's eyes, and suddenly, the woman seemed to have an inexplicable sense of loss, but she didn't know where it came from.
"Don't worry, Mom will explain it to you." Xie Lan's voice was very low, and he seemed to be talking to himself.
"You know what? You are my child, and even if you are not healthy, I will make you happy. Xie Lan pursed his lips, as if he had made up his mind.
"There is nothing to say about this matter, as long as you are my child, I will definitely have enough ability to make you stand in this world, I will make you strong, I will not let others bully you."
The woman's voice was low, and there was a sense of trance inadvertently.
However, Xie Lan didn't know that when she said this again, a man was walking towards him.
Ze Zhixun's dress today looks a little different from the past, the man is wearing a black windbreaker, but he looks a sense of loneliness that is not easy to detect.
He saw Xie Lan talking to himself and felt ridiculous, but he didn't say anything, just stood there quietly and looked at her.
Xie Lan couldn't help but touch the baby's little face, every life should be blessed when it comes to this world, of course, this child may be an exception.
Seeing that she didn't notice herself, Ze Zhixun looked a little impatient.
"I'm coming." The man said softly, his face was very calm, it seemed that he came here today to negotiate with Xie Lan.
The woman heard Ze Zhixun's words, and subconsciously turned around, she saw the cold face, which seemed to be cold without any expression.
This feeling made Xie Lan feel strange, but he didn't feel anything strange, it seemed that all this was expected by Xie Lan.
"Here you are, sit down." The woman's lips opened, and she spat out a faint sentence, at this time, they did not seem to be a couple, but like they were engaged in a game.
Ze Zhixun didn't say too much, just silently listened to Xie Lan's words, and sat down opposite her, the woman didn't look much different from usual today, her expression was very calm, but her face looked a lot older.
"If you have anything to say, just say it." The man didn't know what was going on, so he said so indifferently.
It seems that the pillow people on weekdays feel like strangers to each other in just a few days.
"You just say what you think, my time is very tight, and the company still has a lot of things waiting for me to do." Ze Zhixun asked straight to the point.
In fact, before the man said this, Xie Lan still had some hope for him.
After all, the two of them have not lived together for a long time, and they have known each other for so long, she originally thought that he would take care of the past feelings, but it turned out that Ze Zhixun did not do this, and the man's eyes were as cold as ever.
That's right, she said that she would give him a son, but fate was unfair, he was crippled, even ugly.
It can be said that it is precisely because of his existence that their lives and all kinds of beautiful expectations for the future have been ruined.
Sometimes, relative silence is more like a calm attitude, which is a kind of helplessness that knows the other party's intentions but tries to redeem it.
At that time, Xie Lan was in such an embarrassing situation, and the woman didn't know when she exiled herself to such a situation.
She was very lost, it was a feeling that she couldn't cry if she wanted to, and her eyes when she looked at the man were no longer as gentle as before, but a little sharper.
He was so selfish when he was young, he broke her heart, and then he walked away. After that, she had changed for him.
But it turns out that although he is back, he is still as selfish as ever in his bones, and he really hasn't changed at all.
Xie Lan pursed her lips, trying not to let herself cry, of course, if she could, she wished she could be strong.
At that time, she no longer believed in tears, but she still looked so decadent, decadent for no reason, in front of this man.
Xie Lan has nothing left, and now he wants to take away a woman's expectations for her future life, which is really ruthless.
"I don't mean anything, I just want to know what the hell are you thinking right now?" She looked at the man very calmly, and her temper was much better than when she was the head teacher.
This is a state of being a soldier and a state of covering the earth, such an attitude makes Xie Lan can't help but become calm, even if those eyes are very tired, they have not lost their due brilliance.
Hearing the woman say this, Ze Zhixun couldn't help laughing, he didn't understand what the woman was selling with him now.
But there is one thing that the man knows very well in his heart, he wants to get rid of her, the sooner the better. Even if such an idea may sound selfish, who is not selfish?
Everyone lives in this world and wants to live a better life, which is nothing, but human beings are born with it.
"What do I think? What can I think? He looked at her and smiled, but didn't intend to say anything more to her.
"I want to get out of here now and go to Australia as I did before." The man was very frank and said what he thought, and he didn't think it was a big deal.
"I want to have my own life and fulfill my youthful wishes." The man couldn't help but pause as he spoke, as if he was wasting his tongue if he said more.
No matter how sad Xie Lan is at this time, she will not reveal her intentions, the woman just seems to be casually shaking her coffee cup, with an inexplicable sense of helplessness.
She pursed her chapped lips, and her face looked bloodless, as if she had overdrawn herself too much.
"And what about this kid?" She looked at Ze Zhixun's eyes, and had a desire to cry, once, the man sitting in front of her made her feel the most secure.
And now, he had wounded her so badly that she didn't know how to go on her path.
After leaving this man, what will her life become, Xie Lan herself doesn't know, this sense of loss makes a woman's psychology very uncomfortable, of course, most of the time she doesn't know what she should do, it seems that even the courage to face him is fading little by little.
As she did now, she pursed her lips tightly and looked at him nervously, as if waiting for the verdict of fate.
Those eyes looked really nervous, but she didn't say a word, just looked at him so quietly, it seemed that only in this way could she relieve the pressure in her heart.
"This kid." Ze Zhixun looked at the woman's nervous expression, and he didn't mean to pity her at all, he actually smiled, but the crying smile on his cheeks looked really uncomfortable.
He licked his lips, as if he understood that what he was going to say next would be devastating to Xie Lan.
"I don't want it." Ze Zhixun didn't know how he spit out this sentence, in short, when he said it, he suddenly felt very relaxed, as if the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for so long had been completely released.
Such an answer seemed to be expected by Xie Lan, but she didn't expect Ze Zhixun to seem so casual when she said this.
It's as if this child is her life, and it has nothing to do with him Ze Zhixun. The sneer on the woman's face froze, a hideous horror, "You are also a person? ”
She looked at him, the expression on her cheeks became more and more sad, and the tears in those eyes unconsciously welled up outward.
It's just that I don't know why, this man who loves her a lot on weekdays, was not at all emotional about Xie Lan's tears at that time.
It's as if the woman sitting there crying at the moment has nothing to do with him, they are just discussing a small matter. The man smiled, but the smile on his face was extremely hypocritical.
"yes, I can say whatever you want." He rolled her eyes, and the expression on his face became colder and colder.
"But there is one thing, I want my life, the money I have saved through so many years of hard work will be thrown into this crippled hands, impossible, I can't do it."
He paused word by word, refusing to take Xie Lan's feelings into account at all, not even at all.
"He is your son, the son of both of us." The woman cried, her eyeshadow was spent, and there was even a feeling of being out of breath.
"Yes, he's our son, but he's a cripple, isn't he? Do you think it makes sense to raise such a child? Even if you raise him, he's a piece of waste. ”
Ze Zhixun was not ready to be a father at all, he never thought that the waste in his mouth was also born by Xie Lan in October, he didn't feel this way at all, he didn't understand, and he didn't understand.
"That's all I have to say, nothing else." His expression was calm, and the look on his cheeks was inexplicably natural.