He Yulei sat on the sofa at home, unable to sleep all night, the lights in the living room were on, and the woman's eyes inadvertently fell on the piano near the balcony, and she imagined He Beifan sitting there. The woman seemed to see the boy sitting quietly on the piano, his light fingers jumping on the neat black and white keys as usual.

But after a while, He Yulei came to her senses again, it turned out that this was just the woman's own imagination, and He Beifan hadn't gone home for several days. He Yulei couldn't see the teenager when she went home every day, but when she called Yin Dixiao, she knew that Beifan would still go to school on time every day, but the child's mental state was very decadent. Yin Dixiao talked to Beifan several times, but he couldn't figure out why.

According to Zhong Yuze, Beifan has been living in their house for the past few days, but listening to the boy's voice, He Yulei felt that something was wrong, but she didn't want to suspect anything more. The woman's eyes were full of tiredness, and she was no different from a frosted eggplant. It's just that He Yulei really doesn't understand what she did wrong. The world always likes to joke with her, as a mother, she loves this child from the bottom of her heart, but she doesn't know why, He Beifan always wants to leave her. Last time, when He Beifan left and ran away, He Yulei washed her face with tears, and this time, the woman cried so much that her eyes were swollen, like two watertight peaches. Beifan is not there, the whole family seems to be extremely deserted, and life is boring, He Yulei only hopes that her baby son can return to her side, but no.

However, why, He Yulei really can't understand why Beifan left, and what did she, a mother, do wrong, He Yulei is really incomprehensible. The woman felt that her head was in severe pain, and if it continued like this, she would really collapse, He Mama Lei rubbed her hair indiscriminately, as if she was doing a deep reflection on herself, what was wrong. It's because I came back late, because of that part-time job......

The more He Yulei thought about it, the more chilled she became, she didn't know when her child became so confident, and she didn't care about her feelings as a mother, was it because she came home late? Sometimes, He Yulei really feels tired, but there is no one to talk to, which makes women more and more distressed. The so-called life is nothing more than looking for candy in a pile of broken glass, everyone has their own candy, and He Yulei is naturally no exception.

It's just that the woman seems so powerless, she has been struggling to find her own candy, but the beautiful hands are tormented by the broken broken glass to the flesh and blood, He Yulei's blood is falling down in big drops, even then she didn't find the candy hidden in it, but she also lost the courage to look for it, only when she hides her face and cries, the woman can feel how sad her heart is. The painful feeling was devouring her little by little, and gradually, He Yulei was also numb, without any consciousness at all.

It's just that when the injured hands were placed on the sharp object again, He Yulei's heart was still faintly painful. This is something that the woman thinks He Beifan can't see. The child was still too young to see his own hard work, and the boy's repeated willfulness was constantly hurting his mother. But He Yulei didn't feel anything, she was sad and sad, but she was a broad-minded woman, and for Beifan, her love naturally didn't need to be explained.

He Yulei hadn't eaten for a few days, and in fact, the woman didn't have much appetite. She came back late from work, but she didn't feel sleepy. The so-called life is like a pool of stagnant water, when there is no expectation, there is actually no difference between people and animals, at most, it is just survival. Once a woman of this age is lazy, she is even more like a withered yellow leaf. As for He Yulei, she no longer has the leisure to care so much, she is busy until late at night, and she has seen enough of other people's faces.

But when the woman finally dragged her tired body back home, she felt so empty. In the late autumn season, there was no heating, and the room seemed so cold, He Yulei took out a thick blanket and wrapped her body tightly, she curled up into a ball, but she still felt a coldness from the bottom of her heart.

At the same time, He Beifan was already standing at the door of his house, he hadn't been home for a few days, which naturally broke his mother's heart, but the young man looked so helpless. In the dim corridor, He Beifan couldn't help but sigh, the young man's head was lowered, and his slightly tired cheeks were a rare maturity among his peers. He Beifan did something wrong, and now, he doesn't even have the courage to push open his door. He Yulei's hard work, he He Beifan also saw it. The boy really didn't mean to be willful, he just didn't want his mother to work late at night, so he preferred to disguise himself as a bad man.

But no matter what, he really did something wrong, Beifan's body and mind are extremely tired, these days the work of singing in the bar really takes up too much energy of the teenager, more often, He Beifan feels that he is only an empty shell, he is still very young, but he is overdrawing himself day and night, but he has no choice like this, work is always so tiring, perhaps, just get used to it, He Beifan only has this kind of comfort for himself, but it is also a little more self-deceptive.

The boy took out the key in the pocket of his school uniform, but did not open the door for a long time. Facing the dim response light, Fan glanced at his watch, it was three o'clock in the morning, no matter how good her mother was, she should have fallen asleep at this point. He Beifan's naïve and naïve thoughts encouraged him to insert the key into his door, but what He Beifan didn't expect was that his subtle movements also attracted He Yulei's attention, although the woman's nerves were already very fragile when she sat on the sofa, but she was extremely sensitive, and the woman was calm and listened more carefully.

He Beifan opened the door gently, the boy's movements were quite gentle, he was afraid of disturbing his sleeping mother, but how did He Beifan know that He Yulei had been sitting on the sofa every day and every night waiting for him. But when He Beifan saw that the lights at home were still on, the boy was stunned for a moment, and the expression in his eyes became complicated.

At this time, He Beifan saw his mother. It's just that I haven't seen her for a few days, but the woman in front of her seems to be a lot older, He Yulei is wearing loose pajamas as usual, but there is no longer the same look in those eyes, it is not difficult to see that He Beifan's departure from home this time has hit her hard. He Yulei's lips trembled slightly, as if she wanted to say something, she looked very excited, the woman didn't say anything, just looked at the child in front of her, and the next second her tears flowed down without any warning.

Bei Fan lowered his head, he didn't dare to look at his mother's tearful eyes, the boy's cheeks burned, and the arms hung down so naturally, but the two injured hands were very uneasy to grope each other. "You're back." He Yulei's whole body was trembling, looking at He Beifan standing in front of her, the woman looked at it very carefully, she hadn't seen her for a few days, and the child had lost weight. Fan bit his lower lip, and the expression in his eyes was very complicated, as if he was thinking about something, which made He Yulei even more sad.

He Beifan is too willful, and He Yulei doesn't want to indulge him anymore, but now that Fan has finally come back, He Yulei really can't bear to blame him anymore, and the woman looks at the boy in front of her fixedly. After a long time, she seemed to be a little unable to suppress her emotions, she was crying, and her whole voice was hoarse, "Beifan, you are too willful, do you know how worried your mother is about you?" As she spoke, the tears in her eyes fell like beads with broken threads.

He Beifan also wanted to say something to He Yulei, but the young man didn't know how to explain it to his mother. And He Yulei's every sobbing sound was like a heavy hammer, hammer after hammer hit Fan's heart, "Beifan, you really can't do this anymore." He Yulei's eyes were full of bloodshots, "Do you know how your mother has been doing these days?" He Yulei's tone was very sad, and it made He Beifan feel flustered. Although Fan didn't raise his head to look at his mother, those originally clear eyes were overflowing with too much guilt.

"Fan, I know, you don't want your mother to work overtime. He Yulei was choked up when she said this, "But...... But Mom is also forced to do so, isn't she? The fatigue of the past has made He Yulei feel full of pain, but these are not enough to meet the chill that Beifan brought to herself, "If you want to learn the piano, if you want to go to school, I must always have enough salary for you to support our family." But you don't know that Mom's monthly salary is not high......" These words were rotted into the stomach by He Yulei on weekdays, but as soon as she said it today, the woman suddenly regretted it a little, she pursed her lips helplessly, and tried to adjust her state.

"You said that you like to play the piano, and you want to be admitted to an art college in the future, then I am willing to spend as much money as I want." He Yulei said, crying more and more, she also wanted to control herself, but unfortunately she really couldn't do it, "But, what about you now, you don't go to piano class, you tell me, what should I do." You also ran away from home because of this incident. He Yulei became more and more excited, and the woman cried a little out of breath, "He Beifan, you really, let me down too much." His mother's cry was enough to break He Beifan's heart, his head hung low, his eyes slightly closed, as if he was thinking about something. But the young man's movements in the next second were really beyond He Yulei's expectations.

At that moment, He Beifan knelt down with a "plop", before that, Beifan had never done such a move, so at this moment he had an indescribable pain when he landed on his knees, but only by doing so would the young man's heart feel better, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, next time." He said with a visibly choked up, "Next time, I'll never let you down again." There was something sparkling in Fan's eyes, but he held back to keep it from falling.

"You kid, what are you doing here?" Beifan's kneeling behavior was obviously beyond He Yulei's expectations, the woman was a little flustered, and hurriedly went to help Fan who was kneeling on her knees, "It's okay, Mom forgive you, you don't have to toss yourself so much." He Yulei's words were very light, but they were like a reassuring medicine for Beifan.