30 Shadow in a Dream
Qing Ruyun was embarrassed to accept the sudden thanks of others, thought about it, and said gently: "I didn't help you anything, you don't have to thank me." Since you are unfortunately in trouble because you mistook me for Yun Muqing, I will definitely find a way to help you escape. β
Lin Zhiqi said: "When you leave, I will naturally leave." Although my martial arts skills are not as good as yours, there is still a way to escape. β
Qing Ruyun said: "If you don't go back earlier, your father will be very worried." β
Lin Zhiqi said: "In order to help a young prince of Beichen, you delayed the rest of the month in the enemy country and did not return, won't the Yun family's father and mother worry about you?" β
Qing Ruyun said: "I said, I don't have the surname Yun, and my parents have people and things they care about more to distract themselves from cooking, where can they take care of me?" Maybe they don't know about it when I come out this time. β
Lin Zhiqi leaned against the back wall, crossed his hands as pillows, and said indifferently: "The wife of Master Yun of Qiantang Yunjiayun is surnamed Qing, two years ago, you were seriously ill, and you have followed your mother's surname since then, right?" β
Qing Ruyun was stunned.
I could only hear the sound of rustling on the roof, Lu Lin stepped lightly on the roof tiles, and after a while, he heard the tinkling sound of the chain at the door of the firewood courtyard, and Lu Lin slipped in.
He took off his helmet and armor and handed it to Qing Ruyun, waved his hand, and said respectfully: "Thank you Sister Qing, it's wet and cold here, I shouldn't have made my sister wait so long, don't blame me." β
After saying that, he took out the flint velvet and lit the oil lamp again.
Qing Ruyun smiled, put on his armor, fastened his hat belt, and glanced in the direction of Lin Zhiqi, seeing him closing his eyes and pretending to be asleep, and remembering some of the words he said before, he couldn't help but feel a surge of emotion, and he was inexplicably messed up.
Lu Lin saw a few names on the ground and said with a smile: "Mu Qing, Xiao Xue, Sister Qing knows them?" β
"Huh?"
Qing Ruyun looked stunned, and hurriedly leaned down and grabbed a half-dried straw to erase the gray and black handwriting, and said, "I'm just listening to it tonight...... Hearing these two names......"
Lu Lin still smiled and said: "Although I haven't seen the girl Muqing mentioned by my senior brother, my sister must be very similar to her in appearance and temperament, so my senior brother is so persistent." If you have caused trouble to my sister, please understand my brother's distress in remembering the old man, and don't blame him. β
Qing Ruyun was stunned for a moment and asked, "Old man?" β
Lu Lin's eyes darkened, nodded, and said: "Three years ago, the senior brother met a girl named Yun Muqing in Phoenix City under Kunlun Mountain, and formed a fate, and planted a stream of begonia flowers for her, but when the senior brother returned to his hometown a year later, Phoenix City had been burned to ashes by King Xilang, and Miss Muqing was gone. β
Qing Ruyun couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart, as if she had given someone a heavy blow.
It turns out that there really was a Mu Qing girl in this world. She suffered from eye disease, grew up in a city full of phoenix flowers in the streets and alleys of Kunlun Mountain, and when she was fourteen years old, she met Xiahou Wuyu, and the two had an appointment with Begonia Flower Creek, and her life ended abruptly at the age of fifteen.
Qing Ruyun suddenly remembered that one day, when she asked Xiahou Wuyu about Mu Qing, he told her that he had suffered from asthma since he was a child, and he also had old injuries. However, what really pained him was another disease.
He said that there is such a disease in the world, this disease is not painful or hurtful, but it is entrenched in the body of Zhou, attached to the muscles and veins and blood, and cannot be eradicated throughout his life. This disease is called the past.
Even if your heart is like a cold gray, it is difficult to forget the past.
In the silence, a poignant and tactful whistle sounded, and following the voice, it was Lin Zhiqi who was humming.
After a sudden and swept away winter night heavy snow, he sang the ballad of the old yearβ
The moon rises brightly, and the best people are shining. Shu is entangled, and he is quietly tired.
The moon rises brightly, and the best people are scared. Sorrowful and tired.
The moon rises and shines. Shu Yao is miserable, and his heart is miserable.
On the second day, Xiahou Wuyu woke up early, opened the door, and saw Qing Ruyun staggering and climbing on the branches of the ancient cypress in the courtyard to collect snow water.
Qing Ruyun saw him wake up, smiled, jumped down, and held a small porcelain pot in his hand, which was filled with snow, and most of it had melted.
Xiahou Wuyu said: "What are you using this for?" β
Qing Ruyun said: "I used a glass of water in the General Chi Mansion last night, it's strange that it's hard to drink, today I will pick some snow water to make tea, and it can be regarded as a reward for my hard work all night." β
Xiahou Wuyu couldn't help but smile and said, "Chi Jian has never paid much attention to these. β
Qing Ruyun put the small porcelain pot on the stone table in the courtyard, took the charcoal stove and tea set, boiled the water and warm the kettle, and said: "Speaking ......."
She stopped talking, but finally waved her hand and said nothing.
In the past few days, she has always had a question in her heart, about Mu Qing.
For some time, Qing Ruyun would have a trace of trance, and she had the illusion that she was really Mu Qing.
Of course, from her heart, she never wants to be another person, she only wants to be herself.
Therefore, when this strange emotion appeared, even I was a little confused and at a loss, so I could only force myself to press down.
Until last night, I heard from Lu Lin that Mu Qing was no longer in this world.
Qing Ruyun realized at this moment that Xiahou Wuyu really recognized the wrong person.
Although she was a little inexplicably disappointed, fortunately, she finally didn't have to put a shackle on herself. She stayed by Xiahou Wuyu's side and wanted to help him get out of the predicament, it was all her own choice, not because of the other party's behavior to force her own decision.
If she was still a little guilty before this, thinking that even if she returned to Nanrong, she was afraid that it would be difficult to sever her connection with Xiahou Wuyu.
But now, that problem doesn't exist.
Qing Ruyun is Qing Ruyun, and it is impossible to become a substitute for others.
Thinking about it like this, my heart suddenly felt much lighter.
Xiahou Wuyu smiled again and asked, "What are you thinking?" β
Qing Ruyun came back to her senses and said, "I'm thinking about it...... I'm thinking it's so cold here, I want to go back to my room to read, but you promised me yesterday that you can't rely on it. β
Seeing that she was trapped in this deserted place and had no pleasure, Xiahou Wuyu proposed that he would write down the words he had read before for her amusement.
Sometimes, Xiahou Wuyu stared at her side face reading under the window, her sideburns moved slightly, the plain veil was lightly covered, and where the light flowed, she could only hear the rustling of the pages.
He couldn't help but think: At that time, at the foot of Kunlun Mountain, Mu Qing's sister's eye disease was not yet cured, and I often read to her, and she was always very happy.
He didn't know that there was another world in Jiang Cheng'er's heart: at that time, when I was in a coma on Yaoxian Island, I saw him guarding my couch and worried, which was really a true expression, although I knew that he was mistaken for my Muqing sister, but I was still willing to help him. In fact, there is no limit, reincarnation is endless, my generation is as small as ants, even if the difference between the two countries and the difference in identity, compared with the vast world, it is really nothing, and in the future, I can't take care of that much. I thought so, but he didn't necessarily trust me completely. And that...... Then King Wei, why did you feel at ease that I was staying here? Isn't he afraid that I will take people away?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but slowly put the book on my lap, put my hand on the window lattice, looked at the green tile gray eaves outside the Zen courtyard, and my eyes did not stop for a moment, and finally fell on the big tree in the courtyard.
In the past, when she was still in Qiantang, there was such an ancient cypress in the inner courtyard of her home.
In the past two years, she has often dreamed of the same person over and over again.
The person in the dream has no name, he is only half-turned to the side, and the angular side face is very beautiful. Under the early autumn sun, the shadows of phoenix flowers all over the city swayed slightly.