Chapter 440 Touching is not love
His eyes widened and he blinked lightly twice, which also made Su Shi a little unable to react, especially looking at Yan Yujia's extremely angry appearance.
Suddenly stunned, Yan Yujia quickly reined in his inner emotions, turned into a usually expressionless look, and said suspiciously: "If you haven't suddenly remarried Jiang Mocheng, why is there a small party, and why do the two of you live together?" ”
Could it be that I misunderstood? Didn't Su Shi remarry Jiang Mocheng? Once there was a little hope in his heart, it also made Yan Yujia's whole person extremely happy, and his whole body kept trembling slightly because of excitement.
"The two of us say we live in one house, but we live in two rooms! And it's because the little one came over, so Jiang Mocheng came over to help me take care of it! Speaking very honestly, Su Shi pursed his lips slightly, and he couldn't figure out what Yan Yujia meant.
Yan Yujia held back the excitement in his heart, and pretended to speak calmly: "So you mean to say that you haven't remarried Jiang Mocheng yet, and there is no relationship between the two of you?" ”
"That's it!" After looking around and thinking for a while, Su Shi gave an ambiguous answer.
Because he gave Jiang Mocheng the divorce agreement at that time, and he had already signed it, although he didn't know whether Jiang Mocheng had signed it, he didn't want to pursue it.
"So why do you want to make an IVF?" Continuing to ask, Yan Yujia felt that he was now like a dry desert that had finally bloomed its first flower, and after getting the nectar, his whole mood was countless times better.
Finding that you insisted and didn't give up was also a very correct move. It's just that I still don't understand, why did Su Shi agree to the existence of Xiao Shi?
Since there is no relationship between two people, it means that there should still be a lot of opportunities!
"Actually, this matter is a long story, although I am not with Jiang Mocheng now, but Old Man Jiang still likes me more. He has always hoped to be able to hold his great-grandson, and his physical condition has not been good in the past few years, I am afraid that he will not be able to realize this wish, so I agreed to do IVF with Jiang Mocheng. ”
At this time, Su Shi didn't want to hide anything anymore, and until now he didn't understand whether it was a good thing or a bad thing for him to agree to Xiaopai's arrival in this world, but after discovering his existence, the relationship between himself and Jiang Mocheng seemed to have some subtle changes.
Yan Yujia lowered his head, as if digesting the things Su Shi said, and said in a deep voice: "Is it just because of these?" Is there no other reason? ”
There seems to be some truth in these things, but he still doesn't want to believe it, Su Shi is willing to give birth to a child just because of this reason.
"Nope." With a deep breath of turbidity, Su Shi's voice sounded a little uncertain.
Now after being asked like this by Yan Yujia, there is also a voice in his heart that has been talking to himself, has there really been no Jiang Mocheng in his heart all these years?
Although he has been rejecting him all the time, in the dead of night, will he always be remembered alone?
"Su Shi, I don't know how to express my feelings for you, so that you can find out how sincere I am. When I saw Jiang Mocheng appear in your house and a baby, I felt like I was about to collapse at that moment. ”
"But there's nothing I can do, I can only endure it alone. But fortunately, you are not with Jiang Mocheng now, so I can't be considered a complete loser. opened his mouth with a little mockery, Yan Yujia's tone sounded so fragile, and he didn't have the usual appearance of dominating the M country at all, just an ordinary man trapped by love.
Su Shi sighed secretly, and when he raised his head, it was as if he was about to be burned by the heat in Yan Yujia's eyes, and he felt that he had nowhere to hide no matter where he was: "Yujia, I know that for so many years, you have been silently protecting me by my side, which really touches me very much." But touching is not love, and I still know more about these. ”
"Even if I am reluctant to be with you, you will definitely find out in the future, so in order not to cause you more damage, I think it is quite appropriate for the two of us to be friends." Su Shi's voice sounded so clear, but when it reached Yan Yujia's ears, it was like someone holding a needle and piercing it in his heart, but it was so painful that he couldn't make any sound.
"Although I've heard you say no more than once or twice, every time I hear it, it still makes me hurt again......" Yan Yujia shook his head in disappointment, and there was an indescribable pain in his heart. He put his hand in his pocket and wanted to take out a cigarette, but he thought that it was in Su Shi's house, so he could only stop this action.
Even if Su Shi always used various methods to reject himself, the love in his heart did not decrease in the slightest, but became more and more intense.
Anyway, now that Su Shi is not with Jiang Mocheng, then he can take advantage of the situation! It's just that at this time, he can't show too strong possessiveness, otherwise he will definitely scare Su Shi.
Everything can only go on slowly step by step, anyway, it has been determined that he can only be with Su Shi in this life, so there will be a lot of time to spend with her.
After a long time, Su Shi will definitely discover his true heart, and there may just be a lack of an opportunity between the two of them!
"Yan Yujia, I ......"
"Su Shi, you don't have to say anything, since you still regard me as a friend, then everything that the two of us experienced together together before has not changed!" asked cautiously, and when he looked up, he saw Su Shi's worried gaze, which also made Yan Yujia feel sympathetic.
The mood of liking Su Shi for so long has never changed, and there has never been a woman who can take her place in her heart.
"How could that change! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know where I was! Su Shi said with some nostalgia, trying not to care about Yan Yujia's words, but there was no way to deceive himself with the melancholy in his heart.
Yan Yujia's eyes were dark, but there was hope in his heart, and he said with a slight smile: "Time really flies, if some changes can be made at that time, I don't think things will come to this point now." ”
If Su Shi could be prevented from returning to China at that time, but instead took her far away, then the two of them are estimated to have been together a long time ago, and they also have children belonging to the two of them.
If you want to say that you regret it, you will definitely regret it, but I want to respect Su Shi's approach even more, because of love, so I want to indulge her so much!
"Perhaps, but I think life is pretty good right now. I really like my job and the friends around me. Naturally, he understood what Yan Yujia meant, but Su Shi could only vaguely perfunctory the past.
"As long as you feel good, it's nothing, but can I come to you more often? Sometimes I feel lonely alone. Said with some grievances, Yan Yujia's always indifferent face also had a sad look.
Now it's still the little things in life, invading Su Shi's life little by little, so that she can slowly accept herself.
Besides, when he thought that Jiang Mocheng had also come to Su Shi's house to live, even though the two of them did not stay in the same room, they still made themselves so angry, so they also wanted to demonstrate to that man.
"Of course you can, anyway, I live alone in such a big house, but you can also bring Yu Li over, let's have a hot pot and play cards together, and we're all very happy." Agreeing easily, Su Shi felt that a big stone in his heart had finally fallen to the ground.
No matter what, he has not lost Yan Yujia's friend, and he also has a certain understanding of what he is doing now.
Looking at Su Shi's smile, Yan Yujia's heart was full of gloom, and now he finally became more comfortable, and said dotingly: "Okay, I will definitely come over often when I have time." ”
I'm afraid there is nothing more than love to watch your loved ones laugh and be happier!
The two of them stayed in the villa, chatting about some interesting things in the past, as if they had forgotten their current troubles.
Especially Su Shi, like a child who has no worries, smiling so brightly, and Yan Yujia is just very interested in responding to her words, everything seems so peaceful.
The other side.
Jiang Yiyuan has been staying at home for a long time, and her parents have been reluctant to let her out again because of what happened to her this time.
At this moment, the woman is lying on the bed and rolling around, as if she has a lot of resentment in her heart but doesn't know how to vent it. She was wearing a pink dress and looked so cute. It's just that the hair that wasn't neatly combed added to her messy and beautiful.
Holding the mobile phone in her arms tightly, Jiang Yiyuan opened her short message interface, but found that Chang Haoran did not give him any reply, and sent several text messages that seemed to be more reserved, as if they were all sunk in the sea, as if the man did not receive them.