Volume 1: Chapter 66 Thoughts
Either way, no matter what.
After all, there is a price to pay,
Song Jiayao shook the small fan and felt a little sleepy, so she yawned and changed her clothes and fell asleep.
But Song Anguo, who returned to the courtyard, was called by Song Feng.
"Father." Song Anguo stood respectfully in front of Song Feng and said.
"I called you here today to discuss something." Song Feng looked at his eldest son, who was already erect, and he also felt a burst of emotion in his heart. He only has such a son, but he doesn't dot on him, he let him follow him to the border when he was young, and he experienced the hard work of the battlefield at a young age.
Others only think he is ruthless. But I didn't know that his heart as a father also hurt badly.
However, the merit is high.
He could not be defeated, so he could only keep his eldest son by his side as a sign of loyalty.
sighed faintly, after being a general for many years, he also felt old, and he actually began to grow up with children.
Song Anguo looked at the lines on the ground, and the thoughts in his heart swirled. He could feel that the original owner was resentful of his father, and he lost his mother at a young age. didn't enjoy his father's love, but was forced to practice, who is not complaining.
But he respects him again, after all, his father is an invincible general, an invincible general. Song Anguo has always known that his father is his role model and the object to learn, so he has always been respectful to him, and he has never lost his manners, but he has lost some intimacy after all.
Song Anguo didn't know what else Song Feng could talk about when he called him late at night. As soon as his thoughts turned, Song Anguo thought of Song Jiayao saying that Lin An had come here as a guest today, so he had some thoughts and conjectures, but he didn't dare to confirm it.
was struggling, and Song Feng solved his doubts.
"A few years ago, I always thought of her when I looked at Yao'er, so I didn't go to see her, I didn't care about her, she didn't have a good life, I must have complained about me. I, as a father, have indeed failed in my responsibilities. So when I came back this time, I also wanted to set a good family affair for her, and I could be regarded as fulfilling my duties as a father. ”
"When I discussed with Na Lin An, I felt that he had a very good conversation and was a good candidate."
Song Anguo frowned when he heard Lin An's name, but he remembered the calculating look in his sister's eyes at the banquet that day.
What's more, he knew how deeply Lin An hurt Song Jiayao, and how could he allow Song Jiayao to go to the brazier again.
But on the surface, this Lin An really looks dignified, and people can't make mistakes.
Song Anguo was entangled for a while. I didn't know how to explain it, but I said in a deep voice: "We have not complained about you. It's just that Yao'er's marriage is still thin and let her make her own decisions. ”
Song Feng shook his head and said: "This marriage is about the words of the matchmaker of the parents, she has no mother, can't I, the father, make the decision for her at the wedding?" I also know that you want her to marry into a good family. But this Lin An, if you look at the whole Luoyang City, is there any better son than him? ”
I have to say that Lin An's skin has indeed deceived many people, and many women in Luoyang City have fallen for him and want to marry into Lin An's family.
But Lin An never seemed to show his liking to any woman, and he looked like a spring breeze to everyone, which made many girls crazy.
In Song Feng's eyes. This is a rare and good family business, and his daughter has no reason to refuse. And when they saw each other a few days ago, Song Feng knew that Lin An had a good impression of Song Jiayao, so he wanted to match them even more.
Song Anguo's heart suddenly appeared another candidate, if it is said that it is better than Lin An, then there is another person.
Nangong Jin is a person, one person is above 10,000 people, and his appearance is also raw, and he can't find someone who looks better than him.
Moreover, Nangong Jin seems to be particularly concerned about her own sisters. Moreover, Song Jiayao will also be slammed when Nangong Jin is mentioned.
Lin An is absolutely impossible, Song Jiayao is afraid that she already has a shadow, and she will definitely not marry her.
She knew Song Jiayao's character, if she was forced to marry, she would rather die again than marry and let Lin An torture again.
"Father, I know you're doing it for Yao'er's good. But I promised her that her marriage would be decided by herself. Song Anguo euphemistically excused this, hoping that his father could understand.
He didn't want his sister to live again, and to be bound by marriage, if that was the case, then what was the point of her? God asked him to do it all over again, and let Song Jiayao do it again, it must have a deep meaning.
Therefore, they must not stumble over these things, nor can they be trapped again by the things of their previous lives, and then they will lose the meaning of starting over.
Song Feng looked at Song Anguo's resolute face, and only felt that he was really old, and it seemed that the graying of his hair had intensified. has been fighting all his life, after all, he can't be a father or a husband. He finally understood that in his life, except for the success of the fight on the battlefield, everything else was failure, and there was nothing more.
Aged a lot in an instant, Song Feng waved his hand, and his voice, which had always been full of anger, was also a little hoarse: "That's it, your brother and sister have a good relationship, and I won't interfere anymore." I'm not a good father after all, I'm sorry to Yao'er for me, I'm too incompetent as a father. ”
Song Anguo looked up in some surprise But when he saw Song Feng's much older face, he felt a sense of distress in his heart, and he responded with a cherished response, Song Anguo retreated, leaving Song Feng alone to ponder his mistakes.
After Song Anguo experienced this incident, he also put Song Jiayao's marriage on the agenda, although it was said that he and she were in charge, but he still had to help find out as an elder brother.
Thinking of Nangong Jin, Song Anguo called his henchman and said a few words to him, the henchman disappeared into the night in a flash, and Nangong Jin's house received a letter from Song Anguo.
Nangong Jin was about to fall asleep, but received an invitation from Song Anguo, although he was puzzled, but the two had been strong for so long, Nangong Jin still chose to go to the meeting, if there was really something urgent, he was suspicious and misunderstood.
Unexpectedly, when I saw Song Anguo, I saw him holding an altar of heaven and looking at him with a smile.
Song Anguo smiled heartily in the night, taking advantage of the bright moon to relax people's hearts.
Nangong Jin was a little puzzled, but heard Song Anguo say: "Since I came back from the border pass, I haven't drunk so freely for a long time, so I asked you to come and have a good drink today." ”
Song Anguo is telling the truth, since he returned to Luoyang from the border pass, he has been busy intriguing every day, how can he have the time and place, as he did at the beginning, he picked up the wine jar and poured it directly. The sons and brothers in Luoyang City are all elegant, and they have to drink a small sip of wine, and there is very little liquor on the banquet, so that Song Anguo can no longer feel the fierceness of the heart.
Nangong Jin squinted at Song Anguo, not understanding what he meant, and it was not easy to shirk. The two of them are familiar with each other, and if Song Anguo wants to find a drinking partner in Luoyang, he is indeed the best choice.
"Okay, I'll drink an altar with you today!" Nangong Jin's heart was also a little moved, after all, he was used to the life of deceitful and walking on the tip of a knife all day long. The days at the border were indeed arbitrary, and it also made him nostalgic.
Although Song Anguo is exquisitely transparent, he also has some innocence that he can see, Nangong Jin has unconsciously believed in him and regarded him as a friend of his.
When this thought popped up in his mind, Nangong Jin himself was startled. Friend? The word was too foreign to him. To the world, he is a demon who kills people without blinking, and he doesn't bother to communicate with those people, but he just wants to climb up with him, so why bother.
But Song Anguo is different, when the two come into contact, they should trust each other a little bit, and they haven't deceived each other, not to mention that the two have cooperated many times, and the friendship is only understood by the two of them.
Song Anguo laughed, took Nangong Jin to find a tavern, and directly chartered a box down.
Song Anguo poured a full bowl for Nangong Jin, picked up his wine bowl and said, "I will respect you first!" ”
Song Anguo is also a delicate character, even if Nangong Jin didn't ask for it, he drank it himself first to eliminate the vigilance of both parties. Song Anguo knows these things, and he must have more eyes, otherwise he won't know when he will be poisoned into his body one day.
After Song Anguo finished drinking, he picked up Nangong Jin's bowl and drank it all.
Nangong Jin appreciated Song Anguo's delicacy in his arrogance, and he was no longer hypocritical, and poured it into his mouth when he was full.
The two of them drank informally, and they spilled a lot on their clothes. Now that you have let go of drinking, you don't need to care about etiquette.
After a while, a jar of wine went down their stomachs, and both of them felt their bodies warm. Song Anguo sighed suddenly and said, "Today, my father talked to me about my sister's family affairs. ”
Song Anguo felt Nangong Jin's obvious pause, and his heart moved, but he stopped talking.
He had felt that his partner had ulterior motives for his sister, and now it seems that it can't be faked. This time he had a whim, that is, to spy on Nangong Jin's mind.
"Oh? Who? Nangong Jin felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and pretended to ask calmly.
That girl should be an adult, and family affairs are also on the agenda, and I don't know which one was taken by Song Feng so early to stay at home.
"It's that Lin An, I don't like him."
When Nangong Jin heard that it was Lin An, she remembered his gaze at the banquet, and she couldn't control herself and became gloomy. Song Anguo felt that the temperature around him had dropped, and he seemed to be still cold.
Song Anguo already knew that Nangong Jin must be interested in his sister, but his partner didn't have any children's affection, so how could he realize it. It's also a delay to come and go.
My sister was injured and very careful, and that little bit of caution was hidden deep in my heart and not revealed, if it weren't for him, who was an older brother, I couldn't see it.
"And what does she mean?" Nangong Jin pretended to ask casually, but she was a little nervous, if Song Jiayao also intended...... No way!
Nangong Jin suddenly realized that if Song Jiayao married someone else, he said that he would categorically not allow it, and he was empowered at the moment.
Although Nangong Jin is sluggish, she also knows that she cares so much about a person, and she is afraid that she has a heart for that girl.
Thinking that every time he saw her, he had some abnormal behavior, and Nangong Jin was also very annoyed.
I used to only think of that girl as a child, so I didn't notice it, but inadvertently, she already had such an important place in her heart.