The rain was much lighter, and the sky was still dark and dull.

Lin Mengxue repeated: "Tell me if it's true?" ”

This sentence was heartbreaking, but the tone was very low, but it was very uncomfortable to reach Lin Zehao's ears.

Lin Zehao still didn't want to mention it, so he said to him: "Xue'er, whether it's true or not, he is our father, no matter what he does, he will always be our father, isn't he?" We also have to love Him, and we still love Him forever! ”

Saying that, Lin Zehao's eyes moistened, which made Lin Mengxue even more sure that those were true, and she just wanted to hear that answer in person now!

"Brother, I beg you, just tell me! I'm not a kid, I'm in high school, I can bear it, I can bear it! You see my brother is lying there, my uncle is crazy again and again, what about my mother? What's the difference with being crazy, crying and fussing at every turn. Do you know how I've come over the years? I've wanted to die countless times, countless times, countless times, because I feel like the only way to leave this home is to die and not hear those bad things! You think I don't know? You think I don't know? I just pretend not to know! She cried and stood up and roared!

"I know, it's not easy for you, who do you think is easy in this family? You think you'll be able to solve the problem if you're dead? Don't be stupid, my sister, you die, and we suffer more. But why didn't that damn man die?! If he died, wouldn't it be all good! He suppressed the helplessness and pain in his heart, but tears flowed unconsciously.

Lin Mengxue knew that the most damned person he said was his father!

"Brother, then tell me, who is that damn person?" Lin Mengxue pressed step by step.

She sometimes knows the answer, but she wants others to say it herself, and she doesn't believe that the person she loves is a bad person!

"Okay, I'll tell you, I'll tell you!" Lin Zehao's defense line was completely crushed and roared.

"Say it!" Her voice became low and confused.

They sat down again.

This spring, it was very cold, and the yellow cypress trees were still falling down one by one.

The breeze caressed and the light rain fell on people's faces, making it impossible to tell whether it was tears or rain.

I don't know why, just like in the TV series, every such painful day always has to rain.

"Lin Mengxue, listen, I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything! I saw it with my own eyes, and you know how I felt at the time? Do you know my pain? I came home early from school that day, and when I got home the door was closed, and you know I had a spare key under the window. I was about to get the key, and I saw it...... Seeing ......" an unbearable picture appeared in his mind, and he was already crying silently!

Lin Mengxue held her brother in her arms, let the tears on her face, let the rain drench them, and let the wind blow them cold!

At this moment, is there anything colder than the heart?

He continued: "I saw my aunt and dad sleeping together! ”

It was like a volcano that had been buried for a long time suddenly erupted, Lin Zehao was crying, and his breathing seemed to be about to stop.

He gathered his thoughts and continued: "At that time, I was not sensible, I just thought it was strange, and I ran to tell my mother, and my mother comforted me and said it was okay, it was okay, it was okay, it was okay! ”

He paused for a moment and uttered the incomprehensible words, "You know what? At that time, my aunt was still pregnant with my younger brother! ”

Lin Zehao raised his head and looked at Lin Mengxue, the anger and incomprehension in his eyes were intertwined, it can be seen that he has not been tortured any more than these years.

Lin Mengxue also didn't understand, she couldn't say a word when she knew the truth.

It turned out that it was really like what the people in the village said, except for the younger brother who was not the father's child, all the rumors were true.

So remote rumors are not just rumors!

No wonder since then, the originally gentle mother has become more and more nagging, no wonder the originally harmonious family often quarrels!

No wonder my grandfather will come to the door to crusade, no wonder my grandfather doesn't live in his own house with his younger brother when he dies, no wonder my uncle is crazy and my father is so conscientious, no wonder there are rumors......

It turns out that all of this is true!

It's just that I'm too stupid, I'm too stupid, I don't want to believe it!

Lin Mengxue seemed to be brought back to those memories, and she was so painful that she couldn't extricate herself!

Those vague memories turned out to be clear.

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My aunt turned her face and said, "Now that I have given birth to his child, you can go with me!" We went to Shanghai, and no one knew us! ”

Dad replied expressionlessly: "I love you, but I love my family even more, I will not divorce your eldest sister, and I will not want my own children, you forget me!" ”

"No, you have to come with me, you have to go with me!"

The woman pleaded!

I couldn't ask for it, I cried again, and I made trouble again, my mother appeared, she was not surprised by her husband's cheating, and she didn't blame the man in front of her, she just let him make his own choice.

Dad's choice is always his own home, he thinks that love can be wanted, home can not be wanted, men have to be responsible for their own families!

So the beautiful woman went crazy and beat the man, and the man would not fight back no matter what.

After that day, the woman was gone, and the other man went crazy.

Dan Ling knew that his woman was gone for another man, he couldn't stand this betrayal, he couldn't stand such a betrayal, he was crazy!

My grandfather came to the door countless times to scold this bad guy, and my mother always maintained it!

He took on all the responsibilities, taking care of his grandfather, taking care of his younger brother, taking care of his crazy uncle, and raising the family.

Mom loves and hates him at the same time, so he will get mental illness!

A woman is really very helpless and pathetic sometimes, and countless times she has heard the words of thanking him for not abandoning her, how humble this woman's love is, so humble that she makes herself sick, and she doesn't dare to leave this man!

There was a sway, and Lin Mengxue was dragged back to the present: "Xue'er, don't scare me, don't stop talking, you say something!" ”

Lin Zehao looked at his sister's blank eyes, didn't speak, and stopped crying, and was startled.

Lin Mengxue only felt a splitting headache, lightheadedness, and weakness in her limbs, crying so much that she lost all her strength and lay directly on the ground.

Knowing all the stories, Lin Mengxue's world collapsed in an instant.

The father she loved deeply, the father she was attached to, the great father in her heart!

He's a villain, he's the devil, he's the devil, he's the source of evil.

But how could Lin Mengxue hate him, he had worked so hard to support his family and raised himself so hard all these years, how could she not hate him!

Lin Zehao looked at his sister lying on the ground, his heart was like a knife, he hugged her in his arms, and comforted: "It's okay, it's okay, everything will pass, everything will be fine!" ”

Lin Mengxue still didn't speak or cry, Lin Zehao continued: "Mengxue, I'll take you back to school, don't think about these unhappy things, study hard!" What I just told you, you don't know, you know? ”

Everyone in this family thought that Lin Mengxue didn't know, and felt that she shouldn't know when she was young, everyone wanted to protect her and didn't want her to get hurt!

But how could Lin Mengxue feel that she was still very hurt, so sad that she just wanted to die.

Lin Zehao helped Lin Mengxue up, took a tricycle, and returned to school.

Lin Mengxue returned to school and walked on the playground, her heart empty!

The tears in the corners of my eyes have long since dried, and my heart has long been broken!

Those beliefs were like a joke, and they were like a joke!

She didn't know how to calm her mood, she just wanted to escape, but where could she escape?

My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe, and it's a sin to even live!

But the helpless thing is that she is still alive and cannot disappear out of thin air.

Fortunately, she is not good at words on weekdays, even if she is silent, no one doubts.

Where can she hide?

Where can she hide?

Maybe you can only hide in a dream!

In order to be less painful, to be a little happier.

I can only hide in my dream and be with Meng Yuan!

He hugged himself and comforted: "It's okay, it's okay, everything will be fine!" I will always be there for you, always love you, protect you, protect you, and never let you get hurt! ”

Lin Mengxue's head rested on his shoulder and replied quietly: "Mmmm, I believe you!" ”

No matter what happens in the world, the earth will not stop turning because of someone, the sun will not strike because of someone, and she will not stop going to school because of anyone.

Sitting in the classroom like a corpse, walking on the road like a zombie, where did the soul go!?

Lin Mengxue has nowhere to say these things, and she can't tell others, she can only keep them silently in her heart!

By the way, you can also tell Meng Yuan in the dream that he is his lover, his eternal lover.

Finally, on the weekend, I packed up my sorrows and urgently went to see the most injured brother!

asked with concern: "Brother, what do you want to eat today, I'll make it for you!" ”

Indifferently saw that Lin Mengxue was very happy and wanted to laugh, but unfortunately her face hurt when she smiled, and the gauze on her face also deformed.

It seems that all the injuries have been resolved by him, and he can still laugh: "What my sister does is the most delicious!" This little mouth is still so sweet, he continued: "Sister, aren't you going to class today?" ”

"You fool, it's Saturday! Holiday! ”

"It's been a long time since I've eaten my sister's cooking, and I really want to!"

"Then I'll make you fried potatoes and scrambled eggs with tomatoes, okay!"

"Great, it's good that my mouth wasn't cut, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to eat my sister's cooking."

said indifferently and didn't care, but Lin Mengxue's heart was full of sadness!

Lin Mengxue didn't know what happened to him again and again, how he endured it, whether he really had a big heart, or if he was disguised appropriately.

Seeing Lin Mengxue's dark face indifferently, she comforted: "Hey, what are you thinking about?" Am I still alive and well? ”