Chapter 618: Conflict
(Girls' Literature)
"You're helping me take care of Xiaoshuai these days, thank you so much!" I replied politely and bluntly, "You see how many things you bought for him, roughly how much it is, you can directly deduct it from my salary......" I looked at Zou Jialiang and said slowly, but Zou Jialiang shook his head, "Hey, you also said, I bought it for Xiaoshuai, it has nothing to do with you, I really like him, I bought it for him, this kid is really cute!" "Actually, I don't need to say it, I can see that he really likes Li Xiaoshuai.
Zou Jialiang stretched out his hand as he spoke, and gently pinched it on Li Xiaoshuai's nose, "Look at it, even the way you sleep looks so cute!" "I looked at Li Xiaoshuai, then at Zou Jialiang, and I didn't know what to say for a while." Actually......" he took a deep breath and looked up at the sky, "Ning Han is so big, but I never have time to participate in her growth."
It's like a newborn baby, but in the blink of an eye, they have grown so big, hehe, I think her growth, I didn't participate, and it is still a big regret in my life. ”
He said and looked at Xiao Shuai, who was sleeping in my arms like this, "This kid, I like it in my heart, you know?" Sometimes, when I see him, it's like seeing my childhood ......" I coughed, I didn't want him to continue, Li Xiaoshuai has no blood relationship with him, of course, it can't be anything similar to him, he really doesn't have any meaning to say this, to some extent.
Maybe he also felt that his words touched my nerves, and he just stopped this sentence directly, completely stopped this sentence. I looked at the sparkling lake, and it was really no different from before, but why was there such a world of difference in my heart? Yes, I'm still the same person, but the person sitting next to me is no longer the person I loved before, isn't it?
But I understand what Zou Jialiang means, it seems that I really can't do this job for a long time in the future, if nothing else, I can't accept Zou Jialiang's subtle feeling, so let's seek a way out for myself as soon as possible! Looking at Li Xiaoshuai sleeping in his arms, his peaceful cheeks, this is really the baby I want to take care of with my life, Li Yunxiang, do you say yes? I sighed softly, gently. Li Yunxiang, if you are gone, our son will be raised by me independently in the future, if you really have a spirit in the sky, I also hope that you can really bless our mother and mother from being hurt again.
After a day of finishing at home, I went back to work! "You're going today, can you stand it? Do you want to give your boss a leave of absence, I see that your boss is quite talkative......" Auntie hugged Li Xiaoshuai and looked at me with some worry, I shook my head vigorously at her, "Don't be, I'd better go, I can't be so unconscious because people are good at talking, I have been so unconscious, do you say, Xiaoshuai......" I reached out and pulled Li Xiaoshuai's hand, "Okay, I'm full!" ”
I quickly stood up, "Oh, you eat a little more, look at you, I bought so many breakfast ...... in the morning" Auntie hugged Li Xiaoshuai and waved with me at the door, I waved at them, and walked quickly to the bus stop, I took a deep breath, this familiar street, this familiar everything and about to get on the familiar bus, everything here is so familiar, that is because of you, Li Yunxiang, is because of your bits and pieces of memory, That's why I think it's really suffocating for me. Hi, I don't want to think of you, I really don't want to think of you, but it's really you everywhere.
I sniffed and walked to the door of the bubble tea shop that Li Yunxiang and I opened before, the shop was still standing in that place, but now the door is closed, the roller shutter is also tightly closed, and even a thick layer of soil has fallen on the door, it seems that since we closed the shop, no one has come to rent it anymore.
When I saw the familiar door, I always felt that the boy with the red apron in his waist and so busy at the window was still standing there, the same as before, but I understood that these were just my fantasies, and that the boy had already disappeared into the wind, and went to a place where I could not find it. It's just that the breath is still there, and you can vaguely see that the figure of the young man before is still there.
I wiped my tears, my mother told me that the plan of the year lies in the spring, and the plan of the day lies in the morning, no matter what, I can't cry now, because today's fortune for the day, just at this morning time, think about my mother, think about Li Xiaoshuai, what I am shouldering now is the mission of supporting them, I can't have an accident, I can't have anything at all, so even if it's very difficult, even if it's painful, I have to grit my teeth, just keep going, go on unswervingly, can't turn back, Neither can you hold back.
But when I followed the bustling crowd to the bus stop, I unexpectedly saw Zou Jialiang's Bentley, and a group of people around me gathered around this Bentley, pointing around like this! "Oh, this car is expensive, Bentley...... "One girl smacked, looking at the Bentley's car with fire in both eyes. The other girl just patted her head so hard, "What do you want?" Even if it's your turn, you can't take your turn, your ass, it's not so expensive, you can't ride in such a car, you know? ”
The people around me looked at the car with disgruntled faces, and the door of "Miss Ai ......" opened, and Zou Jialiang's driver Xiao Li stood in front of me like this, and I looked at him in surprise. "Is there anything you can do?" Oh my God, I don't want to be the focus of this happy new village so early in the morning, I don't want to be at all, just like this, I avoided it, but Xiao Li just opened the door of the rear seat for me, "Come, Miss Ai, please ...... inside" I even heard the low voice of the girls around me, and it came with a "wow......" sound, my face was even red to the base of my neck, and I felt that the eyes of the people around me seemed to change into sharp thorns.
"Let's go, let's go, I'll take the bus by myself......" My face was distorted and changed shape under the sun's rays, but Xiao Li kept me in the posture of opening the door like this, "Miss Ai, you better sit up quickly, this is what Mr. Zou meant, if I really can't play, I think I really can't continue to do my work......" Xiao Li said, showing an embarrassed look, I looked at his cheeks full of embarrassment, and the fingers behind him, I thought that if I continued to grind here, then it was very likely that I would be first, so I would just sit on it, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and sat in the car. Hey, let's free yourself from this thorny gaze.
"Okay, sit down, let's go!" Xiao Li started the car, and I slowly left this place under the somewhat complicated gazes of the people outside the car. The mood began to complicate again, what I was most afraid of was that I was attached to something by others, for example, now, when I was attached to something that was not commensurate with the work I was doing, I wanted to escape, I especially wanted to escape, but Zou Jialiang may not have expected how huge the influence of this situation on me is, "Can you tell Mr. Zou that don't let him do this?" I ......."
I thought about it for a long time, and still raised this question to Xiao Li, although I also understand that he is just an executor, but sometimes, I really want to say these problems to him, "I really don't know this, Miss Ai, you also know, I am a wage earner, what instructions Mr. Zou has, I just need to implement it, I don't have any right to ask questions at all, sometimes, what the boss says, I only have to listen to something!" ”
Looking at the trees that passed by quickly outside the window, the complicated emotions in my heart slowly floated up again. How should I face Zou Jialiang's kindness? How can I continue to stay in his house? Looking at the trees outside the window, I was once again in a mood of ups and downs, very sad.
"Ning Han, you are awesome, you have mastered today's knowledge, not bad, not bad!" I wiped Ning Han's hair vigorously, and Ning Han smiled at me, "Then can I go out and have some fun?" I nodded, "Of course, you can go!" Ning Han smiled, and ran to the courtyard outside, and there was such a little girl in the slightly empty yard, which looked really full of vitality. It's just that my mood is really not as beautiful as the scenery outside the window.
I smiled and saw Ning Han running so happily in the sun, she was really happy. "Class is over!" Gentle words rang out behind me, but they were still a little abrupt in the quiet room! I was startled and looked back.