Anyway, she is not happy, and she will definitely not let her father and brother have a good time.

If she hurts a point, she hurts them ten!

Someone is with you, with someone she hates, she doesn't lose! No regrets!

Xu An never thought that after her heart had died for many years, a man named "Yu Bai" would appear, which provoked her heart to be as silent as death for many years.

It turns out that she will still crave warmth.

In the face of Yu Bai, Xu An is entangled, both longing to get closer, but also thinking that he is not worthy of redemption, like a lonely man drifting on the driftwood on the sea, completely losing his direction, wanting to find the direction of the land, and feeling that it is a relief for him to die alone in the sea.

Suddenly, one day, a light appeared directly in front of the sea, illuminating her life and guiding her forward.

For Xu An, Yu Bai is the light, the dawn that brings her hope.

"Sister Qing, can you please help me?"

She wanted to get close to Yu Bai, wanted to absorb the warmth from him, and was a normal person.

Feng Qing was not surprised by her choice, with a bright smile on her face, she stretched out her hand to Xu An and said, "I am glad to do it." ”

Xu An also stretched out her hand, and the moment her hands were shaken, it represented that she had successfully taken a step forward.

Feng Qing asked Xu An about his life in recent years in the form of chat, and then took Xu An to his studio at home.

Xu An was lying on a black recliner, his petite body wrapped in black.

"Xiao An, do you think you are sick?"

Xu An's brows furrowed and relaxed, "The doctor said that I am sick." ”

"What about you?"

She?

Xu An thinks back to the past seven years of life, entangled in nightmares, confused thinking, all kinds of vague faces always appear in front of him, and strange fragments always flash in his mind, everything, making it impossible to tell whether it is reality or dreams.

Even several times, she cut her wrist with a fruit knife and watched the blood flow out of her body, and the sharp pain told her that it was not a dream.

It's reality.

With the help of the doctors, her condition has slowly improved in the past two years, but the occasional fragments of memories pop up in the depths of her mind, reminding her from time to time that they are only sealed, not erased.

In seven years, one of her hearts was tormented with holes and scars everywhere.

"The doctors all said that I was sick, and I was naturally sick," Xu An showed an innocent smile on his face, the smile changed from shallow to deep, and the topic changed: "Sister Qing, do you know what the one thing I have done the most in the past seven years?" ”

Feng Qing adjusted the recliner to a comfortable height, picked up the pocket watch for hypnosis, stood next to the leather chair, looked at her and said, "What is it?" ”

"With a fruit knife, I cut the flesh on my body, wrists, arms, and thighs, and I watched the red blood flow out of my body, and I felt very happy, do you know why? Because as soon as I did this, my father and brother would be very distressed, and they would keep begging me, two big men, kneeling down and begging me, giggling, how funny. ”

Feng Qing heard the madness in her tone, every word carried monstrous hatred, and under the innocent face, there was a cold and hard face like a poisonous flower.

It's hard to tell which face is the real her.

When Xu An had laughed enough, Feng Qing asked, "Why?" ”

Xu An's face turned pale, why? How does she know why?

"When the blood came out, the father and son had a distressed expression, I liked it very much, but ······ I don't know why, I'll show you when I have a chance later, maybe you can tell me why. ”

(End of chapter)