96. Thoughts and hearts

Shen Xin waited for a five-minute phone call on the weekend, maybe on Saturday, maybe on Sunday, Shen Xin always looked forward to Xiao Lanmo being able to have time to say a few words to himself during the time period when he was calling, otherwise he didn't know how to survive next week.

The content of the training is getting more and more complicated, Shen Xin often adds small exercises to himself, and Lin Motian will also practice together for a while after seeing it.

"Ah, how did you fight the enemy's fist? I think your boxing is nice to look at and very powerful. Lin Motian learned from Shen Xin.

"I'll teach you, every move has a connotation, such as this move to block the arm and leg, in order to block other people's attacks on you, and then grab the opponent's leg and knock him down!" Shen Xin explained to Lin Motian as he did it.

"Mo Tian, you have to imagine that your opposite is your enemy, and your moves and styles are not for yourself to achieve the standard, not because you want a right angle, so it is 90 degrees, but the experience has been summarized so that you can best resist the opponent's strength.

If every move you make is aimed at attacking and hurting the enemy you imagined, then you have a goal and you know how you can hurt him. In this way, you can grasp the essence of boxing! Shen Xin looked at Lin Motian and nodded as if he didn't understand, and smiled embarrassedly.

"You're amazing, ah, your ability to learn and comprehend is a hundred times better than mine! If only I were as smart as you, great! Lin Motian said to Shen Xin enviously.

But in Shen Xin's eyes, he will occasionally envy Lin Motian, just because Lin Motian is cute and beautiful, beautiful and moving, these natural things make Shen Xin like them very much.

In Shen Xin's eyes, maybe what he got from working hard for a long time was definitely not as good as what Lin Motian got effortlessly.

But this does not affect the deep friendship between Lin Motian and Shen Xin.

Lin Motian is a good girl at home, she is the kind of person who listens to her parents very much, and when she comes to the army, she listens to the squad leader, and she can think a lot about others and take care of everyone's emotions.

Therefore, Lin Motian will always think about everything for Squad Leader Ling, ask the squad leader if he likes it before eating, and think of preparing a copy for the squad leader before he does anything, many times Lin Motian can think of the front of Squad Leader Ling, reminding the squad leader, saving Squad Leader Ling a lot of heart.

In addition, Lin Motian can also take care of everyone in the class, when anyone has a period, Lin Motian will soak the brown sugar water, take out the warm baby and paste it, and be considerate in place.

Lin Motian always wrote down the things taught by squad leader Ling in the small notebook he carried, implemented and corrected them one by one, and this habit made squad leader Ling like Lin Motian a little more.

After watching the news in the evening, squad leader Ling asked everyone to gather together to vote for the comrades who performed well this month, and selected the outstanding individuals of the month, each of whom recommended two, and then selected according to the number of votes.

Shen Xin is most afraid of such a thing, since he came to the army, Shen Xin has put away his previous noise and happiness, and is used to being calm and self-contained, which makes Shen Xin more and more lonely, and he is also cold when he comes into contact with other people.

Although he usually trains very well, Shen Xin has a hunch that he doesn't like others, so if he can't choose an excellent individual, Shen Xin will be more and more submerged and unable to stand out.

For a moment, Shen Xin thought that it was quite difficult to stay in the army, and it was not much easier to be in school.

When I was in school, learning was a personal thing, as long as I worked hard enough, was attentive enough, and disciplined enough, Shen Xin could get a good ranking and scholarship, and I could be remembered by the teacher, and there would be many opportunities.

However, in the army, it is the real all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, and beauty, and to become a new generation of "four haves" revolutionary soldiers, one must have a soul, ability, blood, and moral character.

As Shen Xin expected, the result of the vote was very bleak, eight of the ten people in a class voted for Lin Motian, and Shen Xin only had four votes, none of which were more than half.

Shen Xin can realize his own problems, and he also understands that Lin Motian's strengths are worth learning.

Usually, I occasionally hear someone in the class say Shen Xin, "What's the use of just training well?" The personality is too strong to take care of others! ”

Every time Lin Motian would comfort Shen Xin, "Don't listen to what others say, this is what others envy you but can't do like this, so they say this." ”

Shen Xin now reflects on himself, and also feels that he has some problems, and he has not done a good job in communication, usual learning and training.

When Ling saw such a voting result, he could only report to Lin Motian as a recommended candidate.

In the evening, squad leader Ling specially talked to Shen Xin. Squad Leader Ling did not have the strictness of the past, but smiled and asked Shen Xin to sit, which made Shen Xin very surprised.

"Shen Xin, what do you think of your recent performance?" Squad Leader Ling is not prepared to cut to the topic at the beginning, but to take it step by step.

"It's good, squad leader, I feel that I can adapt more to my current life, and I am not as homesick as before, thank you squad leader for your concern." At the beginning, Shen Xin didn't know that there was such a thing as ideological work, but he only knew that he had to obey orders, obey the organization's arrangements and the instructions of the squad leader.

"Did tonight's vote affect you? Actually, I want to tell you that you are still very good, I hope you don't get discouraged, keep your confidence, and persevere! ”

Shen Xin felt that the squad leader could say so much to himself and take care of his emotions, and felt very moved, at least when a few comrades-in-arms denied him, the squad leader affirmed himself and encouraged himself to persevere.

Since the squad leader is so honest, Shen Xin directly said the questions he was thinking, "Squad leader, I also reflected and summarized, I feel that I have a lot of things that I can't do well."

After I came to the army, I never answered my phone calls with my two best friends in college, and I didn't know how to get along with my comrades.

It's also because of personality and other things that I'm used to doing my best and focusing on training to distract myself. ”

Squad Leader Ling listened to Shen Xin's inner words to himself, everyone's character formation has a reason, and his own character is doomed to his own fate.

Squad Leader Ling himself is also not good at dealing with interpersonal relationships, he is rigid and hard in doing things, and he speaks straight and truthfully, and it is also for this reason that Squad Leader Ling, who performed well that year, lost the opportunity to be promoted, turned into a non-commissioned officer, and continued to serve in the army.

Therefore, squad leader Ling understood Shen Xin's feelings very well from his heart, and hoped that Shen Xin would not miss a good opportunity like himself.

Every squad leader hopes that the soldiers he leads will become better and better, and squad leader Ling is a representative. Top