335 You don't understand me
"I'm back." Guo Yingying looked at her daughter standing at the door, and somehow, she had an inexplicable sense of strangeness.
"Hmm." Tan Yufan didn't look at her mother's eyes, but just answered softly, and then there was no follow-up.
"Come over and eat, I'll give you fried ribs." The woman didn't realize the child's abnormality at all, and just went to the kitchen to serve food as usual, but the small universe didn't seem to be in such a good mood.
"No need." Xuan Fan replied coldly, she didn't plan to deal with her so much now, but took care of her schoolbag into the study.
"What's wrong with you? The whole person looks weird today. Guo Yingying said a few words helplessly, it seemed that her own mood had also become upset because of being disturbed by Xuanfan.
Tan Yufan didn't pay attention to her mother's question, she just walked to the room by herself without looking at her.
What happened on the road today was so sudden that she couldn't explain anything to her mother.
This emotion overwhelmed her. As a result, it turned into a kind of anger, and the small universe couldn't help but start complaining about the depression of life now. She shook the door of her room and locked herself in the house.
It's just that such actions and behaviors undoubtedly aroused the mother's disgust.
"What's the matter with you? Without saying a word, he shook his face when he entered the door. "Women seem to hate the practice of the small universe, but they seem to be a little helpless. She didn't speak, just knocked the door of her room.
"I repeat, come out to eat." She commanded again. It's a little irritable, "You're not hungry, are you, if you're not hungry, you won't eat tomorrow morning." ”
Seeing that Yu Fan didn't care about herself, Guo Yingying angrily came up with such a sentence. However, it is normal for Tan Yufan to come to such a nag, in fact, she has long been accustomed to this kind of life.
"Don't eat it." She just replied coldly, since Tan Jian was admitted to the hospital, her relationship with her mother has become worse and worse, and sometimes, even she herself doesn't know what is going on.
However, this feeling does not seem to be a big deal, and she does not bother to say anything more to her mother until her father's affairs are clearly explained.
"What's the matter with you kid? I repeat, come out to eat. Guo Yingying still looked unwilling.
Women don't even know what they're doing wrong. As everyone knows, the small universe is much more sensitive than she imagined, and she has already noticed these things she is doing behind her back, she doesn't say it, but this doesn't mean that Yu Fan doesn't know anything.
"I said I wouldn't eat, how many times do you want me to say it." She bit her lip very tightly, she was really a little angry, and this angry feeling did not lie in the fact that her mother had really done something wrong.
More than that, she didn't realize that she was bored with her. This completely made Tan Yufan feel ridiculous, she really didn't understand herself, and she couldn't even feel such an obvious emotion as hers.
"Okay, if you don't eat, I see if you're hungry today." The woman listened to the words of the small universe, but she no longer forced her to do anything, and the willow eyebrows wrinkled casually, which was a too helpless emotion.
This child, she is becoming more and more uncontrollable, of course, looking at Tan Yufan's posture, it seems that she doesn't plan to listen to herself.
Guo Yingying left a little angrily, and then sat down at the dinner table alone. Of course, she still couldn't take care of what happened just now, and she was still muttering to herself.
"This girl is really, and I don't know what is going on in her head." The food on the table had become tasteless in the woman's eyes, and she had to ask herself.
Perhaps it was Tan Yufan's attitude that made Tan Yufan feel unhappy, although Yufan didn't say anything inappropriate to her, she was also a little angry.
So this time, she didn't even knock on the door of Yu Fan's room, she directly twisted the handle of the door, and then stood at the door of Yu Fan's room, looking fierce.
"What do you say? What's wrong with you today? Her words revealed her dissatisfaction, but of course it wasn't the most important thing.
It's just that Yu Fan can no longer stand her mother's temper. "You go out, I'm nothing, what else do you want me to say?"
Xiao Universe glanced at her angrily, and then looked at the page of his book to himself, but he didn't read a word.
"Is this your attitude towards me? I don't understand, I just asked you to eat, what are you throwing at me and me? ”
Guo Yingying's eyes widened unconsciously, this feeling made people feel a little scary, but Tan Yufan had long been reluctant to eat her.
"I don't want to lose my face, and you don't want to bother me." Tan Yufan clenched the book in her hand very tightly, she seemed to be enduring something, but even she couldn't say it clearly.
"I'm annoying you? What's wrong with me? I just told you to come out to eat. Guo Yingying turned on her endless nagging mode again. However, for her attitude, Tan Yufan didn't plan to take anything to her.
The fire of the small universe also came as soon as it was said, "You are endless." Can you tell me who the man who walked with you today was the man who hooked up his shoulders? ”
Tan Yufan really couldn't suppress her anger, at this time, another sentence made her and Guo Yingying's conversation come to an impasse, and the whole room was quiet, which was a terrible silence.
After a while, Guo Yingying's expression became natural, and the woman was trying to calm herself, after all, for such a thing, Tan Yufan would always know that it was nothing more than a matter of time or time.
"When did you find out?" She looked at the girl's eyes, and she didn't know when they had lost their former brilliance, which seemed to make her feel a little stranger.
"Me?" Tan Yufan looked at her, but there was no timidity in her eyes. "When did you say I knew? Don't you know that thing in your heart? ”
She looked at her and smiled, but it was a kind of sneer that went straight to the bottom of her heart, which was a terrible feeling, of course, if she forced herself, she was used to talking to her mother like this.
"I know? What do I know? Guo Yingying's eyes looked at her and unconsciously became a little more cold-blooded.
Even if she did something wrong, she looked calm and composed, and she couldn't trigger her mood at all, of course, this is what Tan Yufan can't accept the most.
"Okay, it's okay if you don't admit it. Anyway, I can't do such a thing, just live with your own conscience. Tan Yufan was about to leave as she spoke, but was stopped by Guo Yingying, who was standing there, coldly.
"Tan Yufan, can you not be so selfish? Why would you interfere in my life? "Women don't know what's going on, it's as if all the emotions that have been suppressed for too long are going to burst out today.
"I'm telling you, I've put up with you for a long time." Guo Yingying said angrily.
"I want to pursue a better life, I think it's my own business, it's none of your business, of course, it doesn't matter if you don't understand. But don't throw me in the face, because I don't owe you. ”
The woman's voice was hoarse, mixed with anger and a bit of helplessness. Her lips were chapped, and even a bloody wound had formed.
Of course, all this is invisible. Hearing Guo Yingying's voice, she turned around indifferently, her dark eyes overflowing with disappointment, as if she was about to overflow.
"Very well, then you don't care about me, my life doesn't seem to have anything to do with you. It's good that you just live your own life, and you don't have the right to meddle in my affairs. ”
The words of the small universe were word-by-word, indifferent and a little angry.
She was really mad at her. It's not because she's done anything wrong. It's because she didn't think about her feelings at all when she did these things, and it was an incurable pain. Of course, Guo Yingying can't feel it.
"I'm not qualified to meddle?" The woman looked at the small universe, a sneer appeared on her cheeks inadvertently, and her eyes did not know when they began to redden.
"I gave birth to you and raised you, and I am not qualified, so who is qualified? You white-eyed wolf, you say, who is qualified? The woman was like she was going crazy, and she asked over and over again.
It's just that her roar and madness are only exchanged for more hurtful words in the small universe.
"Yes, you raised me. But you never understood me, and to put it mildly, you just gave me food. You don't know what I'm thinking, you don't respect my dreams, you don't know how important this home is to me. And just for your own pursuit, you like the kind of rich people's life that can destroy our original family, and I really hate you. ”
The more Tan Yufan spoke, the more excited she became, and then, the tears in those eyes flowed down uncontrollably, she didn't want to cry in front of her, because she didn't understand, of course, she didn't need to explain anything.
Xiao Universe turned around and entered his room, closing the door again. She didn't want to listen to her explanation, and she felt that Guo Yingying wouldn't explain anything to herself.
Therefore, as long as it continues to develop like this, Tan Yufan has naturally closed herself, and as for other things, she doesn't want to talk about it, and she doesn't want to dwell on it.
Guo Yingying stood at the door of Yu Fan's room in a daze, she seemed to be thinking about what her daughter had just said, did she really do something wrong?
Why, she can't have her own life, but has to revolve around the child all her life, the woman thought about it and smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
"Whatever you think, when you have a child of your own, you will know how difficult it is to pull her up."
Guo Yingying spit out coldly, but Yu Fan, who was sitting at the desk, didn't hear it.