Chapter 43: The Last Farewell!
Chapter 43: The Final Farewell!
Wang Su looked very intently, looking at him, his lips suddenly began to stir, as if he was talking about something, Wang Su was already extremely weak at this moment, and the two of them didn't have the strength to speak out, Xiao Ling was eager to know what he said, so he lowered his head, and his ears came to Wang Su's mouth.
In the weak voice, Xiao Ling heard what Wang Su was going to tell himself at the end, but after saying this, Wang Su also came to the end of his life, and the palm he was holding with Xiao Ling had no strength to support it at all, and it slipped out in an instant.
By the time Xiao Ling raised his head and looked at Wang Su's face, he had already closed his eyes with a smile on his lips, forever and ever! Xiao Ling thought that she would cry at this moment, after all, it was the first time she left in front of her eyes in front of someone she cared about.
But at this moment, she didn't cry, but calmly put Wang Su's exposed arm back into the quilt, and said to Wang Yuan and Xiaohui, who were already crying: "Wang Yuan, Xiaohui, don't cry!" Go and prepare, let's send Brother Wang away together! ”
Wang Su's ending is something that everyone thinks of, but it is not so easy for them to really face it, as soon as Xiao Ling's words came out, even Ah Jing, who was the most restrained, couldn't help but shed tears, Wang Yuan and Xiao Hui were already sad!
But no matter how sad the next thing is, I still have to continue to do it, although I can't accept the fact that Wang Su is leaving, but before Xiao Ling comes, the things that Wang Su needs after his death are all prepared, and in the evening, the house has been arranged into a simple mourning hall, and Wang Su has also been changed into clean clothes and lies in the coffin.
This night, Xiao Ling didn't close her eyes like the night before, but accompanied Wang Su alone in the mourning hall for one night, as long as it was her former self, it was quite an incredible thing, she didn't even dare to get close to the cemetery and funeral parlor before, but now she stayed alone in the mourning hall all night.
Probably because Xiao Ling knew that Wang Su would only take care of himself and bless himself, the fear in Xiao Ling's heart turned into reluctance to Wang Su, and he hoped to accompany him more! In my mind, I also recalled the last sentence that Wang Su said to her over and over again:
"Ling'er, in fact, I would prefer that the person who can give you happiness is me, but this is impossible, so I hope to be able to be happy, with the ...... that I don't have."
Wang Su has no happiness and joy in this life, but he wants to give himself happiness, Xiao Ling originally made up her mind that as long as Wang Su's wish is her best, she will do her best to meet it, but how can she achieve this one? She is already a person who is not happy and happy, how can she be happy and happy for him?
The next day, Xiao Ling was not in a hurry to ask Wang Yuan to prepare for Wang Su's burial, but asked Wang Yuan to go to my house to report the funeral, after all, Wang Su is the Wang family, no matter what kind of existence he is in the eyes of the Wang family, they also have the right to know the truth, and it is not within her scope to consider whether they will do it in the future.
But it has been a day since Wang Yuan went to the palace to report the news, and the Wang family only came to a housekeeper, and he just said a few words and left, and no one from the Wang family came, even Wang Su's biological mother never showed up from beginning to end. Xiao Ling didn't understand what kind of mother it was, who could ignore her own flesh and blood like this, even if he died, he didn't appear.
On the third day of Wang Su's death, under Xiao Ling's organization, five people buried Wang Su, the address was Xiao Ling's choice, not far from the bamboo house, the environment was quiet and quiet, which was very in line with Wang Su's character, Xiao Ling guessed that Wang Su would also be very satisfied with the place he found for him to sleep.
After dealing with Wang Su's funeral, Xiao Ling originally wanted to take Wang Yuan and Xiaohui back to Mengfu, but the two insisted on staying in the bamboo house and said that they were going to guard Wang Su's spirit, and Wei Da was unwilling to go back to Mengfu with Xiao Ling, Xiao Ling never asked him why, maybe subconsciously she was also avoiding this question!
When Xiao Ling and Ah Jing returned to the Mengfu, it was already the evening of the fifth day after they left, and as soon as they entered the Mengfu, Xiao Ling felt that the atmosphere in the mansion was a little weird, but he couldn't say why, plus because of Wang Su's affairs in the past few days, she basically hadn't been so close, and she didn't have much energy to care about these things.
Xiao Ling walked into Tianling Courtyard and saw a tall figure standing with his back to her, at this moment he could see that Meng Tian seemed to instantly make Xiao Ling still drifting, and her cold heart had some warmth, and she even had the urge to rush into his broad chest without hesitation to absorb more warmth.
"Do you still know how to come back? I thought you were fooling around and didn't know how to get back! But as soon as Meng Tian opened his mouth, his angry and questioning tone shattered all of Xiao Ling's thoughts in an instant.
"I'm sorry!" Xiao Ling's eyes were full of anticipation and disappeared in an instant, and she lowered her head and said these three words to Meng Tian, and she did not apologize for leaving for no reason in the past few days, but apologized for leaving in a hurry without telling others when she left.
Meng Tian turned around and looked at Xiao Ling like this, his face was full of hidden anger, and his fists were clenched tightly, if it were someone else, maybe he would have strangled her to death with one palm, but for Xiao Ling, he didn't know what to do, what to do with her!
As soon as I returned home five days ago, I heard that Xiao Ling rode the rouge and went out in a hurry, and I didn't care so much at the time, thinking that she just wanted to go out for a walk, plus Ah Jing followed him, and he also felt that there was nothing wrong with letting her go out for a walk.
But what he didn't expect was that she had been out for several days and had not come back, the more he thought about it, the more worried he was that every day was a life of fear, he was worried that Xiao Ling would really be gone like this, so he really didn't know what to do at that time!
Although there are still many complaints about her, he has never thought of losing her, he really can't imagine that one day he will lose her, how will she live when she leaves her own world, and how will she finish that long and endless life.
But when Xiao Ling appeared with such a salty and indifferent attitude after worrying about it for several days, Meng Tian suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and then the embarrassment turned into an inexhaustible anger, and suddenly burned the warm time that the two of them hadn't had for a long time.
"Excuse me? Scold...... Do you need to say anything sorry? Look at you like this, did you go out and be dumped by your wild man? Meng Tian pinched Xiao Ling's chin with his right hand and forced her to look at him, and when he saw her slightly pale face, he said angrily, and he didn't care about the strength of his hand, Xiao Ling's chin was also pinched out of red marks.
Xiao Ling's originally not very high heart was trampled by Meng Tian again, but she was unwilling to show weakness in front of him, even if it was painful, she would not let herself show her fragile side, Xiao Ling tried hard to hide her pain and raised her head high: "Yes and what? If you think that I let you make your Meng family embarrassed, then leave me as soon as possible, otherwise I will make your Meng family even more ashamed! ”
"You ......" Meng Tian was completely angered by Xiao Ling's words, raised his left hand and wanted to give Xiao Ling a slap, but he couldn't let go in the face of Xiao Ling's unyielding eyes.
Ah Jing, who has been standing aside and watching the behavior of the two, can't stand it anymore, she has always been cautious as a subordinate before, and she will not interject when the master speaks, but she can't watch Meng Tian misunderstand Xiao Ling, which makes the already bad relationship between the two worse.
She didn't know why Xiao Ling didn't explain, she believed that as long as Xiao Ling was willing to say even if it was just a word of son, she would believe it, and they would not go step by step to what they are today.
In the past, she always had the idea that no one should interfere in the affairs of her master, but now she really can't stand it, as long as Xiao Ling and Meng Tian can reconcile, these master and servant etiquette doesn't seem to be so important. After thinking of his determination, Ah Jing finally stood up when Meng Tian raised his hand, and said loudly: "Childe, you misunderstood Madame, she is going to ......."
"Ah Jing ......" Xiao Ling was in a hurry to stop Ah Jing when he saw what Ah Jing was going to say, but before he said two words, his eyes turned black and he was unconscious.
Meng Tian saw Xiao Ling fainting and immediately put her into his arms and shouted anxiously: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" ”
Xiao Ling was also frightened by Xiao Ling's sudden fainting and completely lost his mind, and he didn't know what to do, but Meng Yi, who came after hearing the news, saw the situation in the courtyard and dealt with it rationally in time, and asked Meng Tian, who was already at a loss, to carry Xiao Ling back to the room.
At the moment when he picked up Xiao Ling, Meng Tian almost fell to the ground unsteadily, because he estimated Xiao Ling's weight too much, and the force was a little too strong, but in fact, Xiao Ling's weight was much lighter than the last time he hugged her.
Holding her now, Meng Tian is like holding a feather, there is no feeling of fulfillment, but there is a kind of uneasiness that she will be blown away by the wind at any time, in order to fill the uneasiness in her heart, Meng Tian subconsciously tightened Xiao Ling into his arms.
But this tightness made me feel more deeply what is the bitter distress, Xiao Ling's body is almost no longer much flesh, and the only remaining bones also hurt her chest when she hugged her tightly, this pain went straight to the heart, straight to the depths of the soul!
There was only a short distance from the courtyard to the room, but Meng Tian seemed to have walked for a lifetime, and this kind of pain was like being engraved for a lifetime, and it couldn't be eliminated.