When my grandparents came back and had breakfast with me, I looked at the time and estimated that it was time to wake up, so I called Qian Yu.

I told Qian Yu that He Yong had already returned to the hotel, and his body could be seen again for some reason, so let him go and knock on He Yong's door, it shouldn't be easy for him to escape this time.

Qian Yu didn't say anything, just hung up the phone with "oh, oh, oh". I figured out what the use of him rushing to arrest him.

Half an hour later, Qian Yu called me, saying that he had found He's used and was going to take him back, and he called me to say goodbye.

I asked him, why did he suddenly become opaque, was his body better?

Qian Yu said that this was not clear, and he had to go back to the laboratory to test it to know. However, he and He Yong had a bold guess, and they guessed that maybe all the special drugs they had developed were actually useless. For sudden symptoms like this, it may be that after a period of time, your immune system adapts to these sudden symptoms, and when you no longer reject them, your body will return to normal on its own.

"In other words, in fact, you don't have to do anything about this kind of problem, you can recover on your own, but just wait a little time?" I asked Qian Yu excitedly.

Qian Yu said that if the guess is correct, it may be like this.

In other words, the so-called symptomatic treatment is not needed at all. As far as the lifespan of what is used, in fact, it is just an estimate of your physical examination, if you spend a little more time, let He use his body to recover slowly, it is also possible to heal? "I continued to be excited and guessed.

Qian Yu said lightly: "So to speak, but everything is still speculation, and we have to go back and study it before we can know." But what is the use of agreeing to go back with me because of this hope, he still has something to say to you before leaving, you wait. ”

"Hey, Xiang." What is the use of speaking, his voice is suddenly a little shy.

"What's the use, you can go back with Qian Yu with peace of mind. Good people have good rewards, and I believe you will be able to pass this hurdle this time. "When I heard Qian Yu's words before, I was very happy, so I spoke a lot brighter.

But He Yong's voice was very low, and it was a little twisted, like a child who had done something wrong.

"Xiaoxiang, last night...... Last night......" He asked in a hesitant manner.

When he asked me this, I suddenly felt a fever on my face, so I prevaricated: "What was last night?" You were drunk last night, and you were embarrassed to say that I went to the bar to pick you up and take you back to the hotel. ”

"Then ...... And then? ”

"What's next? I'll send you back to your room, and I'll go home. "I lied.

"But...... But ...... "What's the use of continuing to support me."

"What's that? Don't do it, obediently follow Qian Yu back, and heal your body first! I continued to pretend to be light-hearted, as if nothing really happened last night.

"Xiaoxiang, I know last night was not a dream, you wait for me. I'll come back to you when I'm well. Wait for me. "Why do you say this firmly.

I hesitated, but finally said, "Okay." ”

Five minutes after Tong He hung up the phone, I received a text message from Qian Yu. Qian Yu said, as I told me before, after they went back this time, it was impossible for them to come back because there was no little iron Buddha, and he asked me to be mentally prepared.

I know that Qian Yu didn't say anything to him in person just now, but he was afraid that he wouldn't go back after he found out.

I replied to Qian Yu: "Okay." Please be sure to cure what's the use, please. ”

Qian Yu replied to me: "Definitely." Let's go. ”

I haven't heard from them since.

From that day on, every morning I woke up with a large pillow wet from crying. But what kind of dream did I have at night that made me cry like this? I don't remember anything.

Every effort to recall it is in vain.

Gradually, I got used to it.

Two weeks later, it was supposed to be the day my aunt came to see me, but she didn't come.

After another four or five days, she still did not come.

My heart began to pound.

What's the point, isn't this guy so powerful? Hit the first time?

So I hurried to the hospital for a blood test, and it turned out that I was really pregnant.

Now I was dumbfounded.

Why use this guy, pat his ass and run away, leaving me an unmarried girl with a child, how can I deal with myself?

When it comes to children, I've always liked them, and I'm happy to have one of my own. It's just that for so many years, because of work, I haven't had time to fall in love, so I can't even think about the idea of having a child.

Now it's good, God gave me a child.

At first glance, I was naturally happy, but this joy only lasted for a few seconds, and I began to worry, how can I give birth to this fatherless child? How do you explain to your grandparents? How do you face other people's fingers?

The old doctor seemed to read my thoughts in my face, and she said to me, "You are not young, you are thirty years old, and you still don't want children?" I can remind you that the child should be better early, and the more you go to the back, the more difficult it is to conceive, and the worse the quality of the child is. ”

I stammered incoherently, not knowing what I was talking about, and just nodded at the doctor.

Seeing me like this, the doctor knew that I was hesitant, so he added, "I may remind you that pregnancy is counted from the day of the last menstrual period, not from the day of intercourse." In other words, you are now more than 40 days pregnant, and it is best to do the abortion within two months of pregnancy, and you will have to induce labor when you are three months old. ”

I stupidly asked the doctor what labor induction was.

The doctor said that when he was three months old, the baby's heartbeat was also increasing, and his hands, hands and feet were all growing. At that time, you can only call the hanging and give birth to the baby, which is called labor induction. The suffering must be greater than the abortion, not to mention that the baby will be full of growth, and the heartbeat will be a small life, and then the evil will be defeated.

The doctor told me again and again that if I really didn't want it, I should make up my mind early and not hesitate for too long. It's not good for the baby, it's good for me.

I thanked the doctor, and I walked out of the hospital in a daze.

I sat for a long, long time in a flowerbed on the side of the road, and it was getting dark, and I didn't eat or drink all day, but I didn't feel hungry at all. I just don't really know what to do, do I really want to kill the baby?

Even if he doesn't have a heartbeat yet, he's still my baby, a little life.

When the street lights started to come on, I staggered aimlessly down the street by myself, and I didn't know where I was going. When I saw someone waiting for the bus, I waited, and when I saw someone getting on, I got on too. I didn't even know how many buses I got on and I couldn't get home.

When the bus stopped at the terminal, I was still stupidly looking out the window and was politely kicked off by the driver.

When I got out of the car, I realized that I had arrived at the Bund.

I was walking along the Bund by myself, and suddenly I felt that I couldn't walk anymore, and I squatted on the side of the road and started crying.

A lot of people came up to me and asked me what was wrong, but I just buried my head in the crook of my arm, ignored no one, and cried loudly.

Later, when people saw me, they just cried and ignored people, and probably didn't see that I had the intention of jumping the Huangpu River, so they all dispersed, and no one surrounded me anymore.

I don't know how long I cried, but suddenly I stood up and shouted at the other side of the river: "What's the use, you can come back!" You give me back! You give me back! ”

I shouted loudly, as if the other side of the river was the world of use. It's as if you can hear it on the other side of the river, and you can hear it for any purpose.

Shouting and shouting, I laughed at myself for being stupid.

After smirking for a moment, he began to shed tears again, and muttered, "What's the use, you're back!" When you come back, I'll marry you! I'll give birth to you!" ”

But no one answered me, and there was only a strange look at me.

I opened my eyes and stared at the men, as if the more I stared at them, the more they began to dissipate in disguise. Even the voices that used to talk about me became less and less, and occasionally I heard a little girl pulling her boyfriend and saying, "Hurry up, go quickly, don't look, it's probably a neurosis." Slow down and stab us, it's not worth it. ”

I laughed, laughed, laughed loudly.

I finally figured out one thing, in this world, people are good at being ridden, and horses are good at being ridden. My child, and I didn't let others raise it, what qualifications do others have to talk nonsense! Do you have a father, what's your business? I don't have a father, and I didn't drag your husband to be the father of my children, did I?

What do I have to be afraid of? Who dares to say, I will stare back and scold back like this! If people are evil, some people will be afraid of three points.

Don't think about how to explain daddy to your baby in the future, the truth is what it is. Mom didn't kill him because she couldn't give him a complete home, did she?

The most precious thing in this world is life, the formation of a life is not easy, the most important thing is to be able to open your eyes to see the world, and live strong and brave. Isn't it better to spare his life than to give him anything?

I was so determined to keep the baby.